Don't miss the time when I love you

Snowflakes are falling outside the window, eloquently.

In the ward filled with the smell of disinfectant, there are four beds in the room, but now there is only Mama An living there. Mama An is wearing a blue and white hospital gown, leaning on the bed weakly, her face is pale, her lips are chapped, and she is sitting upright. Yang Xu and An Yan on the empty bed next to her smiled feebly from the corners of their mouths.

"Yang Xu, you are even more handsome than when you were a child!"

Yang Xu politely responded to Mama An's pale smile, with a sore nose, unable to say anything.

Mother An took out an apple from the fruit basket on the bedside table, and stretched out her bony fingers towards Yang Xu, "Yang Xu, eat, apple."

Yang Xu quickly took the apple from Mama An's hand and thanked her repeatedly.

"You're welcome, eat, I'm so sick that I can't eat anything, but it's hard for An Yan to take care of me every day and night!" An's mother lowered her eyes and looked at the thin An Yan with sore nose and tears After all, An Yan's height and figure are much shorter than Yang Xu's. At 26, he should be sunny and lively, but An Yan is lonely and alienated as if covered by a dark cloud.

"Yang Xu, do you have a girlfriend?"

When Mama An asked, Yang Xu suddenly felt a little overwhelmed, "Um, no, no, my mother is also tight-lipped, I'm not in a hurry, it depends on fate."

"You are a civil servant now, your mother's face is bright!"

Hearing the words "civil servant", Yang Xu looked down at his feet with a guilty conscience and hesitated to answer.

"I'm the one who dragged An Yan down, otherwise I wouldn't have failed to get a girlfriend. Now I don't even have a job, so I take care of me all day." The woman wiped away the hot tears from the corners of her eyes with her bony fingers.

"Oh mom, what are you talking about? It's Chinese New Year." An Yan hurriedly got up and took out his blue washed and whitish handkerchief to help her dry her tears.

"I know I don't have many days left. I'm afraid I'll die before I see you get married. I don't know how to explain when I meet your father down there!" The more the woman spoke, the more excited Yang Xu heard, his heart choked with sobs.

"Okay, Mom, don't cry, Yang Xu is still here!"

The woman quickly wiped away the tears on her face, and she couldn't help but shed hot tears from the corners of her eyes. She looked at Yang Xu with slightly red and swollen eyes, and said apologetically, "Yang Xu, I made you laugh!"

"See you, Auntie!"

At this time, the door of the ward was gently pushed open, and Sun Wen poked her head out from behind the door to look at the three people in the ward.

Mother An saw that the person behind the door smiled happily, waved her hand and said, "Wenwen, here we come! Come in, sit here!"

Sun Wen saw that An Yan's expression was a little unnatural, and her movements were also twitchy. She walked to An Yan's side and glanced at An Yan, then lowered her head shyly and sat beside An Yan's mother.

Yang Xu didn't know what was going on, so he looked at An Yan in astonishment and then at the woman with a round body and a mediocre appearance.

Sun Wen has a round face, pretty eyes, a slightly sunken nose, black hair tied up without bangs, and shallow forehead lines on her forehead. She looks quite old.

"Auntie, how are you feeling recently? I don't even have time to come and see you." Sun Wen's big fat hands held Shang'an's mother's hand attentively, and she showed her yellow teeth when she smiled.

"It's so much better to see you!"

"Why are your eyes so red and crying?" Sun Wen noticed, and Mama An's red and swollen eyes asked.

"Older, easy to sentimental."

"I will come to see you more in the future, An Yan." Sun Wen paused to glance at An Yan who was sitting beside Yang Xu and smiled shyly, "After all, he is a man, so some things are inconvenient."

"What a wonderful girl, if you can marry my son, he will be blessed!"

Mother Ann deliberately raised her voice to tell her son.

Yang Xu looked at An Yan, who was bowing his head and saying nothing, poked at his clothes, "Aren't you going home to make dinner for auntie? Let's go downstairs together!"

An Yan looked up at Yang Xu and sat up from the bed with a naughty smile, "Yes, Mom, I'll go back and cook for you, Wenwen, just stay with my mom!"

An Yan grabbed Yang Xu's arm and walked out. At the last moment of closing the door, Yang Xu heard Sun Wen's resonant voice "An Yan".

On the bus, An Yan and Yang Xu were sitting in the last row. There were thick grilles on the windows, and some children naughtyly printed their palms on the frost.

"What happened to that Wenwen? I think she likes you!"

Yang Xu couldn't hold back his curiosity.

"The person my neighbor introduced to me is Sun Wen, who runs a breakfast shop near the hospital."

"I think she is not young?"

"I'm 30 this year, and the neighbor I introduced said that as long as I agree to marry her, she doesn't want anything!"

Yang Xu looked at An Yan with wide eyes in astonishment and said, "Four years older than you, I think your mother seems quite satisfied with her!"

An Yan suddenly raised her tone, "My mother is super satisfied, very satisfied, she has a good physique, works hard and is dedicated to match us, I only consider her as a friend, how can I marry her"!

Do you really regard her as a friend or is there another person already living in your heart?

Yang Xu was silent and didn't answer the conversation, looking at the gray sky outside the window through the windshield, his heart sank, thinking of his inexplicable sadness.

His shoulders sank, Yang Xu looked sideways at An Yan with his eyes closed tightly, breathing steadily, Yang Xu moved his shoulders to avoid them.

"Xiao Xu, let me lean on for a while, I'm really tired."

Yang Xu heard An Yan's request not to move his body anymore, but he always felt uncomfortable and missed Xiang Chen even more.

In the end, he still couldn't help pulling his arms away, pushing him away, "Don't sleep, you'll catch a cold!"

"When did you become so stingy? When I was in school, I always relied on you like this?"

"It's different."

"What's the difference?"

"It's just different!" Yang Xu didn't say much, stood up and hooked his fingers at him, "Get up, it's time to stop!"

An Yan stretched reluctantly, "Why so fast, I haven't sat enough yet!"

The author has something to say: In fact, I just wanted to write a story about Xiao Gong who made mistakes in his youth and ignorance and then changed his past. Unexpectedly, unexpectedly, I also suspect that Gong is really not a good thing!