Yuanzhong poultry

Zhao Jun leaned down and kissed Yu Bai's forehead.

The young man who has just lost his crown, no matter his face or figure, is no longer the youthful appearance of the past, but Zhao Jun can still easily hold him in his arms, just like treating a 17-year-old boy at that time.

The wide-sleeved and narrow-waisted gold gown with vermilion black edge, glazed white jade belt, and dragon, phoenix and auspicious cloud patterns, such a solemn robe can overwhelm people's color at a moment's carelessness, but it only adds brightness to Yu Bai's pale face. Guanghua, under the dim light of candlelight, less handsome, more gorgeous.

"This is the wedding dress I prepared for you. Ah Bai, you look beautiful in it." Zhao Jun knelt down in front of Yu Bai, slowly stroking the material with his fingertips, his expression obsessed and focused.

He caressed the silver-red headband tied on the shiny black hair, the extremely gorgeous dragon and phoenix totem on the smooth fabric, the Kunshan white jade buckle embedded in the belt, and the thin and slender body wrapped in the red dress.

This is someone he loves.

Yu Bai lowered his eyes, his hand was caught inadvertently, and the densely packed small wounds on his palm were suddenly touched, and he flinched subconsciously.It was scratched in the snow just now, and compared to the black and blue frostbite knee, it was not serious.

He looked at Zhao Jun half-kneeling in front of him, with an ethereal voice as if coming from a distant sky: "I will tell the world that I will marry you as my queen, just like I promised before, and no one will bully you again. Ah Bai, put Let’s forget about the past and start over.”

Yu Bai looked at him as if he didn't understand, but felt that his eyelids became heavy one after another, and everything around him in his sight gradually became cloudy and misty, becoming ethereal.

"Abai, do you still remember what I asked you on the day of Lidong?" Zhao Jun continued to ask himself, "I asked you at that time, if nothing had happened, would you love me... At that time you Hesitating, aren't you? What did you want to answer?"

Xu Shi saw that Yu Bai didn't respond, and Zhao Jun's speech speed became faster and faster, and the last sentence "Is it" actually had a hint of panic.His heart was beating wildly, sweat was forming on his forehead, and he held Yu Bai's hand tightly, confirming that Yu Bai was not in a state of breaking free or refuting, and finally a soft smile appeared on the corner of his lips: "Ah Bai, do you have me in your heart? I was not good before, I will give you whatever you want, just don't get angry with me for others, we will..."

There was a knock on the door, followed by a young boy's timid voice: "Your Majesty..."

——He Nianbai.

Nanke woke up from his dream.Yu Bai stared at the bright red dress for a long time, then shook his head: "Your Majesty needn't be like this."

The world fell silent.

The smile on the corner of Zhao Jun's mouth gradually withered, and he held his hand but refused to let go easily: "Ah Bai..."

Amid the slow knocks on the door, Yu Bai quietly interrupted him: "Your Majesty, Mr. He is outside."

He Nianbai was looking for you, just like I was looking for you back then.

Yu Bai can no longer think about how He Nianbai came to Zhao Jun's side, just like he can no longer recall how he came to Zhao Jun's side.

Memories were full of thorns in his heart, and he couldn't breathe in pain as soon as he set foot in it. In the past, he would step through the thorny jungle to find the evidence that he left a mark on Zhao Jun's heart to comfort him. Now He Nianbai is here. Someone took his place, and he no longer had to endure the pain of bone-biting and heart-breaking pain.

The knock on the door continued, but the smile on Zhao Jun's face slowly faded.He stood up abruptly, slammed his fist on the desk heavily, his teeth were gritted, and the expression on his face was even more unpredictable.Suddenly, he sneered: "You are sensible, it seems that the Kang Ning Hou Mansion is really right to send someone away."

He approached suddenly and pinched Yu Bai's jaw: "Send him to Yannan Pavilion——Abai, you are so eager to call him brother and brother for fear that I will lose interest in you? Do you want me to tell him to come in? How do you serve me?"

A layer of mist gradually formed in front of Yu Bai's eyes, he was neither angry nor annoyed, he only opened a pair of dark eyes, looking at him blankly and slightly sadly, as if everything had nothing to do with him.However, when he saw Zhao Jun approaching the red candle with a stack of deed papers, he rushed over subconsciously: "No!"

Zhao Jun wrapped his arms around his arm vigorously with one hand, and held up the deed with the other, leaning closer to the fire: "Since you have already decided to trade yourself for them, why should you care about these deeds? Could it be, my Abai? Regret, do you have other plans?"

The meaning of threat is shining brightly, like a sharp knife hanging in front of the neck.Yu Bai's fingertips froze in mid-air, and after a while, Fang said dumbly: "...you burn it."

Before he finished speaking, the stack of deed papers had been thrown into the flames, and black and red flames rolled up in front of him, his burning white eyes hurt, his lips trembled, but he couldn't utter a word.

The fire blazed like a devil's mouth, and in an instant, the gold was reduced to ashes.

Disappearing together, there are also the spring pavilions in the south of the Yangtze River, the frozen mountains and rivers in the northern part of the country, the lonely smoke in the desert, the sunset on the long river, the apricot blossoms in the spring rain, the iron horses and the autumn wind.Yu Bai opened his mouth, and repeated in a daze: "I don't regret it, you burn it... burn it."

A tear rolled silently from the corner of the eye and slid across the hot and trembling cheek.But Yu Bai seemed unconscious, staring blankly at the ashes that fell to the ground and scattered into clouds.When he landed, he couldn't help thinking, will they be carried by the wind to those free places?

"I won't touch Yu Wan, and I won't touch Xieyi, Yu Qingzhou, and Feng Shishi. The crisis of the Qin family has been resolved, and Yu Wan and Qin Xianzhi have set off to return to Ruoshui City. If Feng Shishi wants to leave the shadow guard and return It’s not impossible for my family. They are all living well now, and they will be in the future.”

Looking at the gray and black embers, Zhao Jun seemed to have finally found some comfort in his heart: "The premise of all this is that you will stay by my side forever. Until I return to Hongmeng, you will also be buried in the imperial tomb with me."

Amidst the shallow knock on the door, Yu Bai nodded very lightly.

That's what he wants, isn't it?As for freedom, hope, love...it doesn't matter anymore.His future may be the same as He Nianbai outside the door, leaning against the door every day to sell his smile, hoping to be favored by the king one day, to be able to compete for a place in the palace, and spend the rest of his life in loneliness.

only……

"It's just, Zhao Jun, for the sake of us... having a relationship, can you let me meet my sister..."

The high fever that burned his body and even his heart burned away the last sliver of clarity in him.At some point in time, another white mist appeared in front of him, making the whole world blurry.Yu Bai fumbled with his fingers, and groped to grab the corner of his clothes, like grabbing a life-saving straw: "I only see one side, and one side is fine..."

"Just one side... I won't leave, I won't leave again... Zhao Jun, I beg you. Let's get married, I will marry you, and I will stay by your side... Let me meet my sister, I It’s not that I don’t believe you, I just miss her a little bit, Zhao Jun...” His body was burning with high fever, his face was hot from the base of his ears, but he was shivering from the cold, his underwear was drenched in cold sweat, the cold and heat were fatal The way coexists with each other, and the articulation becomes more and more incoherent.

This long night has exhausted all his humble attitude in this life, and at this moment, he no longer knows how to please Zhao Jun more.He wanted to cry but couldn't cry, choked in his throat, and he didn't know what he was talking about.At this moment, almost relying on biological instinct, he pulled Zhao Jun's clothes like a young animal looking for shelter, chanting Yu Wan's name in a daze, begging for Zhao Jun's consent.

Zhao Jun lowered his head and looked at him quietly.

He is such a proud man.Zhao Jun thought, his Abai was born a lowly and unappreciated bastard, but he was ordered to fight the enemy when he was in danger, beheading the Hun prince under his horse, and when he was forced to kneel in front of him by the power, his back was still straight, as if no one had ever been able to Make him half proud.

Such a person should have been enshrined as a marquis and worshiped as a prime minister, with a promising future—but now, he is wearing a bright red wedding dress, kneeling at his feet, pinching the front of his clothes with his fingertips, begging humbly and irrationally He, with his old feelings divided into swords, has a final confrontation with his cold heart.

He has been planning for their future for many days, if he softens his heart this time, he will lose everything.

"I can let you meet, but what about after meeting?"

Zhao Jun squatted down, opened his fingers one by one, and stared at him with an extremely calm expression: "Abai, your sister is married, and now she has a husband who knows each other well. There will still be dear and lovely children, and you are a dead person in her heart. Are you really willing to disturb her and let her suddenly have a younger brother who has come back to life?"

Do you really want your sister to know what you're doing now?Can you really meet your closest relatives with your current humble and embarrassing attitude?

Zhao Jun's words were like thunder, Yu Bai slowly let go of the hand that was holding the hem of his clothes, and fell to his knees as if exhausted from all the strength.

The sky-blue dress of the eldest sister under the green willow fluttering in the wind, the battlefield where the mourners are bleeding and drifting, the care and worry that his father occasionally shows to him, the endless stream of people and horses on the red gate exchange market once a week, drifting The crispy pancakes and bacon, the young and immature face of Xiyi, Feng Shishi's awkward and increasingly mature smile... The last scene before he lost consciousness was the sunset covering the entire desert at the age of 17, a couple playing together. Horses have crossed thousands of miles of territory.

……

The door of the palace was kicked open, and He Nianbai, who was guarding the door, was shocked, spilling most of the soup he was holding.Before he had time to worry about his careless hands and feet, he saw Zhao Jun rushing out with someone tightly in his arms, and hurriedly shouted: "Come here, call the imperial doctor!"

When he was dazzled, he saw a corner of the red robe hanging from the emperor's arms, and a phoenix was breaking through the sky and soaring upwards.

The author says:

This night has finally passed, counting with fingers, the serious crematorium is about to begin~