Bloody and seductive: Notes of a Vampire

That day became the starting point of my eternal life.I accepted the fact that I am a vampire.For Rui Yi, this person who means a lot to me in this different world, I swear never to give up.

Later I learned that on the third day after I stopped breathing, Buzz organized a grand and dignified funeral for me, and many nobles attended my funeral, including the Earl's former lovers.It's just that they didn't know that what was buried in the family cemetery was just a gorgeous empty coffin.Rye had secretly taken me away from the castle and back to Mantle Vineyards, miles away, where I now hide.

A week later at night, a short figure with a full load of luggage appeared in the Mantel Manor.I didn't know how happy I was when I met him.Buzz's whole body is full of vitality, including his shiny bald forehead and big intelligent eyes.

He bent down, grabbed my cold fingers with his short, warm hands, and kissed them on his lips: "Count, no matter what you become, I will always be your most loyal servant."

The dozen or so suitcases he brought contained all the Earl's things, including all kinds of gorgeous clothes, accessories, shoes and hats, as well as the Earl's favorite books.Buzz said apologetically that he only had time to take these, and the rest were left in the castle.Although these things mean little to me, I am grateful to him.

Buzz also brought me a piece of news.Terry inherited the Earl and fief, and lived in the castle that originally belonged to me.I was very calm when I heard the news, because everything was already expected.I thought that perhaps I should settle accounts with the earl's brother for the crimes he had committed against the earl.But I can't bear to leave my current life and leave Rui Yi, even if it's only half a day.

The day he took me to the Mantle estate, Ray sold two-thirds of his prized vineyard and bought Kent Farm, which adjoins the estate.The hundreds of livestock on the farm provide me with a steady, plentiful source of blood.

Of course the ingestion of blood is done in the dark, usually by Rye or Buzz doing it for me themselves.At each meal they took fresh blood from one or two animals, not enough to harm their lives.

I am satisfied with the energy provided by animal blood, and find that my current strength is at least two or three times that of the past, although I am occasionally driven by bloodthirsty nature, imagining what a different taste human blood should be.When I feel like it, I will follow them to the barn, practice my fangs with the calf, and enjoy the taste of hot, smelly blood flowing through my lips and teeth.

Buzz became the new steward of Mantel Manor. Apart from him, Rey only left a fat chef and maid Nora in the mansion, and the others were day laborers working in the vineyard.When we first met Nora, we were both a little worried that my excessively pale complexion would frighten her.But when Rie explained that I had just been seriously ill and was very weak and had come to the manor to recuperate, Nora's mild gray eyes immediately beamed with kindness.

"Master Richard, Norah will soon make you healthy and strong as a calf!" she said.

Calf... This can't help but remind me of the big watery eyes of the calf whose blood I sucked just now, full of fear.In its eyes, I must be a wolf in human clothing...

Although I have my own special food, I still sit next to Ray at dinner time and have a token soup, fruit salad or something that doesn't make my stomach react too much.

Nora was standing next to me during the first meal, looking at me with distressed eyes.Rubbing the raw edge of her apron back and forth with her red hands, she murmured earnestly, "Master Richard, you really should eat more. Listen to Nora, food will make you healthier and more rosy! God!" Bless you, newborn puppies eat more than you..."

She was pointing to the four puppies that Rie's collie Dodo had just given birth to, and they were sleeping soundly on their bloated bellies in a corner of the kitchen.

I was very helpless for Nora's words, so I could only smile at her apologetically, and praised her cooking skills by the way.I've never believed in God, and now that I've become a vampire, I don't even expect him to have the leisure to take care of me.

I love how Nora smells, full of maternal tenderness.At times drawn by her warm breath and the seductive color of blood on her cheeks, I can't help but think that Nora's blood must taste very different from Rae's or Buzz's... Of course, this is just thinking Come to think of it, I didn't stick my fangs out at any of them.

Since I started living in Mantel Manor, I like each of them from the bottom of my heart. I like to observe their actions in front of me, gestures, frowns and smiles. I am even amazed at how they have so many subtle expressions and reactions, as if It's the first time I've seen a human like that.

My room was actually the inner chamber of Rye's bedroom, and no one except Rye and Buzz had ever seen it for what it really was.It was empty inside, except for a pitch-black coffin, and the green velvet curtains were always drawn tightly.

During the day, Rui was busy in the manor, and I curled up in my coffin and fell asleep.Just like today.

After I woke up naturally, I opened the coffin lid and sat up.You don't even need to open the curtains to know that night has come.My body has developed a wonderful biological clock to wake up in time for the sun to set.From this time of day to 11 o'clock in the evening, it is a good time exclusively for me and Ray.

There was a knock on the door right on time, and Ray came.

After dinner, Ray and I walked through the vineyards.This season is the peak season for harvesting white grapes, and the workers of the manor are going home after a busy day without worrying about being bumped into.Otherwise, whether it is my identity of being resurrected from the dead or my pale complexion glowing with cold light, it will be enough to cause a lot of trouble.

To my eyes the night is a soft purple haze.All the sights were covered with a rosy light, including the rolling mountains in the distance, and the shadowy trees under the dim starlight.The roof and walls of the wine workshop were stained with a layer of lavender, and the snow was melting, shining everywhere.

"It's so beautiful..." My sigh caused Rui to turn her head, her blue eyes were deep.

I really wanted him to feel the beauty I saw, but suddenly I remembered what price I paid for my new senses.I'm dead, I'm no longer human...

The low mood is fleeting, and the pain pales in comparison to the happiness with Ray.It was precisely because I became a vampire that I realized the sincerity behind Rui Yi's stubborn appearance, and it also made me face up to my heart and understand how important he is.Regardless of whether it is because I have inherited this emotion because I have the earl's body, I can't do without him.

Stopping in the shade under the grape trellis, we kiss deeply.

I'm thankful that I still have a sense of being human.I am obsessed with his warm breath, fresh breath, soft lips, flexible tongue, his strong body, every part of his body...

"Rae..." I moaned as I hugged him tightly.

In addition to the bloodthirsty desire aroused by him, the same strong lust is raging in the lower abdomen of the ego.

I want him.