I was targeted by the scumbag Bai Yueguang [Transmigration Book]

Maybe things are too messy in my head.

That night, Fu Juncheng couldn't sleep all the time, half dreaming and half awake, he felt that he had returned to more than ten years ago, and dreamed of the orphanage where he had been staying for a long time.

He has never met his parents and has few friends.

There are many children in the orphanage, but it seems that they will never get along with him. A little bump is a good dispute. The deepest memory is that he once hid a candy under the pillow. The pink candy wrapper was used by him. The silk rope was tied with a bow, but it was stolen by the little brat in the next bed. He was so angry that he beat him up again.

I can't remember whether the candy was snatched back, but I have a feeling that he doesn't really like candy that much.

I just heard that children who are pampered tend to have sweets.

So when you eat it in your mouth, even the sweet taste has a special meaning.

His memory has always been not very good, and many things may have happened in the middle, but he can't remember them clearly.

Later, in order to eat, he started filming by chance and learned to buy candy by himself, but it always didn’t have the same taste as before, as if something was missing, but if he wanted to talk about it in detail, he couldn’t say it.

He dreamed that he was in the crew all day long and had a very hard time. Once he even fell off his horse and almost died. He finally survived.

There should be no one with him.

The room was quiet, not even the sound of wind could be heard.

But he always felt that something was not right.

In a trance, he heard someone talking to him next to his ear, with a bit of coquettish feeling.

The voice said: "Brother, my feet hurt so much, can you come and see me often."

He felt that he should not be coquettish.

Besides, if someone came to see, don't the feet hurt anymore?

But the person said again: "It still hurts, but if you talk to me more, I will forget about the pain."

He suddenly heard his own voice, and he couldn't answer whether to laugh or cry: "Who did you learn these words from? Wouldn't it be nice to have more sleep if you have this time?"

The other party said: "When I wake up after sleeping, once you leave, I will be alone again."

At that moment, he seemed to suddenly find that the stagnant air was flowing slowly, bringing a trace of cool wind, passing through the gap in the window, lifting the white gauze curtain, and blowing along the warm sun slanting on the corner of the wall, he vaguely smelled The rich aroma of sweet-scented osmanthus.

The person next to my ear was aggrieved: "I used to have no one to talk to me in the orphanage. Not only did they not talk to me, they even robbed me of my candies. Later, I hid the candies under the pillow, but they were still robbed. "

Hearing this, he raised his eyes and suddenly saw a familiar face.

The man looked at him carefully, his beautiful peach eyes reflected the dazzling sunlight outside the window, like a river full of broken stars.

The person in front of him asked, "Brother, will you still visit me?"

Years of a dream.

He stared blankly at the other party, feeling that he had suddenly woken up, as if he hadn't fully woken up yet.

It is obviously not the change of the world, the vicissitudes of life, but he somehow felt that his nose was a little sore, and his eyes were a little blurry, and he only saw a vague shadow in the shadows, and he felt nostalgic for no reason.

He felt as if he hadn't seen this person for a long time.

But he only saw the other party's clear eyes in the last second.

Vaguely, he felt that it shouldn't be like this.

The other party should not have met him, let alone know him.

In this way, he will not encounter more things, offend people who should not be provoked, and will not lose his life because of him.

He couldn't tell whether it was because of guilt or other reasons, but he later went to ask for a talisman for the other party and counted a lottery.

The lottery was a lottery, but the amulet was not given out and was lost in a fire.

The memory seemed to be frozen in a certain moment when the setting sun was like blood. He saw the other party's face was reddened by the raging fire, sitting alone in the corner of the room full of flickering sparks and billowing smoke, surrounded by the choking smell of smoke and fishy smell. The rusty smell of the tide, and the heat waves came one after another, making people dizzy.

As soon as the picture turned, he heard the man ask him again in a hoarse voice: "Does brother like me?"

He was in a hurry to rescue the person, and he couldn't remember whether he answered the person or not.

Or maybe it was "like".

Otherwise, how could the other party answer his words, and said intermittently: "But I lied to my brother many times, and I did a lot of bad things, which made you unhappy."

"..."

"So don't save me, it's not worth it."

"..."

"Just pretend that I don't exist, so as not to upset you."

……

How could it not exist.

It's like waking up from a big dream.

So go through your life and live it as you are.

is life without him.

A dream lasts for many years.

It was those years when he was muddled and dazed.

Maybe it was because he didn't close the window tightly, the wind was very cold at night.

Fu Juncheng didn't know how long he had this dream. When he opened his eyes, he felt a severe pain in his heart, as if he was about to suffocate.

The pillow was also wet a lot.

He raised his hands to cover his hot eyelids, but the unstoppable tide still surged up one after another, and then trickled down the corners of his eyes, sinking into the hair on the sideburns, bringing a little bit of coolness.

Like every time before, he couldn't remember clearly what he had dreamed after waking up.

But the nameless sadness surged, and it didn't stop for a long time. He took a big breath, and even his throat, heart and lungs hurt badly.

Until there was a slight sound of footsteps at the door.

In the next second, the door was opened and the lights in the room were turned on.

Fu Juncheng was at a loss for a moment, and then remembered that he had just been discharged from the hospital, and went back to that remote small apartment with Xu Yaozhou, not far from that old residential area, and he had been here many times before.

After finally regaining consciousness, I heard someone approaching in a hurry, and then stopped beside the bed.

He felt someone holding his wrist, and there was unspeakable worry and panic hidden in his tone: "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

Fu Juncheng stubbornly did not move his hand, covering his eyes firmly: "Don't..."

Xu Yaozhou was stunned: "What?"

Fu Juncheng said, "I'm fine, maybe I just had a nightmare."

He doesn't remember many things, but he seems to remember a little bit vaguely.

He remembered someone telling him in his ear: "It's better to forget, I don't like you at all."

I also remember what he said silently when he prayed for the peace talisman: "I hope you will be safe and sound, and your wish will be fulfilled. If there is a next life, there will be someone who will love you and someone will protect you. You will have no worries about food and clothing, and you will have no worries for the rest of your life."

For no reason, Fu Juncheng suddenly became angry, he pursed his lips and said in a hoarse voice, "Go out, I don't seem to want to see you very much right now."

Perhaps it was because Fu Juncheng's temper came too suddenly, Xu Yaozhou didn't realize it for a long time, and asked after realizing it: "Brother...did you dream of me?"

Nothing but silence.

After all, Fu Juncheng didn't know too well.

He couldn't answer, so he just didn't do anything, turned over abruptly, turned his back to Xu Yaozhou, and ignored others.

Xu Yaozhou was stunned, and Fu Juncheng moved his hand away, only to notice Fu Juncheng's red eyes and the marks on the pillow that were not completely dried.

He had never dealt with this kind of situation before, Xu Yaozhou was at a loss for a while, and the moment he spoke, his voice became much softer: "Are you crying?"

Fu Juncheng: "..."

Fu Juncheng blinked his sour eyes, twisted the quilt directly, covered the top of his head, and said in a muffled voice, "No!"

How could it be possible to admit it!

It's embarrassing.

Fu Juncheng originally thought that Xu Yaozhou would say something more.

As a result, the guy was completely silent.

The quilt was a little stuffy, which made the already suffocating chest feel suffocated. Fu Juncheng couldn't help but drilled up a little, revealing a hairy head.

Xu Yaozhou said at this time: "Does my brother know everything?"

Fu Juncheng turned his head hesitantly, met Xu Yaozhou's cautious gaze, and asked, "Know what?"

Xu Yaozhou didn't say a word, and stared at Fu Juncheng for a long while, his slightly dazed eyes fell on the other's eyes that were a little foggy because of the moisture, and the faint red spot at the end of the eyes.

Fu Juncheng frowned, thinking that Xu Yaozhou hadn't heard, and was about to repeat his words.

Xu Yaozhou said softly: "The dream I mentioned to my brother during the day is all true."

"What did you say?"

Fu Juncheng was stunned for a long time before he remembered the dream that Xu Yaozhou had talked about before.

Xu Yaozhou said: "I was adopted by the Xu family from the orphanage. At that time, director Xu said that Mrs. Xu had been in poor health and mental state because of the death of her youngest son, so he asked me to pretend to be their youngest son. , by Madam Xu's side."

Fu Juncheng looked blank and was unable to speak.

Xu Yaozhou lowered his eyes and continued: "I never thought of lying to my brother. The birthday I told my brother before is also my real birthday."

Fu Juncheng: "..."

Xu Yaozhou: "It's mine, not the youngest son of the Xu family."

Fu Juncheng looked at Xu Yaozhou's hesitant expression, and even his expression was a bit complicated that he couldn't understand.

After finally getting a gap, Fu Juncheng asked curiously: "Then Mrs. Xu...knows everything?"

Xu Yaozhou shook his head: "Her body can't withstand great joy and sorrow, I haven't mentioned it to her yet."

Fu Juncheng wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say.

After hesitating for a long time, he only responded with an "oh".

Xu Yaozhou's voice changed: "She said that she wanted to have dinner together tomorrow, and I agreed."

He didn't move his eyes after he finished speaking, his gaze was fixed on Fu Juncheng's face all the time.

Fu Juncheng nodded, thinking to himself, Xu Yaozhou should spend more time with her.

He said indifferently: "Okay, you go, I will solve it myself tomorrow, don't worry about me."

Xu Yaozhou stopped him: "But she wants to have dinner with you."

Fu Juncheng: "???"

After thinking for a few seconds, Xu Yaozhou said: "She said that if you don't go, I won't go either."

Fu Juncheng stared at Xu Yaozhou for a while, half-believing: "She really said that?"

Xu Yaozhou blinked, but said nothing.

Fu Juncheng asked, "Didn't you make it up?"

Xu Yaozhou's expression became more innocent when he heard the words, which made Fu Juncheng's heart tremble.

Fu Juncheng observed Xu Yaozhou's expression for a long time, and after thinking about it over and over again, he felt that Xu Yaozhou didn't make it up.

Xu Yaozhou had no reason to lie to him by making up such an excuse just to have a meal.

But it seems unreasonable for Mrs. Xu to want to have dinner with him?

why?

Fu Juncheng's mind was already in a mess, but at the moment he was dizzy again, and he really didn't have the energy to think too much, so he subconsciously joked: "Your mother must have read too many rumors on the Internet and wanted to throw me a check for me Leave his son?"

Xu Yaozhou thought for a while, and replied, "Probably not."

Fu Juncheng: "Yes."

He thinks so too, it's too bloody.

Xu Yaozhou said: "Maybe with my mother's character, she will throw you a check and let you stay with me."

Fu Juncheng: "???"

Fu Juncheng sized up Xu Yaozhou for a long time, but he couldn't tell if Xu Yaozhou was joking.

Fu Juncheng hesitated and asked, "Seriously?"

Xu Yaozhou looked at him silently.

Fu Juncheng was startled: "Your mother also knocked on CP?"

Xu Yaozhou: "..."

The author has something to say: Zhou Zhou: "Mom will throw you a check and let you stay with me."

City Cub: "Is there such a good thing???"