Senior, follow me

Maybe it's because he's been thinking too much recently and his body is weak, and he's too emotional at this time. After shouting the phrase "enough", Yan Zicheng only felt a tightness in his chest, his eyes turned dark, and he couldn't even speak for a while. , can only breathe hard.

Fang Qiao was taken aback by him, and seeing his ugly face and unsteady standing, she quickly reached out to support him.

The sudden dizziness and heart palpitations did not last long, Yan Zicheng tried his best to calm down his too intense heartbeat,

The darkness in front of him gradually dissipated, and his vision finally became clear. As soon as he raised his head, he met Fang Qiao's worried eyes.

This Fang Qiao...was really worried about him...Yan Zicheng was a little dazed, thinking about it.

The turbulent emotions were suddenly interrupted, and the feeling just now disappeared. Yan Zicheng looked down at his embarrassed appearance, and suddenly felt very boring.

In fact, there was nothing wrong with Fang Qiao, and he shouldn't be treated like this at all.What's wrong is him, desperately trying to find a high-sounding reason for his arrogance and hypocrisy, thinking that he can escape everything...

Why bother?Why hurt yourself and hurt others?

This is a farce. It started out of nowhere, happened inexplicably, and ended in a meaningless way.

Yan Zicheng exerted force on his hands, and broke away from Fang Qiao's palm holding him, his expression finally regained his composure.

"Fang Qiao, let's stop this matter and don't bring it up again in the future."

"..." Fang Qiao looked at him fixedly, trying to understand his thoughts.

"I'm tired, I'm going back to the dormitory, let's make way."

The exhaustion on Yan Zicheng's face was too obvious, Fang Qiao hesitated for a while, and finally stepped aside.

When Yan Zicheng returned to the dormitory, Yang Ze was sitting in the room playing with his mobile phone, smiling foolishly.No need to guess, he must be chatting with his girlfriend.

Yan Zicheng didn't bother him, went straight to his desk and sat down, turned on the computer, stared at the loading boot interface, and was a little lost in thought for a while.

Just like what he imagined, Yang Ze in love is gentle and considerate, passionate and proactive, a rare good lover... It's a pity that the person who can enjoy all this cannot be him.

Unwilling to think about it any more, Yan Zicheng lowered his eyes, retracted his mixed thoughts, opened the unedited manuscript, and planned to hurry up and finish it.It was almost the end of the month, and the "Floating Life" magazine was very urgent. A while ago, he had delayed a lot of progress due to personal problems, so he was under a lot of pressure.

After all, emotional matters are not the whole of life. Putting aside those annoying things, he still has to be responsible for his own life.

However, his condition today is really not very good. After more than half an hour of deleting, deleting, modifying and modifying, he only completed a few hundred words, which made him even more irritable.

At this moment, the penguin icon in the lower right corner of the interface suddenly jumped up.

【Wood】: "Q^Q"

He sent an emoji of tears in the face of the wind, a big boy made such an emoji, it was ridiculous to imagine, Yan Zicheng smiled, and the irritability in his heart disappeared a lot.

【Su Zi】: "What's wrong with you? OO"

[Wood]: "I did something stupid and made the male god angry......"

Even through a layer of screen, Yan Zicheng could feel the deep depression of the other party, and couldn't help being a little curious.

【Su Zi】: "What stupid thing?"

[Wood]: "...It's too complicated to explain T^T...In short, he is just angry!"

Yan Zicheng hesitated for a while, but in the end he didn't ask any more questions, and instead comforted him: "Apologize to him, your male god won't hold grudges like that~"

After this sentence was sent, the other party remained silent for a long time, so long that Yan Zicheng thought he was disconnected.

After a while, the interface finally responded again, and a short sentence came from the wooden hair.

[Wood]: "It's really hard to like someone who doesn't like me."

Yan Zicheng stared at that sentence, not knowing what to say for a moment.It's not because I can't empathize, but because I can understand so much that I can't even say a simple word of comfort.

He didn't know why Mu Mu suddenly said such a sentence, probably he was frustrated by his male god... just like he was frustrated by Yang Ze countless times before.

Loving someone who doesn't like you is like holding a blunt knife on your heart, grinding it bit by bit until it's bloody, even if it hurts badly, you can't say it, because no one cares .

People who fall into this kind of love live like dumb, unable to express their suffering.

"Since it's hard work, why do you still like him?" Yan Zicheng tapped the keyboard slowly, and pressed Enter to send.

With a "ding", the other party sent a reply.

【Wood】: "Because he is the best, better than anyone... so I will only like him."

Yan Zicheng stared at this answer, fell silent, and after a while, laughed in a low voice.

Sure enough, he was still a child, and what he said was really childish.

the best?How many people can be perfect in this world?People who are cheerful on the surface are actually dull; people who look proud are actually inferior in their bones; people who are excellent and powerful are actually afraid of loneliness...

Pursue love with such an immature mood, probably sooner or later, you will be hit head-to-head, right?

For some reason, the immature answer on the screen gradually overlapped with Fang Qiao's face.

"Senior is my idol, the one I really, really like..."

Are all freshman kids like this now?Blind, passionate, like moths to a flame.

"Come on then! I wish you success~" Yan Zicheng imitated the girl's tone and sent out a sincere wish.

No matter what, I hope he can succeed, maybe Wood's road to love will be much luckier than him?

After that night, the relationship between Fang Qiao and Yan Zicheng reached an impasse.

Fang Qiao's exam is just around the corner, so he really has no time to care about him, even the activities of the radio station are temporarily on leave.As for Yan Zicheng, he was avoiding Fang Qiao. If the other party didn't show up, he wouldn't take the initiative to look for her.In this way, more than half a month passed in a flash, and the two have not met each other, and there is no communication on the Internet.

Yan Zicheng lived in Yang Ze's pink bubble every day, and after a long time, he gradually got used to it.After all, people still live by reason, not by love, so they can always slowly accept emotional frustration.

With the passage of time, the original clear pictures in the memory gradually became blurred, the original severe pain in my heart gradually became numb, and even the kind of love that originally affected the whole heart gradually became pale.

One day, when Yan Zicheng was sitting in the cold room, ordered a glass of beer, lit a cigarette, and passed the time alone, he suddenly found that his heart had calmed down, although it was empty, like an open It opened a huge black hole, but it was very calm, as if something heavy had been dropped, and the whole body was relaxed.

At that moment, he looked at the dim sunlight outside the window, extinguished the cigarette in his hand, and smiled lightly.

The old wound has scabbed over, and the real healing is not far away.

The day before the Mandarin proficiency test, Fang Qiao just woke up when his phone vibrated crazily.

"Hey, Fang Qiao!" As soon as the call was connected, a monstrous voice rushed over along the radio waves, and said a series of words like a cannonball, "I have a plane to Chengdu at twelve o'clock in the noon, you boy, Come and pick me up, Ang, long time no see, we brothers will not come back tonight if you don’t get drunk, if you dare not come, be careful I will kill you at your school! That’s all, that’s it, hang up Ang first !"

Fang Qiao didn't have time to say a word, and hung up the phone with a "snap", leaving only a series of busy tones.

Well, I wanted to review it again, but after this phone call, he was in trouble.Fang Qiao sighed resignedly, packed up her wallet and keys, changed her clothes and went out.

Lin Hang came, as usual, with a whirlwind of madness.He is Fang Qiao's childhood friend - the kind of childhood friend in the true sense.The two have known each other since they were young, and they have been in the same school and class all the way by fate. They can be regarded as the best buddies who know everything.The most important thing is that both of them have exactly the same sexual orientation, and they only love men who are as tough as themselves.

Lin Hang is a very interesting person, he lives freely, frankly, is not afraid of anything, and always pursues the ultimate freedom, even if it makes him look like a lunatic.So as early as when they were in high school, Lin Hang had already come out in front of everyone. Thanks to his handsome and monstrous appearance, this move not only did not attract people's disgust, but earned him a lot of nympho female fans.

Fang Qiao is different from him.In his opinion, liking the same sex is not a bad thing, but it is not a good thing to show off after all.So if no one asked about it on weekdays, he would never mention it, let alone come out publicly and in a high-profile manner.

This small difference did not cause any hindrance to the relationship between the two.Lin Hang was always Fang Qiao's best buddy, so even though there was an important exam the next day, Fang Qiao put down what he was doing and went to the airport to pick him up.

The plane arrived on time. Fang Qiao stood outside the gate, scanning the crowd who came out in a hurry, and soon found Lin Hang.

He is so conspicuous, with soft black hair casually draped over his shoulders, and a bright wine red slim long windbreaker, which perfectly outlines his smooth and graceful body lines.The two long legs of the lower body are tightly wrapped in black leather pants, and a pair of high leather boots are on the feet, with a row of silver iron buckles on them, making the calves look slender and slender, making people unable to move open eyes.

Not to mention his good-looking face and those pair of peach blossom eyes that are always seductive. It is only three or five steps from the passage to the gate, and Fang Qiao has already seen at least four girls who are infatuated with each other.

He is obviously gay, yet he likes to provoke little girls so much!Fang Qiao complained in her heart, and went forward reluctantly.

Although he looks good, he has always been a low-key person and doesn't like to attract attention, which is the complete opposite of Lin Hang, a mobile hormone dispenser.This guy is dressed so coquettishly today, no matter who walks next to him, he must be baptized by the wolf-like eyes... Fang Qiao was terrified, the closer he was to Lin Hang, the closer he was to his monstrous smiling face , the more he gave birth to a desire to turn around and leave.

As if seeing what he was thinking, when he was still a few steps away, Lin Hang took two steps forward abruptly, grabbed Fang Qiao's neck fiercely, leaned forward and gnawed on his face He took a sip and laughed unscrupulously, "My dear! It's been a long time, I miss you so much!"

"...!"

In an instant, there was a clear sound of gasping around the two, followed by whispering discussions.

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