There is a period in the dream

Thanks for waiting!

I will love you forever

This sentence surpassed Meng Heyu's comprehension ability, but he knew the weight in it, and he was stunned, not knowing how to react.

Zhong Chengming just looked at him, looking at him like he was the only one left in the world.

After an unknown amount of time, Meng Heyu's lips parted slightly, and they murmured softly, "How can I be so powerful..."

Zhong Chengming smiled and said, "Of course you are so powerful."

After a pause, he spoke again with another bombshell: "Xiao Meng, to be honest, I should have anti-social personality."

Knowing this psychological term, Meng Heyu immediately froze again in his bones.

"But it's relatively minor." Zhong Chengming immediately added.Anti-social personality has always given the general public a negative impression, and he didn't want to scare Meng Heyu.

"I'm not a typical patient, and my consultant has never made a diagnosis in this direction, but I know that I do have several important characteristics of ASPD, one of which is that I have no moral code." Zhong Chengming explained to Meng Heyu slowly.

"I'm still quite self-righteous. It might sound like boasting, but my ability is really high, so I'm very confident, and that's one of the characteristics of ASPD."

Before Meng Heyu disliked Zhong Chengming's arrogance and assertiveness, he had to use his own method to understand things that could be explained clearly.

Now listening to Zhong Chengming's self-analysis, Meng Heyu suddenly understood the reason behind it.

"I used to be self-righteous and thought that I just understood the world differently from others." Zhong Chengming continued his plain narrative, "However, for groups, 'different' is actually destructive, especially for me. The rules are different from others.”

Zhong Chengming asked Meng Heyu if he had read Camus's "The Stranger".Meng Heyu shook his head, then nodded again.He has a goldfish brain, even if he reads it, he will soon forget it

Zhong Chengming briefed Meng Heyu the outline of the story, saying that the main character in the story didn't even know when his mother died.

Then he said, "I'm just like him."

Meng Heyu had heard too many shocking things from Zhong Chengming tonight, but this sentence still stunned him: "You don't even know when your mother passed away?"

"I remember the days because I have a good memory. When I say I am the same as him, I mean our attitude. When my mother passed away, I didn't shed a single tear. I just remember that the sun was very bright and I was very sleepy."

"I hope the funeral is over soon."

Zhong Chengming's family can be said to be flourishing, the huge base dilutes everything, and the relationship between people is so sparse that it seems that only interests are still linked to each other.

After Zhong Chengming's mother gave birth to Zhong Chengming, she got a serious illness. The condition was good and bad, and the overall development trend was still bad, so she seldom took care of Zhong Chengming.

Later, when I learned that Zhong Chengming had killed the cat at home, I faintly sensed the demonic nature in him, so I couldn't help but associate my health problems with it, thinking that the real cause of her serious illness was Zhong Chengming.

"Since I was a child, I have never felt the deep connection between people. I don't care much about who dies."

Zhong Chengming's expression didn't change at all when he was narrating. Meng Heyu looked at him and felt that he was a real iceberg standing in an extremely cold place in the world. As time went by, he would only become colder and harder.

Zhong Chengming like this was somewhat terrifying, but Meng Heyu felt distressed when he looked at him.

When he reacted, his hand had already reached into the air, as if he wanted to touch Zhong Chengming.

Meng Heyu realized what he was doing, panicked immediately, and wanted to withdraw his hand, but Zhong Chengming quickly grabbed the bones of his hand and wrapped them into his palms.

Zhong Chengming kissed Meng Heyu's fingertips and called Xiao Meng in a low voice.

"When I saw you lying on the bed so sickly, I finally understood why people are afraid of parting life and death."

After laying the groundwork for a long time, the real narrative has just begun.

"Xiao Meng, I don't like to stare at people, but I can look at you without burden, so I always thought that you are a character I imagined. You are so different, Xiao Meng, I always thought that, You shouldn't exist in this world."

"You connect with all my emotions, you make me feel what a human being should feel: happiness, loss, anger, and more."

"You blame me for being too controlling, yes, I admit it, because you are the only connection I have with this world, I can only hold you tightly in my hand."

So many years of psychological counseling were all useless. From the very beginning, Zhong Chengming knew himself better than anyone else.

Even his feelings for Meng Heyu are like a mirror in his heart, knowing that he has been trapped in this all his life and cannot get out.

"Xiao Meng." Zhong Chengming bent down, so Meng Heyu's breath was full of Zhong Chengming's pleasant smell.

"My feelings for you can't be summed up in two words. Although my tone is very calm now, I know that this kind of feeling is somewhat crazy to you, isn't it?"

Meng Heyu stared blankly at Zhong Chengming and said, "I don't know..."

He doesn't know, doesn't know anything.He shouldn't touch Zhong Chengming again, so why did he still reach out to him.

"It's okay, think slowly, you have a lot of time."

Zhong Chengming stood up, he had said enough tonight, almost beyond the sum of the past year.All the concerns have been explained down to the smallest details, Zhong Chengming has nothing to say.

Only the last sentence remains: "Xiao Meng, you can come back whenever you want, I will always be here."

After saying this, he slowly bent down again.Seeing his face getting closer, Meng Heyu subconsciously closed his eyes.

Then a warm kiss landed on Meng Heyu's left eyelid.

He heard Zhong Chengming whisper in his ear: "It's okay if you don't come back, I will always love you until the life you gave me comes to an end."