I can't hold back my heart

Seeing Li Li lost in thought, Zhao Ruoxuan took her hand for a while and shook it gently.

"Do you have any ideas, Li Li?"

Zhao Ruoxuan asked tentatively, she asked this today not only for herself, but also for Ruan Qing's entrustment.

At noon today, Ruan Qing called her for help.

"Ruoxuan, do you think I can invite Li Li to spend Qixi together?"

"Will she accept it?"

"Is there anything she likes in particular?"

To be honest, Zhao Ruoxuan couldn't answer any of the questions Ruan Qing asked on the phone.

First of all, it is difficult to say whether Li Li will be able to make an appointment on Qixi Festival.

Secondly, she and Li Li had never celebrated Qixi Festival or Valentine's Day before. Although there were people who secretly gave Li Li gifts every time, Li Li ruthlessly piled up these gifts at the back of the classroom in the end. lost and found.

As for Li Li's favorite things, Zhao Ruoxuan couldn't figure it out either. It seemed that Li Li had never expressed a very obvious preference for anything. It was more of a habit. She was used to drinking lemonade, wearing a ponytail, and staying at home. Don't go out, still get used to...

In Zhao Ruoxuan's mind suddenly appeared a beautiful and cold face with a strong sense of shock---Wei Xi.

That's right, it's Wei Xi, Wei Xi is definitely the person she has known Li Li for so long, and it's hard to let go of Li Li's true heart.

But she definitely couldn't tell Ruan Qing like that, she just said to think it over before telling her.

She really hoped that Li Li could give Ruan Qing a chance, but as Li Li's closest friend, she knew clearly that Li Li's heart was on Wei Xi now.

But Wei Xi...

She didn't know much about Wei Xi, and she saw that Li Li was more sad than happy because of Wei Xi. Wei Xi didn't have a clear attitude like Ruan Qing, so it was difficult for her to stand firmly on Wei Xi's side. there.

She looked at Li Li with a blank face, and continued to ask: "Are you thinking about Wei Xi?"

Li Li's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she didn't answer, but Zhao Ruoxuan knew it must be.

"You guys, have you made any new progress recently?" Zhao Ruoxuan asked.

Li Li's dark eyes rolled back and forth a few times before he said slowly, "The last time you, Ling Lan, wanted Ruan Qing to come to my house to play, after seeing you off, I saw Wei Xi in the park downstairs , she was sitting on a park bench with luggage all around her, as if she had just gotten off a plane."

"Is there still such a thing?" Zhao Ruoxuan opened her eyes wide.

"Did Wei Xi come back for you?" Zhao Ruoxuan asked excitedly as if seeing a ray of dawn.

But Li Li just shook her head, "She said that she came back to work part-time to make money."

"But why did she come downstairs to your house?" Zhao Ruoxuan recalled that Ling Lan was there that day, thinking that Ling Lan must have told Wei Xi the address.

Since Wei Xi came that day, Wei Xi still cares about Li Li, right?

"She said she had something to bring to Ling Lan, so she came here directly, but Ling Lan sent you back that day first."

Li Li's disappointed words once again dispelled Zhao Ruoxuan's expectations for Wei Xi.

"And then what?"

"Then I went to the bar to drink and was harassed. She happened to save me once and opened a homestay for me. I seemed to be drunk and bit her that night."

Li Li pointed to her chin, "Probably in this position, the marks haven't disappeared today."

Zhao Ruoxuan's eyes widened. She knew Li Li was bold, but she never expected to be so brave.

"Then today I went to practice taekwondo, and Xu Lingwei hurt me, and she was the one who carried me back and gave me medicine."

With a bitter face, Li Li asked Zhao Ruoxuan for help, "How do you think Wei Xi feels about me?"

"Sometimes I feel that she may also like me a little bit, but this possibility is always quickly denied, as if everything she does has a clear reason and does not involve personal feelings."

Zhao Ruoxuan, who had unknowingly fallen behind in the progress of her relationship, was a little dazed to accept such a large amount of information all at once.

She carefully recalled what she had learned about Wei Xi, and the day when Li Li cried sadly and got drunk, Wei Xi couldn't pretend the pain in his voice coaxing Li Li over the phone.

But she didn't know if she should tell Li Li, should Li Li continue to sink because of such a small hope?

In the end, she just hugged Li Li lightly, comforting her and said, "If you can't figure it out, don't think about it. That's Wei Xi's business. If she likes you, she will let you know one day."

"But, will there be that day?" Li Li asked sadly.

After asking, she belatedly realized that Zhao Ruoxuan had been here for so long and cared about her, so she stretched out her hand to pat her face.

Brave yourself up and ask Zhao Ruoxuan, "How are you and Ling Lan?"

"That's it..." Zhao Ruoxuan opened the small satchel she was carrying, and took out two kitty charms from it.

Li Li took it over in surprise and looked, "Haven't you sent it out yet?"

"Hmm." Zhao Ruoxuan rubbed the three yellow characters "Happiness Charm" embroidered on it with her fingertips, "I'm embarrassed to give it away."

"These three words feel like a direct confession, but I'm still not sure if she likes me or not."

"That's right." Li Li paused and said, "If you give it away at the first time, it's fine to say that I brought it back, but it's really not easy to give it away now that the best time has passed."

"So I want to buy her a less obvious Qixi Festival gift this time."

"I'll accompany you to the mall to pick." Li Li said.

Zhao Ruoxuan smelled the strong smell of medicine in the air, and expressed worry, "But you are injured now."

"It's okay, I'll be almost done after two days of lying down, isn't there a few more days left for the Qixi Festival? You are so entangled in shopping, how can I not be around to give you a reference?" Li Li raised her eyebrows playfully.

Zhao Ruoxuan hugged her excitedly, "Li Li, you are so kind!"

"Let go of me, I'm dying, Zhao Ruoxuan, you are murdering..."

Zhao Ruoxuan stayed with Li Li in the hotel for nearly three hours before returning home, and Li Li was left alone.

She looked anxiously at the door, waiting for Wei Xi to come back.

She waited and waited, and finally got a voice call from Wei Xi.

"Li Li, do you have anything you want to eat, I'll bring it back for you."

Wei Xi's side was a bit noisy, Li Li turned the volume to the maximum and turned on the speaker to hear clearly.

"I'm in so much pain, I want something sweet." She pouted, not realizing that she was acting like a baby.

Wei Xi paused for a moment, and responded briefly: "Okay."

It seems that the little girl is really in pain.

Wei Xi stood downstairs in the Taekwondo Hall, and there were people coming and going in the commercial street, feeling a little bit troubled.

Sweet things, all kinds of sugar water and desserts flashed in her mind, but they were all eliminated in the end. Wei Xi only packed a serving of hot porridge with vegetables and lean meat, and then went back to the dormitory of C University to get one she brought from home. Stuff, that's sweet.

When Wei Xi entered the door, Ling Lan had just got off the bed with her messy hair, and her eyes lit up when she saw something in her hand.

"Wei Xi, did you bring me dinner? Why are you so considerate, I..."

"It's not for you." Wei Xi denied it succinctly.

Ling Lan raised her hand and swept the tip of her nose, "That's right, you know I have a strong taste, so it's not porridge for me."

She saw Wei Xi put the porridge on the table, then opened the locker, and took out the dried jackfruit sealed in a glass jar.

Jackfruit is already sweet, but it becomes even sweeter without the water, and the taste is still crisp.

Ling Lan was already a little hungry, but when she saw the sun-tanned and beautiful dried jackfruit, she started to salivate, "Did you sunbathe yourself at home during the summer vacation?"

"En." Wei Xi replied lightly, opened the seal, took out a piece and stuffed it into Ling Lan's mouth.

"How about it?"

"Sweet, delicious!" Ling Lan stretched out her claws, "I want more."

Wei Xi hurried her to close the cover, "I will buy it for you when I come back."

Then he picked up the porridge on the table and left gracefully.

Ling Lan was stunned for a while, and then said to the air: "I don't want to eat processed products from the supermarket! I want to eat natural ones too!"

But Wei Xi couldn't hear it anymore.

She left the school gate and took a taxi directly to the hotel. As soon as she knocked on the door, before she put her hand down, the little girl opened the door for her.

Looking up at her with a delicate face, big eyes twinkling.

Both of them were breathing a little disorderly, Wei Xi turned his face to the side unnaturally, and closed the door with his elbows back.

Ask the little girl: "Are you hungry?"

"hungry."

"Come over for dinner." She carried the things to the small round table covered with khaki tablecloth, and unpacked the package for the little girl.

"For your injury, it's better to eat lightly."

"Okay." Li Li sat over and didn't have any objections, but looked helplessly at a glass jar Wei Xi put on the table. The contents inside looked golden and crisp, which seemed familiar.

"What is this?" she asked.

"Dried jackfruit, do you want to eat it?" Wei Xi asked nervously, she knew that some people were not used to this kind of fruit.

Li Li has only eaten fresh ones, and she doesn't like the sticky feeling, but the dried ones seem to be pretty good.

"eat."

She watched Wei Xili slam the lid open and push the whole jar in front of her.

She reached out and took out a piece, took a bite out of novelty, and it tasted great.

"Is it sweet?" Wei Xi asked aside.

Li Li smiled and nodded, "It's so sweet."

Before she could completely swallow what was in her mouth, Wei Xi snatched her jar away and said, "Drink the porridge first."

Li Li obediently lowered her head to drink the porridge, and couldn't help but look up at Wei Xi after taking a sip.

She suddenly thought of a question, "Sister Wei Xi, have you eaten yet?"

Sitting opposite her, Wei Xi paused, as if she forgot to buy one for herself.

"I'm not hungry yet," she said.

But after speaking, his stomach made a 'grunt' sound, Wei Xi was a little embarrassed, and grabbed the boiled water on the table and took a sip.

Then I heard the little girl say: "That's what I drank, sister Wei Xi."

Wei Xi quickly let go of the cup, his cold white face quickly flushed red.

It was the first time Li Li saw Wei Xi like this, and poked her face lightly with her finger, "Sister Wei Xi, are you shy?"

Wei Xi held her fingers, realized something was wrong, and quickly let go.

With an unstable heart rate, he said, "Accident."

Then he stood up, "I'm going first, you eat slowly."

"But you haven't given me medicine yet."

Wei Xi stopped and stopped abruptly, but still refused to turn around, "Then I'll wait until you finish eating and give you the medicine before leaving."

Li Li stood up gently, grabbed her hand from behind, and dragged her back to the table.

"Let's eat together. I can't finish the big portion you bought."

There was still a spoon in the packaging bag, Li Li handed Wei Xi one, "here."

Wei Xi reached out to take it, but couldn't put his mouth down.

He just waited in agony for the little girl in front of him to continue eating.

Eating alone, Li Li was a little disappointed, the porridge in her hand was not delicious even if it was bought by Wei Xi.

She put down the spoon unhappily, "Bitter, I won't eat."

"Is it bitter?" Wei Xi subconsciously picked up a spoon and took a sip.

"It's not bitter." She looked up, and saw that the little girl had leaned over and snatched the glass jar from her hand back.

It seems that the wound is still involved, and the small face is wrinkled, revealing the pain.

But when she looked over, he smiled slyly at her.

"Are you full?" Wei Xi asked helplessly.

"En." Li Li nodded, Zhao Ruoxuan brought her something to eat when she came, and before Wei Xi came back, she was too bored, so she ate something secretly.

There's still evidence in the trash can.

"I'll eat this." Li Li hugged the beautiful glass jar and couldn't put it down, "I'll let you eat the porridge, sister Wei Xi."

Seeing that she was really not hungry anymore, Wei Xi didn't refuse any more. The little girl only ate a few mouthfuls of this bowl of porridge.

But eating the same bowl of porridge is an indirect kiss, which still makes Wei Xi a little embarrassed.

The porridge was already cold when it was brought to my mouth.

"Sister Wei Xi, do you dislike me?" She heard the little girl across from her ask aggrievedly.

After a pause, he opened his mouth and ate the porridge.

Not bitter, but a little sweet.

The author has something to say: Whenever Li Li acted like a baby or was wronged, Sister Wei Xi couldn't stand it hahaha