Love rival, borrow some pheromone

In the hometown teahouse, Ji Ran hadn't recovered from He Hang's sudden visit.

And why did He Hang know that Ye Yu had been here?

Now that I think about it, Ye Yushi left very suddenly just now. He received a message and glanced at it, and suddenly got up to say goodbye. Ji Ran thought that he might have other business, but when he left, He Hang came back, and he made it clear. The one who was looking for him made Ji Ran wonder if the message Ye Yushi received was from He Hang.

If it was from He Hang, Ye Yushi knew that He Hang was coming, why did he leave?

Dodging He Hang?

Ji Ran couldn't figure it out more and more, so he didn't think about it anymore. Recently, he just started to take over the family's law firm and was busy with the wedding, and he always felt that the relationship between Ye Yushi and He Hang was not as exaggerated as his classmates said. In Ji Ran's eyes, He Hang and Ye Yushi are actually well-measured people, and they won't do anything out of the ordinary.

So put aside doubts, ready to go home.

When I walked to the door, I found a few waiters gathered at the front desk, looking at their mobile phones together, their faces seemed to be very surprised.

Ji Ran is not a mean boss. When the employees are lazy, he usually just pretends not to see them, but he vaguely heard Ye Yushi's name from their conversation.

Ji Ran frowned, walked over and knocked on the counter, "What are you looking at?"

Only then did the waiters realize that he was coming, their expressions were flustered and worried, and one of the little girls seemed to muster up the courage to hand over the phone, "Boss, Shi...Shishen, something seems to be wrong."

Ji Ran's heart sank, and he reached for his phone. He was so shocked by the hot search entries that he couldn't speak—Ye Yushi suspected that he had killed his parents.

how can that be?

Ji Ran quickly clicked in, and the most popular one was a report from an unknown paper magazine five years ago, with a black-and-white photo attached to it, in which Ye Yushi was taken into a police car by two policemen, one on the left and one on the right.

The title in boldface is shocking—a 17-year-old high school student suspected of murdering his father and mother cruelly.

The content is the so-called process of things.

The landlord kindly went to deliver some green vegetables to the tenant early in the morning, but when he entered the house, he found that the husband and wife in the house were dead, lying on the bed, and their son was sitting beside him in good condition. leftover meals.

The landlord was so frightened that he hurriedly called the police. After the police arrived, they surveyed the scene and finally took the boy away.

I heard from the neighbors nearby that both the husband and wife were sick, and the family only relied on a son who was in school to live on a work-study program. The son was often too busy to go to school.It must be that I really couldn't bear it anymore, so I came up with this idea.It is also excusable.

How can there be excuses in this world for killing one's father and one's mother?

Ye Yushi was scolded by netizens to the point where he felt that he was not as good as a beast and should go to hell.

Of course, some rational netizens said, if this is the case, why was Ye Yushi not sentenced?He was already 17 years old at the time, and he was criminally responsible for murder. Even if it wasn't the death penalty, he would definitely have to go to jail.

But there are too few such rational voices, and more people listen to the wind and rain, and follow the trend from the so-called commanding heights.

Even the waiters in the teahouse are the same. When Ji Ran was reading these contents, the waiters were still whispering beside them.

"Do you think it will be true?"

"Maybe. After all, I was only 17 years old at the time. The burden was too heavy. It's normal that I can't bear it."

"Hey, I really can't tell Shishen is that kind of person..."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Ji Ran slapped her phone on the counter, her expression extremely gloomy, and she stared closely at the little girls.

He has always been a very popular person, he smiles three-pointedly when he meets people, and has an excellent affinity.

Suddenly getting angry at this moment can scare people even more. The waiters suddenly fell silent, not even daring to stand up.

.bath salts.

There was an indescribable feeling in Ji Ran's heart, not only anger, but also remorse.

When the third year of high school started, Ye Yushi and He Hang didn't go. Everyone knew that He Hang had gone abroad, but no one knew why Ye Yushi didn't go.But the students in the class are not very familiar with Ye Yushi, so no one cares.

Ji Ran called Ye Yushi, but couldn't get through. He asked online and WeChat, but there was no reply.

He could only ask Zheng Jiayang, but when he asked, Zheng Jiayang's face became gloomy, and he didn't say anything.

Later, he went to ask the head teacher again, and the head teacher said that Ye Yushi had suspended school, and he didn't know the specific reason.

But Ji Ran couldn't figure it out. Although Ye Yushi often didn't go to school, his grades were not bad. Moreover, Ji Ran knew that Ye Yushi was going to be admitted to an art college, and his cultural requirements were not high. Why would he drop out of school?

But Ye Yushi never appeared again.

Ji Ran himself didn't pay attention to e-sports anymore, so he didn't know Ye Yushi became a professional e-sports player until a few years later. He watched Ye Yushi's games on the Internet, and there were some interviews with Ye Yushi. When he smiled, his eyes were crooked, and there were shallow pear dimples at the corners of his mouth, which looked the same as before.

Seeing that Ye Yushi is fine now, Ji Ran was relieved, and sometimes felt that his worries back then were too much.

Didn't know until now that it wasn't.

He didn't believe it and reported it, it was like making up a novel, but the photo of Ye Yushi being taken into the police car was not fake.

Back then, something really happened.

Thinking that if he had been more persistent back then, Ye Yu would have felt better when he found Ye Yu, Ji Ran was very annoyed.

But now was not the time for him to be annoyed, he didn't even bother to scold others, he picked up his mobile phone, dialed Ye Yushi's number, and turned off the phone.

He froze for a moment, then dialed Zheng Jiayang's phone number.

The moment the connection was made, Zheng Jiayang's distraught voice came over, "Nonsense, they are all talking nonsense, who the hell is doing the tricks, I know I must kill him!"

Zheng Jiayang also went crazy. He worked a night shift and slept at home during the day. His girlfriend woke him up and asked him to watch trending searches.

He was almost blinded by the hot search terms.

Calls to Ye Yushi were turned off, calls to He Hang were not answered, and a bunch of old classmates called to ask him what was going on. He just wanted to know where Ye Yushi was now. When the call came, he yelled at him right away.

Ji Ran didn't care, and asked him, "Can you contact Yushi?"

After realizing that it was Ji Ran, Zheng Jiayang's tone became a little better, "I can't get in touch, I'm going to visit the YSG club."

"I'll go with you." Ji Ran said and went out.

The two hurried to the YSG club, and the whole club was in chaos. Everyone was calling Ye Yushi, but they couldn't get through. The chairman of the league had already called Wu Ming several times and was also looking for Ye Yu. When, but no one knows where Ye Yushi went.

Fortunately, the entries on this matter on the entire Internet have been removed, but if you search for Ye Yushi's name, it is still all about this matter. The screen is full of curses, and Zheng Jiayang is so angry that he wants to smash his phone.

"Nonsense, bullshit, all fucking bullshit!"

Everyone in YSG didn't believe it either, but what happened?The reason why netizens believed it was because Ye Yushi was indeed taken away by the police in the report, and those who followed Ye Yushi over the years knew that his parents were indeed gone.

"What's going on, do you know? If you know, tell me first, and I'll tell the alliance right away. Let's make a statement first. If it continues like this, I'm afraid that Xiaoye will be in danger if she meets passers-by outside." Wu Ming asked.

Ji Ran also nodded, "Indeed. No matter what, the public opinion must be stabilized first, and it cannot develop in a worse direction."

But Zheng Jiayang shook his head, "I don't know exactly what happened that day."

Ye Yushi never told him about it, he only knew that when he came back from the countryside, Ye Yushi's parents passed away suddenly, and when he hurried over, Ye Yushi fainted at home with wet clothes on his body. Through the clothes, people have been burnt.

He hurried to 120 and sent the person to the hospital. It was just a fever, but it couldn't get better. Ye Yushi lay in the hospital for half a month. He didn't talk or eat. He was so skinny that he didn't care what Zheng Jiayang told him. , he would just say, "I'm fine."

Half a month later, Ye Yushi suddenly disappeared. Zheng Jiayang couldn't find him, and the police were unsuccessful. It wasn't until Ye Yushi took the initiative to contact him that he knew that Ye Yushi had dropped out of school and was going to work professionally.

After that, Wu Ming knew better than Zheng Jiayang.

Wu Ming liked the Miracle game very much back then, and just as Miracle was about to hold a professional league in China, he had the idea of ​​forming a professional team. It happened that he met a very powerful person in the game that night, and he joined the opponent As a good friend, I wanted to observe again, and then found that this great god didn't seem to sleep. He went online during the day, and the other party was there, and when he went online at midnight, the other party was also there. It was like this for a week in a row.

He didn't think much about it at that time, he just thought it might be an otaku.

Later, he took the initiative to express his thoughts to the other party, and wanted to invite the other party to join his team. The other party agreed, and the two made an appointment to meet at a place.

Wu Ming still remembers the first time he saw Ye Yu, feeling so thin that he might not be able to stand still when the wind blows.

Ye Yushi is also thin now, but he is in a healthy state, but at that time he looked like he was sick, even his lips were bloodless.

At that time, Wu Ming didn't even realize that he was a peerless handsome guy. It wasn't until Ye Yushi gradually began to return to his normal routine, his face grew a little flesh, and his complexion returned to normal. A handsome guy who can afford the appearance of the league.

Wu Ming also knew that something must have happened to Ye Yushi at that time, but he never asked. Every time he wanted to ask, he could always think of the situation when he first met Ye Yu that year, so he couldn't ask. Accidentally tore open the wound that Ye Yushi had healed with great difficulty.

All three of them had vivid impressions of Ye Yushi at that time, but none of them knew what the truth was at that time.

At the same time, He Hang had already received the clearly sorted truth, but he didn't have time, or he didn't even bother to read it, he just wanted to find Ye Yushi.

After repeatedly calling Ye Yushi's cell phone and finding no one, he used all the connections of the Mu family and finally found Ye Yushi's whereabouts - Nanshan Cemetery.

He Hang's heart felt like being hacked into pieces, but he didn't care, and drove straight to Nanshan Cemetery.

The sky had gradually darkened, and the early spring, which was bright and sunny during the day, turned back to the cold winter. The evening in the cemetery was gloomy and gloomy. He Hang walked up the steps step by step, and finally found Ye Yushi's figure.

He sat before a tombstone, his legs curled up, his head bowed and his face hidden in his arms.

It may be that he was very warm when he went out at noon. He was only wearing a thin sweater, which was loose and loose. Under the gloomy weather, he looked very thin and helpless.

In He Hang's mind, the scene he saw on the rooftop five years ago when he went abroad instantly appeared. Ye Yushi was also in the same posture at that time, sitting helplessly on the ground alone.

He Hang's heart ached terribly, and he ran over, but before he could speak, Ye Yushi, who hadn't moved for a long time, raised his head when he heard the movement.

The moment he saw him, an accident flashed through those bright black eyes, and then he smiled apologetically at him, "I'm sorry, did I make you worry? I just remembered that I haven't seen them for a long time. So here we go, and then the phone dies."

He Hang looked at him, and suddenly the urge to rush over and hug him tightly disappeared, he didn't dare anymore, he didn't dare to get close to Ye Yushi like this easily, he was afraid that if he tried too hard, the other person would be broken.

He slowly knelt down in front of Ye Yushi, and reached out to hold Ye Yushi's hand.

Ye Yushi's hands were already freezing cold, but he didn't seem to feel it. If He Hang didn't come, he might be able to sit here all night.

He Hang forced himself not to think about it, and asked softly, "I've already seen it, shall we go back first?"

Ye Yushi looked at him, as if he didn't understand what he was talking about, and suddenly answered the question, "He Hang, do you believe what is said on the Internet? I killed..."

"I don't believe it!" He Hang interrupted him immediately.

Ye Yushi still looked at him without blinking, his voice was soft but strangely firm, "But what if I really killed them?"

"Don't talk nonsense!" He Hang finally couldn't help but leaned forward and hugged him tightly. He didn't know what happened, but no matter what happened, if Ye Yushi really thought so, he would never will be happy.

But sometimes Ye Yushi really thinks so.

When he was 15 years old, something happened to his family. Overnight all their property, including all kinds of handicrafts he collected, were auctioned off to pay off debts. Their family moved from a villa to a rental house. They may all be relatives of their family, and later the real relatives became out of reach.

His parents always feel sorry for him, and always think that there is still a chance to stand up, so they run around for it.

Then there was a car accident.

It is said that when the car hit, his father pushed his mother away, but he was knocked several meters away, bleeding all over the ground.

He and his mother received many critical illness notifications outside the operating room of the hospital. At that time, he was terrified, and he was afraid that his father would really not be able to get out.

Fortunately, the man was rescued, but it was only rescued. From now on, he can only lie on the bed, eating, drinking, and lassing have to be served by others.

But he and his mother were so happy that they cried miserably while hugging each other, but while crying and crying, his mother suddenly started laughing, laughing louder and louder, looking at him as if she didn't know him at all.

Later the doctor told him that his mother had been stimulated and became mentally disturbed.

Good times and bad.

When she is good, she can take good care of her father. When Ye Yushi comes home, she will cook a meal and wait for him, clean up the house, and even hug him and cry to apologize to him.

When things were bad, she would look for her son and her husband everywhere, throwing his father off the bed to the ground, smashing the house into a mess, and going to neighbors' houses to find people, saying that they hid her son and husband.

Neighbors don't get tired of it, they just keep moving.

But later, his mother woke up less and less, and Ye Yushi really didn't have time to stay at home every day, so he had to go to the hospital to prescribe sleeping pills, and when he went out, he coaxed his mother to take one and let her sleep.

After a long period of time like this, life gradually calmed down, and every time he went home, the neighbors would no longer complain to him, and as he grew up, he could do more things and earn more money than before.

On the day of the accident, he had just helped someone prepare a design drawing, and the other party was very generous, giving 500 yuan more than the original basis.He happily thanked the people, and went to buy the dishes that his parents only ate, thinking that he would earn an extra 500 yuan, so he could have an extra meal.

But when he got home and opened the door, he realized something was wrong.

There are ready meals on the table, but there is no mother waiting for him.Being able to cook means that my mother is awake. When she is awake, her mother always stands at the door waiting for him, as if she wants to look at him more while she is awake.

He quickly put down his things and ran to the bedroom, only to see his parents lying on the bed with their eyes closed, as if... asleep.

But the genius is dark, they won't go to bed so early.

And my father was sick, so my father was always lying on that bed alone, and my mother slept on the small bed next to her.

He suddenly realized something, his heart fell into an abyss instantly, he rushed over and fell to the side of the bed, touching his parents' bodies.

A piece of ice.

At that moment, he felt that the sky was falling.

Even when his family was bankrupt, his father was injured and never recovered, his mother was insane and never knew him, and he had to go to school and work at the same time, he never felt this way.But at that moment, everything supporting him collapsed.

He sat down on the edge of the bed and sat like that all night.

At dawn, the landlord's aunt kindly sent them vegetables grown at home, opened the door and found something strange, and called the police.

After the police arrived, they confirmed that it was suicide at the scene, but to be cautious, they still took Ye Yushi to the police station.

Ye Yushi recorded the statement in a daze, and was ruled out of suspicion. Later, the policeman in charge of this matter gave him a letter, saying that it was on the dinner table, and it was his parents' suicide note, which was given to him.

He took the suicide note, sat down on the chair next to him and opened it, it was his mother's note.

"Baby, this is probably the last time Mommy will call you that. Baby, I'm sorry, Mom and Dad are sorry for you.

On the day you were born, your father was as happy as a child, hugging you and reluctant to let go, telling everyone that he had a son.

At that time, the two of us agreed to make you the happiest child in the world.

But we not only failed to do it, but also became your biggest burden.

It's the mother who is useless, she can't hold on when encountering a little thing, you can be so strong as a teenager, but your mother is so scared that she drives herself crazy.

We know you don't dislike us, you still love us as before.

But baby, Mom has noticed that I am less and less awake, and I will probably not be sober again after I go crazy again.

You are only 17 years old, do you want to drag a father who can't do without people for the rest of your life, and a mother who is crazy and doesn't even know you and will only cause you trouble?

We don't want to.

Every time I see you coming back exhausted, sometimes with injuries on your body, your father and I wish we could die clean.

We know how selfish it is and how much harm it will cause you, but we still made this selfish decision after discussing it.

You forgive us, and don't blame yourself.

You know, your father and I want to save face, and living like this is torture for the rest of our lives, and we'll be relieved if we leave.

I just hope you're doing well, okay?

We know you can take care of yourself.

We will watch you in the sky, you must live your life happily, and come to the sky to meet us again.

In the next life, Mom and Dad will definitely fulfill the unfulfilled promise in this life, and will definitely make you the happiest child in the world.

bye baby

——Mom and Dad who love you the most”

Ye Yushi didn't remember how he left the police station. In fact, he lived in a daze for a long time afterwards. He only remembered that he simply buried his parents with the help of his neighbors.

The day of the burial was deserted. After returning from the cemetery, he walked to the school for some reason.

At that time, the school hadn't started yet, and the senior year hadn't even started to make up classes. I walked to their new classroom for the third year, stood outside the window and looked at it, and then walked along the corridor to the roof.

He didn't know why he went there at that time, and there was even a voice in his mind asking himself: Are you going to jump off the building?

Of course he didn't jump off the building, his parents chose to commit suicide in order not to drag him down, he still jumped off the building, is he human?

Then he sat on the ground beside the guardrail, his mind was empty, his heart was empty, as if the world was also empty.

He didn't even know when it started to rain.

He didn't raise his head until someone talked to him. The moment he saw He Hang, he seemed to lose his memory for a short time. He didn't know where he was or why he saw He Hang.

At that time, he didn't care about these things, he just noticed that it was raining, and instinctively felt that it was time to go home, so he got up and walked past He Hang.

It was strange that at that moment, he suddenly remembered that He Hang was going abroad, and then blurted out, "I heard that you are going abroad, and the journey will be smooth sailing."

Afterwards, he returned to the empty home in the rain. He did not eat normally for several days, and in addition to the heavy rain, his body finally couldn't bear it and fell to the ground.

When he woke up again, he was in the hospital. Zheng Jiayang watched over him with a worried face, and Zheng Jiayang's parents looked at him with eyes full of sympathy and pity.

After that happened, everyone looked at him like this, and they were all worried about him.

However, he felt that he was fine.

Apart from not wanting to see people, because he didn't want to talk, because he didn't want to eat, because he didn't feel hungry, because he didn't want to sleep, because he was dreaming, he didn't even cry.So he thinks he's okay.

After staying in the hospital for half a month, he left without saying goodbye, knowing that Zheng Jiayang would be worried, but at that time he really just wanted to be alone.

Later, I met Wu Ming. At that time, he realized that he couldn’t even hold a paintbrush, and it was impossible for him to take the exam in that state. It happened that Wu Ming invited him to play professionally, so he took a leave of absence from school. Played the Challenge for a year.

He was very busy that year, so busy that he didn't have time to think about it. Even if he had time, he would keep himself busy, and kept telling himself that he should live a good life and live happily, because Mom and Dad watched from the sky. he.

Five years have passed in a blink of an eye, and he always feels that he has lived a good life and has not disappointed his parents, but he knows that he has a knot in his heart.

"He Hang," he leaned on He Hang's chest, and said softly, "You said if I hadn't bought sleeping pills back then, or had taken them with me instead of keeping them at home, would they..."

"No!" He Hang interrupted him immediately.

He always knew that Ye Yushi's past would be shocking, he didn't dare to ask, but he also made mental preparations.But even so, the truth is still beyond his imagination.

What was even more frightening was that Ye Yushi wanted to take the death of his parents on himself.

He couldn't imagine that 17-year-old Ye Yushi took the extra 500 yuan he earned to buy extra meals and returned home happily. After seeing his parents both passed away, he still believed in his heart that the person who killed his parents was he himself.

No, no, how could it be your fault?

You have worked hard.

Your parents just love you too much to be a burden to you.

When He Hang thought about these years, Ye Yushi might have always had this knot in his heart, and his heartache was unbearable. He hugged the person in his arms tightly, and kept repeating: "It's not your fault, it's not your fault. It's your fault. Your mother left you a suicide note, which shows that decisions made during waking life, even if there is no sleeping pills, there is always another way to make a decision. Don't think about it, okay?"

"Really?" Ye Yushi pushed him away, raised his head to meet his eyes, looked at him with some uncertainty and expectation, "Really... didn't I kill them?"

"Of course not! Ye Yushi, you heard clearly, you are not wrong, you have never been wrong, don't wrong yourself again, remember?"

He Hang's tone was so tough that he was taken aback. What Ye Yushi needed was comfort. How could he talk to him like this?

But He Hang was afraid, he was afraid that Ye Yushi would get into the corner of the horns and not get out, and he would never let go of this matter.

But he didn't know that his firm and unquestionable attitude at this time happened to give Ye Yushi confidence.

Over the years, Ye Yushi always had a voice deep in his heart asking him from time to time, what if he hadn't taken sleeping pills at home?Will that happen again?

He didn't tell anyone about this guilt, so no one ever told him with such a firm and unquestionable attitude that he was not wrong, never!

At this moment, He Hang said that, from He Hang's eyes, he could see that He Hang really thought so.

He suddenly felt relieved, and gradually, all the pain and grievances that had been suppressed in his heart for many years surged up. He rushed over and hugged He Hang, buried his face in He Hang's chest and cried like a child, articulate He said indistinctly, "Well, I didn't kill them, it wasn't me, it wasn't me..."

Seeing him crying, He Hang let go of his hanging heart, but seeing his beloved cry into tears, thinking that these tears flowed out after he suppressed them for five years, he couldn't say anything in his heart. Pamper.

I feel even more regretful.

He regretted that when he saw Ye Yu on the school rooftop five years ago, why couldn't he ask more questions, why couldn't he get out of the car and follow him when he saw him walking alone in the rain, and he knew something had happened at a glance?

If I could be by his side at that time, would his pain be relieved a little bit.

There are also all kinds of inexplicable tit-for-tat confrontations with Ye Yushi before.

Now that He Hang thought of everything that happened back then, he really wished he could go back and strangle himself to death.

The only good thing about arriving was that Ye Yushi calmed down after all. His tears covered his clothes before he raised his head. The corners of his eyes were red from crying, but his expression seemed to have returned to normal.

"Thank you." He looked into He Hang's eyes, his voice was a little hoarse, but he was serious.

He was really grateful to He Hang.

Five years have passed since this incident, and he always tells himself that it is over, he has come out, and now he is taking good care of himself.But for five years, he didn't even mention this matter to Zheng Jiayang.

He didn't have the courage to recall everything that day.

But today, he said it out, and because of He Hang's presence, he suddenly wasn't so afraid.

It was He Hang who gave him courage.

He Hang suppressed the thought of choking himself to death, gently wiped the tears on his face, and said softly: "Fool! Go back first, okay? It's too cold outside, you might get sick if you stay any longer."

It was only then that Ye Yushi remembered that he was still pregnant, and it would be troublesome to be sick. He was really annoyed, and pulled He Hang to leave, but suddenly remembered something, and pulled He Hang to turn around, facing the tombstone.

On the tombstone are photos of his parents, both young, one handsome, the other beautiful and generous, with gentle smiles on them, as if they were looking at their beloved son.

Ye Yushi held He Hang's hand tightly, looked at them in the photo, and said with a smile, "Dad, Mom, let me introduce someone to you." As he spoke, he looked at the man beside him, " It's him, He Hang, my...boyfriend. We're going to get married soon, so I'm no longer alone. I will spend this life happily with him, don't worry!"

He Hang looked at him and smiled slightly, then turned to face the photo on the tombstone solemnly, "Dad, Mom, don't worry give him to me. What you haven't finished in this life, leave it to me to finish, I will definitely let him He's the happiest man in the world."

Ye Yushi was also surprised that he called him parents so directly, but then he couldn't help but lower his head and smile.

Although He Hang felt that this was quite ceremonial, he was really worried that Ye Yushi would get sick, so he hugged Ye Yushi after speaking, said goodbye to his father-in-law and his mother-in-law who were watching from the sky, and then left.

However, Ye Yushi suddenly remembered another very important matter, and turned around and shouted at the tombstone, "Mom and Dad, I forgot to tell you that I am pregnant. I will bring my baby to see you next time."

It was already completely dark at this time, and if anyone passed by nearby, they would probably be startled by him.

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