静物

"I'm going to draw a male model today, Tang Tang is very happy..."

While sharpening the charcoal brush in her hand with a utility knife, Li Shiqing sang a song she composed to the tune of "Little Donkey".

Tang Xiangying endured it very hard, using toilet paper to pinch the charcoal pencils one by one and put them on the flat drawing board, frowning and focusing on her movements, trying not to scold Li Shiqing out loud.

Wu Tong used an eraser to wipe off the gray stains on the sketch paper that had been stained with charcoal powder, and her gaze wandered worriedly around the two bodies. She knew that Tang Xiangying would explode in a short time, and she was always looking for something to talk about, so as to distract the two of them. Concentration, but I can't think of half a sentence after racking my brains.

Every time when Wu Tong was supposed to speak, his words shrank to a corner.

"The shortlist for the department exhibition will come out tomorrow." Finally, Tang Xiangying spoke by herself, her tone like a bow stretched to the extreme.

Li Shiqing paused, put down the charcoal pen he had just sharpened, and tapped the blade of the utility knife with his fingertips, "It's tomorrow..."

After the painting was handed over, the mood can be said to be complicated and indescribable.Suddenly relaxed after tense, but still can not erase the slight anxiety, the painting is like a child, of course, in terms of the degree of effort, the value of an illegitimate child is not the same as that of a child born with dystocia, but there is no such thing, Their fate can never be fully assured.

If you can be appreciated, it is a matter of course to be happy; if you are cast aside, how can you not feel lost?

Wu Tong lowered her head nervously. When she thought of Xizhan, her heart beat wildly with worry. She really hoped that Bo Sen would not be disappointed.

She was really, really looking forward to and worried about the results of the department development.

"Hey, the department exhibition will open next week, right? Next Saturday afternoon?" Li Shiqing asked casually, but it's not hard to see that she was also a little bit exaggerated by the tense atmosphere of the announcement of the results.

"Yes, next week."

Tang Xiangying replied, pushing the sketch paper to Wu Tong's eyes as if thinking of something.Wu Tong lowered his head and saw Tang Xiangying lightly wrote a few barely visible characters on it with a soft charcoal pen.

Dazed for a moment, Wu Tong raised his head and nodded to Tang Xiangying, seeing the latter smiling warmly at him.

"You're going to invite her to the opening, right? Last time I was too hasty, I was a little rude, mind introducing me again so I can get to know her?"

Wu Tong stretched out his hand to erase the line of characters, and the tiny charcoal lines were powdered into pieces.

The world is vast.

Wu Tong didn't know how much displeasure and sadness Tang Xiangying had exchanged for these words, but she guessed that Tang Xiangying probably had an excuse in her heart, and she was still convincing herself, all of this was out of politeness.But she knew that Tang Xiangying had already decided to let go, so when she expressed her kindness, Wu Tong felt heartwarming—this was Tang Xiangying's clumsy way of expressing her support.

It's just that Wu Tong panicked for no reason, because the world of the two of them seemed to be about to open the floodgate to contact with the outside world. Could there be a swirling air current that would invade and change and destroy everything?

Wu Tong knew that she was worrying too much, but she was so closed and timid.

When she regarded Boyson as one of her goals in life, she only thought of the world of two people, but now she realizes that her thoughts are seriously indiscriminate.

Wu Tong has never dared to embrace this world. Will she be braver when Bo Sen is by her side?

Bo Sen put Wu Tong's curry rice into his mouth, with a smile still on his face. Even though he saw Wu Tong frowning while eating, the smile on her face was only getting brighter and brighter.

"Tong, are you being too strict with yourself? Although it's a bit strange to use white radish and sweet potato instead of carrot and potato, but it's still not unpalatable!"

Wu Tong shook her head, she believed that Bo Sen deliberately downplayed the situation, the chicken breast was a bit old, the rice was a bit mushy, and overall this dinner could only barely be eaten.I don't know if Bo Sen really has very low requirements for food, or he is afraid of hurting his self-esteem, maybe... the latter is quite high.

"Oh, Tong, to be honest, there must be some shortcomings, but I really think it's pretty good!" Bo Sen wiped the corners of his mouth with a tissue, looked up and smiled at Wu Tong, "I can tell your intentions, For this alone, no high-end cuisine can compare.”

This is a very rational love story, but Wu Tong inexplicably likes the tone of Bo Sen's words.

"That's good." Wu Tong replied lightly, seeing Bo Sen nodding with a smile, she knew that she understood that she was not as light-hearted as she appeared on the surface.

"I'm thinking, Tong, after you finish this week and finish our bet..." Bo Sen said to Wu Tong while putting away the plates on the table, "I think you should go back to the dormitory."

Wu Tong froze for a while, and asked reluctantly, "What?"

Want to drive her away?

"Don't get me wrong, Tong." Bo Sen clarified earnestly, "If possible, I would like to spend every minute with you, which is true. But you are only a freshman now..."

Wu Tong nodded lightly, the advantage of her expressionless face was that she didn't need to hide her loss at this moment, but she still took the dirty plate from Bo Sen's hand, turned her back to him and walked into the small kitchen to clean it.

"You are a freshman, this is a very important time, you need friends..."

Wu Tong turned on the faucet, trying to drown out Bo Sen's words, even though those words were so reasonable that there was no way to escape them.

Why is the world not only as big as the Bosen family? Why does Wu Tong always have to face other people and so many things?Without Bo Sen's warm tolerance, there is a jungle full of thorns outside. Even though he walked all the way safely, now that he has more protection, Wu Tong is daunted.

"Tong, if possible, I also hope that it will be just you and me. We are on a deserted island. We don't need to worry about anything, just live our own lives." Bo Sen reached out from behind Wu Tong to turn off the faucet, and took Wu Tong's hand Put the plate on the table into the sink, and forcefully turned Wu Tong's body, asking her to face herself, "But Tong, the reality is not like this."

It is because the reality is not like this that we need to escape.

"A person is not a closed tower. You can't stay out of contact with others all the time. Even if you have a best friend, it doesn't mean you don't have to maintain other things in your daily life. Accommodation will make you very close to the activities of the department and participate in them. It is necessary to know more people and let more people understand you.”

Bo Sen always explained gently, and didn't mind Wu Tong's constant avoidance of his sight.

Wu Tong knew all of this, she knew it very well, and when she almost lost Tang Xiangying, she realized how important friendship was.

Bo Sen needs a crowd, while Wu Tong is just the opposite.

The world is vast, but Wu Tong's heart is very small.

This is a problem she is unwilling to face all her life. After all, no one has ever forced her to face it, so she herself is not very active.

"Tong, it's for me, okay?" Bo Sen wrapped his arms around Wu Tong's neck, staring firmly at her drooping eyelids until Wu Tong raised his head to meet his gaze.

These words were like a bell ringing in Wu Tong's head.

for her?For whom?It was Wu Tong himself who was hesitant to move forward. Why did he ask Bo Sen to do what he should have done a long time ago?

Looking at Bo Sen's gentle face, Wu Tong felt his eyes heat up, and suddenly he didn't know what to do with his life.

"me…"

Wu Tong was so flustered, like a child about to go to kindergarten for the first time, terrified and overwhelmed.

"You can do it," Person said softly, knowing how hard it was for her to walk, "I'll stay with you, okay?"

Wu Tong nodded, and Bo Sen's promise was like hot soup in a cold night, giving her warm hope and strong courage.

"I'm with you, I'll always be with you."

Wu Tong nodded again, this time firmly.

"it is good."

Wu Tong will enter the crowd and open her heart to let the world touch her.At that moment, she felt motivated to push forward even though she was on thin ice.

Because of Bo Sen's promise to accompany him, even if he swallowed fire in hell, Wu Tong would be content with it.