tutoring want to live

It's everywhere, whether she died at that time or later, she couldn't escape the word 'death'.

Mo Chen, that man's name, was once deeply engraved in her heart, gnawing at her flesh and blood, tormenting her constantly, making her restless every night. When she woke up as the Echizen Chia before, nothing but In addition to her helplessness, there was also a deep hatred, which entangled her body and mind like silk, bound herself in a cocoon unconsciously.

Don't trust anyone, close your heart in a dead end, even the warm Sunda Tsunayoshi can't enter, the boy's indecision, the boy's kindness, the boy's meddling, the boy's determination, everything Everything seemed to run counter to her, he never thought about the consequences of everything, he grasped the present, but she thought too much and made all the plans for the future.

A person who has suffered a loss once is foolish enough to suffer a second time. She has been hurt once, and she will never suffer a second time. She carefully protects herself, but the result is still in the two-dimensional world. A bastard who once wanted to conquer the world and become the creator was hacked. That period of the past is unbearable. Thinking about black history makes me feel flustered.

Killing and being killed are just a thought. She has never forgotten how she looked when she killed. It was so bloody that people dare not look directly at it. The body of Mirufiore's member fell in front of her, with a long sword in her hand. She didn't let go, and the smell of blood didn't fade away. As she walked forward, the smell of blood became stronger. If the previous life was a hell, then the bloody massacre ten years ago was a living hell. She was born again, and now this Echizen Qianya is clean from the outside to the inside, without a trace of dirt, except her soul.

The soul has gone through all kinds of states in the world, even if she escapes into reincarnation, she probably should be thrown into the animal realm, maybe she should go to hell, who made her bloody hands?In her previous life, apart from killing zombies, she never spared anyone. When some weak women were bullied, she would stand on the sidelines and let them develop. She hated those bastards who could only bully the weak and fear the tough, but even more hated the powerless , People who can only rely on others, the strongest is the eternal truth, she didn't understand it before, but after the end came, she understood it.

In this life, when she became the former Echizen Chia, her hands were still not clean. If Bai Lan hadn't grabbed her, maybe... no, there is no possibility, even at that time, Bai Lan hadn't shot herself , After that, she will raise her sharp blade and kill everyone who might hurt her. At that time, she only wants one thing in her heart, and that is to live.

It is really happy to be able to live a leisurely and trouble-free life like this.Playing with a strand of long hair that fell on her chest, the corners of Echizen Chia's mouth slightly raised fifteen degrees, it was a pleasant smile, and there was a slight sound of footsteps behind her, she knew it was Yuni who was temporarily staying at her house today, Without looking back, she gently said, "Did you wash it?"

"En." Youni responded lightly, she came to the balcony and sat on the round chair opposite Echizen Chia. "What's the matter, are you worried about meeting tomorrow?"

"No, I'm just looking forward to it. After all, I haven't seen him for ten years." The "he" Echizen Chia said was naturally Sawada Tsunayoshi, and Yoni was still a little surprised that there was no expected rejection. "I thought you wouldn't want to see Mr. Sawada."

"Why don't you want to see him?" Echizen Chia looked at Youni with a smile.

"Miss Echizen, you like Mr. Sawada, don't you?" Yoni's mind is sharper. Well, it should be said that people with Ozora attributes have richer and more sensitive feelings. At that time, she saw Chia Echizen hugging Sawada Tsuna found out when she made that decision.

"Yeah, I like him." Without trying to quibble, Echizen Chia accepted her feelings calmly, and didn't want to hide her feelings for Sawada Tsunayoshi. Since she has already admitted that she likes him in her heart, what's the point of verbally denying it? meaning? "Yuni, why do you like Gamma?" To be honest, Echizen Chia still doesn't understand the reason why Yoni likes Gamma. Could it be that she has the attributes of a cute uncle?

"Qianya, you don't need a reason to like someone. I think you should know this truth better than me." Youni blinked and threw the question to her again.

Yes, there is no need for a reason to like someone, and she... stretched out her hand and scratched her hair, Echizen Chia smiled bitterly and said: "You are right, there is no need for a reason to like someone, liking is just liking , I don’t like it or I don’t like it, it all depends on my own feelings, besides, I was quite brave to fall in love with the original Sawada Tsunayoshi, compared with other girls of the same age.”

"Heh, isn't the old Sawada-san not good?" Youni smiled softly.

"Uh, there's nothing wrong with that, it's just... you know, of course girls like boys who are better than that. Back then, Sawada-kun was a well-known good-for-nothing in Namori Town, so that's his name." No. It also discourages all the girls. Everyone hopes that their boyfriend is capable, and he will have face when he takes it out. How can anyone be so self-abuse to like a boy who is laughed at by others?" I guess she is the only one who is so self-torture, Well, if she hadn't read the manga "Family Teacher", she wouldn't have chosen Tsunayoshi Sawada, unless she had gotten along with him deeply and found his strengths from it, otherwise this type of person should probably be in her Blacklisted.

"What about Mr. Yamamoto? He seemed to be very popular with girls in your school when he was in junior high school. Would you like this type?" Yoni asked curiously.

"No, I don't feel safe." Takeshi Yamamoto was indeed the type of boy Echizen Chia would have liked in her previous life, but... so how do you let her hold a boy who is popular with girls?It's always a pain in the ass to have no sense of security.

"What about Mr. Prison Temple?"

"No, I'm not interested in men who show bad breath at a young age." Hayato Gujiji is definitely not the type she likes. It is estimated that most girls with strong opinions will choose to detour when they meet boys with that kind of personality. But it's too scary, is there any?

"Then what type do you like?" Youni couldn't guess, there were only a few types of boys around, and after much deliberation, he couldn't think of a reason. Could it be that Echizen Chia's type is... "Na Gamma What about it?" When Gamma was mentioned, Yuni's face was as red as a big apple, and seeing her look of anticipation and fear, Echizen Chia was amused, and she reached out and patted Yuni's shoulder vigorously, He smiled and said: "Yes, I have never seen the appearance of Jiama when he was in middle school. He is indeed a good man now, but this has been experienced over time. If you want to talk about when he was in middle school, it seems that only Cao Bi Tetsuya-senpai is right for me." Except for the airplane head and the old city's face, Kusakabe Tetsuya is still very good.

"..." Thinking of Tetsuya Kusakabe's face, Yuni fell silent.

Seeing that Yuni was silent, Echizen Chia couldn't help laughing. She had never disliked Tetsuya Kusakabe, even if he wasn't handsome enough, he was indeed a stable and good man. Seeing how he had been with Hibari Kyouya for so many years, he was It can be seen. "Senior Cao Bi is not handsome enough, and he looks old enough, but these are not the point, he is still very gentle and steady, looking for a husband is not based on face, you can't put a vase at home as a decoration Bar?"

Echizen Chia's words brought Youni back to his senses. She is not a member of the Appearance Association, but the name Tetsuya Kusakabe is shocking enough. Echizen Chia shouldn't have much intersection with him, right?Why do you think he is good?However, they were originally from the same school before, so they should know the basics.

"I believe in your vision." Echizen Chia has a good vision for people, and she said that a good person must be a good person.

"By the way, Youni, what kind of clothes do you think I should wear tomorrow?" You can't dress too shiveringly when you meet the leader of Vongola, right? "Also, where did you make an appointment to meet?"

"Well, you can wear whatever you want. As for the location, don't worry, it's just in an ordinary cafe." Youni knew that Chia Echizen didn't like to go to those high-end restaurants, so when he made an appointment with Tsunakichi Sawada, he just We made an appointment in a more ordinary place, so that Chia Echizen would not be restrained and uncomfortable.

"Huh, that's fine."

Echizen Chia couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief at Yuni's words. When she thought of seeing Sawada Tsunayoshi tomorrow, she couldn't help but feel excited again. It's been ten years. Has he grown taller?Still getting fat?Or, he is still the same, nothing has changed?One question after another floated in my mind, Chia Echizen was indeed very excited about the meeting with Tsunayoshi Sawada tomorrow.

50No.40 nine mesh

Sawada Tsunayoshi is sitting in the cafe, the interior environment is quiet and elegant, and the aroma of coffee floating around is mouth-watering.The slender and beautiful fingers have well-defined joints, and the index finger of the right hand taps the table every time. The brown eyes are inadvertently looking out of the window, and the golden light shines on the bustling crowd outside. Sad that they are all preparing for this new day.

The sky was transparent and clear, and the white clouds were swimming slowly in the sky at a speed invisible to the naked eye.No one would have thought that ten years later, he would be sitting in a corner of New York, drinking coffee with a strong aroma.Thinking back to the decisive battle in the future ten years ago, my heart is still a little thrilling, without the sacrifice of Chia Echizen