I can't hold back my heart

When Wei Xi saw the little girl, his heart sank, and he breathed a sigh of relief.

Then I noticed that there were other people on the table, all familiar faces.

Ling Lan stood up and walked towards her with question marks all over her face. Zhao Ruoxuan was stunned in shock, and Ruan Qing looked at her with a complicated expression.

Her little girl closed her eyes in embarrassment.

"Wei Xi, why are you here?" Ling Lan walked to her side and asked excitedly.

Wei Xi lowered his eyes and stuffed the little girl's cell phone into his trouser pocket.

What to say?

Wei Xi was a little conflicted whether to make it public or continue to find excuses to continue to conceal it.

She raised her eyes to look at the little girl, who looked flustered, probably because she hadn't taken the initiative to tell Ling Lan and the others that she was so nervous when she suddenly appeared.

Wei Xi closed his eyes, and had already made a decision in his heart.

"I don't have to go to work this afternoon, so I came here because I suddenly wanted to eat barbecue. I didn't expect you to be here, what a coincidence." A slightly stiff smile rose from the corner of her lips.

"Yeah, what a coincidence." Ling Lan didn't know why she broke into a cold sweat suddenly.

She just had a bold guess in her heart. She thought that Wei Xi might have come with Li Li, but after thinking about it, it was unlikely. According to Wei Xi's previous statement, she should not give Li Li any hope, so she accompanied her. It may not be true that Li Li eats barbecue.

However, Wei Xi eats barbecue by himself, how could he suddenly break into the family area?

Ling Lan patted Wei Xi on the shoulder calmly and asked, "Did you go to the wrong area?"

But thinking with his toes, he knew that Wei Xi, who has always had a good sense of direction, would not make such a mistake.

"No." Wei Xi pursed the corner of her lower lip lightly, her face pale, "I wanted to find the clerk to change the oil-absorbing paper, but I couldn't find anyone, so I came here to see if she is with you."

There are few customers at this point, and there is only one clerk on duty, so it is normal for this to happen.

After hearing this, Ling Lan felt that it might be much more reasonable than what she asked just now.

"That's it."

Ling Lan smiled, and began to think about Wei Xi in her heart.

Meeting by chance is also a kind of fate, maybe this means that the fate between Wei Xi and Li Li has not been completely broken, in this case, why doesn't Wei Xi be braver?

"Since we met, let's join the table together." Ling Lan said, holding Wei Xi's arm with one hand, trying to pull her to the table, while thinking about how to naturally add Wei Xi between Ruan Qing and Li Li. seat.

Wei Xi stood still, "No, I'm done eating."

She pulled Ling Lan's hand that was holding her arm, "I still have something to do, I'm leaving first, you guys continue."

Didn't you just say that you need to ask the clerk to change the oil-absorbing paper?

Ling Lan looked at Wei Xi suspiciously, and soon realized that she might have insisted on keeping a distance from Li Li, which was why she spoke inconsistently.

Although she wanted to assist, if Wei Xi insisted on giving up, she would not be able to help.

Sighing helplessly, she withdrew her hand and said, "Alright then."

"Ah."

Wei Xi responded, lowering her eyes all the time, resisting not looking in the direction of the little girl. If her little girl is not ready to reveal to her friends, then she is willing to cooperate with her and try not to show any flaws.

She turned, walked around the partition wall, and walked out of the family area.

Ling Lan still felt very regretful in her heart, she hoped that Wei Xi would be brave, put aside his worries, and stay with Li Li.

Li Li propped her hands on the round table, she lowered her head, not daring to look at Wei Xi, but raised her head in surprise when Wei Xi explained.

He kept staring at Wei Xi until her back disappeared from sight.

Others at the table may not be able to see it, but Li Li can see Wei Xi's loneliness.

Obviously two people came out to eat barbecue together, she suddenly disappeared, Wei Xi came to look for her, met a friend, and had to explain himself to hide their relationship, and left alone.

Just thinking about it, Li Li felt wronged.

Wei Xi, too, would feel aggrieved.

Thinking of this, she couldn't control herself anymore and chased him out.

"Li Li." Zhao Ruoxuan called from behind, "Where are you going?"

Li Li didn't answer, and quickly ran out of the family area.

"Let her go." Ling Lan pressed Zhao Ruoxuan's shoulder to let her sit down, "The problem between them has not been completely resolved."

Zhao Ruoxuan was worried, for fear that Li Li would suffer another merciless rejection, she turned her head to look at Ruan Qing, who was separated from her by Li Li's seat, "Ruan Qing, do you want to go and have a look?"

"Li Li probably doesn't want me to go over now." Ruan Qing held the white porcelain cup in her hand, and before she had time to toast, Wei Xi appeared.

Li Li's eyes were full of Wei Xi, and when Wei Xi left, Li Li chased him out.

And she could feel that Wei Xi didn't have no feelings for Li Li.

Maybe she has no chance, or maybe she has never been in the game, Li Li doesn't even know that she likes her.

"Then I'll go and have a look." Zhao Ruoxuan said as she was about to get up.

Ling Lan pushed her back again, "Only they can handle this kind of thing, no matter how anxious others are, it's useless."

Li Li chased him out, frantically looking for Wei Xi's figure.

Wei Xi arrived at the cashier and said to the clerk, "Sorry, I didn't finish eating, so I have to pay for the meal."

"Okay, to pay the meal fee, you need to weigh the remaining food first and then calculate it. Do you need to pack it for you?"

"No, please take the grilled mushrooms to the family area and give them to my former companion later."

"Ok."

"And...pay for the meal." Wei Xi paused for a moment, and said again, a little sad when he said this, but he immediately took out his mobile phone and clicked on the payment code to prepare for the payment.

The clerk was stunned for a moment, but she still picked up the scanner and asked in surprise, "Aren't you... a real couple?"

"We are a real couple." Li Li ran over and held Wei Xi's hand, preventing her from making up the money.

"Sister Wei Xi, don't go." Li Li directly hugged Wei Xi.

"It's my fault. I made you sad again. Let's make it public. Anyway, Zhao Ruoxuan and the others will know sooner or later."

Wei Xi was hugged tightly by the little girl who rushed out suddenly, because she was taken aback by what she said.

After a while, he asked, "Li Li, are you ready?"

"I'm ready." The little girl said firmly.

"It's very important to talk about dating status."

A chuckle came from the side, and the clerk put down the code scanner in her hand, "I don't think I need to make up the money for the time being."

Only then did Wei Xi remember the existence of the shop assistant, and her face quickly flushed red.

"Li Li, let go of my sister first." She whispered.

The little girl didn't care at all about being watched, she raised her head and said, "I won't let you go, unless sister Wei Xi stops running away."

"I won't run away." Wei Xi compromised.

The little girl was willing to let her go, but immediately held her hand again, squeezing her warm fingers into her fingers, and clasped her fingers tightly.

Wei Xi also held the little girl's hand back, and his gloomy mood disappeared instantly.

The little girl led her back, not to the couple booth area, but to the family area where Ling Lan and the others were present.

Wei Xi stopped walking.

"Why did you stop, Sister Wei Xi?"

"Li Li, are you really ready?"

"Of course." Li Li nodded heavily.

At the beginning, she really felt that she was not ready, and she was apprehensive and afraid at the thought of going public, but just after seeing Wei Xi's back leaving alone, she made up her mind.

"Sister Wei Xi, will I stay with you from now on? I don't want you to be alone forever." She raised her head and said earnestly.

The heart seemed to be hit by a bullet in an instant, but this bullet was made of sugar, and the honey melted on the tip of Wei Xi's heart, enough to sweeten her for a long time.

"Okay." She unconsciously clenched the little girl's hand a little more, and replied in a low voice.

With a happy smile on Li Li's face, he took Wei Xi's hand and led her into the family area.

Ling Lan kept paying attention to the movement at the door, worried that Wei Xi would make another choice against Li Li and reject Li Li.

When she saw Wei Xi and Li Li walking in hand in hand, she was both surprised and happy, "Wei Xi, Li Li, you...?"

Zhao Ruoxuan, who was eating barbecue, also raised her head when she heard Ling Lan's voice, and dropped her chopsticks in shock when she saw them holding hands.

"Li Li, Sister Wei Xi, can you be...?" She didn't know how to describe her mood at the moment, she just felt that this scene was weird and weird, like watching a brain-burning suspense drama, and a big part was missed in the middle The plot, seeing the unexpected progress so surprised that the jaw dropped.

Ruan Qing also raised her lowered head. She saw that Li Li's cheeks were slightly red and she was smiling joyfully, while Wei Xi's cold white skin was also stained with a layer of crimson. Her usual calm and even indifferent face There was actually a hint of panic.

She lowered her eyes, and her eyes fell on Li Li and Wei Xi's tightly holding hands, her heart fell infinitely.

He heard Li Li say again: "I want to tell you something, I'm with Sister Wei Xi."

Zhao Ruoxuan opened her mouth into an O shape, and was speechless for a while.

Although seeing them walking in hand in hand, she already had a guess in her heart, but it still shocked her when these words came out of Li Li's mouth.

Seeing Li Li smiling happily, she was also happy for Li Li. Li Li had been sad for Wei Xi so many times, and finally got to be with Wei Xi as she wished. It is too cruel.

Ruan Qing stared at the hands they were holding together, and also noticed Zhao Ruoxuan's concerned eyes, even though she felt very uncomfortable, she still raised her eyes and smiled, "Congratulations."

"Thank you." Li Li didn't notice the sadness hidden in Ruan Qing's eyes.

Wei Xi held Li Li's hand tightly and said, "Thank you."

Ruan Qing and Wei Xi looked at each other for a second, then quickly looked away.

Wei Xi looked very reliable, since he agreed to be with Li Li, he would definitely treat Li Li well, it's time to give up, Ruan Qing, she persuaded herself.

"It's good to be together." It took Ling Lan a long time to hold back such a sentence. She felt that she had the mentality of an old mother, perhaps because she had seen too much of Wei Xi's uncomfortable appearance of not being able to be with Li Li due to various reasons.

Or maybe the CP of her own station finally came true, and she was swept away by turbulent joy.

She was really happy for Wei Xi.

Li Li personally added a stool for Wei Xi, inserting it between her and Ruan Qing, and Ruan Qing silently moved her stool to the side.

What started as three people has now grown to five.

Ruan Qing picked up the iron tongs on one side and continued to roast the meat. When it was done, she asked, "The meat is roasted, who wants to eat it?"

It will no longer be directly sandwiched into the Li glass bowl.

Li Li raised her own bowl and said, "I want it."

There was Wei Xi between them, so it was a bit difficult to pick up the meat.

Wei Xi naturally took Li Li's small bowl, handed it to Ruan Qing, and said politely, "Thank you."

Ruan Qing let go of the iron clip, let the meat fall into the bowl, and nodded slightly to Wei Xi.

Wei Xi put the bowl back in front of the little girl, who touched her arm lightly and said, "Sister Wei Xi, you don't have a bowl."

"I'll get it." Wei Xi said and got up.

Li Li subconsciously followed her to get up, and Wei Xi pressed her shoulder, "Eat first, I'll be back soon."

"Okay." Li Li looked at her eagerly, like a cute rabbit.

Ling Lan teased and said, "We've been so clingy since we first got together, and Wei Xi is moving bricks outside all day long, what are you going to do, Li Li?"

"Sister Ling Lan." Li Li raised his eyes and stared at her.

A bit of a tendency to become angry from embarrassment.

Ling Lan quickly surrendered, "Okay, okay, I won't make fun of you anymore."

She waved her hands in a good mood, and picked up the iron tongs to continue flipping the barbecue on her and sister Ruoxuan's side.

Ruan Qing roasted a few more pieces of meat, turned her head to look at Li Li who was sitting a little far away, and asked, "Do you want any more meat?"

"Yes." Li Li nodded, knowing that the distance was a bit far, and she couldn't reach the meat even with her extended hand, so she simply sat in Wei Xi's sister's seat.

Ruan Qing found out that Li Li had no intention of returning to her original position after receiving the meat, and suddenly felt that it would be good to maintain such a pure friendship with Li Li, at least Li Li would not alienate her.

Just continue to bury her love in my heart.

Soon, Wei Xi came back with a bowl, and brought all the mushrooms that had been baked at the couple's booth before, like a hill.

She saw the little girl sitting next to Ruan Qing, there were a few more pieces of grilled meat in the bowl, without saying anything, she directly put the grilled mushrooms in front of the little girl, and she sat in front of the little girl superior.

Li Li was eating barbecue with her head down, when a small mountain of mushrooms came into view, she blinked her big eyes, and turned to look at Wei Xi.

I don't really want to eat mushrooms anymore.

Wei Xi also looked at her, and asked with a smile, "What's wrong?"

Li Li was afraid to look Wei Xi in the eye, after all, she was the one who took so many mushrooms in one go.

"Do you not want to eat mushrooms anymore?" Wei Xi guessed.

Li Li nodded embarrassedly.

Ling Lan noticed the movement on their side, and spotted Hua Dian, "You two came to the barbecue restaurant together before, didn't you?"

Otherwise, why would there be mushrooms that were baked before? Wei Xi put them in front of Li Li so obediently, Ling Lan thought that the two looked like they had been together for a while.

Wei Xi pretended not to hear Ling Lan's words.

He just stretched out his hand and moved the mountain of mushrooms in front of the little girl to his own, saying, "I'll eat."

"Tsk tsk tsk." Ling Lan looked at it with a sad face, Wei Xi ignored her, but she didn't intend to let Wei Xi go.

He continued to tease her and said, "We've just been together, and we've started to eat the leftovers from our girlfriend's food."

But when Wei Xi raised his head and cast a sidelong glance at her out of the corner of his eye, she honestly gave up.

Li Li gave up mushrooms and has been eating meat. I don't know if it's because of the small-scale publicity of her relationship with Wei Xi, her mood is brightened, and her appetite is also widened.

Ruan Qing has been roasting the meat, and put it all in her bowl after roasting.

Li Li felt a little embarrassed holding up the bowl, "Ruan Qing, save some for yourself, don't give it all to me."

Ruan Qing paused while holding the iron clip, and said after a while: "I'm already full, you should eat more."

"Okay." Li Li took the meat, still a little embarrassed.

She said to Ruan Qing: "Why don't I roast myself, you can rest for a while, and eat some fruit to digest it."

"Okay." Ruan Qing handed the iron clip in her hand to Li Li.

Seeing that there was no more oil in the baking pan, she picked up the oil bottle on the side, poured it up, and squeezed some oil into it.

There was a sizzling sound, and Li Li subconsciously backed away again, holding the iron clip in his hand, but he didn't dare to approach any further.

Although Sister Wei Xi had told her before that it would not splash anyone, she was still afraid.

Seeing that she was afraid, Ruan Qing raised her hand and wanted to say, "Let me do it."

Wei Xi took the iron clip from Li Li's hand one step faster than her and said, "I'll do it."

Ruan Qing's hand had no choice but to hang down silently.

Li Li looked down, and found that there were still a few pieces of meat in the bowl, and there was still half a bowl of mushrooms in Wei Xi's sister's bowl.

She rested her hands on the table, resting her chin and thinking: Sister Wei Xi must be tired of eating so many mushrooms.

She glanced around the table, brought a plate of untouched watermelon and mango cubes to her, and fed them to Wei's mouth with a small transparent plastic fork.

"Sister Wei Xi, eat a piece of watermelon," she said.

All the people at the table looked over for a while. Although there were not many people, Wei Xi still felt embarrassed. She opened her mouth to swallow the watermelon fed by the little girl, and her face became hot.

The little girl's hand didn't move away, and she spread her palm.

Wei Xi turned his head and looked at her suspiciously.

The little girl said seriously: "Sister Wei Xi, you haven't spit out the seeds yet."

Wei Xi swallowed, not knowing how to speak.

Ling Lan on the side laughed like crazy, "Li Li, are you so considerate after falling in love?"

"However, your elder sister Wei Xi never spits out the seeds when eating watermelons, she swallows them directly."

"That's it." Li Li put down her hand.

She blushed again and gave Wei Xi a piece of watermelon. Although Ling Lan and the others were watching, Li Li couldn't help but feed Wei Xi.

Wei Xi also blushed and ate the fruit fed by the little girl.

Zhao Ruoxuan was stunned and didn't say a word for a long time.

It turns out that Li Li in love is like this, shy, smart, and cute.

Even Wei Xi, who she always thought was so calm and indifferent, showed a shy side, and Wei Xi would silently treat Li Li well. From this point of view, they were quite happy together.

Although she had always supported Ruan Qing before, she had to admit that Li Li never smiled so happily when she was with Ruan Qing, nor did she blush.

She suddenly felt that if Wei Xi could continue like this and not hurt Li Li's heart anymore, she would still feel at ease that they were together.

"I'm so envious." Ling Lan never expected that one day she would feel sexually indifferent. Wei Xixiu, who was born alone, felt a little emotional for a while, and she was really a little envious.

As soon as she finished speaking, a piece of cantaloupe was brought to her mouth. She was slightly stunned for a moment, then opened her mouth to eat the cantaloupe, and said with a smile, "It's very sweet."

The little sister who fed her cantaloupe quickly withdrew her hand and continued to eat her own barbecue with her head down.

The barbecue was enjoyed to the fullest, and each of the five people added 20 yuan for overtime, but on average, Li Li and Wei Xi spent the least, because they used their couple status.

After leaving the barbecue restaurant, the five people separated into three groups.

Li Li said: "Sister Wei Xi and I originally planned to keep it secret, so I hope only a few of us know about it, okay?"

Zhao Ruoxuan nodded to show her agreement.

Ling Lan asked puzzledly: "Big C is quite open and does not discriminate against homosexuals, why do you keep it secret?"

Wei Xizi has nothing to worry about. Xu Lingwei is abroad, and she can't do anything if she knows about it. She should be able to figure it out with a calm face abroad.

The little girl should be worried about her family. After all, her uncles and aunts had set up a "blind date" for her and Jiang Mu before, so she didn't think it was easy to accept homosexuality.

Sure enough, the little girl said after a while: "There are classmates in C University who know my parents. I'm afraid that things will get to my parents' ears. I'm not ready to come out."

Ling Lan understood now, Wei Xi knew that dating must be serious.

It was beyond her expectation that Li Li was so cautious.

"Okay, I understand." Ling Lan smiled and made a movement of zipping her lips.

Ruan Qing followed suit, "I won't tell others either."

After talking about business, it was time to part again. Li Li and Wei Xi were going to walk back to the hotel holding hands, while Ling Lan and Zhao Ruoxuan were going to return the rented van.

"Ruan Qing, let me take you back to school first." Ling Lan said, although she stood by Wei Xi, she still felt that Ruan Qing was miserable today.

Ruan Qing shook her head and refused, "I want to go shopping nearby and buy something, you can take Ruoxuan home."

They are all in pairs, and only Ruan Qing is alone after separation.

It was nearly five o'clock, and the commercial street was bustling again. They had just finished lunch, and many people came over for dinner.

The crowd was noisy and lively, and Ruan Qing was mixed in, not knowing which direction to go.

She followed the crowd aimlessly from the street to the end, and fell back again, when the cell phone in her trouser pocket rang suddenly.

Reaching into her trouser pocket, she took out her mobile phone. She lowered her eyes and saw that it was a call from her roommate Lu Shuangshuang.

This summer vacation, they didn't contact each other. They usually have nothing to do, and they don't contact often.

So she immediately guessed why Lu Shuangshuang called.

"Shuang Shuang, have you arrived at the airport?" She asked directly.

After that incident, it became natural for her to pick her up at the airport.

"Yeah, I just got off the plane, now I'm going to pick up my luggage, Ruan Qing, have you gone back to school?"

"I'm back." She came back a long time ago, and she lived alone in the empty dormitory for a long time.

"Then can you pick me up at the airport? I'm still a little scared."

"it is good."

Ruan Qing hung up the phone and took a taxi directly to the airport. The distance was not too far. She checked the driver's navigation in front of her, and it took about half an hour to get there.

She sat in the back seat, thanking Lu Shuangshuang very much, Lu Shuangshuang's request made her suddenly find something to do, otherwise she might have been wandering aimlessly in the street, thinking about Li Li and Wei Xi being together .

Lu Shuangshuang got the luggage and walked slowly to the exit of the airport. Instead of going out directly, she stood by the side and waited so as not to block anyone who wanted to go out.

Ruan Qing arrived very quickly, Lu Shuangshuang waved to her with a smile, and walked out quickly, Ruan Qing still had a purple wolf tail, she hadn't seen her for almost two months, it seemed to grow a bit longer.

"Thank you for coming to pick me up."

"It happens to be free." Ruan Qing lowered her eyes and returned in a low mood.

There is a rose gold suitcase standing by Lu Shuangshuang's feet, and there is a large backpack on her back. She brought a lot of special products. The backpack is a bit heavy, and she lifts the shoulder straps from time to time.

Ruan Qing raised her eyes and noticed that she was a little overwhelmed, she stretched out her hand and said, "Give it to me."

"Thank you, it's a special product inside. You can try it when you get back to the dormitory." Lu Shuangshuang was only taken aback for a moment, without any hesitation, she took off the strap directly, handed it to Ruan Qing, and reminded: "It's a bit heavy."

Ruan Qing took it, and said, "It's okay." It wasn't as heavy as the things I brought to camp yesterday.

The two went to the underground parking lot together to take a taxi. The light was a little dim. Lu Shuangshuang pushed the suitcase, the gears scraped the ground, and the sound was as excited as Lu Shuangshuang's mood at the moment.

After struggling for a while, she still couldn't help asking, "Ruan Qing, how are you and Li Li... now?"

Ruan Qing stopped.

Lu Shuangshuang also stopped, looking at Ruan Qing's pretty profile in the dimly lit underground parking lot.

"I should have no chance." She heard Ruan Qing say.

"How come...Could it be that Li Li is with someone else?"

Ruan Qing didn't answer her this time, but just lowered her head a little bit.

She is sad.

Lu Shuangshuang couldn't help stretching out her hands, paused a few times, and then hugged Ruan Qing. She was used to comforting her friends with hugs when they were sad, but when facing Ruan Qing, she was always not so calm.

Ruan Qing didn't reject Lu Shuangshuang's hug, and even felt it was very warm. She also comforted others in the same way when other roommates quarreled with their boyfriends and shed tears.

But she felt that the comforting hug lasted for a while, and said, "Shuang Shuang, I'm fine."

Lu Shuangshuang didn't respond to her, but continued to hug her quietly.

This was the first time she hugged Ruan Qing.

The author has something to say: I have an early update today. I’m happy. I haven’t drawn a lottery for a long time. I’ll make one before going to bed. Let’s draw a lottery on the weekend. Now I’m going out to buy dinner. After writing the article, I can finally eat with peace of mind!

感谢在2021-08-2923:53:11~2021-08-3021:05:38期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles for fear of your missing;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!