I can't hold back my heart

Wei Xi's fingers touching the little girl's aggrieved and pretty face suddenly felt like being pricked by a needle.

The dense pain extended from the frozen heart and passed to every cell in her body.

Why does it always appear when she is most embarrassed?

If you don't like her, why do you still care about her?

I didn't dislike her, and I couldn't ignore her.

But Wei Xi knew that he couldn't answer like this from now on.

She held the little girl's face and gently wiped away her tears, but the little girl cried more and more fiercely, her tears were like a river bursting its embankment, and it couldn't be stopped at all.

Wei Xi squatted in front of the little girl, looking up at the little girl, which is the way the little girl usually looks at her.

It turns out that this perspective can make people very heartbroken.

The little girl's tears fell like big pearls, fell on her face, splashed away, and smudged into slightly salty water stains.

She really wanted to comfort the sad little girl, but she didn't know how to speak, she never said such things.

Li Li's vision was blurred by her own tears, her eyes were white and she couldn't see clearly, but she still seemed to see a trace of distressed emotion on Wei Xi's face.

Is it an illusion?

Will Wei Xi feel sorry for her?

She raised her hand to wipe her eyes, a huge grievance erupted, she couldn't bear it anymore, and threw herself into Wei Xi's arms.

She knew that at this moment, Wei Xi would definitely not push her away, even though she didn't know if the distress she saw in Wei Xi's eyes just now was her illusion.

Wei Xi was almost thrown to the ground by Li Li, and her elbows supported her, but she still lay on her back at an angle of about 30 degrees, with her long legs against the side of the wall for support.

The little girl almost straddled her body, her face buried in her arms.

Aggrieved and complained in a low voice: "Did you come to see my joke on purpose?"

"No." Wei Xi said, looking at the little girl buried in her arms.

"Then why are you here?"

"part time."

"Why is Xu Lingwei here?" Li Li raised his eyes, staring at Wei Xi with red eyes.

"It's also... a part-time job."

The little girl's eyes were watery, pitiful and distressing.

Wei Xi suddenly couldn't help lowering his head, and moved a little closer to the little girl's face.

Li Li's pupils dilated, and Wei Xi's sudden approach made her forget what she wanted to say, and just stared at Wei Xi.

The suddenly shortened distance and intertwined breaths made Li Li feel at a loss as to what to do.

She thought she might be delusional.

At this moment, she actually felt that Wei Xi wanted to kiss her.

Wei Xi's breathing was also messed up. She stared at the little girl's face disfigured from crying, and her pink-orange lips, which were washed by tears, were even more delicate, and wanted to kiss her like crazy.

"Sister Wei Xi..."

Li Li couldn't help becoming nervous, because she really felt that Wei Xi was approaching her a little bit.

She pressed Wei Xi's chest with her hand, seemingly resisting, but she couldn't exert any strength at all.

She even closed her eyes very hopelessly.

Wei Xi also closed her eyes uncontrollably, raised her head up, and if she moved a little closer, she would be able to kiss the little girl.

At this moment, Wei Xi was awakened by the sound of "bang bang bang" knocking on the door.

"Li Li, are you in the lounge?"

It was the voice of a young boy.

Wei Xi opened his eyes, and was horrified to find that he was holding the little girl's face.

Their lips barely touched.

She quickly pushed the little girl away to calm down and breathe.

It was only a hair's breadth away from a big mistake.

Li Li opened her eyes and saw that Wei Xi lowered his head, giving up.

Sure enough, it was just her illusion just now, how could Wei Xi want to kiss her?

She stretched her hands back, leaning on the wooden stool behind, trying to get up from Wei Xi.

It was a bit difficult, but she also gritted her teeth and remained silent.

Wei Xi noticed the little girl's movement, and quickly reached out to support her waist and hugged her back to the wooden bench.

Everything returned to its original place, as if nothing had happened just now.

"Li Li? Are you there?" Jiang Mu was still knocking on the door of the lounge.

"I went to my uncle to get you the medicine wine for bruises and the spray of Yunnan Baiyao. Can I come in and deliver the medicine to you?"

Li Li didn't want to see anyone at all now, she lowered her head and didn't answer.

Wei Xi got up from the ground and went to open the door to get the medicine.

"Give it to me." Wei Xi opened the door a little, but the boy didn't hand her the medicine in his hand, but squeezed in forcefully from her side.

The open palm tightened, so she had no choice but to close the door and follow.

"Li Li, do you have any grudge against that teacher... oh no, that woman?" Jiang Mu squatted down in front of Li Li and unpacked the medicine.

Li Li was in a bad mood, and said fiercely: "It's none of your business."

Jiang Mu touched his head helplessly, "I'm sorry, I'm talking too much, but I'm just worried about you."

"Li Li, don't worry, many of our students have said that they want to complain together. She will definitely not be able to stay as a coach. When the time comes... can we continue to be partners?"

"You can find someone else." Li Li refused, with a sweet voice that made people cry.

Jiang Mu panicked all of a sudden, "Ah, Li Li, don't you plan to continue learning Taekwondo?"

"Can you leave me alone?" Li Li raised his eyes fiercely at him, Jiang Mu was a little stunned holding the medicine.

"I won't ask nonsense, you apply the medicine first." He handed the medicine forward.

Wei Xi reached out to take the medicine for Li Li, "Student, go out first, it's not convenient for Li Li to take the medicine here."

"Oh, good." Knowing that Li Li's wounds were all under his clothes, Jiang Mu reluctantly exited the lounge and closed the door behind him.

There were only the two of them left in the huge lounge.

"Where does it hurt?" Wei Xi approached with the medicine.

Li Li shrank back this time, and said with a bit of anger: "Don't worry about it."

Wei Xi choked for breath, but just paused, and pressed closer to Li Li, wanting to check where she was injured.

The wrist covered by the long sleeve of the toga was bruised, and Wei Xi's eyes dimmed.

Li Li quickly retracted her hand.

"I don't want your help."

"Li Li, you have to take the medicine." Wei Xi coaxed her, "Take the medicine first, and you can scold me whatever you want."

Angrily, Li Li clenched his fist and hammered her chest lightly, pretending to be fierce: "Why did I scold you? You didn't hit me."

"If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't know Xu Lingwei."

While the little girl was talking to her, Wei Xi pulled the little girl's wrist again, pushed up her sleeve, and applied medicine to her wound.

Li Li only felt the coolness of her wrist, and it was still a little painful, and then Wei Xi rubbed it gently for her, it was very gentle and comfortable.

She didn't want to break free again.

Like Wei Xi, like an addiction.

It's really hard to quit right away.

Wei Xi took her other hand to check, there was no bruise, and then her leg.

Wei Xi's cold hands pushed down her taekwondo uniform and meandered all the way up. Li Li couldn't stand the torture anymore and stopped Wei Xi's hand.

He stared at her angrily: "Don't touch me."

Wei Xi raised his eyes, "Don't make trouble, Li Li, I just want to give you medicine."

"Would anyone give medicine to people in such provocative clothes?" Li Li's face was reddish, and his tone was fierce.

It was only then that Wei Xi realized that her behavior of rubbing the medicine to the little girl was indeed a little too intimate.

Just like helping a drunk little girl take a bath in the hotel last time, she forgot her sense of proportion for a moment.

"Feel sorry."

Wei Xi poked his hands out of her clothes and helped her smooth out the wrinkles.

It's just that the real touch that she had just experienced with her hand has been lingering for a long time, she closed her eyes and stopped looking at the little girl.

The air was quiet again. Wei Xi squatted on the ground for some time before finally standing up, his feet were a little numb.

"I'll take you back to the hotel."

She said directly that she knew that the injured little girl would definitely not want to go home now.

Li Li was stunned for a moment, blinked and asked her: "Is it still red?"

She didn't want to go out and meet people like a red-eyed bunny.

"Very popular." Wei Xi said truthfully.

Li Li buried her head in her knees again, feeling that she has cried too much recently, more than all of her childhood.

Wei Xi turned around and went to the cabinet to get a clean handkerchief, and went to the lounge to soak it in warm water.

When Li Li looked up, Wei Xi was no longer in sight.

With an indescribable loss in her heart, Wei Xi left her again.

Are you looking for Xu Lingwei?

She couldn't help thinking in this direction. Although Wei Xi told her that she didn't like Xu Lingwei, why did she think it was true?

Is it because she is more willing to believe this answer?

She bit her lip tightly, almost biting herself to bleed.

When Wei Xi came back with a wet handkerchief, he saw that the little girl was biting her lips and bleeding.

She walked over, gently pinched the little girl's beautiful jaw with her right hand, let her relax, and then let her go under the surprised eyes of the little girl.

"Why... are you back again?" the little girl asked her with pouted lips.

Wei Xi sighed, "Where can I go if you do this?"

Then spread out the warm handkerchief to cover the little girl's eyes, and pressed it gently with her hand to prevent the handkerchief from slipping off.

Li Li's eyes went dark, but the warm water vapor made her feel very comfortable.

"I thought you went to find Xu Lingwei." Her eyelashes trembled slightly.

Wei Xi replied: "No."

"Sister Wei Xi..."

"Ah."

"Do you really dislike Xu Lingwei?"

She still couldn't help asking Wei Xi this question again.

"I don't like it." Wei Xi replied without hesitation.

"Why do you ask that?" Wei Xi was puzzled.

"Because you seem to know each other very well, and she can still go to your house and work part-time in the same Taekwondo gym with you..."

"Li Li."

Wei Xi interrupted her, and leaned closer, touching the tip of her nose, "Don't make random guesses."

"I didn't..." Li Li twitched.

Tilting his head back, the tip of his nose separated from Wei Xi's.

Wei Xi's hand felt that the handkerchief was no longer warm, so he took it off to help the little girl warm it up again.

The little girl suddenly grabbed her hand and refused to let her go.

"What's wrong?" She turned and squatted down.

The little girl's eyes were not so red, but they were still wet and looked pitiful.

"Sister Wei Xi, why are you being so nice to me?"

"You're like... It's hard for me to like others."

"If you don't like me, don't worry about me in the future, otherwise...I can't help but like you."

The little girl's soft words floated into her heart like a breeze, blowing away the dust in her heart, and the dust danced in her heart.

Wei Xi felt the trembling from the depths of his soul.

"No."

she said contradictory.

She can't.

"Why?" The little girl showed a puzzled and painful expression.

Wei Xi heard himself say, "I don't know."

Li Li was stunned. For the first time, she felt that there was a problem with her self-understanding. At this time, shouldn't Wei Xi agree with her and become an unfamiliar stranger with her?

Why do you say that?

Not liking her and unwilling to let her go, it's simply abhorrent.

Li Li grabbed her wrist and bit her hard, fearing that she would hurt and let her go quickly.

She asked sadly, "Sister Wei Xi, what do you want from me?"

The author has something to say: Li Li: "If you don't like me, can you leave me alone?" (Super vicious and super wronged)

魏希：不行，舍不得，我好像有点不想放手了感谢在2021-08-1020:52:19~2021-08-1110:27:33期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottle of Sui Sui Ping An;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!