Bloody and seductive: Notes of a Vampire

Robin and I went back to the rented house just before daylight.

Passing by the house adjacent to my residence, I habitually looked at the small windows that were tightly covered by velvet curtains. The usual silence in the house made me feel a little relaxed.

There are only these two houses next to each other in this area. The reason why I chose this place when I first chose the residence was because the rich people in Candil don’t like this kind of remote and secluded place, and the rent here is expensive. It's not something ordinary people can afford, but it's just right for me; the second is that apart from collecting rent, the landlady has no interest in inquiring about guests' privacy, which is especially rare.However, there is no guarantee that the landlord will rent out the empty house next door one day, and I will have to be more cautious in my actions.

In the bathroom, I turned on the nozzle and rinsed myself vigorously, washing away the fine sand and dirt under my nails and my tired body.

I don't think about anything anymore, my nerves are already numb after the limit.He opened his eyes and stared at the dejected man in the mirror who looked like a water ghost, with a self-deprecating smile on the corner of his mouth, hehe, so ugly.

Coming out of the bathroom after taking a shower, I added a dried plasma to myself.Robin, who was hanging upside down from the ceiling, had already fallen asleep with a snore.

My hair was still wet, and I put on my nightgown and lay down in the sleeping coffin, my body still felt extremely heavy.

My mood seemed to have calmed down, but the moment I closed my eyes, I thought of Peventis again.I vaguely hope that today he will appear in my dream, although it was only two days ago that I met him.

The fog ahead was too thick, and I kept going forward, forward, but I didn't know which direction to go next was the right one.After going through tonight, I have too many doubts about myself that I need him to answer...

Will he come?

The exhaustion deep in my body surged up in waves, and I quickly fell into darkness.

……

Is this a dream?

In a trance, I smelled a very familiar smell, and the special male body fragrance became clearer and clearer.

Peventis...

I whispered, feeling the firmness of my chest against my cheek, and the strong arms that embraced me.

I want to open my eyes, but my eyelids are heavy.

I couldn't help but move my body and buried my head deeper in that firm embrace.Sure enough, I was dreaming.Why does this dream feel so real...

"I'm dreaming, you're not here, are you?" I murmured.

"You hope it's a dream, and it's a dream." He replied softly in his ear.

An indescribable peace of mind filled his chest, and his eye sockets flooded inexplicably.Now that it is a dream, I can have no scruples, who can laugh at the fragility revealed in the dream?

I pressed closer to him, his shirt buttons digging into my chest, his breath filling my nostrils.

"Peventis...I failed so much today, so sad. A human being I wanted to protect, a boy, died in front of me... Tell me, why can't I give a human being a first hug?"

"You are not an ordinary vampire. While you have unparalleled qualities, you will also lose certain abilities as a price."

"You already know what my traits are?"

"...Of course." His tone was still light.

"But, I tried, and even the time suspension is invalid today."

"Because of the powerful nature of time and space, you can only use it when you need it most. If you abuse it, the consequence is that when you are really facing life and death, it will not work."

I finally understood what the problem was, and I was annoyed: "I'm so stupid..."

"Don't be depressed, Xiaochen, everyone has their own destiny trajectory, and that human being is the same, you can't change it."

Thinking about his words seriously, I suddenly thought of something: "What about you? Do you also have weaknesses?"

"of course."

His calm answer stunned me for a moment.What would be the weakness of the Night King?However, even if he has weaknesses, he is still hundreds of times stronger than me.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but burst out without thinking: "You disappear, disappear! I said that I want to become stronger for you to see, even if it is a dream, I don't want you to see me so useless and dejected look!"

He was silent for a while, then laughed lowly: "...Then I'm really leaving?"

"Ah."

Another moment passed.

"...No, don't go."

I wrapped my arms tightly around his waist, which seemed to be moving, and said in a muffled voice, "Since it's just a dream, if you want to laugh, I can laugh as much as you want, as long as you can stay with me for a while."

To become a vampire, you should learn to endure loneliness and endless time.Saying goodbye to Rui Yi, leaving Twilight City, facing the future alone, and pursuing the goal of eternal life alone, I know that this is an inevitable stage of my growth.But deep down, no one is afraid of loneliness...

So, when I was at my lowest and saddest moment, I just hoped that he could be by my side, maybe 5 more minutes.

Peventis didn't say anything, just kissed my forehead and hugged me quietly again.

Why, kiss the forehead again!

I bit my lower lip tightly, not letting my dissatisfaction show.Does he really only see me as a child?

However, I really miss the feeling at this moment, I really like being held in his arms...

In addition to peace of mind, there is also a special emotion quietly spreading from the depths of the body.

"...Peventis, I miss you."

Closing my eyes and snuggling against him, I couldn't help blurting out.

Nothing to be ashamed of in a dream, right?Anyway, I couldn't see his expression, but I still felt my body tremble slightly because of it.

"How much do you want?" A deep magnetic voice echoed above my head.

"……Want it so so much……"

After a moment of hesitation, I decided not to hide it anymore.As much as I've been loath to admit it, I really miss him, especially when I'm alone.

The next second I felt my jaw being lifted, and there was a soft and cool touch on my lips.He gently crushed my lips, a shallow, extremely gentle kiss.

Driven by his ignited desire, I tried to catch his lips, but he moved away.

What a kiss like a touch of water...

"You hate me?" There was an unconscious hint of grievance in the tone, "Or, your patience has been worn out by me?"

"Hehe... Although I have enough patience with you, it is not indefinite. Xiaochen, as you said, the so-called destiny is not enough to carry the weight of eternal life together. Therefore, I want you to truly recognize Is your heart an impulsive impulse caused by a moment of hotheadedness and unwillingness to be lonely, or a choice after careful consideration. Don’t make a decision hastily.”

Was he seen through again?Well, I admit that what I just said is really a bit uninspired.However, has he always been so rational and cold when dealing with feelings?Therefore, he can sacrifice Yeluo, and he can always keep aloof from me... For the Night King, what is he really concerned about?

Somewhat annoyed, she buried her head deep in his chest.Why when I want to get closer to you, it feels like you are getting farther and farther...

I stopped talking, and he didn't open his mouth, so we hugged each other silently.

Before I knew it, heavy sleepiness surrounded me again.

Before my consciousness fell into chaos again, I emphasized in a daze: "Since this is just a dream, everything I said just now is just a dream, a dream..."

He whispered with a smile in his ear.

"……as you wish."

……

I woke up on time the next day as the sun went down.

Stretching my body in the sleeping coffin, I opened my eyes and stared at the black wall above my head in a daze for a while, then pushed open the coffin lid and jumped up.

The narrow sleeping coffin can only hold me alone, so it really is a dream.

I opened the closet and chose a set of black casual clothes. After I came to Candil City, the few sets of clothes I bought for myself were all dark colors, either black or gray, and the only set of blue was dark blue.

While changing, I stumbled across a long strand of silver hair on top of my striped nightgown.

Pick it up carefully, let it flutter at my fingertips, exuding a beautiful luster in the dark.

Peventis... oh, he did come, when I needed him most.

The mood suddenly became extraordinarily bright, and the spirit was lifted up again.

Opening the curtains, the red sun has completely sunk into the horizon.My mood is completely different from yesterday.

After a moment of hesitation, I wrapped my strands of silver hair around the second button of my casual jacket, closest to my heart.

Robin rushed down from the ceiling in high spirits, and said hello to me chirping.The little thing snoozes for a while just now.

"Are you ready?" I rubbed its little head, "Let's go, go to the dungeon!"

……

The second time I entered the dungeon, I completely disappeared.

The dungeon is still as lively as ever, and the bright lights are still dazzling.Teleporting through the roads extending in all directions, passing the crowded crowd, I came to the gate of the slave market.

A new round of auctions is still underway, with bids coming in one after another.

The exhibition hall next to it was empty, and I didn't see the young man of the same clan who was used as an exhibit last time.Is it time?

After concentrating on feeling it for a few seconds, I still didn't notice any aura related to the blood race.I quickly went up to the second floor and came to the side hall where I fought against the Grand Duke last time.