[fgo] Idiosyncratic Shura Field

"Good night, Chaldea."

Looking back at the whole Chaldea, Ye Chu came to the outside step by step, this is the place she had never been to since coming to Chaldea.As a nerd who doesn't like to go out, and she is covered by snowstorms all year round, she can really not breathe the outside air for a year, which is also a special skill.

The outdoors that should have been covered by the blizzard at this moment only had the breeze blowing through the hair, and when I looked up, I saw a starry sky as bright as that of the astronomy room.

"Isn't it beautiful?"

Da Vinci in front of him was staring at Ye Chu.

Nodding his head, Ye Chu looked back at her and replied, "It's beautiful."

"Did you have a good time tonight?"

"happy."

"Are you going?"

"Ah."

During the question and answer process between the two, Ye Chu had already come to Da Vinci and stretched out his arms to hug her.

"Sorry, I've been trying to stay away from you."

"It's okay." Gently rubbing the top of Ye Chu's head, Da Vinci smiled and pinned the broken hair behind her ears, "It's not your fault, you're just afraid of remembering everything. "

"Feel sorry."

"You did nothing wrong."

Da Vinci's words just pierced Ye Chu's heart. The feelings that he had been trying to control all this time, and put in his heart to be strong to be strong, finally poured out at this last moment.

"I didn't do anything wrong, did I?"

Tears rolled down her smiling cheeks uncontrollably, let go of Da Vinci, and Ye Chu tried hard to wipe away the tears with his sleeves.

"Cry if you want to."

Shaking his head and wiping away his tears, Ye Chu looked directly into Da Vinci's eyes and said seriously: "I can't cry anymore, now is not the time to cry."

Sighing lightly, Da Vinci chose to look at her silently.

"This world is my dream, right?"

Ye Chu suddenly raised her hand and swung it down towards the distant sky, and with the swing of her arm, a shooting star also fell.

"I am the creator of this world, right? So I can control it, right?"

Regarding Ye Chu's question, Da Vinci chose to nod.She knew this from the beginning, and she knew this because Ye Chu gave her all the memories she chose to forget. In Da Vinci's view, the reason should be that Ye Chu unconsciously hoped that someone could finally remind herself not to get lost in the in the dream.

After getting an affirmative answer, Ye Chu's expression was a little uneasy.

"If I choose to wake up, will this world disappear? Just like ordinary dreams." She was afraid that her choice would destroy everything.

"I don't know." Shaking his head, Da Vinci didn't know this either, "But in my opinion, this world is very complete, with a complete past and present, so there should be a future, too."

"Should it?"

"Since the choice is made, don't hesitate because of these. If you refuse to wake up and cause you to die in reality, the possibility of the destruction of this world will be greater, isn't it?"

"sorry."

Putting his hand on the top of Ye Chu's head, Da Vinci looked at her with only pain in his eyes.

"You are not wrong, use everything you have learned and grown up here, go to your world to get happiness."

Stubbornly shaking her head, Ye Chu kept saying sorry, she gave up the indisputable fact that they were, and it was an indisputable fact that she created such a world that they all fell in love with her, these apologies were what she should say.

"I'm really a very bad person. I have such a dream of self-satisfaction, and finally I have to abandon the person I use to satisfy myself." Tightly pinching the corner of Da Vinci's clothes, Ye Chu looked up at her Said, "I mean if, if the world still exists after I disappear, then tell them everything, tell them that I am just a self-satisfied, irresponsible guy."

Without responding to Ye Chu's words, Da Vinci just stared at her silently.

"Promise me, okay?"

After a full 3 minutes of silence, Da Vinci said under her gaze, "Okay."

"Thank you."

Smiling gratefully, he loosened Da Vinci's clothes, Ye Chu took two steps back and looked up at the starry sky.

"Fujimaru Tachika, Matthew, Roman, and the others will definitely become heroic spirits after death. The feat of saving the world is an incomparably great human being."

"There is also the director, um, and Fufu who I have forgotten, they will return to Chaldea, they will."

"Chaldea will become the ideal land, the ideal land of the heroic spirits, everyone will be happy, and the world will no longer be able to affect this place."

"Da Vinci."

Da Vinci saw Ye Chu under the starry sky burst into a smile she had never seen before, surpassing all the beautiful things in this world.

"Goodbye."

Even with herself, in Ye Chu's eyes, the whole world was shattered into fragments following this farewell, into fragments showing all her past.

Her ignorant childhood.

She is a playful teenager.

Her stumbling youth.

She cringes as an adult.

The past on the fragments finally stayed in the small rental house after work.

Ye Chu's dream started earlier, not when he jumped upstairs and came down to Chaldea. Looking back two years, it was a dream from the time he met the heroic spirits in the dream. Dreamed.

At that time, she had just started working and shared a two-bedroom house with her colleagues.

There was no one to make things difficult for Ye Chu, no boss who made things difficult, and no colleagues who made things difficult. Even if she was doing a job she didn't like, she didn't dislike it.She never does bad things, she can be regarded as a good person, she only hopes that her life can be so ordinary.

But many times some things are unreasonable. People who planned to burglary accidentally saw the photo of Ye Chu in the room, and the evil came out at that moment, but maybe it was earlier, these people did nothing. Only when stealing.

As long as you're alive, isn't it?

Yes, so she looked timidly at the 20-storey tall building.

What happened after that?

How bad can human nature go?

Probably no limit.

It was a toolbox stained with her own blood.In the hands of these people, the emergency tools in daily life have completely become toys for fun, and her body is the best test object.The flesh was cut open, the bones were smashed, and the wailing was silenced. Even wanting to die immediately became an extravagant hope.

To be alive is nothing short of a miracle, the doctor said with a sigh as he operated on her.

If, if only I jumped off the stairs at that time, it would be fine.

If only I had died sooner.

If only this were all just a nightmare.

Ye Chu lay in the operating room, choosing to die alive.

She weaved a dream where all misfortunes were forgotten, a world that had not suffered any pain, perfect encounters in dreams one after another, and then she let herself choose to jump off the stairs.

Without hesitation, without hesitation, he fell down.

Falling into another world she had spent two years creating to perfection in her dreams.

"I actually learned something in my dream that I couldn't learn before anyway."

In the darkness, Ye Chu smiled and clenched his fist and threw it forward with all his strength.

"I like you guys."

"Although I'm still very sorry, I don't regret dreaming of such a world at all."

"I'm sorry, thank you."

The darkness dissipated the moment Ye Chu's fist landed, and the glaring light made her close her eyes subconsciously, and then opened them again soon.

"Yezi?! The child's father, did Ye Zi wake up, I didn't see the blind eye, did I!"

"You read that right, my baby girl woke up, woke up..."

"Nurse, nurse! My daughter is awake! Nurse!"

The eyes stabbed by the light gradually regained their vision. Ye Chu saw his father who had never cried and stared at him like a child, while his mother hurried out.

"dad......"

Ye Chu heard a dry and unpleasant voice coming out of his throat, yes, he hadn't spoken for three years.

But it was such an ugly voice that made her father cry and laugh.

"It's good to wake up, it's good to wake up..."

Seeing that his father might not be able to communicate normally for a while, Ye Chu moved his body that hadn't moved in three years with difficulty and looked out the window.

The blue sky was the same as what she had seen in her hometown many years ago. The towering emerald green trees rustled in the spring breeze, and two sparrows were flapping their wings on the branches near the window.

Everything is full of vitality and the most beautiful appearance.

"very nice."

As soon as Ye Chu finished speaking, two sparrows flew away from the branches, which made her laugh.

——Chaldea, goodbye.

The author has something to say:

1. If I say this is the end, will I receive the blade.

2. The original ending of this story is like this. I think this is HE. Ye Chu finally chose to face the painful past and grow up, even though it was not what she wanted.

3. The real BE is actually Ye Chu who chose to continue to escape, and then she died in reality, but after writing this, I think I might really receive the blade, so it is void.

4. This story has been in a dream from the very beginning. I have hinted it quietly, but it is too vague. I guess no one can see it without watching the ending, ahem.

5. I really don’t know if the vegetative person can think and dream, if not, it’s a bug QAQ

6. Of course, this is not over yet. It is agreed that HE will never lie to you, and there are follow-ups.

7. I want comments from little angels, and I want comments from rolling.