actress self-cultivation

Maybe Li Zhi is one step closer to what she wants to achieve, and she also has the talent to be a good actor.Because like Song Zhongji, she carries the script with her wherever she goes, and she can take it out to read when she has nothing to do.

Song Zhongji had already started to read it, and Li Zhi also took out the wrinkled script from his bag in cooperation.On the other hand, apart from a few post-it notes, a boy's script is still brand new.On the contrary, Li Zhi is a girl. When the script was in her hands, several corners were folded to mark it.

Although she acted a bit sloppy, but fortunately she has really studied the script seriously, and she is not the kind of person who doesn't even memorize the lines and plays whatever she wants on the spot.What Li Zhi always keeps in mind is that acting is never a one-person job, and you have to play with all the actors and blend into the plot.Even if you enter the show alone, and others are still in the real world, how can you make the last people who watch it believe in their work.

The reason why most things in this world don't go as she wished is because she thought, she thought that Song Joong-ki was just using the reason to get familiar with the script in advance to leave and go home early, she thought that Song Joong-ki took out the script and just talked a few words to get rid of each other. go home.

Who would have thought that along the way, he actively confronted Li Zhi, and the two of them spoke to each other, causing the driver in the front row to always look back to see if they were sick.

In order to prove that she is a normal person, Li Zhi could only say to the big brother in the front row: "Big brother, we are actors, we are playing against each other!"

After Li Zhi finished speaking, even she herself didn't believe this explanation. Didn't there be a joke about turning off the lights in the hotel and watching the night light script some time ago?Li Zhi felt that she could also make headlines with Song Zhongji tonight, but everyone would have misunderstood, the two of them were dating in a taxi on the pretext of reading the script.

In fact, at the end of the day, Li Zhi really wanted to ask the driver brother in the front row if he could drive faster, and then drive faster.I'm really tired and my throat is so dry.For a moment, she regretted a little, she would not have come out with him if she had known earlier, beauty was a mistake!

Originally, she felt a little uncomfortable in her throat after smoking a lot of cigarettes, but now she has to keep talking.She really couldn't bear it, but seeing Song Zhongji's expression of high interest, Li Zhi felt embarrassed to interrupt him.

How to learn to tactfully say no to things she doesn't like is what Li Zhi should learn.After finally getting to the door of the house, Li Zhi got out of the car with lightning speed, and waved goodbye to him.

Li Zhi has to admit that compared to Song Zhongji's enthusiasm for acting, she is still a little bit behind.No wonder others were praised, but I was scolded.It's not without reason, people who are smarter than you work harder than you, so it's nothing if you are scolded!

After returning home, Li Zhi drank several glasses of water.After washing up, I lay down on the bed early.I checked my phone, but there were no incoming calls or text messages.She suddenly had an illusion, as if dean had never been there.

Although the two of them did the most intimate thing between a man and a woman, his attitude towards him was still that of aloofness.If I didn't take the initiative to find him, maybe he wouldn't even send a phone call or a text message.There was no feeling of love between them at all. Thinking of this, Li Zhi suddenly thought of her mother.

Normally, she doesn't want to remind herself of her mother.Because when I think of my mother, I think of the day she left, and think of her childhood.A large part of the reason why Li Zhi likes watching TV so much is because her father was busy with work when she was a child, and her mother would not take her out to play.

It's just that every time it's time for a TV series to air, she will sit quietly beside her mother and watch it with her.The only memory she has with her mother now is the TV series they watched together. At that time, she didn't understand anything, only knew that her mother was unhappy, and she was unhappy every day.

The reason why Li Zhi didn't want to pester Dean was also related to her mother. She saw her mother happily calling her father, and then got the news that he would come back late after working overtime and don't wait for her.She didn't get enough love from her father and mother, but she knew that some people couldn't force things.

The more you want it, the more it may be impossible for you to get it.All you have to do is let go, and if he loves you, he will hold your hand.

You shook your head and put the miss back in your heart. If she is happy, no matter where she is now, you should be happy for her, right?

Li Zhi seldom went to bed early today, but woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night.She hasn't had this dream for many years, maybe it's because she's out of place today, maybe she doesn't know how to grab Dean's heart.She became restless, and the dream followed, adding to the pain.

She is not a person who often suffers from insomnia, maybe it is because she has been sleeping late before, but she suddenly went to bed early today, and her body functions cannot turn around.She tossed and turned, and it took a long time to fall asleep, only to be awakened by the dream again.

Li Zhi turned on the bedside lamp, sat up and hugged the big bear not far away.This big bear was a birthday present from her mother, and it was also the only sustenance she could miss all the time.

Her nightmare originated from her mother. One day when she came home from school, her mother was still sleeping.Yes, Li Zhi simply thought she was asleep at the beginning, until she was hungry and went to her mother to cook for her, but when she couldn't wake up, she called her father belatedly, and then her father She called 119 and sent her mother to the hospital.

In fact, Li Zhi should thank God, it was because of her that her mother was fine after gastric lavage.But the doctor diagnosed her with depression, so she couldn't think about taking an overdose of sleeping pills.

The ending is that her mother and her father divorced, and the mother got the freedom she wanted and abandoned her daughter.Li Zhi thought about it seriously, at first she also loved herself, but later she hated her father for ignoring her, and hated herself along with her.

This is the pain that Li Zhi does not want to mention to outsiders, and the reason why she lives in a small room.It is also related to the shadow of her childhood. The big house in her childhood was so empty that it took her a long time to visit every room.

Maybe in the eyes of others, she has a lot.Spend more money and drive the best car.But only she knew that no amount of money could mend the wound in her heart.

Li Zhi woke up from the memory, picked up the phone, and looked through her phone book, there were very few people who could be contacted.She seemed to be living a bit of a failure. During the day, she was a glamorous existence, but at night, she could only lick her wounds alone in the cave like a wounded beast.

Usually at this time, she would call An Hui, and she would feel better if someone had a chat with her.As long as An Hui heard that her tone was wrong, she would run towards her regardless of the time and place.

So Li Zhi never complained that God was treating her badly, at least God sent a little angel, An Hui, to her side.Li Zhi glanced at the time on her phone. At this hour, one o'clock in the middle of the night, she must have not slept.Li Zhi didn't even need to imagine, she was sure that she must be lying on the bed with a mask on, listening to music, and plotting how to capture the man's heart.

At the moment when she was about to call An Hui, Li Zhi hung up the phone by herself.Compared to looking for a best friend like Anhui, she still had someone in mind.Li Zhi is not as sensible as her name at all.Even a few hours ago, she had warned herself before, girls should be reserved, the tighter you are, the more they want to escape.

But now she still can't control her heart, can't control her hands.Wanting to contact Dean, this time she told herself again, at this time and at that time, if the girlfriend is sad, shouldn't it be the time for the boyfriend to come out to comfort her?Otherwise, what's the use of him? When you are sick, tell yourself to drink more water?

Li Zhi is probably a Gemini woman, and her fickleness is her characteristic.But her birthday is at the end of February and the beginning of March, and she is definitely a Pisces.

In order not to disturb Dean's normal rest, Li Zhi first sent a text message to test it out.Three words are enough. If he wants to reply, he will reply. If he doesn't want to talk to him, he can pretend not to see it if he sees it.Because she asked three words, are you asleep?

Those who are asleep can naturally ignore this text message, and those who are not asleep can also pretend to be asleep. Dean didn't lie to Li Zhi, he replied: What's the matter, is there another delivery guy missing?

Sometimes Li Zhi feels that text messages are far less reliable than conversations, because different people may have different interpretations of the same words.Just like if she is in a good mood, reading this message will make her think that Dean cares about her, as long as she wants to eat supper, Dean will transform into a delivery boy and personally deliver food for her.

But today, Li Zhi was a little sad, so she interpreted this sentence as, what's wrong and you have nothing to do, you want to order me to buy you a midnight snack? You really think of me as an errand.In the same words, it may be love, or it may be complaints.Li Zhi couldn't decide, and she didn't want to struggle with herself anymore.

So on this phone call, she called Dean.If you have anything to say, it's better to say it clearly.Even if he doesn't want to talk to him, as long as he says he doesn't want to, maybe he will hang up.

"What are you doing?" Since Li Zhi called first, she naturally started the topic.

"I'm thinking of you!" If Li Zhi hadn't heard it with her own ears, Li Zhi would have been afraid that it was just a fantasy.

"If you miss me, why don't you call me? If you miss me, you won't let me take the initiative every time?" Li Zhi regretted it after she finished speaking. She acted too much like a shrew in front of Dean. There is no chic and elegant demeanor.

"I'm wondering why you always look for me in the middle of the night, like a night owl." Although Dean didn't deliberately avoid the important thing, Li Zhi obviously felt that he didn't want to discuss with him in depth, who should contact whom first.

When mentioning night owls, Dean thought about it for a while, as if the two really met at night mostly.We ate together, Li Zhi got drunk, and that day, it was all night.

"Dean, I miss you so much, so I'm looking for you. So if you miss me, I hope you can come to me too!" Li Zhi, who doesn't like loneliness the most in her life, always wants to be alone.So she really wants someone to be with her and tell her, I miss you so much and I need you.

"I thought you would never be short of company by your side!" Dean's words were not out of anger, but because he brought food and came downstairs to Li Zhi to cook a meal for her today.I didn't say it on purpose, I wanted to surprise her.In the end, he gave himself a fright.When he saw Li Zhi lying on the window of the taxi and saying goodbye to the man in the car with a smile, he suddenly felt that maybe Li Zhi, a heartless girl, could live without anyone.

Just because there are people around me, do you think I don't lack love? Just because you think I have someone to accompany you, can you ignore my existence?It doesn't matter if she is willful, petty, or princess sick.At that moment, she felt that Dean didn't like her at all, and everything was forced by herself, so she said the word breakup again, "Since you think I don't need you at all, then let's break up!"

Dean didn't understand how much courage Li Zhi mustered up to make this call.It's like he only saw her with a strong appearance, but ignored her who showed weakness to him in the middle of the night and said "I miss you".

"Okay, break up, break up. Anyway, you don't need me at all. Without me, can't you still have a good time talking and laughing with others?" Dean didn't want to stay at all, he stubbornly felt that the fault was on the other party.But he completely forgot whether he had done what a boyfriend should do.

Two people who are in love for the first time are testing each other's bottom line.The word break up is always said so easily and capriciously.When you are not calm, you will only regret what you say.

Li Zhi should really think about whether she and Dean are really suitable, and whether he can give him what he wants?

Dean should also think about it, does he really need Li Zhi and want to be with her without reservation?