about i love you

My parents think that the consumption level in Ningyuan City is too high. My sister’s kindergarten here costs only 300 yuan a semester, but it costs more than 1000 yuan in Ningyuan. The final decision is to let He Yan study at home.

It's been almost a month, and she has already become very familiar with me.

My mother bought her a very beautiful dress, dressed like a little princess, I carried her and went out to find Xu Qianqian.

Wen Mengliang went back the next day, and sent me a text message saying she was fine.

"Yanyan, do you still remember Xu Xiangqian?"

She tilted her neck to look at me, holding a lollipop in her hand, dripping saliva on the clothes in front of her neck.

I frowned, took out a piece of paper from my pocket and wiped it for her, but she refused to let me, and hit me with a hand full of sugar. I got angry and put her on the ground.

She started to run, her legs were short, her balance was not good, she fell before taking two steps, and the lollipop was thrown far away, but she didn't cry, she got up to pick up the lollipop, and stuffed it into her mouth .

I have a big head.

I ran over and threw her lollipop away, she cried again, I had no choice but to pick her up again, I didn't care if she was dirty or not, I picked her up and left.

Just after the new year, Xu Xiangqian must have sweets at home, so he can do whatever he can to coax her.

"Yo, Yanyan is here, come here, brother hug."

They haven't seen each other for half a year. The three-year-old child doesn't remember anything and doesn't recognize him. He Yan was frightened by him and hid here.

I stopped her, picked her up, and asked Xu Xiangqian, "Is there any candy? Bring some candy to her."

Xu Xiangqian yelled into the room, "Xu Haowen, take out the candies and melon seeds, come here, look, there is your sister here."

Xu Xiangqian's tone of voice is much rougher now, his eyebrows and eyes are obviously the same, but they are not the same as before. His hands appeared in front of my eyes, full of dirt, and the hands holding the paintbrush are like It became like this.

Xu Haowen came out with his things in his arms. He was wearing a blue padded jacket. He had grown a lot taller. When he saw me, he called out "Brother He Su."

I nodded in agreement, and he looked at He Yan curiously again. He Yan was attracted by the candy, so he ran to Xu Haowen and held out his hand to ask for it. Xu Haowen pinched her face, showing a curious smile, showing Two clever little tiger teeth.

"Hey, where are people?"

I pouted towards Xu Qianqian, didn't he say he brought his girlfriend back?What about people?

Although Xu Xiangqian looks good now, but his spirit is a bit weird, I don't know why, he turned around, took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and handed me another one.

I haven't smoked for a long time, and the doctor said that my lungs are not very good, so I can't smoke too much, or there will be serious problems.

I followed him to his room, which was slightly renovated and looked better than before.

He slowly closed his eyes and said, "He Su, I am not born to my parents."

I said "oh", no wonder they didn't even pay the tuition.

The room was filled with smoke, and he said again, "Are you still in contact with Lu Qiang?"

I didn't say "yes" or "no", mainly because I don't know what state they are in now.

In fact, I heard my mother tell me earlier.

In Xu Bo's family, Xu Haowen is his own, but Xu Xiangqian is really not, he was carried here.

There is a relatively large river at the entrance of our village. The river has dried up in the past two years, but it is said that this was not the case when I was young. At that time, there was still water in the river, and it was not shallow.

Xu Bo's first son died in that river. At that time, he was only six years old. He was playing by the river and drowned.They are just that one child, and they seem to say that they can't reproduce or something, I don't quite understand these.

What my mother said was that after the child died, they entrusted someone to hold one, that is, Xu Xiangqian. Born, they have their own children.

When my mother told me these things, I remembered what Xu Xiangqian said about the fact that his family did not pay for living expenses when he was studying. Put it in your eyes.

He sat on the bed and smoked, I stood in front of him, threw the cigarette butt away, and watched his blackened fingertips nervously tugging at the corner of my clothes.

He said again, "Stop contacting Lu Qiang, he is a psychopath, a pervert, he likes men."

He has a strong nasal voice when he speaks, but the words come from the heart.

I saw the disgust and contempt on his face, the kind of feeling that I wish I had never touched.

I sighed, sat down next to him, and asked "How do you know?"

He laughed, took another puff on his cigarette, and said, "I brought Shuran back this year, just to let her meet my parents. Maybe she will get married soon. Who knows what Lu Qiang will give me?" Calling and saying he likes me, shit, I'm disgusted, I've been with him for so long, I never thought he was gay."

I patted him on the shoulder. He was hit by two things one after another, and he couldn't straighten up a bit.

I think he lost his memory. He forgot who paid him to go to school, invited him to dinner, who gently brushed his hair, and whose arms he used to sleep peacefully.

Neither of us spoke again, and when the smell of cigarettes was about to dissipate, the girl named "Meng Shuran" who went out with Aunt Xu came back together.

She poked her head in, saw the two of us, and first smiled reproachfully at Xu Qianqian.

Then he said to me, "You are He Su, I always hear Xu Xiangqian talking about you."

I nodded, stood up, and said with a smile, "This kid is very lucky, and he has found such a beautiful girlfriend."

Meng Shuran pursed her lips and smiled, and continued speaking in her substandard Mandarin, "My name is Meng Shuran."

I heard my sister's cry and froze for a moment.

Say quickly, "Well, sister-in-law, I see, my sister is crying, I'll go out and have a look."

She was startled when she heard my address, looked up at Xu Xiangqian, Xu Xiangqian was also in a daze, I walked out quickly, hugged He Yan and shouted.

"She was crying so much that I couldn't coax her back, so I went home first."

He Yan stared at me with wide eyes, stopped crying, and grabbed my collar with sticky hands.

I'm fine, I'm just feeling stuffy and uncomfortable.

It snowed in the evening, my dad specially poured me a glass of wine, blushed, and said, "He Su, you have to study hard, your sister will rely on you from now on, and your mother and I will support you to go to college , you will be old, and by then, your sister will also grow up."

I nodded, a little absent-minded.

When my parents went back to the house to sleep, I put on my clothes and walked outside the door, white snowflakes fell one after another, I reached out to catch it, it fell on my palm, and it melted immediately, leaving only a small Small water spots.

I took out my mobile phone and wanted to make a call, but I didn't know who to call. Xu Xiangqian's words rang in my ears, and I swiped the address book to Lu Qiang's place and wanted to call.

The phone rang, and his name lit up on the screen, just like his person, shining.

"He Su, He Su... He Su!"

It was originally a soft shout, but later it turned into a loud curse, which made my ears hurt.

I said, "Stop shouting, I'm here."

He was drunk and couldn't speak clearly.

But I still understood, he told me not to tell Xu Xiangqian that I was gay, Xu Xiangqian would not accept this, if he said it, he would not even be able to be friends.

At the end, he yelled again, "I confessed to Xu Xiangqian! I confessed! He is getting married soon, so I can't confess?"

I covered my ears and moved the phone away a little bit, and suddenly thought, if only I couldn't hear anything like Wen Mengliang, then I wouldn't be able to hear anything.

Xu Xiangqian left with Uncle Xu on the eighth day of the eighth day of the junior high school. I slept in bed and didn't see him off.

The next day, my dad also packed up his things and left. When he arrived, he told me to study hard, to help my mother, to cook, to coax He Yan, to study hard, to study hard.

Repeated several times.

I stood at the station and watched him get on the bus, stuffed the luggage under it lumberingly, and then sat on the bus and waved to us. My sister kept shaking in my mother's arms.

After my dad left, I was about to start school, so I thought it would be better to confess it myself, so I told my mom about the fact that I rented a house with my classmates outside. She didn't react much after hearing it. For so long, I I don't ask them for money often, most of it is my own money, I always make decisions quickly, she seems to know better than me.

She didn't say anything, just said that I must go back after the week. Our high school has two days in two weeks. If I don't come back, she will miss me.

When she spoke, her eyes were smiling, and the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes were more obvious. I was playing with my mobile phone, and when I heard her words, I nodded quickly and showed a big smile.

My mother's understanding and support for me are the absolute benefits that are rare in my life.

When I was seventeen, I was taking a bus with my luggage to go to school. Lu Qiang called and said he was coming to pick me up. We hadn't seen each other for a long time.

Unexpectedly, he cut his hair short, showing a smooth forehead, and showing his white teeth when he smiled, and he didn't look hurt at all.

He helped me throw things in the trunk, greeted my mother, and brought gifts, with a sense of sight of a sensible little boy.

Thinking of this, I laughed again, and he turned his head from the front seat and hit me on the head.

"This year's Olympic Games, our family wants to travel around Beijing, will you go?"

I slept with my head tilted in the back seat, and when I heard what he said, I opened my eyes in a daze and asked, "What?"

He said, "Olympics, don't you know?"

I muttered, "I know, I won't go."

I don't have any money, so I don't go anywhere, and it's not too late to go again when I earn money.

He stopped talking and concentrated on driving. I opened the window and let the cold wind blow in. I woke up a lot. I touched the phone with my fingers, and there was a text message sent by Wen Mengliang just now.

I texted him yesterday that I was coming over today and he was ready and waiting for me, I couldn't help but chuckle thinking of his furry look.

The author has something to say: Someone is coming.