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Wet, cold and biting, as if she was in the North Pole on the other side of the earth, she no longer cried, but the sadness in her heart never diminished, so...she chose to leave Vengley and Sawada Tsunayoshi.

Sawada Tsunayoshi will never know that there is still someone in this world who loves him so much.

Looking back, grief overwhelmed her...

God, get her out of here quickly.

The beautiful smile of the young girl stung her heart and her eyes. Echizen Chia will always miss the past bits and pieces in the following time, but now she is powerless to face Sawada Tsunayoshi, no matter what Whether it was ten years ago or ten years later.

29 years ago, Sawada Tsunayoshi took Echizen Chia's heart away.

20 years ago, Sawada Tsunayoshi began to leave knife marks on Echizen Chia's heart.

Ten years ago, Sawada Tsunayoshi completely emptied Echizen Chia's heart.

Sawada Tsunayoshi used to be Echizen Chia's everything.

However, all of her has never cherished her.

Hehe, I always like to joke with her in life, what she expects will be far away from her, and whoever she clings to will be hurt the most.

This is fate.

Not reconciled, how could she be reconciled?

In this way, life is at the mercy of fate.

Squatting slowly, Echizen Chia curled herself up under the eyes of the pedestrians around her.

Because I love him, I leave him.

fart! !

She left him because he didn't love her.

Emotions are direct and cruel, and they cannot tolerate any twists and turns of warmth.

Raising her head, Chia Echizen stared straight ahead.

The corners of her lips curled up, and before she could get up, her body was pulled into an inexplicable space by something, hehe, has the ten-year bazooka expired?For one last look before disappearing, she met the warm brown eyes of Tsunayoshi Sawada.

Hehe, why do you have to show such sad eyes?It's obviously not suitable to show sadness at all.

In the blink of an eye, she was already standing under the Arc de Triomphe in Barcelona.

Barcelona is the second largest city in Spain after the capital Madrid and one of the most densely populated cities in the world.Barcelona is older than Madrid, and it has been a more important city than Madrid for most of Spain's history.

Echizen Chia raised her hand and brushed the hair sticking to her face behind her ears. The clothes on her body were wet, which made her feel very uncomfortable. Frowning slightly, she walked through it under the surprised gazes of the people around her. Arc de Triomphe in Barcelona, ​​and walked to the XX Hotel where I lived.

As the breeze blew by, she wrapped her arms around herself and shivered.

It was raining and the wind was blowing, and the claws of the disease probably couldn't be avoided.

With her slender fingers stroking the raised but somewhat invisible scar on her neck, Echizen Chia suddenly stopped in her tracks and turned her head to look at the Arc de Triomphe.

"Hey, you know what? Gang." He smiled slightly. "I have decided not to love you."

When she shed tears for him, it meant that she still loved him deeply.When she stopped crying for him, it meant that she had slowly learned to give up.Maybe, they are not on the same road at all, and the right way is to find their own happiness. There is nothing in this world that cannot be let go. If the heart hurts enough, it will naturally let go.

She was so tired that she just wanted to find a place to lick the wound on her body.

——Gang, will you fall in love with me?

——Qianya, you are joking again.

Ha, Gang, do you know?I never said a joke, but you never took my words seriously.

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Carol: The Voice of Nature

67 Episode [-]

What is the image that keeps flashing through your mind?Why would he forget that agreement?No, it should be said why he deliberately didn't want to remember that agreement.

The forehead was covered with dense sweat, and the hand on the chest was unconsciously clenched into a fist. Tsunayoshi Sawada was awakened by that dream again. How long has it been?As long as he closes his eyes, he will dream about how he grew up, how he hurt the girl, how he watched her leave.

Dark green long hair, light golden cat pupils... He would actually hurt that girl, woo, it's too bad.Hugging his head in frustration, Tsunayoshi Sawada looked extremely depressed and did not dare to make too much noise. He was afraid that the baby sleeping in the hammock beside him would be woken up, and he bit his lower lip tightly with his teeth. He really wanted to Find someone to listen to him carefully. If this continues, even if he is not crazy, he should go to the hospital and lie down.

Closing his eyes again, he raised his arms to cover his face, it was sure to be another sleepless night.

My heart was beating like a 'thump-thump--', maybe this kind of feeling is the legendary liking.Well, why does he want to see Echizen Chia so badly when he dreams of her?ah ah! !What a shame.When he reacted, his heart was already tightly attached to her, and he became so wrong before seeing the real Echizen Chia.

"What are you thinking about over and over again?" There was a hint of gnashing of teeth in the soft and waxy child's voice. Tsunayoshi Sawada put down his arm that blocked most of his face, opened his eyes and saw a pair of beans in the dark room. Big black eyes, but at this moment these eyes stared straight at him.

"Huh!! Ri... Ribaun!!" Startled by the baby, Sawada Tsunayoshi immediately sat up from the bed.

"Do you know how abominable it is to disturb a baby's sleep?" Li Baoen was already ready to give Sawada Tsunayoshi a good rectification.

"How can I be so noisy, it's because of your shallow sleep." Sawada Tsunayoshi replied angrily.

Sawada Tsunayoshi's tone stunned Li Baoen for a moment. He frowned, sat down opposite to Sawada Tsunayoshi, and asked, "What's wrong with you? It seems that your mental state is not very good." Something is wrong with Ji, he seems to have been troubled by something. "Ah Gang, are you troubled by something?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi was slightly taken aback by Li Baoen's question. He lowered his head and didn't know, and his expression was complicated. Even he himself didn't know where to start. Narrowing his eyes, he slowly opened his mouth and said: "...Li Baoen, I think if you tell me about this, you will definitely treat me as crazy."

"That depends on what you're talking about." Li Baoen raised his eyebrows.

"I...Actually...I..." He hesitated for a while, but Tsunayoshi Sawada still didn't get to the point.

Li Baoen's eyes were fixed on Sawada Tsunayoshi all the time, seeing him faltering for a while, he understood something in his heart. "Boys in puberty are generally troubled by love."

"...Uh, although I don't want to admit it, it's true." Tsunayoshi Sawada is indeed troubled by love, and this unrequited love is still in a dream, hey, he's so miserable.

"So, who is it? Kyoko or Koharu? Well, I remember you like Kyoko." Li Baoen's eyes were sharp. When he saw Sawada Tsunayoshi for the first time, he knew that he had a crush on his classmates. Sasakawa Kyoko, who is also a class flower and school flower, has a good impression.

"No, no, not Kyoko. The feeling of liking her is different from the feeling of liking Kyoko. Maybe that's... love."

"Who is she?" Li Baoen was curious now.

"Her name is Echizen Chia, and she lived in our house for a while when she was a child."

This sentence made Li Baoen startled, he fixed his eyes on Sawada Tsunayoshi who was smiling so happily, and a trace of doubt suddenly rose in his heart. "Recently, the reason why you are so strange is because of this person named Echizen Chia?" Li Baoen knew Echizen Chia, anyway, that girl was also grown up by himself, the eldest daughter of an old friend, how could he not I understand, it's just...

"Li Baoen, it's really unbelievable to say it, I... I've been having a dream all this time, a dream about me and Echizen Chia..." I told Li Baoen about the dream I had at night. Seeing his increasingly calm face, Sawada Tsunayoshi felt a little uneasy. "What... what's wrong? Li Baoen."

"Gang, your brain isn't broken, is it?" Li Baoen really wondered if the training he gave Sawada Tsunayoshi recently was too harsh, which caused the child's brain to be completely broken.

Knowing that Li Baoen would have such a reaction, Sawada Tsunayoshi slammed his hand on the quilt, and shouted: "My brain is normal, so it didn't collapse!!"

"...What you said is so unbelievable, a normal person would think that your brain is broken." Li Baoen said, looking at Sawada Tsunayoshi seriously.

Turning his head away, Sawada Tsunayoshi sighed slightly, and said, "Forget it, just pretend that I haven't said anything about it."

"Agang."

"what?"

"Go to sleep."

"Hmm..." Sawada Tsunayoshi nodded, he didn't know what to say to Li Baoen now.

Lying back on the bed again, Sawada Tsunaji pulled up the quilt and began to sleep with his eyes closed.

[At that time, you were the one who stretched out your hand first, why did you forget everything after so many years?It's really troublesome to let go. I have worked hard for so many years, thinking that I know you well enough, but unexpectedly, the one who really understands you has never been me. ]

[Gang, do you know?I like you, more than anyone else. ]

[Ah Gang, go and pursue your happiness. ]

The dream started again. As a bystander, he stood in a place where others could not see or touch, quietly watching what happened in the dream.

14 years old, 24 years old... until the end.