Han Zigao

Han Zigao lay there, feeling uncomfortable in his heart.He made up his mind not to let Chen Qian touch him, thinking he was dirty, but he also knew in his heart that if he used force, or threatened with his father's and Xiaomei's lives, he had no choice.But no matter what, if you want to try your best not to be with him, fortunately, he is useless.

The two get along like brothers during this period of time, and they don't know whether it is sadness or joy.

Many times, I will unconsciously think of his warm embrace, and even think of those moments of lingering with him.Although I force myself not to think about him, I can't control it many times.

And he often walks into his dreams.What's even more exasperating is that although I fell asleep with my back to him, I often found myself curled up in his arms after waking up.

Sometimes I can't help but think about being hugged by him like this. I really feel cold and want his body temperature to warm me up.But in the end, I often scold myself and get carried away, letting my feelings go.

"Han Zigao, Han Zigao, how can you be so shameless? You have lost your body and self-esteem. Can you still give him your heart? Even if you gave him your heart, why would he care? "

When Super Chen came back today, he mentioned his wives and children, as well as his new wife, and Han Zigao secretly reminded himself that Chen Qian does not belong to you, he has many wives and children, he has his own home, and what he gave you is glory Wealth, not his heart his body.

I am greedy.

Then he scolded himself again: "Han Zigao, Han Zigao! He already has ten wives and concubines, how can he have sincerity? Is it possible that you are so despicable and want to be a male favorite for the rest of your life? What you should do is to practice martial arts well and go to the battlefield Make meritorious deeds, let father and Xiaomei live a good life, only then can you be worthy of the kindness of your parents, and in the future, you will have a wife and son, and you will have nothing to do with him! What you are exchanging with him now is glory and wealth, not anything else!"

I should have given him my own body in exchange for this glory and wealth, but recently he didn't want me either, maybe I really feel that I am dirty and despise myself.

In fact, it was obvious that he didn't want him, but he didn't come to touch him anymore, he didn't come over to hug and kiss him domineeringly like before, for some reason, but he still had expectations in his heart.Although I tried my best to suppress it, I still felt lost and sad in my heart every night.

Even taking a bath every night has become a kind of torment. It turned out that he was the one who gently washed himself. Although I never really asked for it, I actually felt the gentleness and kindness when he bathed himself. Afraid of breaking some treasure-like care.Now everyone washes their own things, usually he washes first, after he washes, he asks Chen Chao to change the bath water, and then washes himself again, never taking a bath again, of course this is what I do on purpose, I have to let him know , he touched another woman, he was dirty, so I don't want to touch him, but I don't know why, but I still think of his gentle care in the same bath.

Han Zigao lay there, unable to fall asleep after thinking about it.

If he doesn't come to touch himself, he may really feel that he is dirty.It's just that if he really dislikes me, why doesn't he just drive me out of the house, what else is there to do?

Suddenly scolding himself: Why does he think you are dirty?Han Zigao!are you crazy?He already has ten wives and concubines!It's him who's dirty, not you!No, I absolutely can't let him touch me again!

He is dirty, you can sleep with other people before you know me, but if you are not loyal to me, then your price is never to touch me again!I will never forgive you!no way!

In addition: Han Zigao, you have to remember that what you are exchanging is your body, but definitely not your heart!If you lose your heart in troubled times, what are you left with?

Also, don't think too much, he has ten wives and concubines, how can he have sincerity?

I am also secretly alert, but my heart is still full of thoughts, and the heartache that has been suppressed is slowly coming up, and I don't know where it will go if this continues?

The two gathered together in a room, one sighed in front of the candlelight, and the other was lying on the bed sad, it was so close to each other, and the tears in each other's eyes were never seen without holding hands, but the pain in the heart was actually no less than the other.

The days passed by, and the end of the year was coming soon.Super Chen heard about his master and Han Zigao the next day, which surprised him. Guard Han is so bold?Go *? ?But even though Grandpa beat him, they still slept together every night, knowing that Grandpa hated him.

But looking at the situation of the two of them, I also know that the two of them are not close by skin, not to mention that the two of them made such a big noise, but now they are quiet, so I know that Han Shiwei is really arrogant, and he has a temper with the master, and the master has to suffer. with.

What surprised him even more was that he went to whoring himself, and the master did nothing, so he turned around and didn't want the master? ?But my master still has to endure it? ?He was incomprehensible, really incomprehensible.

He originally wanted to take the opportunity to explain to Han Zigao that the master and the new wife were not in the same room, but unexpectedly, there was no chance.

Han Zigao almost woke up and hurriedly washed himself. Every day before dawn, he didn't eat any food, so he got on his horse and left immediately.He came back late at night, and before he came back, the master was dealing with official business in the hall, waiting for him to eat together. Although he didn't even lift his head or roll his eyelids when he saw the master, the master was with him, and he kept watch. Chen Qian didn't dare to talk nonsense.

Grandpa will still take care of him when eating, and will say: "Zigao, this is nutritious, you should eat more." Sometimes he will still give him some food.

But no matter what the master said, as long as it wasn't a question, Han Shiwei didn't raise his eyes and didn't answer. Although he ate the food in the bowl for him, he seemed to eat it in a hurry. Usually, the master only took a few bites. He hurriedly put the food into his mouth, stood up and said the same farewell words of the students.Then no matter whether the master called his name or not, he got up and left without hearing it.

When he was gone the master often began to lose his temper with the servants, alas, poor master.

Although he also felt that the Lord's taking concubines had nothing to do with Han Zigao, the eldest lady and the other ladies didn't dare to say anything, Han Shiwei was too lenient, but after all, he had been with the Lord for too many years, so he was very strict with him. Yes, obviously Grandpa has been morose.

He has never seen the master care so much about anyone as he does to Han Zigao, and there is nothing he can do, and the master's concubines are hidden from Han Zigao, and he has never slept with his new wife. These actions of the master are unprecedented, which shows that in the mind of the master , Han Zigao is completely different from others.

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