The little days that were taken care of

Gao Ziyu has been living alone since middle school. His parents divorced and remarried. Although he paid him living expenses on time every month, he never had the care and greetings he should have.

He has never felt family affection, nor does he need friendship, and he has never believed in love.

Gao Ziyu never cared about what kind of thoughts Ye Zhan approached him. To him, Ye Zhan was just a person who was pestering him at this stage, and he was no different from other strangers around him. .

It's not that there were people like Ye Zhan before, the longest one persisted for two years, but to Gao Ziyu, the appearance of those people was vague.

Maybe, Ye Zhan is still a little different to him?

Gao Ziyu lowered his eyes and looked at Ye Zhan's lips who were close at hand. It was also the first time for him to be so close to others. Just now, he suddenly remembered that he had seen others like this often when he was a child, and he couldn't help...he did it like this .

Feeling a little restless, Gao Ziyu frowned and pulled his collar away a little.

Ye Zhan felt a little dry in his mouth, he glanced at Gao Ziyu's neckline and turned away, then glanced away again.

"What are you looking at?" Gao Ziyu asked in a low voice.

Being caught peeking, Ye Zhan wanted to touch his nose in embarrassment, but the current posture did not allow him to do this, so he just pushed Gao Ziyu away...he didn't want to.

"No, I didn't see it." Ye Zhan replied with a dry cough.

Gao Ziyu: "..."

What does a kiss feel like?The thought that popped up in his heart became stronger when he felt Ye Zhan's breath. Gao Ziyu stretched out his hand and pressed Ye Zhan's back to press him down, and asked, "Have you ever kissed?"

kiss?After Ye Zhan was in a trance for a while, he was completely stunned by the sudden soft touch on his lips.

The two of them simply touched each other, and neither of them made any further moves.

A minute later, Gao Ziyu pushed Ye Zhan away, frowned and touched his lips. It was a completely different feeling from touching his fingers, but... he looked at Ye Zhan with some surprise in his eyes, "You actually Never kissed?"

Embarrassed, Ye Zhan licked his lips, retorted weakly, and said, "Didn't you take it too?"

He himself is normal for the first time, but it is strange that such a hot guy like Ye Zhan has never been in a relationship. Gao Ziyu looked at Ye Zhan up and down for a while, and his eyes stayed on his lower body for a long time. He hummed softly: " Are you sick?"

Ye Zhan's face turned red, he stared at Gao Ziyu and suddenly reached out to grab his arm, put his other arm around his waist, and muttered, "I'm not sick, if you don't believe me, try...", After finishing speaking, Gao Ziyu's mouth was blocked immediately, and his tongue was thrust into his mouth domineeringly.

A strange smell filled his nostrils, Gao Ziyu subconsciously reached out his hand to push Ye Zhan away, but the tip of his tongue was gently touched and sucked... It made people want to sink into Ye Zhan's overbearing.

Not rejecting the kiss with Ye Zhan, Gao Ziyu closed his eyes, put his hands on Ye Zhan's waist and put his arms around his back, opened his mouth slightly to better cater to his attack, and followed him with his tongue dance.

Gao Ziyu's catering was somewhat beyond Ye Zhan's expectation. He thought he would be pushed away, that's why he was so impatient, and he immediately relaxed. Ye Zhan slowly let go of Gao Ziyu's waist, tenderly knead.

Although the movements of the two are very jerky, their enthusiasm is not much worse than that of a couple in love.

It was the first time for Ye Zhan to feel Gao Ziyu's enthusiasm. When he usually gets along with each other, he always has a slight sense of impatience. No matter what he does or says, Gao Ziyu is not interested.

It was difficult to breathe, Gao Ziyu grabbed Ye Zhan's hand that had been inserted into his clothes at some point, frowned and bit the tongue that was still entangled in his mouth, and turned his head back when Ye Zhan paused.

Ye Zhan took a step forward and grasped Gao Ziyu's shoulder with taste, lowered his head and wanted to kiss him again, but he regained consciousness after being pushed away, and slowly let go of his hand.

Gao Ziyu panted and supported a tree next to him. His lips were numb and his waist was hot. After a while, he raised his head to look at Ye Zhan, frowned and said, "What are you looking at? Close your eyes." Ye Zhan's eyes now It actually made him flustered.

Ye Zhan closed his eyes inexplicably. He wanted to say something, but his heart was beating too fast, and his thoughts were all stuck on the kiss just now. Before he closed his eyes, Gao Ziyu was blushing and panting.

Obviously, he only wanted to be friends with Gao Ziyu because he liked Gao Ziyu, but friends would not do such intimate things, so Ye Zhan divided his thoughts to think about the current situation.

Gao Ziyu touched the corner of his mouth that was still wet, and glanced at Ye Zhan, a thought suddenly popped up, and it made people eager to try, he turned around and whispered: "Let's go."

Ye Zhan opened his eyes and looked at the back of Gao Ziyu who was walking in front, and silently followed behind.

Gao Ziyu didn't go back to the classroom, but went out of the school and went straight home.

Following behind Gao Ziyu, Ye Zhan hesitated when he saw that he was going home, but finally continued to follow and planned to send him home before going back.

It's not that Ye Zhan never sent Gao Ziyu back before, but he was driven away every time. With the idea that he would follow even if he was driven out this time, Ye Zhan tremblingly walked all the way to the community where Gao Ziyu lived.

Gao Ziyu glanced back at Ye Zhan who was following behind, and suddenly turned into a nearby pharmacy.

After Ye Zhan followed in, he saw Gao Ziyu walking straight towards the counter, and asked a clerk inside with no expression on his face, "What do you use to have sex with a man?"

Ye Zhan was taken aback, looked at Gao Ziyu's side face and waved his hands in a panic, and said falteringly: "No, no..." After a long time, he didn't say anything.

The clerk calmly took out a box of condoms and a bottle of lubricant, then went to get another ointment, and said, "Remember to apply this when bleeding is red and swollen."

Gao Ziyu frowned, "Is there still bleeding?"

The clerk looked at him and then at Ye Zhan, who was still in a mess, nodded, and said, "If you don't have enough lubricating time, you will be too rough."

Paying the bill pensively, Gao Ziyu walked ahead carrying the bag, and didn't even give Ye Zhan a look during this period.

Ye Zhan struggled by himself for a while, then suddenly walked a few steps quickly to stop Gao Ziyu, and stammered, "I, I'm not that kind of person."

Gao Ziyu glanced at him sideways, put his hands on his chest, and said calmly: "Then you go."

Ye Zhan seemed to be choking, he held back for a long time and said, "I won't go."

Gao Ziyu passed him and continued to walk. When he got home, he took out the key and opened the door. He looked back at Ye Zhan, who had been following him with his head bowed and exuding grievance, and hummed softly, "Can you come in?"

Ye Zhan wanted to say no, but in the end he just walked in silently.

After locking the door, Gao Ziyu threw the bag on the sofa, took off his shirt with his back to Ye Zhan, and said in an inaudible voice, "I'm going to take a bath."

Ye Zhan looked at the beautiful lines of Gao Ziyu's back, swallowed unconsciously, and said with a trembling voice, "Okay."

After Gao Ziyu entered the bathroom, Ye Zhan first walked around the room twice, and then sat on the sofa, with the bag containing the condoms at his hand.

As soon as Ye Zhan's hand touched the bag, he retracted suddenly. He fidgeted and took out his mobile phone to call Shen Yi. After the other side answered, the first sentence was, "Do you like men?"

The over there was speechless for a moment, and then said: "Did you take the wrong medicine?"

"I seem to like men." Ye Zhan struggled to say this.

Shen Yi was not surprised at all, "You just found out? Don't you like Gao Ziyu?"

"How do you know?" Ye Zhan was surprised.

"I have eyes, brother."

"...he wants to have sex with me; love."

Shen Yi was silent for a while, before he said: "Are you sure you didn't contradict this sentence?"

Ye Zhan also felt that Gao Ziyu was a little strange today.

"Congratulations, you've finally got rid of your virginity." Shen Yi yawned, he didn't want to enlighten Ye Zhan who had just come into puberty at all.

Ye Zhan: "..."

After hanging up the phone, Ye Zhan turned his head to look at the bag, silently took out the lubricant inside and carefully read the instructions.

Gao Ziyu rushed casually, then casually wrapped his lower body with a bath towel.

It was just a sudden whim to bring Ye Zhan back. He didn't reject the kiss just now, and he enjoyed it a little bit. Maybe making love would be more comfortable?Otherwise, why are so many people addicted to it?

Gao Ziyu was looking forward to the next thing.

When Ye Zhan picked up the ointment and looked at it, Gao Ziyu had already walked out. He threw the ointment away like a hot potato, then got up and stood aside awkwardly.

Gao Ziyu walked up to Ye Zhan, raised his hands still dripping with water and unbuttoned Ye Zhan's clothes one by one, and said with a cold expression, "It's time for you to take a bath." On the skin of Gao Ziyu's skin, Gao Ziyu paused, and moved a little faster.

With a cold expression and not cold movements, Ye Zhan's throat tightened, he grabbed his hand, and said in a low voice, "Come with me?"

The button of the jacket has been unbuttoned, Gao Ziyu held Ye Zhan's belt with his hand, raised his head and tiptoed to touch the corner of his lips, and said, "OK."

The author has something to say:

I wanted to give benefits today, but I didn't expect to write it down

o(╯□╰)o good night