Leisurely with the wind

Xu Youran's birthday is coming soon, and Chu Suifeng expressed that he was crying abnormally. At this time last year, Chu Suifeng hadn't come to Xu Youran's side, so this birthday was the first time the two spent. A birthday, Chu Suifeng felt, it was very commemorative.

But the trouble is that Chu Suifeng doesn't know how to celebrate. After checking the plots of the romance novels about birthday celebrations, he found that many moves are very old-fashioned, but very practical, but he can't use them.

For example, renting out a restaurant or something, Xu Youran had already done this on his birthday, and now he will return it?Let alone whether my wallet can bear it, it would be too depressing to do so.

For another example, when you propose to celebrate your birthday, and you give away all your rings, how about giving it away again at this time?Although I didn't propose, and I didn't intend to propose, but the ring has indeed been given away, so this trick is over.

Find a group of people to celebrate together and surprise Xu Youran?On a special day for the two of you, who would like to have a few more high-wattage light bulbs?

After setting off fireworks, setting up candles, singing love songs, and rejecting each project, Chu Suifeng found that he really didn't know what to do.

In desperation, Chu Suifeng could only call He Zhengqing for help.

"Are you kidding me? You ask me this kind of thing? Do you think I look like a love counselor?" He Zhengqing's face was full of black lines. She herself was in a mess, and she wanted to help others?What a joke!

"But Zhengqing, I really don't know what to do, I really want to celebrate."

Hearing Chu Suifeng's pitiful tone, He Zhengqing wanted to hit the wall in annoyance, she really didn't know what to do!

"Well, let me tell you, although some things are very old-fashioned, they are practical. Have you ever heard of classics that never fade? Why do certain behaviors appear repeatedly in novels, TV, and even in life? It is because These are all classics! The ones that you never get tired of, I think you can try to combine some things, as long as it is a surprise, I believe Xu Youran will be very happy."

After giving Chu Suifeng an answer that didn't distract him, He Zhengqing hung up the phone. There was nothing he could do. In this regard, she really couldn't help.

Chu Suifeng looked at the hung up phone, and always felt that even if he called again, it would not have any effect. Holding the little boy who had obviously gained a few laps, Chu Suifeng said listlessly: "Little guy, what do you say?" What kind of surprise would Mom like?"

Seeing Xiao Haipi sticking out his tongue and acting cute, Chu Suifeng gave up and lay on his back on the sofa. Sure enough, he was a guy who didn't know how to be romantic.

Chu Suifeng looked at the ceiling with a sad face, letting Xiao Haipi lie on her belly and act like a baby, she admitted that she was a little flustered.

Although Xu Youran still showed that she loved her so much, she still felt very uneasy. She felt that she was not worthy of Xu Youran, that she couldn't help anything, and that she was useless.

She is very clear that such a state of mind is very bad, but she can't help it. Now she can't even do the most basic calmness. She worries about gain and loss every day. She needs an opportunity, one that allows her to feel a sense of security. The opportunity needs to reconfirm the love between the two parties.

As for Xu Youran's birthday, Chu Suifeng took it as an opportunity. It can even be said that this birthday came too timely.

But at this time, Chu Suifeng found that the opportunity was clearly in front of him, but he couldn't grasp it. She didn't know how to please her lover.

Only at this time did Chu Suifeng realize that the love between him and Xu Youran was too ordinary. After missing those dynamism, there was only firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea between him and Xu Youran. Not bored.

Chu Suifeng blamed himself very much, she was Xu Youran's first love, and Xu Youran was also her first love, but this first love was sealed up without any fermentation, trying to wait for a few years to become a good wine worth aftertaste.

Although Chu Suifeng didn't feel anything, when she was in the dormitory, she often heard her classmates talk about the beauty of first love. Chu Suifeng felt that she didn't seem to give Xu Youran a good feeling.

The more he thought about it, the sadder Chu Suifeng became. Unknowingly, time passed quietly, and when Xu Youran returned home, Chu Suifeng still hadn't come out of his state of mind.

"Feng, what happened?" Xu Youran looked at Chu Suifeng worriedly. Usually, Chu Suifeng would always make dinner and wait for him, but today he didn't start the fire, but lay on the sofa.

Xu Youran walked quickly in front of Chu Suifeng, and lightly stroked Chu Suifeng's forehead, "Do you feel uncomfortable? Where is it uncomfortable?"

It's no wonder Xu Youran is so skeptical, after all Chu Suifeng is too abnormal, in the past even if Chu Suifeng was in a bad mood, he never forgot the food.

Seeing Xu Youran, Chu Suifeng realized that she had thought too much and didn't make dinner. She grabbed Xu Youran's hand in a panic, and said guiltily: "I'm sorry Youran, I fell asleep this afternoon and accidentally I overslept, and I'm still a little dizzy, I'm going to cook now." Naturally, it was impossible for Chu Suifeng to tell Xu Youran about his worries, and she couldn't say it, what should I say?Said she was worried that Xu Youran would leave her at any time?Said that she felt that she was not good enough for Xu Youran?If such words were really said, Chu Suifeng would really lose his head.

Xu Youran grabbed Chu Suifeng who was in a hurry and was about to cook, and said worriedly: "If you don't feel well, don't work too hard. Let's go out and eat a little. If you are too lazy to go out, order takeaway. You should take a good rest."

Chu Suifeng was pulled by Xu Youran to sit beside him, and he smiled a little far-fetched, "It's okay, I'm just dizzy from sleep, I'm in good health."

"Don't move then. I'll order takeaway and take a good rest today." Xu Youran held on to Chu Suifeng domineeringly. She obviously didn't believe the reason Chu Suifeng just said, but Chu Suifeng didn't want to tell her. She could only pretend to be stupid, she didn't want to touch Chu Suifeng's fragile nerves.

Seeing Xu Youran ordering takeaway with his mobile phone, Chu Suifeng felt a sense of loss again. The only thing he could do well was wrong, what else could he do?Thinking of this, Chu Suifeng felt flustered again, did he really do a good job?

Chu Suifeng did not really learn cooking skills, but he used to help in the kitchen and learned a lot, but compared with real chefs, the gap is still not small. She began to feel that she couldn't do anything well, and that everything was wrong.

"Feng, Feng, Suifeng, what's the matter with you?" After calling Chu Suifeng several times without answering, Xu Youran looked at Chu Suifeng with absent-minded eyes, and it took a while for Chu Suifeng to react.

"Ah? Oh, I, I'm fine, just dizzy, yes, too much sleep, dizzy." Chu Suifeng barely maintained a smile, and began to try to adjust her mentality. She knew very well that her psychological problems How serious it is, it seems that I have entered the consciousness of self-denial again, which is very bad.

Chu Suifeng tried his best to get rid of this state of mind, and changed the subject while smiling while hugging Xu Youran, "How is your work recently? It's not that hard. I think your complexion has improved a lot."

Xu Youran looked at Chu Suifeng worriedly, "I'm fine, but are you sure you're fine?"

Chu Suifeng smiled, leaned over and kissed the corner of Xu Youran's mouth, "It's okay, I'm just dizzy from sleep, it's no big deal, what delicious food did you order?"

Xu Youran pouted, holding her mobile phone and said, "I don't know what to eat, I called you just now to ask you."

Chu Suifeng thought for a while and said, "Let's call Pizza Hut, get some snacks, get some Fat House Happy Water, and then find a few movies. You were so busy a while ago, you didn't have a good rest, let's relax today. "

When Chu Suifeng said that, Xu Youran thought about it too. Watching a few movies, adjusting his mentality, and eating some foreign garbage seems to really change his mood, and the most important thing is that there is no light bulb!

Just do it when you think about it, Xu Youran turned on the phone and happily chose food, while Chu Suifeng turned on the TV and chose the movie to watch. Anyway, you must not choose a tragedy, nor can you choose a romantic movie with complicated emotions, either a comedy or a movie. Horror movies, even brainless sci-fi action movies are fine, anyway, don't let yourself use your brains.

The takeaway was ordered, and the two sat on the sofa while watching a movie while waiting for the takeaway. The two chose a comedy, an Indian one, listening to the original sound and watching the translation, plus the funny plot, it really made a difference The role of mood.

When the takeaway arrived, the two of them turned into happy little guys who were drooling while eating, watching a movie, and their mood improved a lot.

Holding Xu Youran in his arms, Chu Suifeng smiled gratifiedly. In the depths of darkness, with such a ray of sunshine illuminating him, what else could he be dissatisfied with?I have been happier than many people.

Although the abnormality that night was downplayed by Chu Suifeng, she knew very well that her problem was very serious, but she didn't know how to solve it. It's not that she didn't know that there was such a psychiatrist, but she just felt that Talking to a doctor can solve your problem?Or can you take some medicine to resolve the knot in your heart?Chu Suifeng felt that it was a waste of money to seek a psychiatrist. His own problems had existed all these years, but they had not come over. Chu Suifeng believed that as long as he adjusted his mentality, any difficulties would be over.

Before he knew it, it was Xu Youran's birthday. After struggling for a few days, Chu Suifeng could only bite the bullet and make some arrangements. Xu Youran didn't mention his birthday, and he didn't know if he forgot it. Still not wanting to put too much pressure on Chu Suifeng, Chu Suifeng also pretended not to know anything, and wanted to surprise Xu Youran.

As soon as Xu Youran left, Chu Suifeng drove Xiao Haipi to the garden. Chu Suifeng wanted to decorate the house, and with Xiao Haipi making trouble, Chu Suifeng felt that it was useless to arrange it all by himself.

Chu Suifeng ordered a large number of roses from the flower shop, and decorated them all around the house with roses. Next to each rose, there will be a small light bulb that emits a dim light.A large number of roses were placed in the living room by Chu Suifeng, surrounded by a heart, and surrounded by small light bulbs. Although the candles are very good, considering the safety issue, Chu Suifeng still chose the light bulb.

In order to prevent Xiao Haipi from making trouble, Chu Suifeng tried his best to play with Xiao Haipi during the day, until he was exhausted, and then put him in the room. After a while, Xiao Haipi fell asleep.

Chu Suifeng then started to dress up, she was not good at this kind of thing, she just tried to dress herself up as neatly as possible.

After the ordered western food cake arrived, Chu Suifeng drove the car with the wrapped roses, ready to pick up Xu Youran from get off work, and give her a surprise by the way.

When she came to the familiar and unfamiliar building, Chu Suifeng felt a little emotional. She hadn’t been here for a long time, and she hadn’t done anything, but she was indeed an employee here. When she took out the employee card that hadn’t been used for a long time, Chu Suifeng felt a little Laughing at myself, without this card, I might not even be able to get in the door.

Fortunately, the employee card is still valid, which prevents Chu Suifeng from being stopped outside the gate, but as soon as Chu Suifeng entered the door, he was stopped by someone. The other party looked familiar, and it took Chu Suifeng a long time to recognize him. The other party was one of Xu Youran's secretaries. She was not familiar with her, and she hadn't said much at ordinary times. Chu Suifeng was a little puzzled that the other party called her to stop her. Why did she seek him out?

"Chu Suifeng, long time no see, what are you doing here?"

The other party's tone was not very good, and there was obvious sarcasm in and out of the words. Chu Suifeng didn't know what offended her, but Chu Suifeng felt that he didn't need to report to her.

"It's none of your business that I'm here?" Chu Suifeng was never the kind of person who likes to give in. The other party didn't give her a good face, so why should she cater to the other party.

"You! Chu Suifeng, you are no longer an employee here. What do you mean by dressing like this so that you can hold flowers? Do you still want to pester the chairman? Do you know how much trouble you have caused the chairman? Now you want to stir up rumors and embarrass the chairman?"

The other party's words made Chu Suifeng a little uncomfortable. She knew that there was a lot of trouble between herself and Xu Youran, and she left the company because of this. Today, she wanted to give Xu Youran a surprise, so she came to the company to pick him up. When she got off work, she didn't think about the consequences. For a while, Chu Suifeng hesitated, wondering if she should go up to find Xu Youran.

The little secretary took Chu Suifeng's hesitation as an expression of guilt, and said triumphantly: "Chu Suifeng, I don't know what method you used to get in, but I can't watch you cause trouble for the chairman, and my sensible self Leave or I'm going to call security."

The aggressiveness of the other party made Chu Suifeng feel angry, but she was not the kind of person who would do anything without saying anything, but said indifferently: "What ability do you have to drive me out? I am still an employee here, I am a brush The employee card came in properly, what can the security guard do with me?"

The little secretary didn't seem to think that Chu Suifeng came in with the employee card, and said angrily: "How is that possible! You are no longer an employee here, and the employee card should be useless. It must be that the people in the logistics department didn't fix it properly. , forgot to cancel your employee card."

Chu Suifeng sneered, "Then you pay my monthly salary? Was the money on the salary card sent by the Finance Department by mistake?"

The little secretary was speechless for a while, she didn't expect that Chu Suifeng would not be fired, and thinking that Chu Suifeng came in through Lin Keren's relationship, the little secretary was a little flustered for a while.

"That's right, even if you haven't been expelled, isn't it because of the chairman that you are going up there with such a big fanfare? Let me tell you, don't be foolish. The chairman has a male god senior who has come back from abroad and has been helping the chairman. Helped the company through a lot of difficulties, people want to look good, they need to be capable and capable, they are personable, and they have launched a fierce pursuit of the chairman, it is impossible for you to have a chance!" This little secretary was promised Youran sent to Bai Xiao to be responsible for the communication between the two. Everyone in the research department knew that Bai Xiao was interested in Xu Youran, and this little secretary naturally knew it too.

Originally, the little secretary always thought that Chu Suifeng had been fired. After all, any employee could not come to work for several months. In addition, everyone in the secretary department knew that the chairman and vice chairman had always disliked Chu. Suifeng intervened in the company's affairs, and later Chu Suifeng and Xu Youran spread some things, causing rumors, so the little secretary felt a little disgusted with Chu Suifeng.

Seeing Chu Suifeng's well-dressed people, coming to the company with roses, thinking that today is the chairman's birthday, the little secretary thought that Chu Suifeng was here to pester Xu Youran, so she rushed out to protect the boss .

Unexpectedly, Chu Suifeng was not fired, and he was still paid every month, which made the little secretary a little panicked, thinking that the relationship between Chu Suifeng and Lin Keren was still there, but thinking of Bai Xiao's existence, the little secretary couldn't help it. She said it outright, trying to use Bai Xiao to embolden herself. In her opinion, Chu Suifeng, who just came out of school and was worthless, has nothing to compare with the male god Bai Xiao. white sky.

Today, Bai Xiao finished the research just in time for Xu Youran's birthday, and now the product is ready to go on the market. He used this as a birthday present for Xu Youran's birthday. Therefore, the secretary naturally didn't want Chu Suifeng to disturb them at this time.