only you are the exception

Jian Xingnan must have heard that Ding Yi'an said this on purpose, and it happened that there were only the two of them at this time, and she wanted to have a good chat with her.

"Little Ding."

Intuition told Ding Yi'an that Jian Xingnan must have something to talk about next, and she always hoped to have a chance to have a good chat, but when it was time to start, she really wanted to escape.

"Let me play you a birthday song."

"I think we should have a good chat."

After she said that, Ding Yi'an had no choice but to turn off the phone, but the sound of the doorbell relieved her heavy heart at this moment.

"The takeaway is here, I'll go get it."

Jian Xingnan was also pinching the fingers of his left hand and right hand. He didn't want to talk about it in detail, but it was impossible not to talk about it in detail.

When the takeaway arrived, the two had no choice but to eat first. Jian Xingnan had no appetite, so she put down her chopsticks.

Seeing Ding Yi'an's blank eyes, she struggled a bit.

"Calling the breakup was the worst thing I've ever done, or ending the relationship hastily over the phone."

Putting down the chopsticks, Ding Yi'an moved his eyes to the TV screen and said, "Then let's have a good chat. If you can't make it clear on the phone, let's talk about it now. We also need this opportunity."

"Looking at it now, I still think you were too tired at that time."

Ding Yi'an frowned, she couldn't hold back, suppressed her anger, and said, "Then I don't think I was tired at that time, it was you who felt that I was tired unilaterally, you said that your mother may need long-term treatment, and you will stay in the UK , I would like to come and see you, if you don’t allow me to listen to you, you said you stay in the UK for postgraduate study, I would also like to come and study with you, if you don’t allow me to listen to you, but have you ever thought about it, I can if my conditions permit come over."

"But you don't like reading. You come to study for me. I really don't want to. And you come here alone. I can't be by your side all the time. I'm afraid you will feel lonely and boring."

"I don't like reading. I haven't finished college yet, and I don't need you to be by my side all the time. When the school has nothing to do, let me do it? Can't I meet some new classmates? Jian Xingnan, you think too much It's one-sided."

Ding Yi'an became more and more angry, stood up, took a deep breath, and continued, "Because of the weather, I should have arrived in the UK that day. If the flight hadn't been cancelled, I don't think we should break up, just like Because of the weather, your flight was canceled, and your mother suddenly became seriously ill and couldn't come back, so everything is fate."

"sorry."

"Don't talk about this first, except that you think I'm tired and I paid unilaterally, what reason do you have for you to break up with me?"

Jian Xingnan squeezed her right hand tightly with her left hand, and said, "My sister and my mother had an argument that day, because of Ye Si Nuo, my mother was so angry later that she wanted to commit suicide with a fruit knife. I couldn't see her, and she was very unstable, so I went to stimulate her, and when I was really stimulated, she threw the knife at me, and I avoided it, but Ye Sinuo was still standing there, so I stretched out my hand and pushed her away , so you see it."

Raise your right hand slightly.

"After I was bandaged, my dad took me to apologize. At that time, my mother said that I would only hurt the people around me. I would only hurt them. I was unlucky. I listened. The first thing I thought of was you, I I feel that you are tired, I feel that you pay too much, I feel that my concern for you is far less than that of you for me, I don't want to delay you and waste your time."

Ding Yi'an didn't expect a mother to throw a knife at her daughter, she couldn't hold back, and swears directly: "Fuck! Your mother is not worthy of being a mother!"

Due to family reasons, Ding Yi'an couldn't empathize with him, but he could also feel how uncomfortable and wronged Jian Xingnan was at that time.

"Except for my sister, no one in my family cares about my feelings. I think I was born unlucky, and you are so good. How can I deserve you?"

"But have you ever thought about it? I don't think you are not worthy of me at all. Sometimes you think too much and get into a dead end. You can tell me, you can tell me your mood, so that I can know your mood Whatever the reason for the bad, we can share it together.”

"Jian Xingnan, being with someone you like is happiness, and it will gradually get better. At least that's how I feel. If you are not, it means that we are not suitable."

Jian Xingnan raised his eyes, stood up, and said, "When we were not together, I said that you made me gradually get better, and I am also very happy when I am with you. Next time, I will not hold back anything. , I will tell you, and I will not be influenced by them."

"Then can I get you back?"

Ding Yi'an smiled and said, "I have to think about it this time, didn't you all give breakup gifts?"

"Did you not throw it?"

"Sold it, but the money must be less than when you bought it, and it has been transferred to Alipay."

Jian Xingnan picked up the phone, opened Alipay, and saw the money transferred by Ding Yi'an.

Afraid that she would transfer it back, Ding Yi'an continued, "Don't transfer this money back, it's the money you bought and sold as a breakup gift, I don't want it, bad luck."

"Okay, I'll make it up for you then."

"Stop it, what's made up is what's made up after all, it's meaningless, I'll sell it if you give it away."

"Okay, listen to you."

Ding Yi'an clapped her hands. Before she could take a good look at Jian Xingnan's new house, Jian Xingnan went to the kitchen to cut fruit for her.

The square is not big, so Ding Yi'an walked around quickly, and finally walked to the desk. Ding Yi'an glanced at it. It was all related to work. She was about to leave when her eyes fell on the side of the pen holder. She stopped and went to the kitchen. Take a look there.

She looked at the front and back of the cigarette case, then carefully put it back in the original form, frowned and left as if nothing had happened.

"Do you want to eat the cake now?"

Jian Xingnan's voice came over, and Ding Yi'an immediately changed his expression and said, "Okay, eat now."

Putting the fruit on the table and unpacking the cake, Jian Xingnan gave the knife to Ding Yi'an.

"Why do you give it to me? It's your birthday. Make a wish before you cut it."

"No, it's already done."

"Hey, did it really come true?"

"real."

After about ten minutes, Jian Xingnan received a job message, and she put down the cake.

"I'm going to send an email."

"okay."

Walking to the desk, she turned on the computer and finished sending the email. She was about to draw on the post-it note, but found that there was no hidden cigarette case. Just now, Ding Yi'an was shopping around, and she glanced at the sofa with a guilty conscience, and found that there was nothing wrong , to reassure myself that it's okay.

But Ding Yi'an had long since stopped eating and watching, she was staring at one place in a daze.

Thinking of that night, she said she smelled smoke, and Jian Xingnan said it was someone who was traveling with her, but now it seems that Jian Xingnan smoked again.How long has she been smoking?Was it drawn from the UK?

After Jian Xingnan sent the email, Ding Yian decided to ask her.

"When did you start smoking?"

With a stiff expression, Jian Xingnan looked at Ding Yi'an, who looked calm.

"I saw it. It must have been in May last year. I can't remember exactly."

It has been more than a year, and Ding Yi'an asked her softly, "Can I quit? It's not good for my health."

Jian Xingnan looked at her and didn't answer her quickly, but thought for a while before saying, "Yes, but it will take time, every time I feel irritable, I will smoke, every time I answer an uncomfortable phone call, I will smoke, every time I will smoke when I am under a lot of pressure, but if you don’t like it, I will try my best to quit, because I can be with you again, and my mood has improved by half.”

"Take your time, I'm here now, aren't you?"

"Ah."

When Ding Yi'an left, Jian Xingnan took the two packs of cigarettes from home with him, and threw them into the trash can along with the trash.

After watching the person leave, he went back upstairs.

Throughout the night, Jian Xingnan was in a very good mood. She took out her mobile phone and typed on the memo.

On August 20, 8.24xx, Xiaoding came to celebrate my birthday alone. When I opened the door and saw her, I was surprised and couldn't believe it, but really, she really came.I will never give up on her this time, and I will try my best to make up for the mistakes I made before.

After this day, Ding Yi'an also unblocked the messages on Jian Xingnan's WeChat, and would reply when he saw the messages.

"Xing Nan, the boss is looking for you, go to the reception room."

"Oh."

Jian Xingnan knocked on the door twice, and got permission from the inside before opening the door, but when he saw the person sitting on the chair beside him, he was immediately stunned.

"boss."

"Here we come." Boss Wang gestured to Ding Yi'an who was sitting on the side, and said, "This Miss Ding called you to be a designer by name, can you two communicate?"

Ding Yi'an looked calm and said, "Hello."

Jian Xingnan was a little surprised, and asked with his eyes, but Ding Yi'an remained expressionless, so he could only reply "Hello."

"Miss Ding, our designer graduated from Jiangqing University with a bachelor's degree and a master's degree from xxxxx University in the UK, so you can rest assured about his major."

"Oh~ it's so powerful, let's sign the contract directly, and I will have a private chat with her after signing."

The boss didn't expect to sign the contract so soon, he smiled from ear to ear, and said, "Okay, I'll have someone draw up the contract, I'm going out first, and someone will send the contract in later."

"Ah."

As soon as the boss went out, Jian Xingnan asked her, "What's the matter? What are you going to decorate? The office?" As he spoke, he pulled the chair next to Ding Yi'an to sit down.

"Hey, I'm a customer, are you so casual?" Ding Yi'an teased her.

Jian Xingnan couldn't hold back her laughter, and said, "Yes, Miss Ding, would you like some coffee? I'll make it for you."

"NO, sit down, sit down, otherwise I have to talk to you with my head up, my neck is tired." I stretched out my hand and pulled the chair back a bit, patted it, and let Jian Xingnan sit down.

"Tell me, what's going on?"

"My dad bought me a suite. Aren't you in this business? I'll give you some work."

After understanding what it meant, Jian Xingnan said, "You don't need to ask me to do more work, my fixed salary is not bad."

"Who did it on purpose? I bought the house when I came back. I didn't buy the house specially for you. I don't have any spare money. I have already designed it. You just need to help me complete the next series. I have materials and so on. Let’s go take a look together.”