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There are so many, not one Echizen Chiya is missing, not to mention, I don't remember it anymore, so why do you bother yourself? "

Sawada Tsunayoshi lowered his head, his lips were trembling.

"I didn't mean to blame you for what happened just now. It's okay to be sad for a while. I forgot to make an appointment with you. I'm really sorry, but... I can't just fall in love with you again because of those memories, yes wrong?"

"You...remember?" Sawada Tsunayoshi let go of her hands and suddenly stared at Echizen Chia and asked.

"Hmm..." Nodding, Echizen Chia didn't intend to continue to hide.

"Even if you remember, you still decide to choose to forget the past?"

"Yes, the past is behind me, and the future is in front of me. I have to move forward to have a future." Echizen Chia couldn't bear to see Sawada Tsunayoshi's current appearance, but...some things must be clearly stated Just understand. "I'm sorry, I have to make a decision, and you also have to make a decision... You should rest well, you will continue training tomorrow, and... don't torture yourself, eat more to have the strength to deal with the enemy .” With that, she got out of bed and left the room.

Sawada Tsunayoshi sat on the edge of the bed blankly, staring at the direction Echizen Chia left with his big brown eyes.

Forget the past and look to the future?

Is it necessary to forget all the good memories of the past in order to keep up with the future?

Echizen Chia, you are not only a liar, but a cruel person.

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The next night, Echizen Chia went back to her room to take a shower as soon as she finished her training, and when she was about to lie down and sleep, Collom suddenly rushed to find her, and was caught by the other party to the third floor for unknown reasons. , Standing at the door of the room full of people, she frowned.

"What's going on?" Echizen Chia asked, but no one answered her.

The people blocking the door naturally made way for her, and when she walked into this room she had never set foot in before, what imprinted her eyes was a scene that made her angry. There was a person lying on the luxurious big bed. A young man with cold sweat and a pale face.

Sawada Tsunayoshi was sweating all over his body, his white lips were a little chapped, his eyes were empty and blank, and he kept calling the girl's name in his mouth, as if this was the only way he could relieve the pain from his body and mind.The aches all over his body and Chia Echizen's indifferent words to him last night made him in so much pain that he couldn't help himself. He wanted to wake up but couldn't struggle out of the swamp, so he had no choice but to let himself be confused and let nature take its course.

The physical pain had already made him numb, only the heart was different from other places.

The gentle Qianya in the memory, the bright smiling Qianya in the memory, the Qianya who had agreed with him in the memory, and the indifferent eyes of the dark green long-haired girl in reality overlapped, like rusty thorns, covering his whole body. They were all entangled, sharp thorns pierced into the skin, and thick blood dripped down. It was an endless and cruel punishment.

This is the despair that is more painful than being bitten by Hibari Kyouya, which almost makes him suffocate.

"Qianya...Echizen...uh..." The chaotic mind has long been unable to distinguish between reality and dreams, and the thin boy shrank into a ball with half-closed eyes.

Ten years later, Echizen Chia looked at the boy's eyes sadly and anxiously. She sat on the side of the bed and took care of him, patting his back gently, hoping to ease the pain of Sawada Tsunayoshi.

"Gang, I'm here, I'm fine." Over and over again, softly comforting, but it didn't have any effect.

After a while, Tsunayoshi Sawada shivered and curled himself up into a ball, his lips slightly opened and closed, as if he was saying something.Ten years later, Echizen Chia couldn't help but lowered her head and moved closer, the voice in her ear suddenly became clearer.

"Echizen, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...don't hate me..."

There was a slight look of surprise in her eyes. Ten years later, Echizen Chia raised her head and looked at Echizen Chia standing in the room. The girl looked indifferent, but the worry in her eyes was so real. What happened to her ten years ago?

Standing up from the bed, Echizen Chia ten years later left the place for Echizen Chia ten years ago.

The night fell, and the boundless night was like a bottomless abyss, burying all the warmth and light.Tonight, there was a faint light in this room. This was the first time that Echizen Chia saw the light at night after she came to this era. It seems that the current appearance of Sawada Tsunayoshi really scared everyone ten years later. .

When I walked in, I found that Hibari Kyoya was also here. The man who hates crowds the most is also worried about Sawada Tsunayoshi?No, maybe he just wanted to see if Tsunayoshi Sawada, who was a teenager, could survive today's level.

"What's going on?" Echizen Chia asked again.

"It became like this after training." Ten years later, Tsunayoshi Sawada answered her words.

Glancing at Tsunayoshi Sawada ten years later, Echizen Chia found that this man didn't care what he would become ten years ago. It is different to be a decisive boss with mafia blood in his bones. Ten years ago, he was innocent and cute, and ten years later he will inevitably become a fierce lion.

Coming to the bedside, Echizen Chia stared at Sawada Tsunayoshi's face, feeling inexplicably upset. The reason for the faint pain in the heart, you don't need to guess to know that this body is causing trouble. She hates this However, he had to start a protracted war with himself.But what kind of trouble is Sawada Tsunayoshi writing?She has a lot of things to do, and her head hurts like hell, but this guy has nothing to do to cause trouble for her?Even if the words like I bought a watch last year came to mind, it is difficult to express how helpless she is confessing in her heart at this moment.

Bending down and lowering her head to Sawada Tsunayoshi's lips, the clear whispers in her ears made the veins on her forehead pop.

Standing up, he grabbed the collar of Sawada Tsunayoshi's clothes. Under the surprised eyes of everyone, Echizen Chia stared fiercely at the half-awake and half-conscious boy, and said angrily: "If you want to be half-dead, go to a place where others can't see, and torture yourself Do you feel happy to make others unhappy? Tsunayoshi Sawada, don’t think that I will sympathize with you if you are like this..." At this point, Echizen Chia let go of her hand suddenly, letting the boy Fall back on the bed.

Seeing Echizen Chia like this, Echizen Chia ten years later came over and grabbed her by the shoulder, and asked, "What are you going to do?"

"What are you doing? Didn't you see? I'm trying to wake him up." Swinging away the hand on her shoulder, Echizen Chia bent down again and gave Sawada Tsunayoshi two slaps on the ears. The sound echoed in the room, and everyone was stunned.

After the slap, Tsunayoshi Sawada, who was half awake and half unconscious, also woke up immediately, and he looked at Echizen Chia with some astonishment.

"Look, isn't this method very good, people who don't wake up finally wake up."

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Opening his eyes, he saw Echizen Chia's indifferent face. Seeing the girl's joy, his mood fell to the bottom instantly, and his left and right cheeks felt a little tingling. He knew that he had been given two slaps by Echizen Chia.

"Echizen..." Sawada Tsunayoshi sat up from the bed, he looked at Echizen Chia and didn't know what to say.

"It seems that what I said last night was just like the wind on your ears. You didn't listen to a single word. How can I tell you so that you can understand?" Echizen Chia felt very uncomfortable talking to Sawada Tsunayoshi for the first time. Tired, the combined age of the last life and this life is nearly 40 years old, and he doesn't know what to do with the boy in front of him. "That car accident took away the former Echizen Chia, and the one who survived the car accident was another Echizen Chia. Now I am no longer the same me as before, do you understand?"

Taking a soft breath, Echizen Chia vowed to let Sawada Tsunayoshi understand the fact that she is no longer the same Echizen Chia tonight.Everyone else in the room was in a daze, only a few people had a gleam of light in their eyes. Ten years later, Sawada Tsunayoshi looked at Echizen Chia ten years later, and then at ten years ago. Chia Echizen inexplicably had a ridiculous thought in her heart.

"You obviously remember the past, why did you still say those things to me?" At first, Sawada Tsunayoshi didn't immediately respond to Echizen Chia's words, but after a while, he pulled his lips and smiled bitterly: " You have been emphasizing that you are not the Echizen Chia from before, but what evidence do you have to say that you are not? You remember what happened when we were young, you remember the agreement with me, you remember the period when you came to live in my house Days... You actually remember everything, why are you unwilling to admit it? Stubborn? I am very stubborn, but why are you not stubborn? "

Her stubbornness was all forced out by you, a persistent bastard! !

Echizen Chia couldn't help roaring in her heart.

"Those who look backward can only stay where they are, and those who look forward can open up the future. I will never let the past control my destiny. If you want to indulge in the past, I will not stop you, nor will I I will stop you, but please don't pull me in." Chia Echizen stared at Tsunayoshi Sawada and said through gritted teeth.

"...Without the past, there is no present and future." Sawada Tsunayoshi lowered his eyes and replied.

"Sometimes, one has to abandon the past in order to move toward the future." Echizen Chia withdrew her gaze, half-downcast her eyes, and looked at the palm of her hand that was spread out on her lap. "Sawada-kun, I am no longer the one who makes a promise with you, protects you,