There is a period in the dream

Zhong Chengming still remembered that scene until he came out of the library.

Meng Heyu just lay motionless on the table, as if dead.Zhong Chengming stood not far away, wanting to see when he would sit up again.

When Meng Heyu really sat up again, looking for the focal length with slack eyes, Zhong Chengming avoided it in a hurry.

He saw Meng Heyu eat the cake in a few mouthfuls, stood up, and left the coffee shop.

From the beginning to the end, he looked weak, as if all the strength in his body had been drawn out, leaving only a skeleton, which could hardly support his steps wearily.

Meng Heyu's sadness has no reason, and Zhong Chengming can't understand why he is so sad.

It is difficult for Zhong Chengming to empathize with others.

When I was a child, the cat that my family had raised for many years died, and my brothers and sisters were all mourning. He stood behind them and said that it is better to die.

That seems to be the origin of everything. Since then, the eyes of the family members have changed when they looked at him, and behind their backs they are talking about the eccentricity and indifference in his nature, and who he inherited it from.

He didn't shed tears at his mother's funeral. Among the crying children, he was like a cold robot, a bloodless monster.

In psychotherapy, he had been diagnosed with apathy, but for some reason, deep down in his heart, he kept denying the diagnosis.

He really can't understand the sadness of others, but he can feel it.

Especially for Meng Heyu, he could still smell the strong aura of sadness emanating from him at a distance of tens of meters.

For a moment, he even wanted to go up to him and ask him what was going on, why he was lying on the table in the coffee shop by himself, with a face that looked like he was about to cry.

In the end, it was his rationality that came out in time to stop him: he no longer has the status to ask about Meng Heyu's temperature, after all, they are no longer even ordinary neighbors.

Ordinary neighbors would nod and say hello to each other when they met each other, but when he and Meng Heyu met face to face, they would pretend that they hadn't seen each other.

Now not only is he unilaterally refusing to communicate with Meng Heyu, Meng Heyu obviously doesn't want to have any communication with him anymore.

That's right, with his attitude so obvious, Meng Heyu knew that there was nothing he could take advantage of, so naturally he would not continue to stick to others with hot faces.

Not really a fool.

Zhong Chengming took the materials from the library and went back to the office to read them.

He is smart and can use two things at once. While looking at the gene sequence, he can continue to think about Meng and Yu.

Kolomensk is a scenic spot in Moscow. Zhong Chengming looked through Meng Heyu's circle of friends and found out that he is a Chinese-Russian mixed race.

Therefore, it is very likely that Meng Heyu has been to Kolomensk before, so he associates the red leaves of Haida Feiran Lake with it.

That sadness and deep powerlessness.

Are you homesick...but can't go back...

Russia is not friendly to LGBTQ groups because of demographics and religious background.

Although Meng Heyu is not a pure Russian, he has a Russian father after all.

Is it because he came out of the closet at home, so he became homesick, but he couldn't go back.

This kind of divergence is too unbelievable, purely fabricated and groundless, Zhong Chengming only speculated shallowly, and didn't think about it further.

In any case, it was his own choice that Meng Heyu would go into exile. Could it be that someone put a knife on his neck and forced him, a good citizen, to become a prostitute.

Since it was his own choice, all his sorrows and sorrows are the bitter fruit he must eat.

A comfortable life is not easy to come by. He Zhong Chengming was born in a wealthy family, but in the end he still relied on his own strength to accumulate stable assets by doing research with experiments from nine to five.

Since Meng Heyu chose a shortcut, he had to bear the corresponding price.

Zhong Chengming closed his eyes, sighed lightly, and stopped thinking about Meng Heyu.

Meng Heyu was deeply homesick and had no intention of continuing to play. He sent a WeChat message to Cao Zixin and left Haida.

At work, Du Shanshan frantically swipes Weibo whenever she finds a gap.She knows that Meng Heyu is not interested in talent shows, and she doesn't usually gossip about variety shows with him, but tonight is the night of forming a group, and the heat in her cells can't be lowered. When she sees Meng Heyu coming, she will hold him excitedly Ask who to pick.

Meng Heyu glanced at the posters of all the members in Du Shanshan's mobile phone, and said that he didn't know any of them.

Lies, outright lies.

He saw Liang Chenghong at a glance, the person who had been with him day and night for almost the whole time in college, even if he had no contact with him for half a year, Meng Heyu could still recognize him when he turned gray.

Liang Chenghong occupies the most eye-catching middle position in the poster. Meng Heyu remembered that Bai Lin said that Liang Chenghong's road is like a bamboo, and he will definitely make his debut at the C position.

For a moment he didn't know what to think.

Should I be like Bai Lin, cursing Liang Chenghong with resentment for being exposed as a hypocrite and falling into the quagmire since then;

...What are you thinking about, anyway, he and Liang Chenghong will no longer have contact.

Du Shanshan's noisy sweet voice continued to ring in her ears.Meng Heyu lost his mind in the first half of the sentence, and came back just in time to listen to the second half of her sentence: "When is Xiao Meng going to participate in the draft? I will definitely lose everything to pick you!"

Meng Heyu was silent for two seconds, then shook his head with a smile and said, "I'm not interested in the stage."

What kind of status is he now?

Meng Heyu figured it out, only breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper are real, and only the present moment can be grasped.Do not touch any magnificent music dream, it is unrealistic, hot and chilling.

What's more, in this circle, there will be another person named Liang Chenghong in the future.

He didn't want to be in contact with Liang Chenghong anymore, and he didn't even want to hear his gossip, but reality didn't allow it.

The group night was really eye-catching, and Instinct also joined in the fun, pulling up the projection screen to live broadcast the whole process.

There were only a few people twisting their bodies on the dance floor. Standing behind the bar, Meng Heyu could easily look across the dance floor and see Liang Chenghong's face on the big screen.

He was very energetic in makeup and did not look haggard, but Meng Heyu could still see that he had lost weight at a glance.

Liang Chenghong in college had some weight, because living with Meng Heyu, eating must be the most important thing in life.

And the ultimate essence of the most important thing in life can be summed up in just nine words: eat more and eat well.

Now Liang Chenghong has lost weight, and the excess flesh on his face has fallen off completely.In the past, his face was like a mask that was only filled in, but now it has finally been carefully outlined, and the facial features are outlined. Objectively speaking, he is indeed handsome.

It's just not in Meng Heyu's aesthetics.Looking left and right, he felt that Liang Chenghong was weird.

Beside Du Shanshan was screaming for him, and when the camera cut to her and she calmed down, Meng Heyu asked her what she liked about Liang Chenghong.

"He's so handsome!" Du Shanshan excitedly told Meng Heyu Anli idol, "I'm a pretty girl, but I heard that he is also very mature in his life!"

Meng Heyu lowered his head and didn't respond. He seemed to know what was wrong with Liang Chenghong.

He is deliberately pretending to be mature.

The makeup is the same, and the personality is also the same. They all try to be infinitely close to the traditional male image: mature, responsible, and responsible.

But Meng Heyu, who had known him for three full years, knew that Liang Chenghong was usually reliable, and he would be on the chain at critical moments.

Liang Chenghong disappeared the day after his uncle broke the news that they were about to kiss.

Meng Heyu rummaged around in disbelief, but Liang Chenghong packed everything up and took it away.There was no trace of him in the whole apartment, as if he had never lived here.

Absolutely defected.

How mature is Liang Chenghong?

He is far from mature, and what can see through a person better than three years of intimacy.Meng Heyu actually knew Liang Chenghong's character very early on, what's more, he might have been aware of Liang Chenghong's secret love.

It's not that Meng Heyu doesn't know what Liang Chenghong wants, he knows it, but he doesn't like it at all.

If love is to fill in the gaps, he will never like Liang Chenghong.

In the dim light of the bar, Meng Heyu slowly raised his head and looked at the projection screen again.

It seemed that he was staring at Liang Chenghong who was answering the host's question, but in fact his eyes had already penetrated him, looking further into the illusory, and looking at the person in the dream.

Then why do I like the person in my dream?

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Um... If you have extra starfish, can you give them to me...? (bow)