There is a period in the dream

Meng Heyu closed his eyes uncomfortably, and a tear rolled down from the corner of his eye. The heat melted into the cold air and became the temperature of deep winter.

Zhong Chengming put all his weight on Meng Heyu's body, not allowing Meng Heyu to escape from the almost suffocating deep kiss.

He and Zhong Chengming had kissed countless times in their dreams, so Meng Heyu confirmed that this was indeed his lover's kiss.

There is no room for self-deception.

Meng Heyu gradually lost his strength, letting Zhong Chengming manipulate him like a dying person.

In the end, no one was victorious in this fierce battle.

It took a long time before Zhong Chengming let go of Meng Heyu and buried his head in his neck.

Meng Heyu heard him call: "Xiao Meng."

He said: "Don't say such things, Xiaomeng...you don't know how much I like you, love you, I just want to take good care of you for the rest of my life..."

The tone is depressing and affectionate.

Meng Heyu's longing lover, the first time he told him that he likes and loves him in reality, was actually in a pleading tone.

Meng Heyu collapsed on the bed, his fingers curled up feebly.

The multi-level chandelier on the ceiling was so dazzlingly bright that Meng Heyu could see two blood-red marks in his eyelids with his eyes closed.

Zhong Chengming was on top of him, and Meng Heyu could smell the familiar and pleasant male scent.

Meng Heyu fantasizes about countless scenes of recognition, meeting by chance on the street, or following a picture to find him at last.Meng Heyu thought they would first make an appointment at Ringo, or other dessert shops.

Meng Heyu wanted to treat him to a sweet meal, and they walked out of the store holding hands in the sun, and then exchanged a sweet kiss on the corner of the street where no one was around.

I have imagined many kinds of recognition scenes, but none of them are so unbearable.

To be honest, Zhong Chengming didn't commit any serious crimes, nor was he a serious crime of adultery, or even a misunderstanding in the final analysis.

But for Meng Heyu, who was in it, the period of being despised and misunderstood caused him to suffer. He really couldn't accept the huge gap between the image in the dream and the dream.

When he said that Zhong Chengming killed his lover, he didn't just talk about it, he believed it from the bottom of his heart.

So he treated Zhong Chengming's words with ruthlessness: "But I don't want to like you anymore."

"Shouldn't it be fun to be in love? But you make me so uncomfortable, so I don't want to like you anymore."

Meng Heyu's words are very simple and plain, leaving no room for hidden meaning.But Zhong Chengming couldn't understand, every word clearly entered his hearing, but Zhong Chengming just didn't understand.

And Meng Heyu continued on, expressing his thoughts clearly: "Zhong Chengming, I don't want you to take care of me forever, I can take care of myself. Let's just treat everything as a dream, and when we wake up, there will be nothing left .I will move out tomorrow, please don't pester me anymore. Zhong Chengming—”

"let's break up."

The words finally slowly connect into meaning.

One sentence is the final verdict, and there is no room for reversal.

Zhong Chengming suddenly took a big breath, he put his hands up suddenly, faced Meng Heyu's face, and asked loudly: "What did you say?!"

Seeing Zhong Chengming's chest sinking and rising, Meng Heyu's expression changed.

Does everyone have a sentence that they can't hear, once they hear it, it's like being turned on and become another person.

Meng Heyu was a little scared, he turned his face away, avoiding Zhong Chengming's eyes, and refused to answer.

Zhong Chengming's breathing was heavy, one in and one out, one in and one out, and finally he calmed down slowly.

Perhaps the most different thing between him and Liang Chenghong is that he can always restrain himself at the most critical time.

"Xiao Meng," Zhong Chengming said in a forbearance, "I don't agree with your reason for breaking up. I did do many things wrong in the past, but you can't deny our future because of this. I won't make you feel bad anymore, you want Happy, right? I'll make you happy."

"I'll take you to eat whatever you want, and play wherever you want. Don't you like snow? I will snow for you every day—Xiao Meng, I will treat you well. I don't want to live in That's it, okay, then move to my house, I don't need you to work, I don't need you to work hard, I can support you for the rest of my life."

Meng Heyu looked into Zhong Chengming's eyes again, deep and devoted, as if in this world, he could only see himself.

Not indifferent.

Every time I look at Zhong Chengming, the dead ashes in my chest will be revived.

But after these words, Meng Heyu realized more deeply that he and Zhong Chengming must be separated.

Zhong Chengming has a strong desire to control, while Meng Heyu doesn't like to be manipulated.

Meng Heyu is only docile in small matters, but he has always been steadfast in matters of principle, and he is still stubborn in his bones.

"Zhong Chengming," Meng Heyu asked a question completely irrelevant to this situation, "Why did I break up with my father, do you know?"

Zhong Chengming didn't understand why Meng Heyu suddenly mentioned this: "Xiao Meng, we are talking about breaking up."

"Do you know?" Meng Heyu asked again, stubbornly.

So Zhong Chengming sighed: "Because your father is a devout believer, and homosexuality is not tolerated in his eyes."

"This is because of my father," Meng Heyu said. "The breakup of the relationship must be two-way. What about my reason?"

"what?"

"Have you ever thought that I can pretend for the rest of my life, hide my sexual orientation, and do business with my elder brother obediently," Meng Heyu stared at Zhong Chengming intently, "It's not difficult, it's just a show, doing it while doing it I just got used to it—I can actually be a good son in the eyes of my parents forever.”

"But I didn't." Meng Heyu said.

Zhong Chengming looked at Meng Heyu with an increasingly complicated expression.

Meng Heyu smiled suddenly, and then touched Zhong Chengming's fibrous roots with his hands. They were short and thick, and had the same touch as in the dream, and they were very prickly.

"Aren't you tired like this?" he said, "Let's sit down and talk."

Meng Heyu figured it out, Zhong Chengming always made things very complicated, and even made Meng Heyu complicated, so there was such a misunderstanding.

He and Zhong Chengming are going to spread everything out today, and then the two of them can make a clean break without dragging their feet.

After all, if Meng Heyu stays in this chaos for another second, Meng Heyu will suffer for another second.

They sat side by side by the bed, facing the sea outside the balcony.The sea in the middle of the night is three points ferocious and seven points unpredictable.

"Zhong Chengming, do you remember why we quarreled last time?"

That was the first time they had quarreled since they fell in love. In the end, because of many unexpected accidents, there was no conclusion and nothing happened.

Zhong Chengming replied: "Because of the snacks."

"It's not just snacks," Meng Heyu shook his head, "Zhong Chengming, I don't like being manipulated."

"This is my life, and I don't want to live according to other people's wishes. Whether it's Dad or you, if I have to suppress myself to maintain a good relationship, then I'd rather not like you."

"This room belongs to a rich friend of mine. She also told you the same thing, saying that she would support me for the rest of her life—are you misunderstood again?"

Meng Heyu turned his head and found the sourness on Zhong Chengming's face.

"She's a girl, and she's a Les, Grandpa T. Grandpa T, you don't know, she's the kind of girl who dresses very masculinely."

Suddenly everything became clear, the true identity of the rich young master in sportswear.

Zhong Chengming hesitated and said: "I met your friend, she called you little lover, I thought..."

"It's just lip service. She and I are just good friends. It's absolutely impossible."

Meng Heyu seemed relieved when he heard Zhong Chengming: "That's good, Xiaomeng, in fact, I rejected you before, not because I disliked you, but because I mistakenly thought that you already had..."

Meng Heyu thought it was funny, and really laughed out loud.The tears on his face were still wet, and this smile was like a tragicomedy.

"Actually, as long as you are willing to ask me, I will tell you, but you take everything in your heart. You think Meng Heyu is complicated, but in fact you don't understand him at all. Zhong Chengming, you have always been the one who is complicated."

Zhong Chengming remained silent.

He always thought that Meng Heyu was his fantasy, so the Meng Heyu in his eyes was the Meng Heyu he understood from his own wishful thinking.

His mind is not simple, and of course Meng Heyu is also complicated.

"My friend said he would take care of me," Meng Heyu continued the unfinished topic, "I understand that she is not short of this little money, and she can indeed do what she says. But I still go to work, working from dawn to dusk, two part-time jobs, because I I don't like being manipulated by others, but Zhong Chengming, you have a strong desire to control."

"You will always treat me as a child, because children are the best to control. The happiness you give me is eating and drinking, and not having to work. You don't understand me at all."

After Meng Heyu finished talking, he stood up and walked into the living room.

When he came back again, he had an extra mobile phone in his hand. Zhong Chengming watched his fingers touch the screen, and suddenly felt ominous in his heart.

He called Xiao Meng to come forward and found that Meng Heyu was indeed deleting his WeChat.

Having reached the last step, Meng Heyu pressed confirm.

"Zhong Chengming, do you accept all the reasons for breaking up I just gave you?" Meng Heyu raised his head to look at him with soft eyes, as if he had turned back to that good-natured neighbor again.

But what he said was so ruthless: "If you don't accept it, I have nothing to do. I really don't want to be with you anymore, please let me go."

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Xiaomeng remembered to delete Lianggou’s WeChat account too!Cute love, no one loves~

(Because I have already started school and found a job, I don’t have enough time, I will work hard to finish it every day, but if I can’t do it, please don’t hit me┭┮﹏┭┮