tutoring want to live

Not understanding her deep obsession with surviving, even Madara is curious about why people who live in ordinary society like her and who are usually comfortable have a much stronger sense of self-protection than ordinary people.

"I also want to know, maybe this is the sequelae." Echizen Chia chuckled, her obsession with living has reached a morbid level, all of which originated from the last life, the end of the world came for no reason, and the zombies were full Running around, in order to survive, in order not to die, she can only be selfish, no one wants to be the food of the zombies, everyone can afford to be eaten alive, the conscience of human nature at that moment The smoke disappeared, although she died in the end, and was calculated to die... Heh, everyone who has experienced the end of the world probably has one or two little obsessions.

"Aren't you going to get rid of the sequelae?" Madara shouted: "And what kind of cheating sequelae are you, you won't die with Sawada Tsunayoshi, the new Vongola I or something comparable Is the company dangerous? That guy is a terrible opponent who will do whatever it takes to achieve his goals. The mafia and other small plots and calculations are nothing compared to me and Natsume's troubles..." Barabara said a lot, and I feel that Echizen Chia is a person who likes to dig into a dead end. "Don't regret it before it's too late, a good man should be held in your hands! Idiot!!"

"Mr. Kitty, have you... ever been in pain?" Chia Echizen asked softly.

"Nonsense, of course it hurts when you get hurt." Madara stretched out his paw and scratched his head. Is there any difference between this and nonsense?Why did this girl suddenly shift to such a strange point?

"Visible wounds will heal sooner or later. What about...invisible wounds?" Echizen Chia tilted her head and looked at Madara. She was smiling, but the humor did not reach the bottom of her eyes, her bright black eyes It was covered with a layer of ice.

Madara was taken aback, not knowing how to answer, no one had ever told it this before.

"...Echizen, he loves you." Natsume Takashi sighed. "Ten years, how many people in this world can remember a person for ten years, what happened that year, is it not a pain for Sawada Tsunayoshi? Your death is like a sharp knife, which stabs you hard On his heart, the deepest cuts were made one after another, and the invisible wounds tortured him all the time."

"Torture? Natsume, you don't have much contact with him. How can you understand his injury and pain?" Echizen Chia sneered and continued: "What I want is a piece of comfort, He is pierced by thousands of arrows, he is in pain, and it is only his own business, you may sympathize, you may feel sad, but...you will never know how far his wound has festered, because I and him Same, he hurts, I hurt too, he hurts, I hurt too... He is not the only one who suffers, and I am not a cold-hearted bastard, Natsume, I just want to live, other than that, I don’t think about him anymore, I’ll have nothing if I die, and I don’t want to die yet!”

Madara hummed, eyes narrowed into a line. "Echizen, you are really a cruel person." The little short tail flicked again and again, it headed towards Natsume Takashi with a whimper, and jumped onto the other's warm lap, Madara raised his head to look at Echizen Chi Ya, said: "People are indeed incredible creatures. You are, Natsume is, that girl named Higurashi Kagome is... Echizen, I am a little bit looking forward to it, will you end up with Sawada Tsunayoshi?"

"Maybe it will become BE." Echizen Chia sat up from the sofa and crossed her legs. "To be honest, I need to calm down for a while, think about it, and when the disordered thoughts calm down, maybe I can face Tsunayoshi Sawada well. He is a fool, and he is also a fool. A childhood promise can make him persistent. For several years, even though I was not the one who made an agreement with him, he was still unwilling to give up, heh, he always wanted to enter my world and participate in my future, but he never thought that the future of a person is not so It’s easy to participate in casually.”

"He's been trying to clean up his innocence." Madara snorted twice, and continued to look at Echizen Chia.

"Then let's wait until he cleans up for nothing." Echizen Chia said with a smile.

The corners of Madara's mouth twitched, it shook its head, stretched out a paw to scratch its ear, it was a bad luck for Sawada Tsunayoshi to meet Echizen Chia for eight lifetimes.When the hundred-year-old Pengelie family is completely wiped out, it's probably time for Tsunayoshi Sawada to lie down in the coffin. Is this girl planning to spend her whole life with that kid? "The Vongola family has a history of [-] years. Do you think it is easy to clean it up? The number of assassinations of Sawada Tsunayoshi in recent years has almost entered the Guinness Book of World Records. The mafia family does not rely on one or two A year can make a big difference.”

"How could I not know..." Echizen Chia was too aware of the pros and cons of the future, that's why... she ran away. "Natsume, Mr. Kitty, don't worry about anything. I will always go see Sawada Tsunayoshi, but not now. I need to think about it calmly."

Madara seemed to want to say something, but was stopped by Takashi Natsume. He shook his head gently towards it, signaling Madara to shut up. No matter what they say now, it is useless. Feelings are not something that outsiders say casually They can do what they say, everything depends on themselves.

……

Bai Lan leaned against the door and smiled so wickedly. How could he never guess that Echizen Chia would come up with such a trick? She could figure out what was wrong with running away. Could it be that she was determined not to see Tsunayoshi Sawada?Thinking of this, Bai Lan raised her head and glanced at Tsunayoshi Sawada who was sitting by the window. This person had been thinking about his family's lion cub, Natsu, since just now. "Sawada-kun, are you really okay? When did you learn to talk to lions? Don't you also..." Isn't it normal?The following words were not spoken, because what Sawada Tsunayoshi said next almost vomited him to death.

"Why are you still here?" Tsunayoshi Sawada looked back at Bai Lan indifferently.

Bailan gritted her teeth and stared at Tsunayoshi Sawada, and said, "Sawada-kun, you can't be without a conscience, and I'm the one who told you the news about Xiaoqianya." Also, it's the most shameless thing for a dove to occupy a magpie's nest. Have you forgotten whose territory this is?

"Thank you." Tsunayoshi Sawada nodded lightly.

The corner of Bai Lan's mouth twitched, and he looked at Gamma, who had nothing to do with him, resentfully. Seeing that the other party refused to lift his eyelids, he had no choice but to withdraw his resentful eyes, and said solemnly, "What... are you going to do? Everyone runs away Lost."

Sawada Tsunayoshi turned his head and looked out the window. "I... don't know, she ran too suddenly." Echizen Chia's run was so sudden that he didn't know what to do at all, and all the plans in his heart were in vain at that moment .

"Didn't you just send her a short message?" Bai Lan looked at Sawada Tsunayoshi's cell phone curiously. "Hey, hey, what interesting content did you post?"

"I said I love her." Tsunayoshi Sawada said very calmly. "But she didn't reply to me..."

Bai Lan was stunned, and looked at Sawada Tsunayoshi with wide eyes in disbelief. "How many people have you said I love you to? Well, does that include your mother, Nana-chan?" Bai Lan knew Nana Sawada very well. Since the Rainbow Son war ten years ago, he often went to Sawada's house. Cengfan, the carefree childhood was wonderful, but now... Well, since Peng Lie was taken over by Sawada Tsunayoshi, it seems that he has fewer and fewer opportunities to meet Sawada Nana.

Hmm, I really miss Nana-chan's meals.

Frowning, Tsunayoshi Sawada thought for a while, and then said: "Including my mother, there are three people in total."

Pressing his temple, Gamma silently put away the phone. He looked at Sawada Tsunayoshi helplessly, and said slowly, "Is your father—Sawada Iemitsu among the three?"

"Yes." He nodded without hesitation.

"If you don't count your parents, is Little Qianya the first person you show your love to?" Bai Lan was shocked, let alone him, even Gamma was shocked, this guy has never been in love for 24 years History?It's sad enough for a man to live like this, especially the boss of a big family.

"It's a good thing to have a lot of love history?" Glancing at Bailan lightly, Tsunayoshi Sawada smiled softly: "I hope that I can be with Echizen cleanly from the inside out. My respect." At this point, he paused and continued: "I don't want to get married in the future, and I have to explain my previous pornographic history day and night, this kind of thing is not something to be proud of."

Bai Lan was silent.

Gamma fell silent.

It seems that Tsunayoshi Sawada did not say anything wrong, there is nothing to be proud of in the history of erotic love...

56 five eyes

The presidential suite of the XX Hotel was quiet, and an oppressive atmosphere spread invisibly.

"What are you going to do next?" Bai Lan sat on a chair with a bunch of marshmallows in his arms and started to eat. He is a Marshmallow star, and he will die if he doesn't eat marshmallows.

Sawada Tsunayoshi propped up one hand, rubbed his chin with his slender fingers, and looked out of the window with dim eyes. "I don't know what to do anymore." If he knew what to do, he wouldn't be sitting here 'at a loss'. He thought of many reasons for Echizen Chia's escape, but no matter what it was , seems to be inseparable from his current identity.

"Have you ever thought about the reason why Echizen Chia ran away?" Gamma asked.

Nodding, Tsunayoshi Sawada looked at Gamma with a helpless smile. "I know, Echizen, she just wanted to run away because of my current identity.