The protagonist has special revenge skills

Am I crying too much?

Qu Zhengyin asked softly, big drops of tears flowed down his cheeks as white as jade, merged into tears on his chin, and finally fell to the ground.

He just wanted to hurry up and evaporate all the tears, hurry up and eliminate these illusions that should have been forgotten long ago.

Because, he is already a leader, and he still has a subordinate who is in deep danger, so he doesn't have time to mourn and cry for him.He has learned how to be a real leader, but even if he said to himself countless times in his heart, the tears still couldn't stop.

Why are you crying?It's obviously just an illusion...

That is not an illusion, it is a lover condensed with my endless love for Mang in my lonely time.He is unreal and made real by my feelings.That's why I grieve, and that's why I cry.

But ah, my love, please continue to watch me.Because I know that you are by my side, but I haven't noticed it yet.

Qu Zhengyin kept crying, the tears flowed for the illusion, he couldn't stop.But there was no sorrow or pain, and he wiped away his tears casually, and continued to walk forward resolutely.

Sorrow and pain can give you nothing, only you can save you.

"Your Highness..." Someone was calling his name, but Qu Zhengyin didn't hear it clearly, and he was still persistently walking towards the place where Si Mang disappeared.

The man couldn't help laughing, stretched out his hand to grab Qu Zhengyin, and hugged Qu Zhengyin into his arms: "Is Your Highness looking for a subordinate?"

The voice was deep and sweet, with a hint of helpless joy. Qu Zhengyin stayed in his firm embrace for a few seconds before he realized it, and immediately turned to look at Si Mang in a hurry.

Simang's voice suddenly changed when he turned his head, anxious and angry.Turning Qu Zhengyin's body around, facing him, he asked eagerly: "What's wrong! Why are you crying! Who made you cry!" He was so anxious that he even forgot to use the honorific.

Qu Zhengyin wanted to make himself smile, trying to raise the corners of his lips, only to realize that his entire face was a little stiff, so he put down this thought, and made himself look more serious with a cold face: "It's great that you're fine !"

"Why are you crying, Your Highness?" For Si Mang, the most important thing was of course his own prince. Seeing the tears on his face, he naturally felt extremely distressed.

Concerned about how familiar his appearance is, despite the earth-shattering differences in appearance and personality between the two, Qu Zhengyin still sees the two as one with hazy tears in his eyes.

So he asked confusedly, "Are you reckless?"

Smang firmly replied: "Yes."

Qu Zhengyin shook his head and laughed at his delusions: "But you are not him..."

Si Mang became impatient, and asked impatiently: "Who is he? The man you mentioned, Your Highness, could it be that wolf orc?!"

"How do you know!" Qu Zhengyin's eyes widened in shock, and he looked at him eagerly.How did Si Mang know this? Could it be that he was really Mang?

"I...I saw it!" His Royal Highness's round eyes were a little cute, and the crying red eyes added a bit of beauty to him.Simang was a little absent-minded for a moment, and he reached out his hand to wipe away the tears for His Royal Highness.

Qu Zhengyin grabbed his hand and held it firmly in his palm, showing a bit of mad impatience: "Where did you see that?!"

"It was the day I confessed my love to you. After you left, I had some inexplicable scenes in my head." The big hand was held softly by His Royal Highness, but Si Mang didn't care about it.He found that those fragments that inexplicably appeared in his mind seemed to have answers.This reason is obviously very important to His Highness the Prince. The formation plate that he was holding out from the array and wanted to dedicate to His Highness the Prince was decisively thrown out. Simg grabbed Qu Zhengyin with both hands, Eyes fixed on his face.

"You..." Qu Zhengyin opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say. He obviously wanted to know the identity of the other party crazily, but he couldn't say a word, so he burst into tears again, but this time he was in a hurry began to cry.

"Your Highness, don't cry..." Si Mang hugged him into his arms. This time, Qu Zhengyin seemed extraordinarily obedient, which made his heart soften. "This subordinate has always wanted to ask, are you the one in that scene?" female?"

Qu Zhengyin leaned his head in his arms and nodded slightly.

Simang flipped his wrist and grabbed a dozen ink drawings, which were exactly the scenes from the memory fragments he drew in the study last night.Slightly distanced himself from Qu Zhengyin, he put these paintings in front of Qu Zhengyin's eyes, and said softly: "There are many things in that scene. After returning home yesterday, my subordinates recorded some special things. Your Highness may wish to read them. look."

Qu Zhengyin quietly took the large pile of papers and flipped through them.He obviously kept his face calm, but his trembling fingertips and the tears that fell unconsciously showed the fluctuation in his heart.

Finally, I turned to that picture. The extremely beautiful and graceful bird spread its gorgeous wings and flew in the sky.Qu Zhengyin could almost smell the faint smell of blood and hear a mournful low cry.

It seemed to see the distant and unknowable world of orcs, the caring and beautiful sound bird who accompanied him until the end of his life.At the last moment of its life, it was still singing, and the singing was melodious. There was no sorrow of dying, but only joy.Because it is happy even in death, it is happy to have a master who loves it deeply, and let the master know that it is so happy and satisfied in this life.

Qu Zhengyin gently stroked the beautiful bird on the paper, calling its name sadly and happily: "Soundbird, long time no see." There are countless soundbirds in the world, but sure enough, I can recognize you at a glance.

Si Mang watched the stack of paintings being gradually turned to the end by Qu Zhengyin, but he didn't move any more after that, quietly watching tears soak the paper, but the other party refused to turn to the last page.

He sighed slightly, Qu Zhengyin had already guessed what was going to be painted next, and he also had a vague understanding.

Without urging, Si Mang gently embraced Qu Zhengyin's shoulder with his right hand, and brought Qu Zhengyin into his arms. With the other hand, he held the paintings for him, quietly waiting for his movements.

"Si Mang." Qu Zhengyin said suddenly, tears streaming down his face, but his voice was unusually calm, "Thank you."

Simang didn't answer.

Qu Zhengyin tightly closed his eyes, and when he opened them, he didn't have any sadness and nostalgia, but was full of hope for the future.

"I think, now I have to answer your confession again." He didn't look at the expressions of the people around him, and gently stroked the spirited bird with his fingers, as if he had gained some power from it, "I love you you."

Why not look directly into your own heart?After all, a little timid.Because the man who loved him forever really died in a big event that only he knew about.He is obviously so brave and powerful, but even time refuses to take pity on this strong man, and all the talents in his body disappear without a trace in the time that does not exist.

So fear...

Why can't he recognize his arrogance? After all, they are the most sympathetic couple. Even time and space can't stop their connection.But be afraid, will you in this world love me?Will you in this world hate me?You once loved me so much, but I let you lose your life and future. Do you regret it?

Uneasy, so uneasy!This deep cry of mine, you may have heard.This intense joy, this excited anxiety, you may understand?

Si Mang hugged his Highness, his chin lightly resting on the top of his head, just like what he had done countless times, just leaning against each other quietly, they were a beautiful painting.Wrapping Qu Zhengyin in his arms, he freed his other hand and attached it to Qu Zhengyin's. With a little force, they both turned to the last page.

Silver wolf, male, female.

Qu Zhengyin smiled.

No, to be precise, he was crying and laughing at the same time.It was a happy cry and a relieved smile.

"Reckless." He called his lover's name, but his voice was hoarse.

"I'm here." Simg replied.

Qu Zhengyin's fingers moved between the silver wolf and the male in the painting, explaining as if showing off: "This is you." Then he pointed to the vaguely-faced female, "This is me."

Si Mang listened quietly, and he felt that something was about to come out of his mind, which was an incomparably precious thing buried deep in his soul.The memory fragments he had seen were stripped from this treasure.

Qu Zhengyin drew a big circle on the whole painting. He smiled happily and cried crazily. He said, "We are in love."

"Do you remember?"

This sentence is like a key, completely opening the door of his locked memory.

Strange images flooded into his mind, those beautiful and happy life before him, like a beautiful dream, turned into ashes in the youthful willfulness.However, these are not important. What is important is what he has in mind and wants to say to the front.

It was also what he wanted to say to His Highness the Prince.

"Don't cry, I love you."

Qu Zhengyin bit his lower lip, trying to hold back the tears that were pouring out of him. He nodded and responded: "I'm laughing, I'm very happy!"

Si Mang also smiled, and said in a low voice: "I am Mang." He gently kissed the small whirlpool on the head of His Highness the Prince, "I just remembered now, sorry."

"I regretted it when I saw you cry at that time." He said softly, Mang had never talked so much before, and Si Mang did not have such a tone, "It would be better if I pay more attention, I don't You will die, and you won't be sad." He hugged Qu Zhengyin tightly with deep regret, "How did you get here all these years..."

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