I can't hold back my heart

After Ruan Qing finished speaking, she turned and left, while Wei Xi was still standing there thinking about it.

"Even if you don't do anything, I will try my best to catch Li Li."

This sentence sounded like an oath and a simple notification. Wei Xi didn't know where she made a mistake. Even Ruan Qing, who had no contact with her, could sense the secret thoughts hidden in her heart.

When Wei Xi returned to the dormitory, Ling Lan had just had a full meal, so she raised her eyes and asked her, "Where did you go just now? Did you bring breakfast for others?"

"No." Wei Xi shook his head, and returned to his seat as if he had lost his soul.

After a while, I ran to the full-length mirror in the dormitory to look in the mirror.

Ling Lan felt that Wei Xi was a little strange, so she stepped forward to care, but she saw an obvious red mark on her neck, as well as shallow tooth marks.

It seems to be biting and sucking!

The image of Wei Xi being pressed, bitten and sucked naturally popped up in Ling Lan's mind, and she naturally thought of the two people who might have done this to Wei Xi, and the impact was very strong.

"Isn't it Xu Lingwei?" She asked by exclusion method.

"No." Wei Xi immediately denied it, subconsciously frowning upon hearing Xu Lingwei's name.

Also, it is impossible for Wei Xi to give Xu Lingwei such an opportunity, so Li Li is the only one left.

Ling Lan walked over and patted Wei Xi on the shoulder, "Were you with that little girl Li Li yesterday?"

Only then did Wei Xi realize that Ling Lan had walked behind him, and subconsciously reached out to cover the red mark on his neck.

"If you don't refute, you will acquiesce."

"Hey, Wei Xi, what do you think you are planning? If you like someone, you should have a good relationship with them. Why do you reject people thousands of miles away, and you can't let go, and you can't help caring."

"I remind you, that Ruan Qing, you know, our C Daji circles Tiancai, many people like it, and she also likes Li Li, you haven't seen that offensive, I'm afraid to become her Rival."

Wei Xi closed her eyes, thinking why she didn't know, just now Ruan Qing went to her to swear an oath, saying that she would compete fairly with her and try her best to catch the little girl.

"If you keep doing this, your little girl will really abandon you." Ling Lan was really worried for Wei Xi.

"Listen to the advice from the sisters, don't do things that you regret. To be honest, I think your advantage is that you know Li Li earlier than Ruan Qing. Although it is important to come first, the little girl really treats you first. Good impression, I like you, but you have hurt the little girl's heart repeatedly, no matter how much the little girl likes you, she will give up on you one day."

"When Ruan Qing continues to pursue her, you really have nothing to do with her."

"Now that Li Li hasn't left with anyone, you can hold your breath. If one day Li Li is really with someone else, Wei Xi, ask yourself, can you really accept it?"

Every word of Ling Lan's kind reminder was like a sharp knife stabbing Wei Xi's heart.

Can she accept that the little girl is with someone else?

Can you accept the little girl's little hand being held by others?

Can you accept the little girl acting like a baby to others with her bright and pretty face?

Can you bear the little girl being hugged and kissed by others?

Can you bear that the little girl really said to her one day, "I don't like her anymore, but like someone else"?

Can you bear it?

These questions stirred in Wei Xi's stomach like bombs from time to time, making her internal organs ache.

She couldn't even breathe.

The image of those little girls who might be intimate with someone other than her in the future came to mind, and her brain almost exploded.

"Wei Xi, where are you going, Wei Xi?"

Ling Lan suddenly saw that Wei Xi ran outside recklessly, her outstretched hand didn't stop her, so she had to hang down again.

"Hey, it's really hard for Wei Xi to have a good relationship."

In fact, she didn't think it was too difficult, as long as Wei Xi had the courage, but she was not Wei Xi after all, so she couldn't really empathize with Wei Xi's situation.

The family background is very different, the psychological hurdles that cannot be overcome, and there is a dangerous bomb named "Xu Lingwei". I don't know when it will explode suddenly, and it is not a one-off.

No matter which one, it can easily crush the fragile love in the world.

Not to mention that just because she knew about it, Wei Xi had already shouldered three big mountains, and maybe there were others she didn't know about.

Thinking of this, Ling Lan didn't know if it was right to stimulate and encourage Wei Xi like this.

Maybe she should match Ruan Qing and Li Li like sister Ruoxuan.

It seems that no matter how you look at it, they seem to be more suitable.

Wei Xi left the dormitory and went to the nearby Aegean Sea. It was there that the little girl occupied her full sight for the first time.

It was there that the little girl accidentally threw her down, and guiltily wanted to atone for her sin by asking her to paint her.

The little girl thought she had destroyed her painting, but what she didn't know was that it saved her.

If the little girl hadn't accidentally destroyed the old camphor tree, she might have left Xu Lingwei to destroy the painting as before, and would not cherish it.

It was because the old tree in the painting turned into a little girl that she came up with the idea of ​​protecting the painting and breaking through Xu Lingwei's moral suppression and imprisonment of her.

Gradually, the little girl's radiance magnified in her life, like a gift from God, and she would often be quietly surprised at night when no one knew about it.

But seeing the bad things that the little girl suffered because of her, and the damage from Xu Lingwei who was affected by her, made her struggle again.

Wei Xi thought she couldn't be so selfish, the little girl had already shined on her, so she couldn't be too greedy.

At the moment, Ruan Qing is indeed the best choice for the little girl.

As for those images that are still unacceptable in my heart, I will always be able to accept them slowly in the future, but it may still hurt my heart.

No matter whose side the little girl stays with in the future, as long as she is always happy.

As for her, as long as she sees the little girl happy, she will be satisfied, Wei Xi thought.

After Wei Xi left, Li Li couldn't eat breakfast any more, and couldn't eat any more.

When Ruan Qing came back, she was holding the chopsticks in a daze.

"Is it too late to eat?"

Ruan Qing approached her and saw that she had finished eating the pan-fried buns that Wei Xi had just brought, and did not move the rest.

Li Li nodded honestly, "I can't eat anymore, I'm a little tired."

"Then don't eat it for now, and leave it here for a while, and my roommate will solve it if he doesn't have enough food."

Ruan Qing bent down and took out a can of green tea from under the table, handed it to Li Li and said, "Drink some to soothe your tiredness, and I'll take you to return the book."

Li Li took a sip of it, and the greasy feeling of the fried noodles and fried buns was quickly suppressed.

Before going downstairs, Ruan Qing did not forget to find a soft blue long plaid coat for Li Li to tie around Li Li's waist.

This action made Li Li think of Wei Xi again.

After going downstairs, Ruan Qing drove Li Li to the library again.

When passing by the Aegean Sea of ​​C University, Li Li couldn't help but take a look there. Suddenly, she seemed to see a very familiar figure squatting lonely by the lake.

When she blinked, trying to see more clearly, the car had already driven far away, and she couldn't see anything.

With Ruan Qing taking her with her, as long as Li Li followed, the book was alright, and she was still a little dazed.

Thinking about whether the figure at the Aegean Sea just now was real or her illusion.

"Li Li." Seeing Li Li's mind-wandering, Ruan Qing called her softly, "Going down the stairs, be careful."

Li Li didn't hear it, and her foot was in the air, and Ruan Qing helped her in time.

"careful!"

Li Li's upper body fell into Ruan Qing's arms, her feet resting on the edge of the steps.

Ruan Qing quickly straightened her upright, a layer of cold sweat broke out on her forehead.

"It's too dangerous, Li Li." She took her hand and pulled her down the steps before letting go.

Li Li didn't feel anything, she pulled her to the ground, and suddenly raised her head and asked Ruan Qing, "Do you also think I should give up Wei Xi?"

"Do you also think it's particularly annoying for me to chase her like this?"

Ruan Qing was silent, Li Li really liked Wei Xi very much.

Seeing that she didn't answer, Li Li lowered her head in embarrassment, "I'm sorry, you probably don't know what I'm talking about, just pretend you didn't hear it."

"I know, I know." Ruan Qing suddenly grabbed her shoulder.

Li Li raised her head in doubt. In her impression, she had never taken the initiative to tell Ruan Qing about her and Wei Xi's affairs. The complaint just now should be regarded as the first time.

Ruan Qing always remembered that Zhao Ruoxuan reminded her to take her time, otherwise she would scare Li Li away.

The words came to his lips and swallowed back.

It took a while before he said: "I can see that you can't hide your liking for someone."

Just like she likes Li Li, Zhao Ruoxuan and Ling Lan can tell, even her roommates who have never met Li Li can tell right away, because she wore gloves and plastic wrap last night when she took a shower, just to protect Li Li The Band-Aid I put on her didn't get wet.

"But Wei Xi doesn't like me, so my liking must bother her a lot." Li Li said discouragedly.

She has experienced this kind of trouble herself. It was because of Gu Cheng'an before, but now she has become a person she hates.

Ruan Qing looked at Li Li who was sad with her head down, and she also felt sad, her eyes couldn't stop feeling distressed.

She finally asked, "Li Li, have you ever thought about seeing someone other than Wei Xi?"

Li Li suddenly raised her head, tearfully shook her head and said, "I never thought about it."

Ruan Qing reached out to wipe her tears, "You can think about it later."

"Does it mean that if you like someone else in the future, you won't be as sad as you are now?" Li Li asked with her head raised.

Ruan Qing nodded, "Maybe it's a good idea."

"Then I'll try."

Li Li sniffed, then asked Ruan Qing: "Can you take me to see the works of your sculpture class?"

She desperately wanted to find something else to divert her attention.

"Okay." Ruan Qing readily agreed.

A small flame ignited in her heart, Li Li was actively walking into her world, and she wanted to take her in.

The classroom of the sculpture class is also in the art building, but it is not in the same division as the art class.

This is Li Li's second visit, but she walked in the opposite direction from the last time.

In the hall on the first floor, the walls are covered with dark golden reliefs, engraved with the basic introduction of Master C, and there is a special display screen for the introduction of the works, which looks very tall.

The statue standing in the middle of the hall is David, with a fit body, firm expression, and great vitality. Li Li raised his head to appreciate it, moved his eyes down, and blushed slightly when he saw the special male parts without any cover.

Seeing that she finally had an expression other than sadness on her face, Ruan Qing happily raised her hand to cover her eyes, "If you're shy, don't look at it."

"I'll take you to see the exhibition works of the students."

"Okay." Li Li led Ruan Qing away.

Unlike the exhibitions in the art class, the statue exhibitions in the sculpture class are all indoors, and they are not protected by any window or the like, but there is a security line that cannot be stepped in.

Li Li can even reach out and touch the statue's texture from this distance, some are smooth and some are rough.

Ruan Qing followed behind her, giving a few explanations at the right time.

"Our sculpture class also has a competition, once a year, just like the art class, and it will be the last time in the senior year. All students will participate in the competition with their graduation design works, and the winning works will be listed as outstanding works of the college for exhibition."

"Then what do you want to carve?"

"It should be more difficult to carve figures, right?" Li Li asked a layman's question.

Ruan Qing replied with a smile: "It depends on which field the individual is good at."

"I prefer sculpting people, but good models are hard to find."

"Is it because you don't have enough clothes?" Li Li asked jokingly, because most of the sculpture models in her impression were nude.

Ruan Qing shook her head, "The focus is on expressiveness. Clothing is not the most important thing. If the muscles are beautiful, just showing the shoulders, neck and arms is perfect, but the industry as a whole is quite exposed."

"Hmm." Li Li happened to find a less revealing one among the many works. She stopped and was deeply attracted by a female statue whose expression was as vivid as a sketch.

Ruan Qing immediately introduced to her: "This is the excellent graduation design work of a senior senior last year. He sculpted her girlfriend. His professional ability and his understanding of his girlfriend's body make this work It's highly finished and beautiful."

"That's why." Li Li couldn't help sighing: "This senior must love her girlfriend very much, otherwise she couldn't be so meticulous."

"It is said to be." Ruan Qing looked at Li Li's beautiful back, and couldn't help but said, "If you were carved out, you must be beautiful."

"me?"

Li Li turned her head in surprise, "I don't seem to have any muscle lines."

She raised her arm and lightly poked her biceps, only a small lump was hard, presumably because she had grown up and had degenerated from fighting.

She stuck out her tongue playfully and smiled.

Ruan Qing suddenly leaned over to her and said, "Sculpture is a bit difficult, but in fact, our sculpture class also learns sketching."

"Huh?" Li Li didn't quite understand.

Ruan Qing continued: "Li Li, can you give me a chance to draw you?"

Wei Xi can paint, so can she.

If possible, she wants to be the one who can give Li Li happiness.

What Wei Xi once brought to Li Li, she can also replace the old with the new.

作者有话要说：突然有点好奇，如果小可爱们是黎璃，会被阮晴撬走吗？感谢在2021-08-0911:36:59~2021-08-0918:06:22期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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