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Lin Qingyan looked at her in a panic, and finally let go of her fingers inch by inch under Le Jiaxuan's complicated eyes.

She has never seen Le Jiaxuan's eyes like this.

In the past, the eyes that always look at her with strong love, but this time, from the first surprise to the later calmness, they are no longer full of enthusiasm like before, so that she can clearly understand "Feeling" the happiness of being needed, shattering all the luck that I had in my heart before.

Maybe before that? She still harbored such a simple fantasy in her heart, but the facts cruelly and clearly presented the truth of the matter in front of her eyes.At this moment, Le Jiaxuan was not even willing to accept her touch, so she had nowhere to talk about her joy.

She saw that Le Jiaxuan's complexion was not very good-looking, she was clearly exhausted, but she directly rejected her care, stood up weakly and walked into the lounge with the help of the nurse who was walking towards her .

Lin Qingyan hesitated for a moment, but followed.

The weather in April? It's a bit chilly at night.

Omega's physique is much weaker than that of Alpha, but Le Jiaxuan only wore a thin windbreaker, obviously she came here in a hurry and didn't bring anything.Her grandma's illness was caught off guard at the beginning, and no one must have expected it at the time?

What Lin Qingyan heard at the time seemed to be about cardiovascular and cerebrovascular symptoms. She knew nothing about medicine, but she also knew that it should be very serious and the situation was not optimistic.She can understand that Le Jiaxuan is absolutely not in the mood to deal with love at such a time, so she is willing to wait.

After adjusting her mood a little, she cautiously walked to Le Jiaxuan's side, wanting to touch those hands, but stopped when she was only a short distance away.

"Xuanxuan."

It seems that these two words have not been uttered for a long time, and there was a slight sense of strangeness when I just uttered them, but it quickly dissipated.The girl's fair cheeks made the two dark circles hanging on her eye sockets extra? Obviously, it was obvious that she didn't sleep well after staying up all night. Thinking back? Before? Le Jiaxuan's hands and feet were cold, and Lin Qingyan was so humble for the first time Gradually hand over your coat:

"are not you cold?"

Le Jiaxuan's eyelashes trembled.

When she was about to put on a coat for her, Le Jiaxuan's instinctive reaction caused her to push away Lin Qingyan's hand in an instant, using a lot of strength to leave nothing behind. , causing the other party to stagger and almost fall to the ground, and looked over in surprise.

The Le Jiaxuan in Lin Qingyan's memory always spoke softly to everyone, and never lost her temper with anyone.From childhood to adulthood, she has seen the most tempered people, that is, Shu Minglan and Le Jiaxuan. She has never even heard of cursing, let alone pushing people.

To be honest, Omega's strength? It's not too big? It's just that the sudden attack made Lin Qingyan defenseless? She bit her lip tightly.Compared to her current sadness, Le Jiaxuan's body was obviously more important. After not seeing her for so long, she really lost a lot of weight.

"What did you come to see me for?"

The hoarseness of the clear voice in the past due to physical discomfort is actually more sexy, but at this time, Lin Qingyan has no intention to perceive it anymore.Because it was rare for Le Jiaxuan to speak, after hearing her own voice, she rarely sat down happily beside her, her voice was very low and soft:

"I paid for your grandma's medical expenses."

Before seeing Le Jiaxuan herself, Lin Qingyan never thought that she would be so excited when she saw her one day.

In the past, people who were used to enjoying being highly praised seemed to have undergone a change of identity. At this moment, Le Jiaxuan was actually like an idol she had liked for a long time, and Lin Qingyan was the one who came to chase stars.The emotions suppressed in the chest in the past have accumulated from being shallow to a threshold that needs to explode, and finally reached the peak.

Many things that troubled her were finally resolved. After waiting for so long, Le Jiaxuan finally came to an end.Lin Qingyan had a faint smile on her face, her voice was just as she imagined, it was the gentleness she had practiced countless times, she turned her head slightly, as if comforting her girlfriend who lost her temper:

"My payment this time is... in the name of your girlfriend."

Le Jiaxuan looked up at her for a few seconds, then lowered her head after a while, and said "Oh."

The heartache and anticipation that had arisen spontaneously had not had time to start to bloom, Lin Qingyan was directly hit into a trough by this simple word, and she looked at the girl who was lying on the sofa and continued to close her eyes in disbelief. .

She could hardly believe her ears and eyes, but the girl in front of her obviously no longer looked like she was joking.No, to be precise, it is impossible for Le Jiaxuan to joke with her on this kind of matter, even if she pretends to be calm and surprised, she can't help it, and she will immediately pounce on her with a smile on her face. arms.

But this time Le Jiaxuan didn't.

She just looked up slowly after she was expecting it for a few seconds, the expression on her face was a mockery she had never seen before.Then Lin Qingyan? During that time when she imagined that there would be a romantic reunion, little by little, she saw? The cute and well-behaved girl who was always in front of her, and revealed everything she had never seen before.

"Why do you say you are my girlfriend? Are you my girlfriend? Ms. Lin Qingyan, where do you have the confidence?"

"At the beginning, when we maintained our underground relationship, we didn't even have time to reply to a message, but now we're looking for me excitedly again, do you really think I'm a puppy that you call and go? ?”

Lin Qingyan's face changed several times visibly to the naked eye: "I didn't..."

"Did you chat with Chi Shuangyan on Weibo when you didn't have time to reply to my messages? Did you show off your affection, or didn't you feel unnecessary to bother me when I went to the airport to see you for the last time? Did you not say goodbye after you made a promise?" Give up, or did you not do it when we were not really together? In the name of girlfriend? Enjoy my kindness to you with peace of mind? "

"Have you nothing?...You have everything, but I have nothing."

"Lin Qingyan, why are you crying? Are your tears so worthless? You have your teammates, your glamorous title of 'National Girlfriend', Chi Shuangyan who hypes you up, and you who love you Your family and fans who support you. Do you think I didn’t try to expose you in the past, but they will believe everything you say.”

"Just like me back then."

"You have everything." The girl's familiar yet unfamiliar voice repeated over and over again in her ears, "but I had nothing. At that time, I had nothing but grandma and the courage to fight for you and pursue your dreams. Besides, there's nothing left."

Lin Qingyan, do you still remember the factory that He Lingxing reported?That's where I came from.I don't look much different from you, but I also feel heartache.

I cry, I laugh, I cry, and I get hurt when I peel you an apple you don't like.The fruits you carve out when you are hot in summer and don’t want to eat are the result of my repeated injuries. No one is born with such skillful hands.

The first bouquet of flowers you received when you first debuted was given to you by my teacher, Tuoshu. A box of Gypsophila also had a broken leg. I was lying on the hospital bed, watching you and Chi Shuangyan on the stage There are hot songs and dances, and they are folded by hand a little bit.

Shu Minglan can go all out for He Lingxing? Tell them about their relationship in variety shows. He Lingxing can travel thousands of miles to solve their secrets for Shu Minglan, but why do you You can't think for me more, or you don't want to?

When I like you, you are my idol, the star hanging in the sky can support my dream.But when I don't like you, you are nothing, you are just a coward through and through, you only dare to feel guilty in your heart, but you dare not stand up and have no responsibility?

"If you like Chi Shuangyan, you can tell it directly. We have never been together, so there is no question of who is sorry for whom or who cheated. I will not expose any information about our relationship."

"I do not like her."

Le Jiaxuan swallowed back the words that came to her mouth, and after a while, she still looked at the girl sitting in front of her with tears streaming down her face, but she didn't feel the pain as she imagined. no.The moment her heart opened was an unprecedented comfort. After holding back for so long, she was finally able to release the fragment that had been pierced so hard into her heart, and then stab Lin Qingyan mercilessly. heart of.

The pain is wiped out, with interest.

"then you?"

Lin Qingyan's voice trembled violently, but she still said stubbornly, "I like you."

"But if you want to be with me, I will only treat you as a tool man?"

Lin Qingyan raised her head, and for the first time, the girl leaning on her side looked at her with a blank expression. Perhaps, if you look closely, there was an extremely strong pleasure in it, like a piece of broken glass, ruthlessly? Pressed into the skin and muscles, regenerated? Roots sprouted, stinging more small nerves.

Le Jiaxuan paused every word? Repeatedly added:

"If you want to be with me, I will only treat you as a tool. You know, I don't have money to see a doctor for my grandma. The damage you did to me before can't be repaired, so I can only change idea."

"You are my girlfriend in name, and you are in charge of treating my grandma. I don't have the slightest interest in you now, so when you are with me, you cannot kiss, have sex, or mark temporarily. In order to let I feel safe and have to text me back anytime, anywhere.”

"If you can't do it? These points..."

Lin Qingyan's voice trembled fragmentarily: "I can do it?"

"Then you? Just follow the way I used to coax you, and peel an apple for me first." Le Jiaxuan raised her cheeks, smiling as sweetly as before, "Be clean, I'm just like you, Eat an apple without the skin."

The author has something to say: the new article will be published as soon as this book ends, I will try my best, I can’t guarantee it because the list is uncertain, and the author wants to eat Orz

Finally made it through this month!Where there is an epidemic, everyone should pay attention to protection. Don’t go out if you can’t go out. If you go out, don’t go to crowds. Wear a mask. Vaccine protection is not 100%!