Senior, follow me

Fang Qiao sat in the quiet and empty studio, holding selected manuscripts one by one in his hand, read them out, and then added a few words of his own comments. He had done this kind of work hundreds of times , but never once was it done in such a professional environment.

He can clearly feel a lot of things, such as the slight vibration of his vocal cords due to his utterance and exhalation, the slight tremor of Mike, the surrounding sound-absorbing sound-absorbing walls, and the transparent glass walls, projecting All kinds of gazes on oneself.

In those eyes, there is admiration, envy, jealousy, and inquiry.

Which one would Yan Zicheng's gaze belong to?Fang Qiao couldn't help but think wildly, and then forced herself to stop those random thoughts and concentrate on the manuscript in hand.

This is a test, but also an opportunity, not to be messed up for any reason.

He secretly warned himself, his eyes focused on the next manuscript, and he couldn't help but froze.

This is--

"Hello anchor, today I want to tell you a story about a secret love. Some things are piled up in my heart, and I don't want to vomit, so I simply write and submit it. Anyway, it is anonymous, and no one will know who I am. I... like a Boys, I have liked it for a long time.

"He is very good and powerful, and he went to a very good school very easily. I was a few years younger than him, so I chased after him desperately. I followed him and went to a university where he was there. , I joined the club where he was, and now I have a good relationship with him. However, he doesn't know that I like him, and he only regards me as a good friend...

"I am writing these things today not to ask him to be with me. I just want to thank him very much. Because I like him, I was admitted to a university that I didn't even dare to think about before, and joined a very warm university. Family...Because I like him, I become better than before..."

The time for the broadcast is coming to an end, and this is probably the last one, so it is extra long, covering a whole sheet of paper, Fang Qiao's heart gradually softened as she read it.

Speaking of which, I was actually like this back then, also clumsily chasing after a person, clumsily following him all the way forward, and before I knew it, I was admitted to a university that I didn't even dare to think about before. He became a much better person than before.

Yan Zicheng, I want to thank you too. If it weren't for you, I probably...wouldn't have had the chance to sit here...

After reading the last word, Fang Qiao couldn't help but look up, searching for the figure outside the glass wall, looking for the boy who made her better than before.

Finally, he met the man's dark eyes.

"This audience's contribution is really touching. Secret love may be bitter, because your heart may never be conveyed to that person, but secret love is very beautiful, because it will let you know Before I knew it, I became a better person." Fang Qiao smiled, looked into Yan Zicheng's eyes through the thick transparent glass, and said the last sentence, "We should all be sincere, and we should be sincere to the things we once liked or loved. To the person you like, say thank you."

This is the end of today's "Friends" column. As soon as Fang Qiao came out of the studio, he was surrounded by a group of people.

"Xiao Fang, your voice is so nice! Next time we have a party, you must sing for us!"

"Fang Qiao, you read really well. Remember to give me advice when you are free."

"Fang Qiao Fang Qiao, my senior sister is about to fall in love with you~ The last sentence of 'thank you' is touching!"

……

"That's right, boy, the last sentence is very contagious!" Yang Ze stood on the periphery of the crowd, patted Yan Zicheng's shoulder vigorously, and sighed with relief.

"Ah... yes, he did a good job..." Yan Zicheng came back to his senses and hurriedly agreed, but the expression on his face was a bit unnatural.

When Fang Qiao said the last sentence, she lowered her voice slightly, which made the already pleasant hoarse magnetic voice even more confusing. Coupled with such touching words, it's no wonder that it will fascinate a group of girls.It's just... why does he always feel that those words are said by staring at himself...?

"Senior, Senior Brother Yang." Yan Zicheng was thinking about Fang Qiao's matter in his heart, and suddenly the other party's voice came out of his ear. When he raised his head, he met the boy's smiling eyebrows. Fang Qiao looked very happy, smiling Ask, "How am I doing?"

"Not bad, I praised you to Zicheng just now." Yang Ze was also very happy, and he didn't hesitate to praise him, "Zicheng, Fang Qiao is really a good little brother, don't you think so?"

"En." Yan Zicheng nodded, showing a cooperative smile, and put aside the doubts just now, maybe... I was wrong?

"Senior brother has won the award, and so has the senior. I was still too nervous, and I didn't speak very well at the beginning."

"Hey, this is all normal, as long as it can be adjusted." Yang Ze waved his hand, signaling that he doesn't care, then suddenly turned a corner and asked an irrelevant question, "Speaking of which, you boy, why did you call the rest of us They all call them Shige, but only Zicheng is called senior?"

Yan Zicheng also looked at Fang Qiao. To be honest, he had been curious about this question for a long time.He had already discovered that no matter if it was Yang Ze, Chen Le, or other seniors, Fang Qiao always called him Senior Brother. Why did he call him senior when he came here?

"...Do you really want to say it?" Fang Qiao was taken aback, touched his nose, and looked embarrassed, "I feel a little embarrassed..."

What he said made Yang Ze even more curious, and hurriedly asked, "Tell me quickly, or my brother will be angry!"

"Okay, okay, then I'll tell you, don't laugh at me!" Fang Qiao was so entangled by him, she smiled helplessly, and cast her eyes on Yan Zicheng who was standing by, "Brother, you also know , Senior and I are in the same high school. Since my freshman year in high school, Senior has always been my idol, the one I really, really like, and I often... will mention Senior to others, and always talk about Senior , If you yell too much, you can't change your mouth...so..."

"O=O..." The audience was silent, Fang Qiao scratched her head with an innocent face.

Yang Ze was stunned for a long time, and finally broke out into a burst of laughter, wrapped his arms around Yan Zicheng's neck, and teased out of breath, "Haha, this is really... I can't see it! So it's Zicheng you In high school, the thin, weak, and quiet virtue can also hook up small fans. It is still a high-quality breed like Fang Qiao. I, I really underestimate you! I really, really like it... Hahahaha no way I laughed so hard!..."

When he heard Fang Qiao's words, Yan Zicheng was also stunned, and it took him a long time to recover from Yang Ze's wild laughter, only then did he realize that at some point, his face was burning.

Fuck, this nasty brat made him look ugly again!The good impression before was gone all of a sudden, Yan Zicheng roared in his heart, and gave Fang Qiao a vicious look.

But he can't do anything to the other party, after all, this guy is still his "fan"!In the end, he could only cough lightly in embarrassment, and changed the subject in embarrassment, "Uh... Well, it's 01:30, and class is about to start... Aze, let's go quickly, the teacher will call the roll, if you are late, you will be late." Oh no."

As soon as he finished speaking, he took three steps and two steps, and left as if fleeing.

Yang Ze watched him slip away, but he had no intention of chasing him. Instead, he leaned into Fang Qiao's ear narrowly, winked and said, "We won't have class at all in the next session, that guy Zicheng is just shy! Junior brother, you have to work hard, your idol is thin-skinned and thoughtful, and he is difficult to deal with, so senior brother wishes you success in chasing stars in advance, and if you need help, just ask me for help!"

"That's kind, I'll thank senior brother first." Fang Qiao replied with a grateful smile, but she was secretly cursing in her heart——

My first plan is to make Yan Zicheng never let you go in his eyes or in his heart.If you knew, you probably wouldn't want to help me "chasing stars", would you?

"Hey, no thanks, it's actually like this, senior brother also has something to ask for your help..." Yang Ze rubbed his hands, smiling a bit awkwardly.

Yan Zicheng didn't have any class in the afternoon, so naturally he wouldn't go to the teaching building. He casually greeted a few acquainted juniors, and hurried to the dormitory.

On the way from the radio station to the dormitory, his mind was blank. It wasn't until he sat down on the bed that he realized what a stupid thing he had just done. Run away!My sister is really ashamed to be thrown into outer space!

Yan Zicheng's face was cold, and he forcibly suppressed his distorted expression.

"Didi——" He was sulking when the QQ connected to the computer suddenly sounded a new message notification.

Yan Zicheng was stunned for a moment, and ran over to check.

"Is Mrs. Su Zi there?" A familiar ID - "Talking Wood" was beating on the screen.

Yan Zicheng smiled, and the boredom in his heart suddenly disappeared a lot, and he clicked a word back, "Yes, long time no see, how are you doing?"

Mu Mu is a netizen he has known for a long time and one of his readers. Since he first published articles in magazines, the other party has started to write to him, which has given him great encouragement.After a long time, the two became friends with each other and often communicated online, sometimes discussing literature, sometimes discussing life.Yan Zicheng likes this kind of relationship very much. They are very close to each other and can share many things with each other, but they are far apart so that they will not disturb each other's lives.

It's just... the other party should be like most people, thinking that he is a girl...

Yan Zicheng has never disclosed his private information in the Two-dimensional world, except for the editors of the magazine, no one knows his real name and gender.The public will judge her as a girl with a delicate mind, but it is only due to his feminine style of writing and pen name.

The same goes for Mu Mu, who always thought he was a girl, and Yan Zicheng didn't bother to clarify.This is his bad taste. After all, he is a friend on the Internet. It is much more interesting to maintain a certain sense of mystery than to know the basics.

[Wood]: "I'm fine, I've recently started to adapt to university life, and I'm in a good mood~^-^"

Yan Zicheng smiled, he knew that Mu Mu had just entered college this year, and was in the exciting period of seeing everything new.

【Su Zi】: "Is university happier than high school?"

[Wood]: "Of course! The most important thing is that there is a male god!"

Soon, there was a reply like flying over there.

The male god... That's right, Mu Mu has a male god who has always been admired. Before the college entrance examination, he even swore to get into the university where the other party is... Yan Zicheng was thinking about it. For some reason, Fang Qiao's seriousness suddenly flashed in his mind. expression——

"Since my freshman year in high school, my senior has always been my idol, the one I really, really like..."

hell!What are you thinking!Yan Zicheng hurriedly shook his head to get those weird thoughts out of his head.

"Have you met your male god? Isn't he super handsome? Have you confessed your love~" He typed this sentence imitating the tone of a girl's gossip.

[Wood]: "I saw it, and the male god is of course handsome... But confession or something, there is still a long way to go..."

This time the other party's reply was obviously slower, and there was an unspeakable frustration in the series of ellipses.

Yan Zicheng glanced at the small dialog box that popped up on the screen, and suddenly felt a little panicked. He leaned back, took out a cigarette from the drawer, and lit it.Mu Mu is a boy, just like him, also gay, he knew this from the beginning.Perhaps it is precisely because of this that he is particularly concerned about this fan and netizen who has never met, and has kept in touch for so many years...

But at this moment, seeing Mu Mu's depression and loss, Yan Zicheng felt uncomfortable.He knows the taste of secret love, it's bitter and astringent, once he tasted it, he tasted it for many years, he didn't know where the way out was, and he didn't know what the ending would be like, so he could only hide it in anxiety every day , I am afraid that one day I will be discovered by that person...

He is a boy, falling in love with another boy is not a crime, nor is it a mistake, but he has to take a huge risk, has to keep silent, and has to suppress the emotions in his heart...

Why?Just because I like a man?Sometimes, he will be resentful and full of complaints, but in the end, those resentments will die down, and there will be nothing left.

Because he knew that in fact, there was no one to blame, and he could only blame himself. Who made him timid, not daring to risk everything to gamble.

The smoke gradually lingered, Yan Zicheng squinted his eyes, and was a little distracted for a while.

"You bastard, you actually secretly smoked in hiding!" The cigarette in your hand was suddenly snatched away, followed by someone's loud voice, "It's just your little broken body, you don't know how to pay attention, and you smoke like others What smoke! Just do it, and you will die sooner or later!"

Yang Ze, who didn't know when he opened the door and came in, was staring at him with hatred, and the half-burned "criminal evidence" in his hand was emitting green smoke.

Yan Zicheng slammed the laptop to death, and begged for mercy with a smile, "I was wrong, I was wrong, I couldn't help it for a while, I promise there will be no next time!"

Yan Zicheng, you coward, you deserve to be secretly in love for the rest of your life!

The author has something to say: welcome little angels to comment, collect and moleste~

Desire dissatisfaction ing!

Next time notice:

Fang (smiling): The senior said before that he would treat me to dinner, can you honor it tonight~? ^-^

Yan (reluctantly): Those who are indebted to favors are really the most annoying!