I can't hold back my heart

After Zhao Ruoxuan entered, she gently closed the door, leaning her back against the door and panting.

After panting for a while, she stood on tiptoe and looked out through the peephole on the door. Sister Ling Lan was still standing there, as if she was touching her face with her hand, took out her mobile phone and took a picture of her face. Location.

Zhao Ruoxuan's heartbeat was still fast, and she kept standing on tiptoe. She put down her heels when she saw Ling Lan's sister was gone, and found that her calves were a little stiff.

She knelt down and rubbed it, and then happily went up the dark red wooden escalator.

On the second floor, my mother was watching cartoons with her younger brother. When she saw her enter the door and glanced at it, she turned back to watch cartoons with her younger brother without saying anything. Zhao Ruoxuan didn't feel disappointed.

Her heart is now filled with joy, and even the place where family affection is missing has been temporarily filled.

"Ruoxuan." Zhao Jingyun had just poured a glass of water from the kitchen, and realized that he hadn't seen his daughter in the past few days. After finally seeing her, he immediately called her to stop.

Zhao Ruoxuan originally wanted to go back to her room directly, but she had to stop when her father called her.

"Dad." She called timidly from a distance.

Her father didn't participate in her growth much, and he always acted very dignified in front of her on weekdays. Zhao Ruoxuan was not close to her father, and was a little afraid of him.

Zhao Jingyun didn't realize that her daughter would be a little timid when facing herself, and she approached holding a translucent frosted glass water glass with her slightly protruding finger bones, "School starts the day after tomorrow, Ruoxuan, which major did you enroll in?"

"...Chinese language and literature." Zhao Ruoxuan replied in a low voice, while observing her father's expression.

Sure enough, after she finished talking about her major, her father frowned unabashedly, "This major doesn't seem to be well-known in C University."

"What's your score in the college entrance examination?"

Zhao Jingyun continued to ask, she was very satisfied with the school her daughter enrolled in, but she didn't approve of the major, what can she do after she graduates from this major.

Zhao Ruoxuan curled her lips sadly. Dad doesn't even know her college entrance examination scores, so it's better for Uncle Li and Aunt Wei to care about her. When they went to play at Li Li's house, Uncle Li and Aunt Wei would ask a few questions and say that she chose My favorite major is very good, and I also have company with Ali.

She lowered her head, and tears came out all at once.

"Sorry, Dad, I'm tired."

She turned and continued walking towards the room.

Zhao Jingyun sensed that her daughter was feeling a little disappointed, and knew that there was no chance of changing her major for the time being after her major was settled. It seemed that the sophomore C had a chance to change her major in the top 15% of her major GPA, so let Ruoxuan change it when the time comes.

He didn't bother to spend more time caring about what was a foregone conclusion, but thinking that it would be time to report in a few days, he called his daughter again.

"Ruoxuan."

Zhao Ruoxuan was two steps away from touching the doorknob of her room, and she had to stop again when she heard her father's voice, but this time she didn't turn around, because she was afraid that her father would see her tears.

It's not that I'm afraid that my father is worried, but I already know that my father won't care, and I still think that she is still crying and troublesome at such an adult, and I don't want to prove this again, which makes me feel even more uncomfortable.

Zhao Jingyun saw his daughter stopped, but didn't turn around. He frowned slightly, but he didn't bother to think about it. He just said, "Ruoxuan, are you reporting the day after tomorrow?"

In fact, he is not sure, but most schools report on September 9, from kindergartens to colleges and universities, many of them are like this.

"En." Zhao Ruoxuan responded with her back turned.

I also heard my father say: "Your brother also reported that day. My unit has to go to work, and your mother will take your brother to the kindergarten to report. It should be fine for you to go by yourself?"

"No." Zhao Ruoxuan replied without hesitation.

She is used to it. Before she had no younger brother, she often reported herself. Every time she saw other classmates accompanied by their parents, she was very envious. Sometimes Uncle Li and Aunt Wei would even accompany Li Li together. But it's right to be disgusted by Li Li.

She could only secretly envy her, but because she was Li Li's friend, Uncle Li and Aunt Wei took good care of her, often took her to report together, and even invited her to dinner.

Sometimes she really wondered if she was born to her parents, but she knew very clearly in her heart that she was born, it's just that her parents didn't like her.

Zhao Jingyun breathed a sigh of relief. When I was at work today, several colleagues discussed asking for leave to accompany their children to report at the university. They thought it was very meaningful. Zhao Jingyun didn't know what the meaning was. With this time, it's better to do a good job , Work hard for the next promotion.

"Then you can go on your own. Remember to tell Dad how much you need for tuition and living expenses. Dad will credit your bank card in the past two days."

"it is good."

The conversation ended here, Zhao Ruoxuan made sure that her father would not say anything more, took two steps at a time, opened the door to enter, closed it gently, and locked it behind her.

She was holding on to the small screw lock on the door, and she could hear laughter from the living room.

"Dad, Dad, SpongeBob SquarePants...send Daxing to catch jellyfish, I... want to go too." The two-year-old brother has already learned to speak, but it is still difficult to say such long sentences, On and off.

"Hey, our Xiaoxiao is really good. I will go to kindergarten to study hard in a few days, and I will take you to the aquarium to see jellyfish when Dad is on vacation on weekends."

"Look at the jellyfish! Look at the jellyfish! Don't take my sister!"

"Okay, don't take my sister."

Zhao Ruoxuan's hand hung down from the small spiral lock, and quickly raised it again to cover her ears.

She suddenly wanted to start school very much. She was willing to stay in school and not go home for the whole semester.

She covered her ears and walked to the window.

She didn't turn on the light, but with the moonlight shining in, she could roughly see it clearly. She stood by the bed and looked down, looking at the position where sister Ling Lan had stood before.

Suddenly, she seemed to see sister Ling Lan again.

But in the blink of an eye, sister Ling Lan disappeared again.

Li Li and Wei Xi returned to the hotel holding hands. They took the elevator upstairs. When they got out of the elevator door, they let go of their hands tacitly, smiled at each other, walked out of the elevator together, walked around the front desk, and walked to the corner. Only then did they continue to hold hands.

The two young ladies at the front desk who knew Li Li were on the day shift together.

One of them asked, "Is that girl Li Li's friend?"

"It should be. They seem to have a good relationship, maybe they are girlfriends."

"I feel more like sisters."

...

Back in the familiar room, Wei Xi closed the door, and Li Li turned on the light.

The round lantern above the head illuminates the room, and the warm light reflects on the person, making the person gentle and romantic.

Li Li broke out in a cold sweat from nervousness at the barbecue restaurant today, and now that she has returned to a place where she feels safe, the first thing she thinks about is to take a shower.

She went straight to the closet, and Wei Xi followed her to the closet.

"Sister Wei Xi, you can only wrap yourself in a towel when you take a shower today, you can't even wear my clothes." Li Li opened the closet door and rummaged through it.

Wei Xi stared straight at the little girl's back, and gave a faint "hmm".

When the little girl tiptoed to reach for the pajamas placed high, her skirt shrank upwards, exposing a section of fair skin that shouldn't have been exposed to the light.

Involuntarily swallowed again.

Li Li focused on picking out pajamas for herself, and there were still a lot of undressed ones. Her mother would buy clothes for her when she was free at home, but there were so many pajamas.

She stuffed back the lotus root pink nightgown that she pulled out from a high place. She squatted down again, looked for it from the bottom of the closet, and finally pulled out a wine red one. It felt very silky to the touch, and the waist was well designed. It has a sense of lines, is mature and charming, a style she has never tried before.

Suddenly I wanted to try it.

That's all.

She casually put the wine red nightgown on her wrist and got up, closed the closet door, and just as she turned around, Wei Xi pressed against the closet.

Startled.

"Sister Wei Xi..." She looked at Wei Xi puzzled.

Wei Xi rested his hands on the cabinet door behind her, and leaned his head down, nestling on the side of her neck.

The hot breath sprayed on her neck, Li Li felt a little itchy, "Sister Wei Xi?"

She called her with some unease.

Wei Xi felt that she had made a mistake, and she seemed to have overestimated her self-control.

It's not suitable for her to be alone in a closed space with a little girl right now.

It's not to the point where it's completely unbearable, but it's just... I really want it for no reason.

Reason supported her to raise her head, but she didn't withdraw completely, she still pushed the little girl against the door.

"Sister Wei Xi?" Li Li looked at her in confusion and asked, "Why don't you talk?"

Wei Xi felt that it was not suitable for her to speak now, and she couldn't just say what was in her heart.

"If you don't say anything, shall I take a bath first?" The little girl asked her with wide eyes.

Wei Xi's eyes fell on the little girl's pink lips, and her throat slid up and down.

The little girl didn't notice her abnormality. When she acquiesced, she squatted down and wanted to leave from her circle from the side.

However, Wei Xi refused to let her get what she wanted, and moved her right hand down to wrap around the little girl's waist and lift her up again.

When she raised her eyes in astonishment, she leaned over and kissed her lips.

Li Li's eyes widened in an instant, his mind was chaotic, as if ten thousand bees were flying.

It turns out that sister Wei Xi didn't speak for so long just because she wanted to kiss her.

The rose red nightgown slipped from her wrist, but she didn't care.

He put his arms around Sister Wei Xi's neck and responded to the kiss.

Sensing the little girl's response, Wei Xi kissed harder.

When they parted, the little girl hung on her, panting.

It took a while to ask her: "Sister Wei Xi, didn't you agree that I should take the initiative?"

Wei Xi looked at her little girl, her cold eyes were sparkling with fire, and her voice was low: "I'm sorry, I couldn't hold back."

I don't know how long it will take for the little girl to take the initiative to kiss her.

The little girl was stunned for a moment, then she bent her lips and smiled, "Sister Wei Xi, you have changed a lot."

"What changed?" Wei Xi asked with his arms around the little girl's waist.

"A lot of things have changed, let me just say the most obvious one. When I offered to kiss you at first, you avoided it and never responded. I thought you hated me, but I didn't expect you to kiss me forcefully. "

"Then... now, Sister Wei Xi, you have become a kissing madman..."

The little girl hooked her neck and blushed.

Wei Xi felt that what the little girl said made sense, so she leaned over and kissed her again.

With lips and teeth intertwined, and bodies pressed together tightly, Wei Xi kept deepening the kiss.

She admits she's a little bit addicted, or totally addicted.

Li Li was so kissed that she couldn't stand still, Wei Xi's hand around her waist tightened so as not to let her fall down.

Just then, there was a "bang bang bang" knock on the door.

Wei Xi ignored it, Li Li opened his eyes and looked in the direction of the door,

"Ari, open the door, it's Dad."

The author has something to say: Wei Xi: I haven’t changed, it’s just that I was too tolerant before, and there is no turning back