[fgo] Idiosyncratic Shura Field

When Ye Chu was in the fifth grade, she fell in love with another boy. She still remembered that he was wearing glasses and was the top student in the class.But at that time, because of her frequent school transfers, even a person with excellent grades in the eyes of the teacher inevitably had a hidden lack of confidence in her heart.

She just kept her liking in her heart, and then she didn't end this crush until the next school transfer.

Primary school ended soon, except for the frequent transfer of schools and the death of grandpa, it can be regarded as nothing.

Then the time jumped to junior high school.

Ye Chu fell in love with anime, and she came into contact with that world very suddenly. She didn't develop to the point where she was autistic and hated communicating with people. She still had quite a few friends, but she just fell in love with those beautiful worlds.

She liked anime and manga so much that when she reached high school, she began to learn to draw, because she was no longer satisfied with just looking at the world created by others, she also wanted to create her own world.

She began to want to take an art test, and wanted to go to university to study comics.

But soon, the dream ended.

It's not because her parents don't support her, but because she gave up herself.

She gave up on her own.

Because she was not firm enough, because she doubted herself, because she was afraid of facing the unstable future.

I went to university in a daze, chose a popular major that I didn't really want to study, and was addicted to animation and novels.Ye Chu began to become silent, her world was only left with those gorgeous worlds with colors, and those characters who were completely different from her and had the courage to pursue their dreams that she was extremely envious of.

After four years, I graduated smoothly, found a job in my major, and started working from nine to six in a stable manner.

The rest of her life should be finding the right person to fall in love with, get married, have an ordinary job, have children, grow old, and die.

It should be like this.

Crying, despair, pain, struggle, hatred, resentment.

Why is this happening?

Ye Chu was walking hard on a desolate path with no end in sight.

The hideous face of the strange man, the tools soaked in blood, the horrific wounds, and the malice that was almost congealed into shape.

Her whole body was in pain, from the bone marrow to the nerves were screaming in pain, Ye Chu's pace became slower and slower, and then her legs suddenly lost the ability to stand, and she fell straight to the ground like this.

wake up.

Covered in cold sweat, Ye Chu lay panting on the bed, closed her eyes and calmed down for a second, then she lifted the quilt. There was nothing unusual about her legs, but when she wanted to get up, she lost control and rolled over from the bed like this. down.

"Oh!"

Her head hit the ground firmly, the pain made her stretch out her hands to hug her dazed head, and then curled up on the floor.

"Master?!"

The door was slammed open, and Diarmuid came to Ye Chu anxiously and picked her up from the floor: "What's wrong with you, Master? Do you need me to take you to the infirmary?"

In fact, before today, she thought that after she dreamed or remembered the forgotten memory, she might feel pain, cry and be unbearable, but when she really remembered it, it was different from what she imagined.

Looking at Diarmuid's anxious and worried face, Ye Chu raised his arm and put his hand on his cheek: "I'm fine, don't worry, it's just a nightmare."

"Does that need me to do something?" Diarmuid's cheeks were a little reddish as Ye Chu's hand stroked him.

Shaking his head, Ye Chu looked at him and said with a smile, "Put me on the bed."

After being put back on the bed by Diarmuid and watching him go out, Ye Chu calmly got up, washed and changed clothes, then opened the door and followed him to Da Vinci's room.

Pushing the door open and walking in, Ye Chu saw Da Vinci sitting on a chair drinking coffee.

She is waiting for herself.

"Do you want some coffee?" Da Vinci got up and walked to the coffee machine without giving Ye Chu a chance to answer, "Have a cup, coffee can calm the nerves."

"fart."

"Girls are not allowed to swear."

"I did not say."

After taking the coffee brought by Da Vinci, Ye Chu frowned and complained after taking a sip: "It's so bitter."

"Go get some milk."

"No."

Frowning, he took another sip, Ye Chu said, "It's really bad."

Seeing her like this, Da Vinci was too lazy to say anything anymore, she sat quietly on the chair and looked at Ye Chu masochistically while talking bitterly while drinking the whole cup of espresso without sugar and milk go down.

"Remember everything?"

The hand holding the cup trembled, Ye Chu sighed and nodded: "I remember, everything."

"Sorry." Da Vinci looked at Ye Chu with soft eyes, "But fortunately, you have been changing in the direction you expected."

The past full of negative emotions flashed before Ye Chu's eyes, holding the cup tightly, she grinned and said with a non-smiling smile: "If it is possible, I hope that I have not changed at all."

"Do you really wish you didn't change?"

"No, I just don't want it this way."

Those memories that did not belong to him resurfaced in his mind again. Da Vinci frowned and looked at the coffee in his hand and sighed softly: "I don't want to either. But even if you don't change, you are better than you think Be excellent."

The room fell into silence, Ye Chu didn't know what he was thinking, and Da Vinci didn't want to destroy Ye Chu's thinking, she just stared at her with sad and gratified eyes.

Now she will make a good choice, Da Vinci believes so.

"Have you decided?" After a long silence, Da Vinci asked softly to Ye Chu who breathed a long sigh of relief.

She raised her head and smiled at Da Vinci, this time her smile was full of smiles, just smiling like that, two lines of tears rolled down from the corners of Ye Chu's eyes: "I've made a decision."

"Finally, let's get together again. It's a bit regrettable that I didn't take part in that party during the Chinese New Year. Let's have one last get-together before leaving, everyone."

"it is good."

By the way, her favorite world is called Xingyue.

It was an incomparably beautiful and complex world, a world that fascinated her, and a world that she had always wanted to go to.

The author has something to say:

Moses Moses, anyone else watching?

I feel like I suddenly lost the little angel’s comments, did I write and collapse QAQ unknowingly?

And no matter what the process is, believe me, the ending must be HE!