"Painting the Heart as a Cage" Jiuzhou Haimuyunji Emperor and Empress colleagues

——"Love and hate will both stab people's hearts; love will make people remember, and hate will also make people remember"

——"I just want to hate, I want Mu Yunqin to forget the feeling of love little by little, and only hate in my heart"

——"In this way, there will be no daylight in his world"

——"In my heart, there is only me"

——"In my heart, you are not here"

——"Hate, you are not worthy"

——"Mu Yunqin, so you have me in your heart..."

Nan Ku Mingyi leaned on the small case, indifferently watching the palace people going back and forth, coming in and out.

When she was in a hurry, she raised her hand and rested her chin, looked at the exquisite beams and dazzling decorations above her head, and imagined that there was an endless sky above the brick roof tiles, with the same blue color as the sky in Hanzhou .

Ever since the life-and-death battle in Qiyuan Hall, Mu Yunqin became surprisingly indulgent afterwards——

It was the first time in many years that the queen had a happy event, and everyone in the hall was very happy. They also heard that the queen was pregnant for several months without knowing it and did not take care of it. In addition, she was old and had a heavy burden, which made the fetus unstable, so she was also worried.He was even more afraid of the emperor's murderous intentions. For this reason, he often took food and drug tests, waited for the imperial doctor's consultation every day, and had a lot of anti-abortion tonics.Ever since the empress was in trouble that day, the palace members of Hanzhang Palace all swore to themselves that they would protect their master and the emperor in their womb.

It's just that nothing happened - the emperor didn't interfere at all, nor did he secretly kill him.Apart from imprisoning her in Zhaoyang Palace and blocking all news about her pregnancy, he just turned a blind eye to all affairs in her palace.

At the beginning, she thought that he still couldn't bear it, and he was finally reluctant to let go of her own flesh and blood——As time went by, she realized that Mu Yunqin had no conscience at all!

She gradually discovered that the letters that had been in contact with each other for a long time seemed to be deliberately intercepted by someone, and gradually there was no news, and life and death were uncertain; Sleeping has never existed in this Daduan imperial city!

The most cruel thing is that Mu Yunqin would send someone to deliver a bowl of miscarriage medicine every day, regardless of the weather.And the servant who came with the medicine always read out the emperor's oral order before leaving-"Muyun joins the sword and the evil seed in the belly, only one can be kept, the queen should make a decision as soon as possible." 』

This sentence has been engraved in her heart.It was a curse, she would hear it ringing in her ears even in her dreams!

On this day, the servant delivered the miscarriage medicine on time.

Just now she knelt down to salute, and before she could say the emperor's curse, she snatched the bowl from the serving plate and smashed it to the ground.

At that time, all the people in the palace knelt in a ball.

"Mu Yunqin just wants to force me to death!" Nan Ku Mingyi finally couldn't hold back, and was almost collapsed by the disturbance.

Hanzhang Hall is an exquisite cage, she originally thought that the confinement was also a protection, but someone wanted to force her to death in it!

Seeing that the situation was not right, Ashan immediately took the initiative to send away the waiter who delivered the medicine, and then came to appease his young lady.

"Miss, you are pregnant, and the imperial doctor said not to get angry, so as not to hurt the fetus."

Seeing the nurse's obedient and caring appearance, she laughed in her heart, but her eyes were already filled with tears.

Seeing this, Ah Shan then reminded, "Miss, the imperial doctor said that pregnant women should not grieve, it is not good for the fetus."

"The imperial doctor said, the imperial doctor said! The imperial doctor always said that my body is extremely weak, and I need to take care of it, otherwise the fetus will be lost!" She sarcastically, but her heart was sore.

She smiled sadly again, and suddenly said to herself——

"If the life of the baby in my womb is not strong enough, and I can leave by myself, but I can get a joint life for this, it would be a good thing to think of..."

"Miss!" Ah Shan was so frightened that he knelt down after hearing this, "Miss, please don't say that, I'm afraid the child wants something small—"

"Xiaoqi? At this time today, how can I take care of my child Xiaoqi?" She interrupted the other party loudly, resentful and unable to ask the sky, "My Hege is now in Hanzhou, and his life and death are unknown. Yunqin deliberately kept me from knowing the news! He is the father of my child, but he called his own flesh and blood an evil seed, and even forced me to choose between the two children! The palms and backs of my hands are all my own flesh and blood. Whoever I let stay, I will let go!"

She was emotionally fluctuating and burst into tears.The child in her belly should be uneasy, so she also kicked vigorously, causing her pain.

Seeing that Nan Ku Mingyi frowned slightly, clutching her stomach in pain, Ah Shan hurriedly stood up and helped her slowly back to the cushion.

"Miss, do you want to call the imperial physician?" After everything settled down, the wet nurse asked again with concern.

"No need." She closed her eyes and gradually restrained her emotions, "It's just scared, afraid that I will choose to kill it."

After finishing speaking, she felt the child turning around in her belly again.

Ah Shan was by his side, seeing Nan Ku Mingyi at this moment, he was also reluctant to let go.Finally, after hesitating for a long time, he opened his mouth and said, "Ah Shan has something from the bottom of her heart, I hope Miss will hear it."

She opened her eyes and waited with a dead face.

Ashan cleared his throat, and said, "Miss has been pregnant for many months, but she didn't realize it. In the past, even if there were some physical symptoms, the lady only thought it was caused by His Royal Highness He Ge, and never took it to heart. Therefore, I didn't take much care of my body. Even though the doctor's words were a little harsh, the child is still fine now."

Seeing that Nan Ku Mingyi's face was calm, she probably spoke to her heart, and then continued, "Besides, that day in His Majesty's bedroom, the lady was pushed to the ground. Besides being frightened, the lady and her son were also shocked." safe and sound..."

"what do you want to say in the end?"

"Ashan wants to say that the child in the womb should not die." She looked at her sincerely, as kind and gentle as a mother, which touched her from the bottom of her heart. Be considerate of the little Highness who has not yet been born, and try to protect them well."

Time stands still, but emotions flow.

The love for Mu Yunqin has been wiped out; the love for the child is born for the mother, and will never be extinguished until death.

"You're right, a mother is strong. How could I be fooled by Mu Yunqin, how could I think of exchanging the life of one child for the life of another child?"

She raised her eyes and looked at her wet nurse, who was as caring as her own mother, the woman who had been with her in the palace for more than 20 years through the wind and rain and still stood by her side—she believed what she said.

Because in this cage, besides herself, the only person she can trust is Ashan.

At this time, the child was kicking in the belly again, and the vitality was tenacious and inexhaustible, which cheered her up.

"I don't eat much for breakfast, I'm afraid I'm going to starve it, you can go to the imperial kitchen to get some food."

"No." Seeing that the young lady had finally figured it out and began to care about the unborn child, Ah Shan immediately felt comforted.

After she left, Nan Ku Mingyi gently caressed her swollen abdomen with her hand again.

For so many months, she has never noticed the changes in her body.Even though she is occasionally dizzy, tired, and loses her appetite, she always thinks that she misses Hege urgently, and that she loves without exhausting her body and mind—but she never thought that she actually has it.

The arrival of a child is both destruction and hope.

The slender hands lingered on the abdomen - caressing, sliding down, and the movements repeated - suddenly, the mist in the eyes gradually rose again, and I felt guilty.For the first time since she knew she was pregnant, she was really touching and wanting this child.

For the first time, there was every reason to guard it.

"Since your father doesn't want you, then the queen mother is your heaven and your land, allowing you to live without any worries for the rest of your life." She said to her round belly, as if she had made up her mind— —

"For you and He Ge, I will be strong, I will fight!"

The fetus in the womb seemed to understand the mother's words, and gradually became more peaceful.

The long-lost pregnancy made her regain the excitement of being a first-time mother.She recalled the girl who had gone away in her dream, and Hege who is now in Hanzhou, she shed tears but joy.

If she could find the only reason to be grateful to Mu Yunqin, it would be to make her a mother.