Han Zigao

Chen Qian naturally thought that Han Zigao didn't want to touch him because he heard about his concubines and thought he was dirty; but in fact, Han Zigao didn't think he was dirty, but felt inferior because he felt dirty.

Chen Qian felt depressed, and wished that Zhongju would be arrested and beaten up.

He also thought that he was really absurd when he was young, and he had too many concubines. He really wished he could divorce them all, but they all had children again, so he just didn't see them.

I made hundreds of vows in my heart, Xiang Zigao, you believe me, I will never have any intimate relationship with them again.

Now he was looking around on horseback, but he couldn't find any trace of Han Zigao.He was so anxious that he didn't give up, and continued to search along the direction of the Jedi.

It wasn't until Zhongju had sobered up that he realized that the guard was Chen Qian's new favorite, and was so frightened that he really wanted to slap himself on the mouth.

Hua Jiao, Zhou Cheng and the others gathered the soldiers and guards and asked all the soldiers to search for it.

But Han Zigao rode his horse and galloped, feeling depressed, rushed to a small river, jumped off his horse and drew his sword, and slashed at a tree, as if they were Chen Weier's father and daughter, and he wished he could kill them.Crying and shouting to vent, he was really tired. He never had a good night's sleep since that incident, and the two of them traveled on the road recently, and they didn't have a good rest. He simply lay down on the ground and fell into a deep sleep.

Chen Qian and all the soldiers finally found the grove. Chen Qian looked from afar and saw the snow-white Jedi. She was overjoyed and told the soldiers to wait where they were. She went there alone and saw Han Zigao who was lying on the ground and sleeping soundly. .

It's early winter, and the ground is full of withered and yellow leaves. Han Zigao is lying on those withered and yellow leaves. His hair is a little wet. On the night of early winter, the crescent moon hangs in the sky. Under the dark moonlight, this is extremely beautiful. The man was lying alone on these fallen leaves, and his long sword was still tightly held in his hand.

Lonely, lonely, heartbroken, Chen Qian stared at him silently, suddenly felt sour, took off the cloak on her body, covered Han Zigao lightly, and said softly: "Zigao, it's early winter now, the ground is cold, how can you Lie down, it's time to get sick from the cold."

Picking him up, whispering in his ear: "Zigao, I will never be with anyone else again, okay?"

It's a pity that Han Zigao has fallen asleep.

Take him on the horse, and slowly let the horse run back.

He held Han Zigao carefully, like holding a piece of treasure, and looked at Han Zigao's haggard face. At this moment, there were even tears in the corners of his eyes. He gently wiped away the tears, feeling bitter in his heart, and murmured Said: "Zigao, forgive me, I will never let you down, don't be sad, okay?"

Hold him tightly to your chest, as if only in this way can you hold him tight and never lose him again.

After a long time, Chen Qian looked at Han Zigao's sleeping face, and finally put him gently on the big bed, and covered him with the quilt. Now his complexion is a little pale, and his brows are tightly frowned, as if he is doing something very bad. Dreams, dreams are not easy.

Chen Qian looked at his beautiful face that seemed to be slightly sad, and lightly pressed her hand on the center of his frowning brow, smoothing it out for him: "Zigao, you are still so young, it is my fault, bring you So much trouble."

Han Zigao is really young, he is less than 18 years old!In fact, it was himself who caused him to bear the undue heaviness in his life prematurely, especially the rumors, ridicule and pain.

He finally came out with a sullen face, and when Zhongju was so frightened that he knelt on the ground, he was short of breath, ignoring the past friendship, a horsewhip was whipped on his back, making him tremble, and he said in a low voice, "Zhongju, If you bring up the past concubine matter or the heir matter in front of Zi Gao again, I will cut off your tongue immediately!"

Zhongju kowtowed in fright and said, "I don't dare to be humble anymore."

He sighed and said, "Go down."

Go down to Zhongju and order the servants to bring warm water for Chen Qian to take a bath.

Chen Qian also felt tired after washing, and fell asleep holding Han Zigao.

Fortunately, when Han Zigao woke up the next day, he didn't mention his concubine, and he didn't seem to dislike him for being dirty. Chen Qian secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

The days suddenly became busy. Chen Qian commanded all the soldiers to repair the defensive fences, repair the fortifications, and repair the city walls. At the same time, they stored food and grass, made more bows and arrows, trained soldiers, and prepared for war.

Han Zigao urged him to make a thousand arrows alone.

He was surprised: "So many?" But he still ordered more to be made for him.

Han Zigao trains hard with everyone every day, especially his injured arm, so that it can regain strength.

Chen Qian still found that he was a little different---they didn't do that kind of thing anymore.

In addition, many times, he felt that Han Zigao was deliberately avoiding him.He often didn't even come back for dinner on time at night. Every night, Chen Qian sent people to invite him many times, because in fact, everyone ate together, and even accompanied Zhongju, so there was no way to ask him if he was there. What's on your mind?

After dinner, warm water was brought to Zhongju, and Han Zigao was sweating profusely every day. Although they often washed together, Han Zigao always looked tired and didn't want to talk or look at himself.

He seemed to have taken a bath and then fell asleep. At first, Chen Qian felt that he was too tired, but they hadn't done anything since the separation and goodbye. So it's been two months.

Every time Chen Qian talked to him when taking a bath, and sometimes tried to hug him, he always looked extremely tired, as if he was unwilling to say anything tired, and he resisted and avoided Chen Qian's hugs and kisses.

After thinking about it, he thought that Han Zigao still hated him for being dirty.

He wanted to hug him several times after bathing, but he fell asleep almost immediately. Many times he acted like he fell asleep so fast that the shrewd Chen Qian still felt that it was abnormal.

And not only that, he said very little, and often avoided his own eyes.If you think about it carefully, his behavior is very similar to his performance during the cold war with him during that time, but it is not exactly the same. If he talks to him in the military camp, he behaves normally, and he does not have that kind of behavior. The feeling of indifference really confuses Chen Qian.

He secretly blamed Zhongju for being troublesome. Originally, Han Zigao didn't care about his past. If he hadn't talked nonsense, how could he have remembered it again?

Alas, Zigao, Zigao, since I have you, I can no longer be with other people. I can't take back my past. Can you forgive me and stop despising me?

Han Zigao's heart was very miserable, he trained himself desperately during the day, so that he could forget the painful experience that made him feel heartbroken.In addition, Zhou Cheng, Hua Jiao and others often talked with him. Although he himself seldom talked, it was actually easier to live during the day.

However, every night has become a torment.

He fell asleep every day, and didn't want Chen Qian to touch him, but every day in the dead of night, looking at the sleeping face of the man next to him, all he felt was grievance, guilt, sourness and pain...

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