Don't miss the time when I love you

An Yan's watery eyes from crying are as pitiful as a puppy, with clear collarbones and smooth skin.

Bin Hong angrily threw him down like a wild beast, pressed him on the bed with his back facing him, held on to something he had already strengthened, aimed at his back without any affection, and entered, and the two of them fell in love immediately. The bodies are tightly pressed together.

"Ah" An Yan exclaimed, the lower body hurt so much that it wanted to be split in two, the pain was so heartbreaking.

An Yan covered her mouth with cold fingers, tears streaming down her face.

He looked up at the man's cold eyes, panting heavily, the silver cross pendant necklace hanging around his neck dangled back and forth in the air, and the shameful slap below made An Yan turn his head and dare not listen.

"Separate your legs, do you want to pinch me to death!" Bin Hong entered a man's place for the first time, but he did not expect it to be tighter than a woman's, and it hurt him so much.

"It hurts, it hurts" An Yan yelled that it hurts, but her legs parted obediently.

"Yeah..." Binhong let out a low growl and slowly moved his waist, but the person under him bit the corner of the quilt, trying not to let himself cry out, his body couldn't help shaking, not knowing whether it was fear or cold.

Bin Hong increased the rhythm of his waist as if venting, accompanied by the icy moonlight outside the window, until An Yan passed out from the pain, he was willing to give up lying on his body and panting.

. . .

When Bin Hong woke up, he smelled the smell of porridge. It took him half a minute to go from dazed to sober. He braced his body and walked shirtless to the kitchen. He saw An Yan holding his waist, wearing a pink and white apron and holding The white porcelain spoon was stirring in the pot, Bin Hong hoped that time would stop at this moment, the picture is so beautiful.

He thought An Yan would run away like a frightened rabbit!

Bin Hong stepped forward and held his shoulders, "When did you wake up?"

"Ah..." An Yan hadn't recovered from the brutal assault last night, when Bin Hong suddenly stood behind him, he was terrified, the white porcelain spoon in his hand fell to the ground and instantly shattered, looking at An Yan with horrified eyes Bin Hong folded his hands to protect his chest and backed away.

An Yan didn't speak, bent down to pick up the broken white porcelain on the ground and threw it into the trash can, always keeping a distance from him.

Bin Hong felt guilty in his heart, his behavior like a beast last night must have frightened him, he stepped forward and put his arms around his thin body, "I'm sorry, I scared you yesterday! I was too angry yesterday, so I couldn't hold back my words, forgive me how am I?"

"Boss, can you give me the money from yesterday?" The hospital has already called to collect the money this morning, and if you don't pay the money, you will be kicked out.

When Bin Hong heard An Yan's words, his back gradually stiffened, and he let go of his cold tone, "How much does it cost?"

Bin Hong never bad money from women, the only man he ever slept with, the first thing he said the next day was asking for money!

"I don't know how the fees are charged outside, so just look at it!"

Bin Hong sighed and smiled helplessly, "How is your mother?"

"Her condition is getting worse, and the number of dialysis needs to be increased every week," An Yan leaned in Bin Hong's arms, her body trembling, and her arms couldn't help wrapping around his waist.

"I'm sorry." The more Bin Hong thought about it, the more he blamed himself. He treated him so roughly yesterday without asking, it really shouldn't be! "From today on, stay with your mother in the hospital and stop going to work!"

An Yan's body was stiff, what did he mean, was he going to be fired?

"Don't worry, I didn't fire you." Bin Hong patted his head and said, "Your mother is in the hospital, do you still have the mind to go to work?"

There is a problem. He saw An Yan and wanted to press him against the wall to force him to kiss him. Now that they have this kind of relationship again, he is really afraid that he will see him dangling in front of him. I couldn't help but fucked him in the office!

"Well, thank you boss"!An Yan leaned on Binhong's shoulder and her voice was soft, as if she was acting like a baby.

Bin Hong couldn't help tightening his arms, his cheek rubbed against his hair, it felt really good!

"If you need money, come to me!"

An Yan's closed eyes suddenly opened, he meant that he was satisfied with his service yesterday, right?So Binhong is willing to go to bed with him, and then, give him money to pay for his mother's hospitalization fee!

"Yeah." An Yan pursed her lips and nodded in his arms.

In the Yuanda office building, it was snowing outside the window, and flakes of snowflakes fell from the sky. After a while, the ground, trees, and roofs all turned white.

Bin Hong sat at the desk, coughed a few times, took out the cold medicine in his pocket, opened two pills and swallowed them.

The medicine was stuffed by An Yan into his pocket before he left, and Bin Hong sniffed it in his nose, it smelled like him!

Bin Hong didn't know whether he should be happy or sad. Wasn't his original intention just to get his body?

Why care about whether it's because of money or other reasons, as long as he is willing to lie down on him, that's all!

But why did he start to become greedy, wanting more, wanting to occupy his heart, no, everything!

After the snow, the continuous white snow adorns the world, Qiongzhiyuye.

An Yan sat on the bench outside the ward, quietly waiting for her mother and the patients in the ward to wake up.

Ding, it's a text message. Open it and see that it's a bank transfer. It's a total of 3 yuan. An Yan has mixed feelings in his heart. He doesn't know whether he is happy that the price he sold for the first time was good or sad that he likes it. He can only rely on this method to get close.

An Yan took his hands out of his pockets, his fingers were a little stiff from the cold, he quickly rubbed his palms together to keep warm, and stopped, remembering the feeling of stroking Bin Hong's body last night, his cheeks warmed up.

"An Yan, when did you come?"At this time, my mother came out of the ward, closed the door lightly, and sat beside An Yan, holding An Yan's cold hand with her bony hands, and looked at him.

"It's been a while!" An Yan looked at her mother's thinning face and felt distressed.

"Why is your face so red? Do you have a fever?" Mom stretched out her hand to touch An Yan's hot cheek, approached An Yan uncertainly, and pressed her cheek against An Yan's forehead like she did when she was a child, "I don't have a fever!"

An Yan didn't know why her face turned red again as if she had a fever, "Mom, it's because the corridor is too hot!"

"I guess I have a fever, sleep well, and go home today! Don't stay with me in the hospital anymore"

"How can I do that? You wake up in the middle of the night, what should you do?"

"You weren't here yesterday, am I okay?" The mother looked at her son with a tired face, and felt extremely uncomfortable!

Dad died at the age of 18, and now she has a money-burning disease, probably because she is in a bad mood. Just like An Yan's burden, it's better to die!

Mom was silent for a while, licked her chapped lips and said, "By the way, how are you and Li Tong doing? I think he is good, and I don't think we have a crooked child. If you have time, spend more time with him and don't run to me all the time." ".

"Mom, didn't I tell you? We broke up, and she won't be working in Yuanda anymore!"

"Oh! What a pity" Mom had a good impression of Li Tong, she looked like a well-behaved and sensible girl!

"Mom, what do you want my family to cook for you?"

"Whatever, this sick meal is really unpalatable!" My mother felt sick when she thought of the sick meal, either it was too salty, or it was too sweet!

"Well, then I'll go back and cook for you now, don't go outside, it's snowing outside!" An Yan stood up and helped her mother on the bench.

"Understood, why have you become so wordy!" Mom patted An Yan's shoulder, smiling, with wrinkles around her sunken eye sockets.

Mom looked at An Yan's back as he walked away and called to him, "Yan, slow down, don't fall".

An Yan looked at the thin figure of his mother behind him, her bony arms hovering in the air, with her mother's doting on her son in her eyes, recalling her mother's daily advice to him standing at the door when he was a child: Slow down, don't fall!

At that time, my mother was in her early thirties, her hair was coiled behind her head, her skin was fair and translucent, she wore plain clothes, and a floral apron was always tied around her waist.

Now she is thin, her hair has turned gray, her walking is staggering, her skin is dull and dull, An Yan ran into her mother's arms crying with tears in her eyes, like a child, "Mom, can you leave me forever? Even if dialysis hurts, promise me Don't leave me alone, okay?"

"Silly boy, silly boy" the mother comforted her son's back, her lips trembling, "Yesterday I dreamed of your father, and he said he was afraid that you would be lonely so I would spend more time with you."

"mom".

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