The consequences of wearing a roommate's skirt by mistake

He turned to the refrigerator and took out a large box of grape juice concentrate and the remaining ice cubes.When Qin Qin was at home, he would use freshly squeezed fruit. He was too lazy to make it himself, so he only drank concentrated fruit juice with ice.

I almost slipped my hand while holding the cup. When I was a child, I was not so nervous when I visited home. Wen Song unscrewed the juice and just poured half a cup when Qin Qin said "no need".

The phrase "no need" ranks second only to "sorry" in the quotations he doesn't like to hear Qin Qin say.

Wen Song let out a cry, put down the juice box and supported it with both hands, staring at the small bar table by the kitchen, looking left and right without raising his head to look at Qin Tan, "How is Uncle Qin?"

Qin Tan acted as if he hadn't heard.Song Qingran looked around, and said bravely, "It has been checked, and there is no major problem."

"That's good."

He lowered his head, picking at the juice box absently, and the small drops of water attached were ice-cold.After a few more seconds, I said, "At that time, I only let go when I saw that the air cushion downstairs was fully charged. In fact, I can hold on for a while longer."

This time Song Qingran didn't quite understand, so she couldn't exchange greetings on her behalf, so she could only look at Qin Tan expecting him to say something soon.

His eyes kept falling on the person in the kitchen who refused to look up.The sleeve of that hand of Juice was rolled up to the elbow, and under the cover of medical gauze was the new abrasion of today.

In the long night that just passed, he watched Wen Song close his eyes tightly, relying on the hospital's oxygen supply to breathe hard.

Without him, none of these shitty things would have happened to Wen Song.

He suppressed the urge to hug with staring, and he didn't speak after watching for too long.Even Wen Song waited a little anxiously, and finally couldn't help raising his head to sneak a glance at him.His face was pale due to nervous premonition, the tip of his nose was darker, and he would only get red when he buried his face in the pillow and cried.

This glance broke Qin Qin's silence.Those selfish procrastinations and blind dependencies, all to this day, "nobody needs you to do that."

Wen Song said, "I just want to..."

"What are you thinking?" Qin Qin interrupted coldly, "I never told you to do that, did you intervene on purpose? Do you think I will take back the breakup just because I am grateful to you?"

"Always do whatever you want regardless of the consequences, only think about what you want to do, and others will always serve you and clean up the mess for you. Wen Song, will you never grow up?"

"..."

Song Qingran opened his mouth, stuck between the two in unspeakable misery, involuntarily witnessing this final quarrel - this may not be called a quarrel, but one person relied on his understanding of the other to unilaterally Prepared oppression.

He watched Wen Song's eyes flushed with grievance for a moment, and he didn't have the ability to speak harsh words at all. His voice trembled when he spoke, and he was too soft to be used for arguing, "Why are you... talking about me like that."

Wen Song was stunned by the scolding.

He thought he knew Qin Qin well, and had been thinking about how to comfort Qin Qin if he felt guilty and blamed himself.Qin Tan is not really angry when he gets angry, it's just because he loves him.

But Qin Tan was really angry.It doesn't appear to be guilty or remorseful, just right in front of your eyes, purely angering him and scolding him.

Like a bastard who treats other people's sincerity as trash.

Qin Qin once said jokingly that one day he would cry when he quarreled, and it turned out to be true.For the first time, Wen Song realized that he could not quarrel at all, and could not think of any counterattacks. His face turned red and he could only retort weakly, "I am not like that."

He also wanted to say something that didn't lose his momentum.But Qin Tan was so good in his heart, so good that he couldn't think of any shortcomings at all, and he didn't want to scold her at all.

She never thought that one day, Qin Tan would really be willing to scold him.

Wen Song realized the more terrifying truth, "Then you...do you really want to break up with me?"

"You only know now?"

Qin Qin crossed his arms and leaned against the wall of the sofa in a leisurely manner. His posture was relaxed and lazy, as calm as when facing the camera lens.It seems that it is not a big deal for him to say these words, "I have my own affairs to be busy, and I don't have time to serve the young master as a nanny."

But every time they meet, they can't wait to hug each other.Every parting has such a reluctant kiss.He always just felt that the time together was not enough, thinking that the two people felt the same—why would it be the opposite?

"I thought we were fine." Wen Song leaned against the cabinet top-heavy, looking hard to breathe, even his eyes were trembling slightly, "Why?"

"Why?" Qin Qin laughed mockingly, "I don't like the smell of perfume, and I only wear black, white and gray clothes. I never read comics, and my only hobby is playing some music. I can live well by myself, and I will Go wherever you want, never like to stay at home with nothing to do. Wen Song, can't you see the difference between us? Can't you see that we are not people from the same world at all?"

"It was you who forced the two of us to be together. You said we should be together, and you said you didn't care about being tortured by me. What's the matter now? Is it unbearable to say so little?"

Wen Song was trembling all over, and every time he heard a word, the blood on his face lost one point.

Since when did he think so?The sudden turn of the mind is like the missing foreshadowing in the novel, deliberately concealing the clues until the finale before revealing the cards.

Wen Song didn't understand whether it was because he was moody, or because he was too slow to realize that he had been humiliated until now.

So in his eyes, am I that bad?

When hugging and kissing, was he thinking how to get rid of me?

What was even more frightening was that he actually felt that Qin Qin hadn't said anything wrong, but just told the truth in a more ugly sentence.

It made him think about how to make up for it.

"We can be separated for a while...it will get better when we meet again, just like before. I will study the piano seriously, and I will go out by myself. From now on... from now on, I don't need to use perfume in front of you Yes! If you don't like it, I can change it."

He walked over eagerly, pulled Qin Tan's clothes, and said incoherently, "I will become better. I can become what you like, so that we don't have to break up. This way, it's okay, right? ?”

Qin Tan looked at him motionless, with his fingertips deeply embedded in his palm.The pampered young master was forced to say these condescending words, every word pierced his heart, "Wen Song, don't you have self-esteem?"

"You said yourself that you will never like me more than yourself, and always put yourself first. Don't you think it's ridiculous to say this now?"

He has always known how to make Wen Song happy, and what kind of words can hurt the person in front of him the most.

"You look exactly like your mother now."

Wen Song's face lost all color, as if hearing the most vicious curse, he pushed him violently.

There is a wall behind Qin Qin, standing there unharmed.However, he was knocked away by the solid reaction force, and he staggered back two steps. When he was about to fall, it was Song Qingran who supported him, and held his bruised arm in a panic. The pain from the skin to the brain made people suddenly wide awake.

Only at this time did he realize that Song Qingran had appeared on this occasion at an inappropriate time and saw the whole process, "Why are you here?"

Song Qingran said "ah" awkwardly, and was about to answer quickly, when Qin Tan said, "Tomorrow we will go back to Japan together."

He should have cooperated with Qin Qin and shouldn't show too surprised expression, but it doesn't matter anymore, Wen Song didn't have time to care about his reaction at all. step back.

"Back to Japan...you?"

He looked deeply at Qin Tan, as if he still wanted to find the warmth of affection in those dark gray eyes.But no, all gone.There was almost no reflection of him in those eyes.

Wen Song couldn't imagine what he looked like in their eyes at this moment, crazy and embarrassed, hanging on the edge of despair, unable to form an army, repeating like demented, "You...you?"

Not us, but you.

He couldn't understand how things had come to this, why he had been humiliated like this.But love makes people so humble, he still murmured as if unwilling to give up:

"Did you lie to me about what you said in the bar that night?"

He spoke very quietly, talking to himself almost inaudibly, preferring not to get an answer.But Qin Tan's voice was cold and clear, unimaginably cruel.

"That's just a lyric."

Wen Song grabbed the juice box and smashed it hard.

"...Hello!" Song Qingran was startled suddenly, and it was too late when she reached out to stop her.

This blow was aimed at Qin Tan's face. Any onlooker could tell that Qin Tan was the first to bear the brunt. Even subconscious self-protection could not avoid it.

But he watched Qin Tan pinning himself in place, with no intention of avoiding it.Wen Song was so excited that he smashed it crookedly, and the carton exploded on the wall a few centimeters away from him, spraying grape juice all over his head and face.

The purple-red liquid soaked the collar along his neck, and that pale and handsome face was dyed an unbelievably bright color, sick and beautiful.

Such a bright beauty sparked a strange hope in Wen Song, "Tell me... what color is my dress."

He expects to push all disastrous realities to force majeure.

He didn't want such a disaster.

Qin Qin suddenly laughed, shifted his gaze to Song Qingran, and then said the answer.

"It's pointless to test me like this."

Song Qingran knew that he was just using this to avoid Wen Song's eyes.From an angle that Wen Song couldn't see, his eyes were full of ridicule, disgust and sadness towards himself.

At that moment, Song Qingran trembled all over, and even felt that Wen Song was very pitiful.

He remembered that he had told Wen Song that Qin Tan would reject anyone who approached him.Only Wen Song is an exception.

His words were correct, but he still didn't expect that Qin Qin would push away even those who approached actively.

with no exceptions.

Wen Song's tears fell down like petals blown by the wind.The sound of collapsing and collapsing was overwhelming in my heart, but I cried without making any noise.Even though he was in an awkward position, Song Qingran felt that he looked too pitiful.How could anyone have the heart to hurt him.

Qin Tan is supposed to be the most unbearable person in the world, but he has already made up his mind before stepping in the door. It is bound to hurt him deeply here, and he dares not go any further.

Wen Song's voice lost its tremor, and all the temperature disappeared.

"I will never forgive you again."

Qin Tan was finally willing to approach him and walked to him step by step.

They used to sleep together in the same bed and had the closest relationship in the world.However, he had already begun to feel that the person in front of him was scary. He touched the delivery knife on the table and stuck it out stiffly, refusing to get any closer.

Until Qin Qin's chest touched the tip of the knife in his hand.He didn't retract his arm, and watched Qin Qin move an inch further.

Like a hug that never arrives.

A cloud of rich crimson soaked the shirt and quickly spread across the chest.He heard with his own ears that Qin Tan's voice poured out his love in a low voice, creating a crueler nightmare than when he was a child, and throwing it on him.

These may be the most sincere words today, and they are perfect for ending.Qin Tan said, "Don't forgive me."

Kill me.

**

Before returning to the hospital, Qin Qin went home and changed into clean clothes.

The red-stained shirt was taken off and thrown into the trash can. Song Qingran looked at his back with mixed feelings, "Are... are you okay?"

From his point of view, Qin Qin pretended to be calm when he spoke harshly, like a bad actor, full of flaws everywhere.Only those who are in the center of the whirlpool will lose their judgment and believe in him.

It is hard to imagine that Wen Song will become his ex-boyfriend who "has only been together for a few months" from now on.

Maybe there will be a second and a third in the future.Song Qingran thought, he would naturally stand on Qin Qin's side, even if he had to team up to weave lies to deal with outsiders, there was nothing he could do.He is with Qin Qin.

What happened to Wen Song was almost a warning to him.It's really dangerous to take that step. Lovers go on and on, as long as it's over, it's over.Only friendship is truly special and lasting, and it will not be broken easily.It is suitable for his relationship with Qin Qin.

Qin Qin put on a loose sweater and pressed the band-aid on his chest that was still oozing blood. He didn't feel much pain, so he announced calmly, "I seem to be dead."

"..."

Song Qingran couldn't help asking: "Actually, I think, why don't you just tell him the truth? Well, isn't it good to break up peacefully? You don't have to make it so miserable, right?"

"The truth?" Qin Tan smiled expressionlessly, "What do you want me to tell him? What kind of truth would make him give up on me?"

That's Wen Song.

"Unless I'm a villain," he said, "I am now."

Song Qingran forced a smile, "I thought you broke up because you really lost interest in him. Forget it, then... are you really going back to Japan with me tomorrow?"

Qin Qin said, "I have a shoot in Osaka next week."

Song Qingran thought, she knew it would be like this.

But every time I went back and forth between China and school in the past two years, I was alone.I don't know what made him greedy at this time, so he didn't stop there, "Then you can go there with me first. It's only a few days...it's next week."

Qin Qin turned around and looked at him.

After he finished speaking, he actually felt a little regretful, and planned to change the subject quickly.But when he met Qin Tan's eyes, he was shocked and forgot what to say for a moment.

It's like a premonition that the plot that I have witnessed is about to happen to me.

During the gap when he was dazed, Qin Qin said lightly, "Why do you want me to go with you? Just because you like me."

"Hey... don't use this trick on me to deal with your ex-boyfriend."

Song Qingran froze for a moment, taking it as a tentative joke, confident that there was still room for change, and tried to smile and said, "Just now I also participated in the performance, okay. How can you turn your face and deny people?"

Qin Tan turned a deaf ear and continued, "From freshman or sophomore?"

"..."

"From the day when you were lying in the back alley of the school and someone poured instant noodles all over you? After I picked you up, the way you looked at me changed."

"..."

Song Qingran pursed his lips hard, visibly losing his composure.

Easily hit the most hidden weak spots.Wen Song experienced just now, is this also the feeling of heartbreak?

"you know?"

The uncovered thoughts could no longer be hidden, he could hardly control his tone, and said in disbelief, "You always knew? But you never said it..."

"Because I don't think that way about you."

Qin Qin interrupted him, and said in a mocking tone, "Of course I know. I know why you hesitate to tell me. Isn't it because I am like this now? If you cross the line, you will never come back. Do you dare?" ? You are much smarter than Wen Song."

"..."

Song Qingran felt dizzy for a while.He looked at this self-righteous secret love like a joke, and then ruthlessly poked it open.

Finally, he could understand why Wen Song pointed the knife point at him.

He is horrible and hateful.

Hate his ability to read people's hearts.He can easily see through people, as long as he wants to, he can poke at the most fatal weakness with a single sentence.

Hate him tearing that thread up with his own hands.The weight of "Song Qingran" is so insignificant.

Wanting to hurt Wen Song, he didn't know how many times he had to tear himself apart in his heart before rehearsing the most decisive script.But as for hurting a Song Qingran, he only needs a flash point to act on the spot, right?

Lovers who have been in love for a few months can do it.Is the friendship of several years worthless in his eyes?

He's still pathetic.

For a moment, Song Qingran felt that maybe he really didn't want to live anymore.Or maybe he is still the Qin Tan that no one needs, and wants to destroy all the Qin Tan in everyone's heart.

In this way, incomprehensible and suffocating, "Are you crazy? What's the use of alienating yourself?"

Qin Qin nodded.

"I deserve it."