I can't hold back my heart

When Li Li returned to the hotel, the room had already been cleaned.

The bath towels and toiletries were replaced with new ones, and the slippers were put back to their original positions, as if no one had ever lived in them.

Li Li went in and changed into slippers, went to the bathroom to wash up, lay down on the bed unable to fall asleep, and thought of Wei Xi again.

That person, I'm afraid he has forgotten her.

She sat up and took out her mobile phone from her schoolbag, intending to download a game to vent her emotions.

As soon as Fruit Ninja was finished, the class information kept beeping non-stop. After she finished cutting a round of fruit, she quit to watch it. It turned out that everyone was discussing about finding a place to have dinner together after the last exam tomorrow afternoon.

Li Li is not interested in this kind of thing, because even if they gather together, everyone has their own small circle, and people they don't know well are still unfamiliar, so there won't be too much communication. She quietly peeps at the screen to see what everyone discusses final conclusion.

After the exam, everyone has 2 hours for free activities. You can go home and take a shower, change into your favorite clothes, dress up well, dress up to attend, take off the label of being a hard high school student, and try things you didn’t dare to try before Things, clothing and drinking are the two things that everyone wants to break through the most.

Zhao Ruoxuan was also spying on the screen, she still didn't forget to send Li Li a private message and ask her: Li Li, have you decided what to wear tomorrow?

Lying on the bed, too lazy to type, he replied directly: "I don't really want to go."

She has other places to go.

Wei Xi said that I would meet her at the previous bar after the exam. Although she didn't say the exact date, it was the agreed time from the end of the exam tomorrow evening.

"Where are you going?" Zhao Ruoxuan directly played a voice call, "Go to that bar to find Wei Xi?"

Li Li was silent for a few seconds before saying "hmm".

"well---?"

Listening to the tone on the phone, Li Li knew that Zhao Ruoxuan's gossip was raging, so she rushed ahead of her and said, "I'm going to sleep."

"Don't hang up." Zhao Ruoxuan immediately changed the subject, "Tomorrow is a breakup dinner, everyone will go back, wouldn't it be too good if you don't go?"

But he still did not forget to insinuate, "I heard that many people in the class who have crushes plan to confess their love tomorrow night, don't you want to witness the beginning of love?"

"I don't want to." Li Li said, "I'm not interested in other people's love."

"Then you should accompany me. If you don't go, I don't know who to talk to. Just go. Let's leave early after dinner. How about taking a taxi to the bar together?"

"...also."

The next day's exam was still nothing special to Li Li, and the mood swings after the exam were not particularly big.

Everyone returned to the classroom of their own class, and the large boxes of books and test papers were carried to the corridor, ready to be torn apart passionately, or the whole book was thrown downstairs.

However, before few people started to throw them away, the voice of the dean came from the radio: "It is strictly forbidden to throw away books and test papers. Students who throw away must clean up the campus before leaving."

A grand catharsis ended before it even started, and everyone was upset.

"Why, the tradition of throwing books can just be thrown away." Someone complained dissatisfied.

Li Li sat in her seat and listened with her chin resting. She saw the class teacher flash past the window and quickly stepped into the classroom.

"The tradition of throwing books is a kind of dross in the college entrance examination culture. It will cause a huge burden on the school cleaning staff, and it will waste paper resources and have to be thrown away."

After all the exams, Lao Zhang still couldn't escape his small political class.

Li Li didn't listen much, it was Zhao Ruoxuan who came to call her at the end, and she woke up.

"I'm going to wear that lotus root pink puff sleeve princess skirt tonight, Li Li, what are you wearing?"

"casual."

Li Li is not in the mood to dress up, she just wants to go home and take a quick shower, and just take a piece of clean clothes from the closet and change into it.

But when she came out of the bathroom, she saw a gift box tied with an orange bow lying on her bed.

There is also a small card next to the gift box, which says: 18th birthday present, have fun tonight---Mom

Inside is a pink-orange dress with a square neckline that just exposes the collarbone, and the neckline is not too low, making it very sexy and measured.

Li Li changed into a skirt that reached a little above her knees, and she wore a pair of thin strappy sandals, a lighter orange color with a little heel, which made her legs appear more slender after wearing them.

She was ready to go downstairs, there was already a car waiting for her downstairs, Li Li knew that it was the taxi her father had called, so she got in it and soon arrived at the school gate.

Many classes have to celebrate, and they have arranged a bus to pick them up.

Before getting out of the car, Li Li saw a lot of people gathered at the school gate.

Everyone's clothes are much bolder than before, and the makeup on their faces is also trying to be more mature and refined, but most of them look like a hodgepodge of demons because of unfamiliar techniques.

Li Li and her mother were born with good skin, rosy and rosy, she only changed her clothes, put on some lip gloss and went out.

She opened the door and got out of the car, and before one foot landed, she heard Zhao Ruoxuan calling her: "Li Li!"

Countless eyes gathered over, watching Li Li wash his eyes.

"Li Li, you are too beautiful. What kind of female celebrity outfit is this? Do you know that you were just as beautiful as a celebrity getting off the car and walking on the red carpet." Zhao Ruoxuan stared at her brightly.

Li Li brushed away the shattered hair that was blown by the wind and blocked her eyes, with a world-weary expression on her face, "You are too exaggerated."

"It's not an exaggeration. You can see that so many boys present have their eyes glued to you."

"I guess a boy must confess to you tonight."

Li Li shook her head and refused, "You don't want a crow's mouth."

"It's not a good thing to be confessed by someone you don't like."

Li Li didn't deliberately lower the volume when she spoke, but someone behind heard her, and her eyes darkened.

The bus finally arrived. As the class monitor, Gu Chengan guided everyone to get on the bus in an orderly manner, and thoughtfully prepared motion sickness medicine, chewing gum, and oranges for the students who got motion sickness.

When Gu Chengan walked from the front of the car to the back of the car and asked Li Li if he needed anything, some boys started to boo: "The class monitor is so nice, I don't know who will be blessed to be the class monitor's girlfriend in the future, he must be so happy."

Hearing this, Gu Cheng'an's ears felt a little hot, and he turned his head to tell the boys not to make noise. Li Li stretched out his hand and took out an orange from the bag.

"Thank you."

Gu Chengan scratched his head embarrassingly, "There are a few left, I'll give you all."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Li Li to refuse, she put it on the empty seat across the aisle.

Li Li reached out to take the oranges and asked Zhao Ruoxuan, "Do you want to eat?"

Zhao Ruoxuan shook her head, "It was specially left for you."

"Don't talk nonsense, it's just the rest."

The class booked a medium-sized private room in a large chain hotel, plus 50 teachers who could come, and booked ten tables. However, the five teachers are all mobile, and they keep rushing to the class they have taught. The longest teacher is Lao Zhang, the head teacher.

Lao Zhang was very excited today. Before he started drinking, his neck turned red. He talked about many bald things in the past, which made everyone laugh.

Li Li didn't know why she didn't listen too much until the head teacher mentioned her.

"Li Li, I have taught so many key classes, and you are the most difficult student to teach. Although you don't need the teacher to worry about your grades, every time you run away from home, sometimes you don't come to school when you are unhappy. Not asking for leave in advance will really make teachers and parents worry..."

"The teacher is bothering, I will pay attention to it in the future."

Li Li stood up, held the lemonade in front of her and toasted Lao Zhang from the air, and successfully cut off this unilateral accusation that would last for who knows how long if it was not stopped.

After that, Lao Zhang went to other classes he had taught, and the three-year classmates who were about to be scattered all over the country clinked glasses with each other, ate and drank.

Li Li'an sat quietly while eating food. Everyone was emotional. When she was busy talking about parting, her mood didn't fluctuate.

Throughout high school, Zhao Ruoxuan was the only good friend of hers. They had made an appointment to apply to the same university, and their grades were similar. Not surprisingly, they should still be together in university. Except for Zhao Ruoxuan, she had no other people in class. .

To put it bluntly, she and Zhao Ruoxuan have very different personalities, a rebellious girl who is so self-willed and causes headaches for parents and teachers, and a peerless good student who doesn't have to worry about it in the eyes of parents and teachers. become good friends.

She laughed to herself when she thought of this, picked up the beer on the table and poured half a glass for herself and Zhao Ruoxuan, and said, "Zhao Ruoxuan, let's do one."

Zhao Ruoxuan was used to being obedient, a little at a loss, but she didn't refuse. After clinking glasses with Li Li, she took a sip solemnly and said, "It's a bit unpleasant."

"Then don't drink it." Li Li also found it difficult to drink.

When I was not allowed to drink alcohol before, I always felt that the taste of the wine must be good when I saw the adults drinking it with relish, and I didn't think it would be better than plain water.

They quickly took another sip of coconut juice to suppress the smell of wine, Li Li thought the coconut juice was too sweet, but unfortunately there is no lemonade here.

Suddenly, someone in the crowd began to confess, Zhao Ruoxuan pulled Li Li to watch together.

The first couple confessed, and they held hands immediately.

The second pair did too, first hugging and then kissing on the spot.

The atmosphere was getting hotter and hotter, Li Li didn't know why he didn't see it, he turned his head in boredom and wanted to change the picture to wash his eyes, when he saw a tall figure flashing past the door, Li Li got up subconsciously.

Gu Cheng'an suddenly stopped her at this moment: "Li Li."

Almost everyone in the audience started booing: "Wow!"

"Confession! Confession! Squad leader A go up!"

Li Li looked at Gu Cheng'an suspiciously. If I remember correctly, they hadn't spoken much in the three years of high school.

"Let's go out and talk." Gu Cheng'an blushed and ran to Li Li's side to hold her hand.

Li Li avoided him, "I will go."

After arriving outside the private room, the noise finally stopped. Li Li looked back and forth, but there was no one. I don't know if I saw it wrong before.

She must have been hallucinating from a bewilderment, and actually felt Wei Xi, a black image appearing out of thin air.

"Li Li." Gu Chengan stepped closer to her.

Li Li took a step back, "Speak up if you have something to say, I don't like people getting too close to me."

"I like you, can you be my girlfriend?"

Li Li took another step back, "No."

Gu Cheng'an's face turned red, and he was a little incoherent, "I know you must think my confession is sudden now, but I really like you. I paid attention to you when I was in the first year of high school, but I was afraid of disturbing your studies, so I wanted to wait for the college entrance examination Let's talk later."

"Sorry, I don't like you."

"I'm in."

Li Li turned around after refusing, and was suddenly held by Gu Chengan's arm.

She wanted to curse, but Gu Chengan covered her mouth again.

Gu Chengan pulled her behind the red door of the fire escape,

The lights of the fire escape were not turned on, only a little light leaked in from the high window, shining on Gu Cheng'an's face.

Gu Cheng'an was smiling, but it was different from the gentleness he used to give, with a touch of morbid madness.

"Li Li, listen to me, I won't hurt you, can you give me a chance?"

Li Li looked at him, her scalp numb with fear for the first time, she struggled hard, but was still absolutely suppressed by him.

"Don't be afraid."

Gu Chengan leaned down and wanted to kiss her forehead.

Li Li suddenly thought of kicking the most vulnerable place of a man without doing anything else.

He raised his leg and was ready to go, but before he kicked it out, he was pressed against the knee by a stronger leg and crushed against the wall behind him.

Gu Cheng'an continued to lean over again, the shadow shrouded, almost covering the last light in front of his eyes, Li Li felt that he was about to suffocate.

"what!"

Suddenly there was a scream in front of him, and Gu Chengan fell to the ground.

Li Li slid down against the wall behind her.

There is light again.

Dimly, Li Li saw Wei Xi rushing over.

A pair of cold palms supported her arms.