about i love you

At around three o'clock in the afternoon, the wind blew a little harder. I put down the book in my hand and sat up.

Now it seemed that there was no other way, so I called out "Mom."

My mother hurriedly said, "Don't be so loud, your sister is asleep."

I nodded, pushed the tram outside the door, and said to my mother, "I can't take things to school, so I will ride the tram over there first. You don't need it anyway, and I will ride it back next week."

My mother frowned, watched me move things into the house, and said, "Okay, be careful, don't lose it, but it costs a lot of money, I heard that there are bikes lost in your school, you can lock them up. "

I threw my luggage on the front step and said in a low voice, "Understood, don't worry."

After the things are finished, I plan to take some of the peanuts my mother fried two days ago to take to school. It's delicious.

Just two steps away, the sound of a motorcycle sounded outside, I stopped and turned back.

Liu Siqi's girl was wearing a cool black windbreaker, and her hair was long. It was the more popular look at this time, and she was getting more and more faceless.

He stopped the motorcycle first, rubbed his hands and said to my mother awkwardly, "Auntie, I, I am He Su's classmate, come and see if I can help you."

My mother glanced at me and said hurriedly, "Oh, it's cold, I'll go into the room and pour you a cup of tea."

He took a step forward and said, "No need, auntie, it's getting late now, let's go back to school first, we have to clean up when we get there, I'm not cold."

He is just talking nonsense, as long as he has demeanor but not warmth, his lips are a little black and blue from the cold.

Suddenly there was my sister crying in the room. I thought that this guy really doesn't like drinking tea, and it would be awkward to stay with his parents, so I asked my mother to take care of my sister, and I will take care of the rest. Just come by yourself.

My mother agreed, turned around and entered the house.

I walked over and patted Liu Siqi's head. I seemed to have grown taller again, and it was easy to pat him. I said, "Why did you suddenly think of me? Are you free? Where's your girlfriend?"

He pushed me away, moved the things on the tram to the motorcycle, and said, "Fuck, why are there so many words, I finally got to ride a motorcycle today, and I still have to have a dry addiction. Didn't I suddenly think of you? "

I nodded cheerfully and told him to carry things here and go back to get the peanuts by myself. I remember that he also liked it.

In the first year of junior high school, the two of us were stealing peanuts in other people's fields to eat together.

If he wants to ride a motorcycle, let him do it. Anyway, if he falls, he will fall together. I sat in the back and saw his red ears from the cold. After hesitating for a long time, I still didn’t reach out. warm.

But now when I think of him having a very intimate relationship with others, I feel a strange feeling in my heart. I don't like to touch it. This place once belonged to others.

I thought it was my cleanliness, but I didn't expect that the situation would become more and more serious later on.

The road was fast and fast, and when I arrived at the school at four o'clock, I came down first and saw his legs shaking from the cold.

I still couldn't bear to say it, so I moved the things down one by one and asked him to go to the dormitory and get under the quilt to keep warm. He was still not happy, and I had no choice, so I took off my cotton jacket and wrapped it around him.

Cursed, "Fuck, you're freezing to death, put it on, don't take it off."

He spit on the ground, glanced at me, wandered around not knowing where he wanted to go, probably looking for Li Mengyuan.

The wind poured into my body from all directions along my sweater, and I shivered and started to move things.

After moving the first piece, before putting it on the bed, I saw someone coming in again.

It was Wen Mengliang, who struggled to carry my heaviest bag, his face was very rosy, his skin became whiter after a winter's transformation, he was still thin, and he looked like hemp if he wore so thick clothes.

I opened my mouth and closed it again.

He can't hear me, and I don't know what I want to say. Our relationship is a bit weird. I know he likes me. If he doesn't like me, he won't let me do that. But how do I feel about him? I can't tell, and I haven't thought about it.

I don't think this is that important.

He put things at my feet, standing upright, his eyes are brownish, let's be honest, the lighter the pupil, the smarter it is.

Mrs. Sun said this. She must have lied to us by saying that her child is smart.

He stared at me, and I, a little uncomfortable, moved aside and motioned for him to sit down.

He took out a piece of paper from his pocket, and it still belonged to him, with strong and powerful handwriting as always, very beautiful.

The content surprised me, it said: You speak, I understand.

I didn't believe it, I turned it over and over again, and opened my mouth and said, "Really?"

He was puzzled for two seconds before nodding.

"why?"

He looked at it again, but didn't know how to describe it, pointing to his mouth and pointing to his head.

I asked "Have you brushed your teeth?"

He nodded.

I said "kiss me."

I actually wanted to see how he reacted, what is this?I guess he knows lip language. I said he was smart a long time ago, but I didn't expect him to be so smart. He can even learn this. I heard it's quite difficult.

His face turned redder, but he didn't think for too long, and slowly approached him, watching him getting closer, I said, "Forget it, I'm going to make the bed, don't get in the way here, first Let's go back."

He looked at me in astonishment, stood up slowly, turned around and left aggrieved, walking very slowly.

I couldn't help laughing, stood up quickly, and grabbed his arm. He couldn't react in time, and fell into my arms all at once. I leaned forward and penetrated into my mouth from the corner of my lips. I kissed for about a minute before letting go. he.

He kept staring at me with his eyes the whole time, like a frightened rabbit, and I let him go and pushed him away.

He walked out, still in a daze.

Winter is much better than summer, and living in a dormitory is actually more comfortable than living in a single room. I thought about it, and decided to live with Wen Mengliang because of my weird sense of cleanliness.

Now the atmosphere in the classroom is tense, and no one has time to take care of other people's affairs. Those who are good at studying can stay in the classroom very late, and those who are not good at studying slip back to the dormitory to sleep early. The polarization is very serious.

I usually just pick the time when they are among them. No one cares about me. In fact, I don’t have many friends. Apart from Liu Siqi, I really don’t have much else.

Liu Siqi was recently discovered by Mrs. Sun because of her affair with Li Mengyuan, and she was condemned to go home, saying that she would come back during the high school entrance examination.

He was also stupid, to go against Mrs. Sun and threaten to never come again.

Then I really didn't come, I had no way to find him, and there was no other way of contacting him. After a long time, it became so indifferent, as if this person had never appeared by my side, and I was not even slightly moved. .

I suddenly feel that my feelings are scarce. My dad has been away working for so long. I have never thought about him. I don’t like my sister very much. I won’t miss my family too much. Once important people disappear from my life , I slowly forgot about him.

I really, don't like me like this.

But sometimes I am inexplicably happy, no one can influence my behavior, what a free life this is.

In 2006, I graduated from junior high school.

The first was the physical and chemical biology experimental exam. That time I was quite miserable, because the pen I brought suddenly ran out of water. When I was writing, I realized that I had already entered the exam room, and it was too late.

The exam has an inside story, which I never thought about before. Before we entered the exam room, Baldy Liu deliberately asked us to fold a corner of our exam paper, saying that if we did so, we would get extra points.

The invigilator saw that I didn’t move the pen, and asked me what was wrong. I said my pen was broken, so he found me another one.

As a result, I made a mistake again when I was doing the physics experiment. I filled in the wrong data, and then he pointed out to me and asked me to change it. I think it is quite amazing.

Then there was the physical examination, which I didn't worry about. Although I didn't do much exercise in school, I was good at having long legs. If I took one step, I won directly.

Damn, cheating in sports is really blinding my eyes. When I was queuing up, I saw students from other schools, either with strange symbols drawn on their hands, or with strange symbols on their clothes.

I think this test is ridiculous and not fair at all.

I met Liu Siqi twice during the two exams, and the last time I saw him was in the entrance exam.

He grew a little taller and thinner a little, he didn't know what to do at home, he broke up with Li Mengyuan a long time ago, that girl seems to be with Zhang Jiaming now.

Liu Siqi knew about this, and didn't react much. He told me that he and Li Mengyuan were together, and he liked it at first, but after getting along for a long time, he hated it more and more.

What a fucking bullshit.

Because it is inconvenient for us to go to the county town for the exam, the school asked each student to pay a little money to live in a hotel during the exam, and pick up and drop off when entering the exam room.

It was at this time that I felt the gap between rich and poor for the first time.

I am from a rural area, which is actually not very important. The birth of a person is not the only factor that determines the direction of life. Besides, I am not sick or disaster, and I am a normal person.

But during the exam, I suddenly discovered that the children who went to junior high school in the county used different pens from us, and there were many facilities in this hotel that I had never seen before.

It made me extremely awkward, I've always been a bit arrogant, I don't deny that, I don't like to be inferior, it's unbearable.

My eyes turned from our closed town to the distance, and for the first time I couldn't see hope, and I realized that my grades were actually not good.

After the high school entrance examination, I didn’t go back to junior high school. There was no need. The admission letter would be sent to my home. That small school had withdrawn from my world, and my life started another journey. , and Wen Mengliang.

I think we probably won't have a chance to see each other again.

Life in the past six months has been a bit busy. Twice when I entered the room, I saw him immersed in writing, and I didn’t ask him what he was writing. In this world, the most indispensable thing is separation.

I, He Su, don't like to miss the old days.

In July, after resting at home for a few days, I couldn't sit still, so when my dad called, I told him that I wanted to do a summer job.

He also thought it was good, it would allow me to exercise myself, but the final decision was to let my sister and my mother go too.

My sister can call me very clearly now, and she is also good-looking, just like me.

When I can walk, I am very disobedient, always running around, and taking care of her every day annoys me to death.

But as soon as she called softly, brother, I became very soft-hearted, wishing to hug her and turn around in a big circle. Speaking of which, I am also 16 years old.

I didn't go to school early, and there were people two years younger than me in my class. I didn't have any plans for high school, let alone college.

Sitting in the car on Nanshang, besides sleeping, I still slept.

The author has something to say: It's time for me to go to high school, scumbag scumbag.