Senior, follow me

Because of the temporary rest and no need for rehearsals, Fang Qiao didn't go to the theater for two days in a row, and obediently attended classes according to the schedule.He has already skipped a lot of classes. If this continues, the teachers of several classes will probably dismiss him.

Most of the subjects in science and engineering are similar, and the calculus of physics in the University of Advanced Mathematics... Fang Qiao doesn't hate mathematics and science, but after four hours of boring basic classes, he still couldn't resist falling asleep, and only woke up when the bell rang for the end of class As soon as he opened his eyes, he found that someone was sitting next to him at some point, but it was Yan Zicheng who was in a daze with his chin resting on his hands.

"Senior? Why are you here?" Fang Qiao was very surprised.

"Look at how you're recovering. That guy Yang Ze has been urging me to come and see you all day long. If he recovers, he'll take you back." Yan Zicheng turned the pen in his hand and said casually.

When he said that, Fang Qiao felt a little guilty again.There is only less than a week before the premiere, because of his absence, Yang Ze probably also bears a lot of pressure...

Fang Qiao thought for a while, then cleared his throat, "Senior, in fact, my voice has almost recovered, and I can continue the rehearsal this afternoon."

Yan Zicheng looked at him a few times, and seemed to feel that his condition had improved a lot, so he nodded, "There's no need to rush for the afternoon, just come over tomorrow morning. Tomorrow is the last show, you are going to be on stage , Remember to read the script more."

on stage?Fang Qiao was stunned for a moment, and then remembered that in the last scene, he was indeed going to be on stage, and it was a love scene, which was not easy to act... Thinking of going on stage to perform, Fang Qiao felt a little guilty, but now, it is hard to get off the stage, He could only bite the bullet and nod.

Yan Zicheng gave a few more instructions, and the two got up to go to dinner, when Fang Qiao was suddenly stopped.

"Fang Qiao, your letter!" It was Zhou Han, Fang Qiao's roommate, who rushed over with an envelope in his hand, stuffed it into Fang Qiao's arms, took a breath, and then paid attention. To Yan Zicheng who was standing aside.

Zhou Han is a carefree and unrestrained character, before Yan Zicheng could speak, he approached with a wink, and bent Fang Qiao's elbow, "Okay, Fang Zi, it's only been a while before he hooked up with another man Is it? No wonder I haven’t eaten with my buddies recently! What’s the matter, there are new people and forget the old ones?”

Zhou Han is not gay, he likes girls, he just speaks in such a tone, he likes to make some jokes, he has never been straight.Fang Qiao has long been used to it, and immediately fought back, grabbed Yan Zicheng's shoulders, deliberately lowered his voice, and said in an ambiguous voice, "What's the matter? Brother fell in love with someone else, and Han'er is jealous?"

A cry of "Han'er" made Zhou Han get goosebumps all over his body, and fled in despair.Fang Qiao was in a good mood, and turned her head with a smile, only to see Yan Zicheng's ugly face.

"Next time, don't make such jokes again." Yan Zicheng's face was gloomy, and a word popped out of his mouth, he turned and walked out.

This is... angry again?Fang Qiao hurriedly followed, confused.After thinking about it, I became happy again—could it be because I was joking with Zhou Han just now, and Yan Zicheng became jealous in the end?

When it was time to eat, Yan Zicheng didn't say a word about the episode just now, but his face was still not pretty, and he said very little.It wasn't until Fang Qiao opened the envelope and took out the contents inside that he smiled.

That's a grade certificate.Fang Qiao successfully passed the Putonghua proficiency test and got a first-class certificate.

On the road to the future, Fang Qiao has already achieved the first milestone.Yan Zicheng looked at his radiant eyebrows and smiled.Being able to share such joyful moments with Fang Qiao made him feel very satisfied and happy.

He had a hunch that maybe in the future, Fang Qiao would go further and higher than him, and be even better than him.Because Fang Qiao is a boy like sunshine, with a complete family and close friends, there is no shadow under his feet that binds him, he has a firm ideal, and a talent that matches it... like this As long as he doesn't give up, who can cover up his brilliance?

But what if, one day, the sun... gets stained too?

Yan Zicheng looked at Fang Qiao, seeing his more handsome and profound face because of his smile, and suddenly felt a little uneasy.

He didn't tell Fang Qiao how stiff his body was and how cold his fingertips were when he hugged his shoulders in front of Zhou Han and made those specious and ambiguous jokes.At that moment, he was so nervous that he was sweating all over.

……

"Zicheng, this is a secret, you promise me, you must not let others know..."

"Gay? Why ask this? It's disgusting..."

"I just like men! What did I do wrong—"

"Snapped!"

... At that moment, he seemed to hear the nightmare that haunted him every night, and heard the familiar voice and those familiar words again.

In less than a second, cold sweat soaked his clothes.

Fang Qiao...is an open-minded person who lives a carefree life...His life is smooth sailing, there is no unhappy family, no loneliness of being alone, he has a pair of parents who love him, and a safe haven where he can go back at any time , has a group of friends who can chat and fart, has a healthy and strong body...he has everything Yan Zicheng desires.

Yan Zicheng was not jealous, he was just worried.

If one day...their relationship is exposed in front of everyone, what else can Fang Qiao have?

His parents may drive him out of the house, his friends may leave most of them, he may become unable to return home, unable to talk about suffering, he will be entangled in the pressure of this society, he may be like himself, Become a lonely man wandering in the bustling city, losing everything he once had...

Even just imagining it, Yan Zicheng felt distressed.

If possible, he hopes that Fang Qiao can maintain his current appearance forever, not to have countless sorrows and troubles, not to be viewed with ridicule and disdain by others, not to...lose the happiness that was originally held in the palm of his hand...

...it's a secret.

His relationship with Fang Qiao must also be a secret.

Yan Zicheng and Fang Qiao finished their lunch, and then returned to the theater. Before leaving, they were still frowning, looking preoccupied, and even forgot to say goodbye.Fang Qiao was still immersed in the joy of passing the test, and didn't notice anything wrong with him for a moment, and maintained a good mood until he returned to the dormitory at night.

As soon as he entered the room and sat down, Zhou Han leaned over and winked gossipingly, "Hey, Fang Zi, tell me?"

"What?" Fang Qiao turned on the computer and glanced at him.

"It's the one with you today! Who is that, and where did you meet?"

"Why are you such a gossip..." Fang Qiao was speechless.

"Oh, you don't know, I think he looks familiar, he must be a 'man of the hour', I'm not curious, just tell me..."

He put on a pitiful look, and Fang Qiao got goosebumps when he saw it, so he simply said, "His name is Yan Zicheng, he is a junior in the Academy of Film and Television, and he and I are both from Beijing, and we are still in high school. So I'm quite familiar." Not only is she very familiar, she's probably the most familiar... Fang Qiao thought in her heart, with a smile on her face.

"He is Yan Zicheng?" Zhou Han listened, but showed a strange look, "That Yan Zicheng?"

Fang Qiao froze for a moment, not understanding what he meant.Isn't Yan Zicheng the same as Yan Zicheng, who else can be Yan Zicheng?

Zhou Han didn't pay attention for a while, his voice was a bit loud, and the words "Yan Zicheng" spread out, attracting the other two people in the dormitory.

"Are you talking about Yan Zicheng, the junior one?" The tall and big Qiu Jiang came over, sat down on Fang Qiao's bed, and asked with a frown.

Before Zhou Han could speak, he was preempted by the last person in the dormitory, Li Chengrui who spoke the least on weekdays, "I know him, I heard he is gay."

All three of them looked at Li Chengrui with expressions of seeing a ghost.

Zhou Han and Qiu Jiang were surprised that Li Chengrui, who is usually cold and dislikes others, would suddenly interrupt such a topic, but Fang Qiao was surprised by the content of Li Chengrui's words.

In this dormitory, only Li Chengrui discovered his sexuality by accident and was able to accept homosexuality. At this time, he interjected, probably to avoid embarrassing Zhou Han and the two by saying some unpleasant words. Fang Qiao knew that He does it with good intentions.

Yan Zicheng is indeed gay, but... how did such a personal matter get to so many people's ears?

Li Chengrui turned a blind eye to the surprise of the three of them, and typed on the keyboard without raising his head, and there was no more to say.

Zhou Han rubbed his nose, a little resentful, "That's right, I've heard about it too. But having said that, this kind of thing should be quite common in theaters, I heard that they do it a lot..."

"Tsk, it really is..." Qiu Jiang also came back to his senses, his voice mixed with subtle disdain and disgust, and his expression was subtle.

Fang Qiao felt displeased, and interrupted: "Where did you all hear these gossips? They are all unreasonable things."

"Hey, that's not necessarily true. I heard that Yan Zicheng has never had a girlfriend. When girls confessed to him, he refused all of them politely. This--" Qiu Jiang retorted unconvinced. Han knocked on the head.

Zhou Han looked at Fang Qiao carefully, "Fang Zi, this...Qiu Jiang doesn't know that Yan Zicheng is your friend, don't be angry..."

Only then did Qiu Jiang belatedly realize that he had said the wrong thing. Looking at Fang Qiao's unsightly expression, he didn't dare to say any more, and closed his mouth resentfully.

Fang Qiao waved his hand, took out a cigarette from the drawer, got up and went to the balcony, ending the topic.

Zhou Han looked at his back, a trace of complexity flashed in his eyes.Unlike the brainless Qiu Jiang, he immediately thought of the crux of the matter—if the rumors about Yan Zicheng were true, then Fang Qiao, who was his friend and had a close relationship with Yan Zicheng, was also...

Fang Qiao closed the balcony door, pressed the lighter, and lit the cigarette in his hand.

The sound insulation of the balcony door is not very good. Through the door, he can still roughly understand the movement in the house. Zhou Han is whispering to Qiu Jiang, scolding him for not being able to speak, while constantly mentioning the word "Yan Zicheng", He was agitated.

I have never heard of these rumors about seniors before, and it is estimated that even the seniors themselves do not know about it...

Although there are no groundless rumors in this world, and Yan Zicheng is indeed gay, but the proliferation of rumors must be the result of someone deliberately manipulating them.As for this person, most likely he is from the theater, and the people from the outer court, firstly, they don't know Yan Zicheng that well, and secondly, there is no need to do this at all.

Yan Zicheng has always been low-key in dealing with others, and his circle of life is very small. Although he is arrogant and cold-tempered, he will not go around offending others. Fang Qiao couldn't figure out for a moment who was behind the scenes and deliberately dealt with him.

He suddenly thought of Yan Zicheng's ugly face when he was bumped into by Jian Junhao last time, and he felt worried - if Yan Zicheng knew about this, there must be no good.

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