about i love you

I didn't take his words to heart, and it hurt me too, he just didn't understand, I guess he didn't understand what I was thinking, and that made it harder for me.

I skipped two classes and went to the station to see him off. His eyes had calmed down, but he still looked like a puddle of water when he looked closely. After getting on the bus, he left. After getting on the bus, he stared at the window in a daze, holding the phone tightly in his hand, and suddenly wanted to make a call with Lu Qiang.

It was almost twelve o'clock when I got home, the weather was not hot, and the sound of no air conditioner was ringing in the house, and the silence was terrifying.

I took out my mobile phone and called Lu Qiang, he answered after a while, and I said, "Lu Qiang, are you busy?"

He didn't know what he was doing on the other end, and he sounded very messy. He yelled, "I'm not busy, what's the matter? I don't care about money, so I'm willing to call me."

I took a puff of the cigarette and said with a smile, "It's okay, I just want to call you suddenly, where is Wenwen?"

"Well, why are you asking that little bastard again? It belongs to my family. Don't worry about it."

I can almost imagine his vigorous appearance now, he must be as handsome as before.

"I don't mind, but isn't he by your side?"

"No, I don't know where I went wild."

I nodded slightly, and took a sip of the bottle of wine I opened just now. The baijiu was spicy, and it felt like it was on fire when I drank it, but it was refreshing.

Hearing that I hadn't spoken, he asked again, "What's the matter? Call me suddenly."

I feel a little confused. Not only do I have a bad drink capacity, but I also tend to get red on my face when I drink. There is nothing I can do about it.

I asked, "Lu Qiang, do your parents know about you being gay?"

He froze for a moment before replying, "Yes, I told them that I'm not the only son in the family, and when they get angry, they don't care about me. They are busy with business and have no time to talk to me."

He said he was going to stop for a while, and the noisy voice over there subsided, as if he had left that place.

He asked in a low voice, "What's the matter? He Su, is something wrong?"

I laughed twice, and said to him, "No, that's right, Wen Mengliang was driven away by me again, and my mother kept urging me to get a girlfriend. I blame Xu Xiangqian for giving birth so early."

After I finished speaking, he suddenly stopped talking, and I just remembered what happened between him and Xu Xiangqian back then. I thought he had forgotten it, but I didn't expect him to still think about it in his heart, and he would be silent when he heard it.

And this is often the scariest thing, what can be told with a smile is also a story, the listener is unintentional, and what can be kept silent is the hurt, even the smile can't be faked, it's too deep.

I'm so fucking hypocritical.

I held the bottle and took a few more sips before muttering, "I dare not let my parents know about me. I found out that I like boys in junior high school, but I thought it was not important. I was young at that time, and I did my own way. , I feel that I can just be happy with myself and don’t need to worry about other people, but now I find that this doesn’t work, Lu Qiang, why the hell did you get over this hurdle so quickly?”

Lu Qiang wanted to comfort me, but he didn't know what to say, he hesitated a few times, and then he choked out a sentence, "Your parents, I think they are all sensible people, so they should be fine."

I rubbed my hair randomly. I haven't contacted my parents for a long time. I worked in Shenzhen during the summer vacation, so close to Ningyuan. I never went to them, and they didn't mention this matter.

Now that I suddenly think about it, I feel far away. In fact, I don’t know how to miss it. No matter how much I think it shouldn’t be in my heart, I can’t give birth to the thought of missing it.

As soon as the wine bottle was placed on the table, I said loudly, "Lu Qiang, I'm going to fall in love!"

There was a sound of snatching from there, and after about ten seconds, Wen Wen's voice came over and asked, "Brother He Su, are you going to fall in love too? That's great, we'll go back and hang out together when the time comes."

"Go away, what do you know, go and play."

Lu Qiang's voice came from the phone, vaguely vague, the phone should still be in Wen Wen's hand, I heard him mutter dissatisfied.

After a while, Wen Wen said, "Brother He Su, Lu Qiang is gone, we don't care about him, tell me what kind of partner you are looking for, is it good-looking? Is it good-looking like me?"

I've never seen such a narcissistic person.

I asked, "Last time you said something happened to Lu Qiang's family, what happened? I didn't have time to ask just now."

"Oh, this, last time he came out to their family, he was punished very badly, hey, but it's okay, it's all over now."

I didn't expect to get such an answer. I thought it might be that their family was losing money in business or something, but it turned out that his family accepted it lightly just now.

"Brother He Su, don't think too much about it. Parents want their children to be well. It's the 21st century now, so why are you so particular about it?"

What do you know? This is also related to the personal knowledge and life experience of the parents. I can't compare with you.

I didn't want to spoil his interest, so I smiled and said, "Okay, when you come back, I'll show you my sister-in-law."

He happily agreed, but Lu Qiang called him again, and before he had time to say goodbye to me, I hung up the phone.

worn out.

"He Su, didn't I tell you last time? When will you take me to your house?"

I was eating in the restaurant with Wen Xiao, and she poked the food on the plate with a spoon, a little upset.

I smiled, didn't look up, and said, "Today, you don't have class in the afternoon, so you just go in the afternoon. There is nothing to see, but it is better than the dormitory."

Her eyes lit up all of a sudden, and she moved closer to me, I turned sideways uncomfortably, and she said, "Great, He Su, I've wanted to go for a long time, hey, I finally got my wish. "

In fact, there are many girls who put on makeup in school, but Wen Xiao doesn't seem to have done it before, and I don't understand these things, so I can't tell. In short, it's just that there is no weird fragrance on her body, but shouldn't all girls be very reserved?She has several meanings.

I felt a little inexplicable, but I couldn't figure out why. Wen Mengliang had been away for a long time, and my heart calmed down. Except for the constant smoking and drinking, it was no big deal.

After eating, we walked there together. It used to be Wen Mengliang and I's home, but now it's my home.

On the way, I met Li Yao. He seemed to be playing basketball just now, and he was sweating all over. When he saw Wen Xiao, he smiled strangely, leaned over to me and said, "He Su, this is the girl Liang Shan was talking about. Huh? Sure enough, she's pretty, with a good eye."

I'm not close to Wen Xiaoli, she should only be able to see Li Yao coming to talk to me, but she couldn't hear what we said, and looked at us with a puzzled expression.

Li Yao laughed, and said to Wen Xiao, "Hey, sister-in-law, I'm He Su's roommate, you two are having fun, I'll go first."

Wen Xiao didn't react at first, but when he did, his face turned red immediately. Just as I was about to explain, Li Yao punched me and left immediately.

Leaving me and Wen Xiao looking at each other, I opened my mouth, I didn't know what to say, I said it harshly, for fear of hurting the girl's heart, people are always overly polite to people they don't know very well, and stingy to those close to them, I reflected this point vividly.

Who knew that Wen Xiao spoke first, she touched her bangs, and said with a smile, "Hey, I was misunderstood again, don't worry, I won't take it to heart, I know it all, ah."

I was a little dazed and didn't know what she meant. She was already walking forward quickly, so I had to follow.

She doesn't know the way.

"There is a new article with deep roots in love, you know? It's different from the previous style. It's more spiritual and a little dark. It scared me to death in the middle of the night."

She told me as she walked, twisting the corners of her clothes with her fingers, the movements of a very small girl.

I said, "Well, I know, but I didn't watch it. Are you busy with exams? Still very confident."

She stuck out her tongue embarrassingly, "No, I don't know anything, but your writing is so beautiful, I always think about it."

Today's young fans are asking those who write books to call adults, Wen Mengliang is so promising.

I nodded, I don't know what to pick up, I don't even read Wen Meng Liang's book, after knowing who the author is, I can't substitute the content of the book, it looks boring.

"By the way, He Su, is your roommate still there?"

"roommate?"

I looked at her suspiciously, not knowing what it meant, could it be that she had seen Wen Mengliang before?

"Yeah, melon-shell head, the very cute one, hey, no, I saw it a long time ago, he should change his hairstyle, but, it's really cute."

I couldn't react for a while, and didn't understand what she meant by this.

"Is it gone?"

She stretched out her hand and waved it in front of me twice, and I came back to my senses and nodded.

It was not far from my home, so I pointed forward and said to her, "It's right there, we'll be there soon."

"It's okay, I'm not tired, hey, it's not here, maybe I misread it."

She said something to herself, and then said, "He Su, you have been reading books about deep-rooted love, have you searched for his information?"

I nodded and said, "I searched."

"Then do you know..."

She didn't finish her sentence, but suddenly stopped speaking, as if she saw something unexpected, and then stopped herself.

I followed her gaze, Wen Mengliang stood at the door at some point, looking towards us with a smile on his face.

Wen Xiao looked at me, then at Wen Mengliang, and muttered, "Didn't you say that your roommate is not here? You lied to me, it's so embarrassing, I should dress better."

I reached out and tapped her on the head, and tidied her clothes pretending to be intimate, and said with a smile, "You look good in this way."

Wen Mengliang is not far away, I'm sure he can see what I said.

Sure enough, his smiling face immediately turned cold, and he walked this way step by step, and smiled again after walking, tilting his head, very cute.

Wen Xiao's eyes sparkled, and he said excitedly, "Hi, I'm He Su's friend, my name is Wen Xiao, I finally see you, hello."

Wen Mengliang looked up at me pitifully.

I told Wen Xiao, "He can't hear you."

"what?"

Wen Xiao took a step back in shock, a look of pity appeared on his face.

She was stunned for a while, then suddenly said, "I still have something to do, I'm leaving first, and I'll come back another day."

After finishing speaking, he left. Before I could stop him, my hand was held by Wen Mengliang. To be honest, I was a little happy. If Wen Xiao really went, I don't know how to entertain him.

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