I can't hold back my heart

Li Li heard a hint of danger from Wei Xi's deep and hoarse voice, and dared not move any more.

"Oh..." She responded obediently, her voice was very soft.

Like a cat's claw, Wei Xi's restless heart was disturbed even more.

She couldn't help turning over, and met the eyes of the little girl whose eyes were shining brightly in the darkness, still holding the little girl's hand that didn't dare to move.

"Sister Wei Xi..."

Obviously the room was so dark that even the other party's face could not be seen clearly, but Li Li was inexplicably uncomfortable being watched at the moment.

She could feel Wei Xi's hot gaze, burning like fire.

She was suddenly a little scared, and the hand held by Wei Xi subconsciously took it back.

Wei Xi let go of her, only to see that her gaze was still hot.

My heart beats wildly.

For some reason, Li Li suddenly felt thirsty and wanted to get up to drink water.

Wei Xi reached out to help her turn on the bedside lamp. She was standing by the table, sneaking a glance at Wei Xi from the corner of her eye while drinking water. The towel wrapped around Wei Xi's body had already fallen apart, probably she accidentally tore it apart just now.

At this moment, the towel was directly placed on Wei Xi's body like a small blanket, covering everything that should be covered, but the day they met clearly appeared in Li Li's mind. He had a heroic expression, lying stiffly on the bed.

Her face began to heat up, and she drank several sips of water before slowly returning to the bed.

Wei Xi still looked at her, but the temperature of his gaze had dropped a lot, with serious eyes.

She obediently lay on her back, this time, she didn't dare to move casually.

Wei Xi maintained the posture of sleeping on his side, looking at her blatantly.

Li Li felt that her ears were getting hot, and she felt that she was worthless.

But just looking at it a few times, how can I be shy.

She felt ashamed, so she simply slept on her side beside the bed, not letting Wei Xi see her face.

But before she could get her side right, she was pinched by the person behind her and turned over.

"Since we are not asleep, let's discuss something serious."

Wei Xi put his hands on her waist, looking serious as if he wanted to talk to her about something serious.

Li Li's body was a little weak, and he paused for two seconds before pretending to be calm and saying, "Okay."

She moved uneasily on the bed, and Wei Xi finally took his hands off her waist and said to her solemnly: "I think we will not make it public for the time being."

Li Li was stunned for a few seconds before realizing what she was talking about, pouted and replied, "I haven't promised to be with you yet."

"Well, I will continue to work hard." Wei Xi answered.

"But I still want to tell you what I think first."

Li Li was also made serious by Wei Xi's serious tone, and she was faintly excited.

This seemed to be the first time that Wei Xi took the initiative to express his inner thoughts to her.

She nodded, "Sister Wei Xi, tell me."

Wei Xi looked into her round eyes, and said with some seriousness: "You have just grown up and are still very young. You like me now, maybe because you meet too few people. When you meet someone who is much better than me in the future, you Maybe you won't like me anymore..."

"I will!" Li Li interrupted her.

"I will always like sister Wei Xi."

Wei Xi was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect the little girl to say that.

She felt her heart beating for the little girl.

"Okay." She responded heartily.

Continued: "My family should be fine, but Li Li, you have to consider your family, can they accept you as a girlfriend?"

Li Li never thought about it that much, she only knew that she liked Wei Xi and wanted to be with Wei Xi.

"I don't know." She replied a little flustered.

She didn't think about such a realistic issue, but she also knew that homosexuality was not accepted by the public.

Even if parents are enlightened, once this kind of thing happens to their children, it is still difficult to accept.

Wei Xi has thought of all these things, she is really thinking about their future seriously.

Wei Xi looked at the little girl with a confused expression, and couldn't bear to continue talking.

Her little girl has been growing up in a greenhouse for so many years. Her family background is good, her life circle is simple, and her future will be warm and bright.

Her appearance has become an uncertain factor in the little girl's life, and it also carries a certain degree of danger.

But from the moment she lost her mind and wanted to be with the little girl, the little girl had the right to know everything, and she couldn't just keep silent like before.

After struggling, Wei Xi continued: "And now, I have nothing, I can't give you anything, my family is not as good as yours, my mother's health is not very good, and Xu Lingwei, although she has gone abroad now, I still have nothing to give you. I'm afraid that she will hurt you in other ways, and I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to protect you well."

"So Li Li, when you agree to be with me, I don't want to make it public for the time being. We all need time to face these problems. It takes four years of college. If you still like me when you graduate, we will Publicly, if you don't like me halfway through, I'll let you go and your life won't change much."

After Li Li listened to this calmly, she suddenly understood why Wei Xi had been acting vacillating all the time, being indifferent to her, like a scumbag.

It turned out that she had just considered too many practical problems, and hadn't found a way to solve all these problems.

"Sister Wei Xi..." Li Li rubbed into her arms, sobbing.

Wei Xi patted her on the back lightly, coaxing her softly: "Go to sleep."

The little girl fell asleep amidst intermittent sobbing. Wei Xi stretched his arms back, gently turned off the light, and continued to keep his eyes open in the dark.

There will be a solution to these problems.

In the early morning of the next day, Wei Xi was about to open his eyes at 6 o'clock, get up, wash up and go to the Taekwondo gym for work.

The soft touch in her arms made her a little reluctant to get up, but she just stared at the face of the little girl in her arms for a few seconds, gently stroked her frowning eyebrows, and got up.

Probably because she told the little girl all the problems last night, the little girl was not very happy in her dreams.

After washing up and dressing neatly, Wei Xi didn't forget to put the Qixi Festival gift that Jiang Mu asked her to put into her backpack.

Before leaving the hotel, she walked to the bedside. The little girl was still awake, so she leaned over and kissed the little girl's plump, ruddy lips like a superficial kiss.

Then whispered in the little girl's ear: "I like you."

Just left the hotel.

In City H at 6 o'clock in the morning, the sky was already bright, the sun like a golden disc rose from the faint mist in the distance, and Wei Xi stepped into the morning light.

Today is her first day with the little girl.

Wei Xi stood by the side of the road waiting for the bus, feeling a little sweet in his heart.

With the cool wind blowing on her body, she couldn't help but look back, feeling a sense of belonging after a long absence.

When Wei Xi arrived at the Taekwondo gym, he was blocked by Jiang Mu before he could enter the lounge to change clothes.

"Coach Wei, did you see Li Li yesterday? Did you send any gifts?" Jiang Mu asked repeatedly when he came up.

Wei Xi looked at the young man in front of him who was eager to know the answer, feeling a little headache and a little guilty.

She is not good at lying, so she can only ignore the first question and answer the second directly, "I didn't send it out."

This is a fact.

Wei Xi took out the gift from his backpack and returned it to Jiang Mu intact. Jiang Mu walked away with his head down in frustration.

After Xu Lingwei left, the Taekwondo Hall recruited a new coach, but Jiang Mu directly transferred to her advanced class because of his uncle's position.

Wei Xi knew it was because Jiang Mu stubbornly believed that there was some connection between her and Li Li.

In fact, it does exist, and it has deteriorated.

In the first class in the morning, Jiang Mu was obviously absent-minded. When he was practicing with his partner girl, the kick target missed. Wei Xi walked up to him and reminded him: "Concentrate on practicing, otherwise you will be easily injured."

Li Li didn't wake up until after 9 o'clock, and couldn't open her eyes for a while, but the movie scene of what happened yesterday was automatically played in her mind:

Wei Xi kissed her, confessed to her, and bought her a new Kongming lantern. They were lying on the same bed last night, and she seemed to be asleep in Wei Xi's arms.

She couldn't tell whether this was real or just a vain dream.

Because Wei Xi is indeed no longer by her side.

She was nervous and excited, so she decided to call Wei Xi and ask directly.

Wei Xi had just announced the recess and returned to the lounge just in time to receive a voice call from Li Li.

She remembered that the little girl was still awake when she said that sentence in the morning.

She bent her lips and said before the little girl could speak: "I like you."

There was a bang in Li Li's head, and after a long while, he said pleasantly: "So it's true."

"Sister Wei Xi, you really like me."

Wei Xi felt a little distressed when he heard the little girl's joyful milk voice. The first reaction of the little girl when she woke up was whether she was dreaming yesterday.

"Really." She repeated affirmatively.

Li Li's heart was pounding, and she didn't know what to say.

Thinking that she was still thinking about it, she held her breath and cut off the voice call.

Wei Xi heard the little girl's voice stop abruptly, and a smile slowly appeared on the corner of her mouth. After thinking about it, she sent her phone number to the little girl.

[This is my phone number, you can call directly next time. ]

Having known each other for so long and only using WeChat all the time, it's really outrageous, Wei Xi thought.

Li Li quickly responded with an "OK" gesture.

Immediately saved Wei Xi's phone number in the phone book. She struggled for a while when making notes, and finally filled in the words "bad sister".

She is a little confused now, and wants to discuss with Zhao Ruoxuan whether she should quickly agree to Wei Xi to be with her, or be more reserved and wait a little longer.

Although their current behavior is no different from that of being together, she still struggles.

However, she thought about the concerns that Wei Xi said last night, so she suppressed her desire to share. It is indeed better for them not to disclose it now, but Zhao Ruoxuan can't do it either?She planned to ask Wei Xi again.

At noon, she called Wei Xi directly.

Wei Xi was having lunch in the lounge when he saw the phone screen on the table suddenly light up, showing an unfamiliar number.

She didn't have the habit of answering strange calls, but today was a bit special, so she pressed the connect button.

It was indeed the little girl's voice that came from over there: "Sister Wei Xi."

"Yeah." She responded, "Did you eat?"

"...Not yet." Li Li hasn't decided what to eat yet.

"Sister Wei Xi, I want to ask if what you said is not public, including Zhao Ruoxuan and sister Ling Lan?"

Wei Xi paused while holding the chopsticks, thought for a while, and said, "It's okay to be good friends. I just don't want some malicious public opinion to hurt you and your parents before I'm ready. I want to slow down. Take your time."

"I know, Sister Wei Xi." Li Li expressed her understanding.

It takes courage to be open about a relationship, and even more courage to come out.

She knew that Wei Xi was thinking about her, and she was really afraid of being known by her parents.

After all, two days ago, my parents also said that they would bring Uncle Jiang's son to a dinner party, which meant a "blind date" in it.

Li Li thought about it all morning, she didn't want to wait any longer, she wanted to simply agree to Wei Xi, the secret love is the secret love, as long as it lasts for four years, she believes that any problem can be solved.

But she didn't want to tell Wei Xi about this on the phone. She contacted the curator who had just offered her compensation not long ago to appease her not to make any public comments against the Taekwondo gym, saying that she would continue to attend classes and join Wei Xi's class.

The curator was ashamed of her and made an exception and agreed.

She also asked the curator not to notify Wei Xi yet, but to go there directly in the afternoon, and the curator agreed.

In the first class in the afternoon, when Wei Xi was standing at the front of the classroom to count the number of people, she suddenly heard a knock on the door. She turned her head and was surprised to find that it was a little girl who had come over.

The little girl had already changed into her taekwondo uniform, stood by the door, bowed politely to her, and asked with a smile, "Coach Wei, can I come in?"

Wei Xi waited for a while before saying: "Come in."

Her face became hot inexplicably, and the little girl walked up to her, but she couldn't ask the question in her heart, so she just reminded: "New student, please introduce yourself."

"Hi everyone, I'm Li Li." After Li Li's introduction, she blinked at her.

Coupled with the gazes of other students below, Wei Xi was a little out of breath, "Everyone, start warming up with your partners."

She used the excuse of warming up to divert the students' attention.

"Coach Wei, I don't have a partner yet." The little girl leaned over with a sweet voice, as if she was acting like a baby.

Wei Xi maintained a normal volume that some students in front could hear, and said, "I'll cooperate with you first."

Wei Xi's scalp felt numb when he had to get close to the little girl because of the warm-up exercise.

It also gave birth to the illusion of having an affair in public.

"Why are you here?" Wei Xi asked in a low voice.

Li Li smiled sweetly: "I'm here to see you, Coach Wei."

"Congratulations on getting a beautiful and lovely girlfriend."

Wei Xi's ears turned red when he heard this, and he distanced himself from Li Li.

Li Li knew that she was at work, so she didn't bother her anymore, she just asked her to teach herself well, she really wanted to learn taekwondo well, and kicked down a bad guy.

Jiang Mu didn't expect Li Li to appear again.

From the moment Li Li appeared at the door, his eyes were straightened, and he couldn't help but look at Li Li as he was warming up with his partner who would be matched later.

Standing together with Coach Wei, Li Li was not as fierce as before in front of him, but smiled sweetly.

Jiang Mu felt as if he had seen the pink bubble.

Illusion, it must be an illusion, Jiang Mu thought.

The author has something to say: Wei Xi: I am not familiar with Li Li

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