I can't hold back my heart

Wei Xi's brain shut down in an instant.

Then a crazy desire invaded her brain, intending to overwhelm all her sanity.

She could hardly resist kissing the little girl back.

But she just turned her face away after all.

A restrained voice squeezed out from the jaw: "Don't like me, you will become unlucky."

"Stay away from me in the future."

After Wei Xi finished speaking, she withdrew her hand that was supporting Li Li's head and the wall. She heard a "bang", it was the little girl's head that hit the wall.

She paused, then turned around and opened the door, and left quickly without looking back.

After running outside the hotel, Wei Xi stopped.

City H is hot and humid in summer, Wei Xi is standing on the side of the road, next to a big brown dog squatting under a tree, it is so hot that it keeps sticking out its tongue and breathing.

Even though he had soaked himself in the hot summer air, Wei Xi felt his body was cold.

She raised her hand and tapped her lower lip lightly.

The place where the little girl kissed was still a little warm.

She took a taxi back to school, feeling a little lost along the way.

This time, she should be able to completely cut off the connection as she wished.

But why does she feel empty in her heart, as if a piece of flesh has been gouged out with a sharp knife, it hurts.

When she returned to the dormitory, Ling Lan and Zhao Ruoxuan had already finished chasing Bai He's latest conversation, and they all looked at her when she opened the door.

"Sister Wei Xi, where's Li Li?" Zhao Ruoxuan asked after seeing Wei Xi close the dormitory door but not seeing Li Li.

"Back to the hotel."

"She may not be well now, please go and see her."

"Ah! Then I'll go first, sister Wei Xi, see you sister Ling Lan." As soon as Zhao Ruoxuan heard that Li Li was not well, she immediately got up from her chair, packed her small satchel and was about to leave.

"I'll see you off." Ling Lan chased after her.

After sending the little girl to the school gate, I saw her getting into the car before going back to the dormitory.

In the dormitory, Wei Xi was still standing there in a daze.

"What's wrong with you? Wei Xi." Ling Lan walked over, raised her hand and pressed heavily on her shoulder.

"Did you quarrel with Li Li?"

Wei Xi remained silent.

"That's right, even if Li Li wants to quarrel, I can't quarrel with you." Ling Lan couldn't imagine the scene of Wei Xi arguing with others, and the confrontation with Xu Lingwei in the afternoon could barely be regarded as real.

"What's wrong with you? Wei Xi, say something."

Normally Wei Xi would nod and shake his head in response even if he didn't talk much, but this time he was sticking like a wooden man, Ling Lan was a little worried.

After a while, she finally heard Wei Xi's response.

"Ling Lan, I don't know what's going on here."

Wei Xi's voice revealed a strong sense of depression and helplessness.

Ling Lan opened her mouth, but she didn't know what to say.

She has always felt that Wei Xi is the kind of strong man who can cope with any situation. Even in the face of Xu Lingwei's various difficulties, he never revealed his inner helplessness to anyone.

On this point, Ling Lan felt that she was much worse than Wei Xi.

And I don't know the reason why Wei Xi became what he is now.

She didn't seem to have any position to comfort her.

In the end, he only patted her on the shoulder heavily, and said, "Wei Xi, you must be tired, go take a bath and relax."

"it is good."

Wei Xi was really looking for clothes and was about to go into the bathroom to take a shower. Before going in, she handed her mobile phone to Ling Lan and asked her to help her follow the part-time job information.

Fill all the time, maybe everything can return to the original, Wei Xi thought.

Ling Lan took the phone and sighed.

There is a lot of information in the part-time job group, and she screens out those that are not too tiring, have relatively high salaries and are suitable for Wei Xi.

When Zhao Ruoxuan arrived at the hotel, Li Li was squatting by the wall and crying.

Hearing Zhao Ruoxuan's knock on the door, she opened the door with tears all over her face.

It was the first time Zhao Ruoxuan saw Li Li crying so hard, she was frightened.

She opened her arms to hug Li Li, and Li Li cried again in her arms, crying out of breath, it's rare that she didn't dislike her and wanted to push her away.

Zhao Ruoxuan was heartbroken, and listened quietly to Li Li crying, and kept patting Li Li's back to comfort her.

It wasn't until Li Li finally cried enough that her sobs became hoarse, that she let go of Li Li and went to pour a glass of water.

"Come on, fill up with some water first."

Li Li felt her throat was dry, she took the water and gulped it down.

Suddenly, I remembered what Wei Xi said, "fill your face with some water first".

I feel like crying again.

"If you want to cry, keep crying, I'll be with you." Zhao Ruoxuan looked at her red eyes very distressed.

Li Li sniffed, raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and slowly calmed down.

"Wei Xi doesn't like me at all, he seems to hate me very much, and doesn't want to have any contact with me at all."

Li Li said sadly.

Zhao Ruoxuan was a little surprised, "I don't think Wei Xi hates you."

"She is so gentle to you. Just now, Wei Xi told me that you might not be well. Please let me come and see you."

She emphasized the word "please".

Li Li was stunned for a moment and said: "Zhao Ruoxuan, you don't need to tell me white lies to comfort me."

"Really." Zhao Ruoxuan raised four fingers and said solemnly, "I swear."

Li Li stopped arguing, but shrugged her shoulders weakly.

"When I was away just now, what happened? Did Wei Xi say something that made you so sad?" Zhao Ruoxuan asked.

Li Li's heart was ashamed and told her roughly what had happened.

After hearing this, Zhao Ruoxuan opened her mouth in surprise, "Li Li, you actually kissed me, how brave you are!"

"Is this the point?" Li Li glared at Zhao Ruoxuan.

In addition, on the previous birthday night, she took the initiative twice, Wei Xi must have no feelings for her, that's why she was so indifferent.

"Of course it's the key point!" Zhao Ruoxuan said with a beaming eyebrow, "Li Li, you don't know that Wei Xi's behavior is quite normal in the face of a sudden kiss."

"Don't look at her calm and indifferent on the surface, or even leave directly, there may be an undercurrent surging in her heart."

"And Wei Xi looks like that kind of sullen and abstinent big sister."

Zhao Ruoxuan spoke well, but Li Li still expressed doubts, "Really?"

"Trust me, that's right, otherwise I would have watched so many Lily stories for nothing, and all these years of cp would have been for nothing."

Li Li shook her head, she had been hit several times, she couldn't believe Zhao Ruoxuan's words, she was afraid of being disappointed again.

"If you don't believe me, ask Wei Xi if she really hates you. She said before that she will become unlucky if she gets close to her. She is obviously worried about you." Zhao Ruoxuan suggested sincerely.

"I won't ask." Li Li was afraid that Wei Xi would hate her even more if she asked, and found her annoying.

She is very afraid of being annoyed by people she doesn't like, and even more afraid of being annoyed by people she likes.

Zhao Ruoxuan snatched her cell phone, "Let me ask for you."

Zhao Ruoxuan found the chat interface between Li Li and Wei Xi, and found that their conversations were really pitiful.

Although Li Li seems to be fearless, just sending messages to someone she likes is enough for her to be afraid.

It seems to have become as timid as her.

This time it was her turn to help Li Li be brave, she sent Wei Xi a question that Li Li didn't get a clear answer:

[Sister Wei Xi, do you really hate me? ]

Ling Lan was helping Wei Xi update the part-time job information, when she suddenly saw a message from the little girl who made Wei Xi lose his mind, she ran to the bathroom door and asked excitedly:

"Wei Xi, do you hate Li Li?"

The cold water under the hood failed to wake Wei Xi up. The moment she heard Li Li's name, she opened her eyes, and the water curtain blocked her view.

Ling Lan thought she didn't hear, so she asked again.

Wei Xi replied, "I don't hate it."

How could she hate that little girl.

As long as you don't hate it, Ling Lan replied Wei Xi's place:

[it's OK. ]

Seeing this recovery, Zhao Ruoxuan was overjoyed. She excitedly held the phone in front of Li Li, "Look, Wei Xi doesn't hate you."

Li Li glanced down, still feeling a little distorted.

Zhao Ruoxuan hastened to pursue the victory again:

[Then do you like me a little bit?Sister Wei Xi. ]

"Wei Xi, do you like Li Li?"

Ling Lan asked excitedly outside the bathroom, wondering if Li Li had confessed his love to Wei Xi?

Wei Xi did not respond this time.

Ling Lan guessed the answer, but did not dare to respond without authorization.

When Wei Xi came out of the bathroom, she showed Wei Xi the brief chat record, and Wei Xi just took back her mobile phone without saying anything.

But Ling Lan could tell that Wei Xi seemed to be in a better mood than before entering the bathroom.

"That little girl Li Li really likes you and cares about you."

"You really don't think about it?"

Ling Lan said enviously: "If a little girl treats me like this, I will just lie down and fall."

Wei Xi got into her bed, and under the cover of the dark blue opaque bed curtain, she clicked on the photo album on her mobile phone and found the sketch photo she drew for the little girl.

She clicked 'Delete', but couldn't press 'OK' for a long time.

Zhao Ruoxuan and Li Li did not receive any more responses.

"Wei Xi probably hasn't figured it out yet." Zhao Ruoxuan said, "If you don't hate it, maybe you like it. We, Li Li, are so cute, we can definitely take Wei Xi down."

Li Li was amused by her: "You think there are only two options, like and hate, naive."

The two of you came and went and laughed.

In Li Li's heart, a small hope was ignited again.

Xu Lingwei did not come to class until the end of the term, and warnings about her punishment spread throughout the school.

Ling Lan felt very relieved, wishing that Xu Lingwei would not appear in front of them again, Wei Xi did not express any opinion on this, but suddenly remembered that little girl again.

After washing that day, her face should have no allergies.

After the turmoil of the sketch competition passed, Wei Xi continued to repeat his busy life, study and part-time job.

The assistant of the Xu's technology foreign trade company contacted her again, saying that there was a part-time job opportunity for wall painting, and she accepted it, and the time was set for this weekend.

20 square meters, 300 yuan per square meter, work hard, it is not a big problem to finish the painting in two days.

The materials were also prepared by the company in advance, and the required style was steampunk, and many examples were provided for her reference.

After Wei Xi went to the company, he conceived for about half an hour before writing.

After Xu Nian had a meeting in the morning, when he passed the company's newly built cultural corridor, he happened to see Wei Xi painting.

With a focused expression, smooth writing, and a mature painting style, it can be seen that he has worked hard professionally.

In the evening of the next day, Wei Xi finished the wall painting, and Xu Nian came over to check the completion of the work in person.

Wei Xi was a little nervous at first, because Xu Dong gave her a very high price. The market price of wall painting ranges from 100 to 300 per square meter. Xu Dong directly gave her 300 yuan. She is still a third-year student. I am confident in my professional ability, but I still feel that Xu Dong has given too much.

"The painting is good, I'm very satisfied." Xu Nian had a kind face, if he didn't mention the position of chairman, he would give the impression of an approachable uncle.

But Wei Xi was inexplicably stressed when facing him.

Xu Nian, who had a wealth of experience in life, guessed what she was thinking, looked at the wall painting that hadn't completely dried in front of him, and said, "Student Wei Xi, are you wondering why I gave you so much?"

The question in her heart was raised by the other party, but Wei Xi was much more relaxed. She replied: "I do have some doubts. Can Mr. Xu tell me why?"

"If you think about my surname carefully, you will know. This is what I should compensate you."

"Are you Xu...Xu Qiao's father?"

It's not that Wei Xi never thought about this possibility, but she was still shocked when her guess was confirmed:

Xu Nian added: "It's also Lingwei's father. I know you are roommates. As a father, I am deeply sorry for what Lingwei did, but I know you won't accept it if you give me money directly, so Choose this way by offering you a part-time job."

"However, student Wei Xi, you are fully capable of these jobs, so you don't need to be burdened."

Wei Xi had only met Xu Qiao and Xu Lingwei's mother before. It was at Xu Qiao's funeral that Mrs. Xu threw her out, wishing she could be buried with her son.

She thought that Xu Qiao and Xu Lingwei's father would also hate her very much, but she never thought that he would apologize to herself in turn, and even try to make up for her.

In the past year, she has received so much malice from the Xu family that she still has some palpitations.

"It's me who should say sorry, you don't have to." Wei Xi said sadly.

"Wei Xi, in principle, you are not wrong, there is no need to feel guilty for Xu Qiao's death for the rest of your life, I also blamed you before, but I calmed down and realized that the one who made things difficult for others was always my son who was not up to date, and... ..”

"And Lingwei, she has been hit hard. As a father, I am obliged to compensate you for your series of extreme actions. I will discipline her well in the future and try not to cause trouble to your life."

"Thank you." Wei Xi said earnestly: "There is no need for compensation, I just want to live a good life in the future."

"I will try my best to ensure that Lingwei won't cause you trouble again."

Xu Nian said and handed her a bank card, "In the past year, the money Lingwei asked you for plus the salary for this wall painting is all in it."

Wei Xi didn't answer, "Just pay me this time."

Xu Nian didn't force her and put the card away.

Said: "That's fine, but Wei Xi, I've made an appointment with a psychologist for you, once a week, every Sunday, you can go there later."

Wei Xi was stunned, "Xu Dong, I'm fine, you don't have to do this."

Xu Nian looked at her and said earnestly: "Don't be brave, you haven't been able to sleep well this year."

This is a fact, Wei Xi did not refute it, and heard Xu Dong continue to say:

"Actually, I'm not as good as you imagined. I have selfish intentions to be a father, otherwise I wouldn't let Lingwei bully you for so long before I came forward."

"Take it as giving my father a chance to atone for the children."

"The money has already been paid, and it will be wasted if you don't go."

After Xu Nian finished speaking, he patted Wei Xi on the shoulder and left.

Wei Xi was woken up by the sound of the wall painting salary getting into the account. She glanced at WeChat, and it was still the assistant who transferred the account to her, 6000 yuan.

Followed by a sentence: happy cooperation, student Wei Xi, remember to see a psychiatrist, 500 an hour, it would be a waste not to go.

Wei Xi let out a heavy breath, sorted out the used materials, and then walked out of the company.

It was already dark outside, sparsely dotted with a few not-so-bright stars.

Want to see a psychiatrist?

Wei Xi was a little confused. She had made an appointment before, but when she was outside the hospital, she didn't have the courage to go in.

Just looking at the hospital, she would think of Xu Qiao's face turned pale by the sea water, the lively boy just like that turned into a motionless corpse in front of her, with his hands hanging down beside the pure white hospital bed, never How long before it was pushed into the morgue.

She will always remember that day, when Xu Lingwei looked at her with hatred in her eyes.

Wei Xi struggled for a long time, but decided to take a look.

She can't accept that money is wasted on her, and she always has to face some problems, and she doesn't want to live her life with the shackles of guilt.

Because of the wall painting work, Xu Nian arranged her first psychotherapy at night.

Wei Xi spent a long time mentally building up before stepping into the hospital. Fortunately, this time it was much calmer than sending Xu Qiao to the hospital last time.

No one cried hysterically in her ear, and no one grabbed her by the collar to ask her to return Xu Qiao.

No one yelled that she should go to hell and be buried with Xu Qiao.

But when she walked into the hospital and smelled the strong smell of disinfectant, she still had some physical discomfort.

She walked up the stairs to the second floor, found the psychological counseling room, raised her hand and knocked on the door, saw the square plastic sign hanging outside, and learned that her psychotherapist was named Lynch, a professor with a professional title, and both masters and Ph. A well-known graduated psychiatrist, looking at the photo, he is a somewhat bald, but kind-faced uncle.

After reading this, the door was pulled open from the inside.

A young female assistant came out to open the door for her, "Are you Wei Xi?" the assistant asked.

Wei Xi nodded.

"Professor Lin has been waiting for you for a long time."

Wei Xi looked at the desk. Professor Lin clasped his hands on the desk and looked at her with a smile.

She quickened her pace and walked over, "Sorry."

"You don't need to apologize, you are late, you are wasting your own time, and I have an hour to get off work." Professor Lin said with a smile.

Wei Xi looked at him speechless.

"I learned about your basic situation from Mr. Xu. Next, I will ask you some questions to deepen my understanding so that I can adjust the consultation plan later. I hope you will cooperate."

Wei Xi nodded, sitting in front of Professor Lin and answering questions mechanically like a computer program, without any personal emotion.

Professor Lin scratched the top of his head, threw aside the printed text of the prepared questions, and asked directly, "Do you hate Xu Qiao?"

This question hit Wei Xi's heart directly and stopped her.

Professor Lin asked again: "Where is Xu Lingwei, do you hate her?"

Wei Xi was still silent, but his face was no longer calm, and his heart was struggling.

Professor Lin asked again: "Wei Xi, have you ever been in love?"

"Not even once."

Professor Lin asked and answered by himself, sighed again, and continued to ask: "Then do you have someone you like now?"

"In other words, do you dare to fall in love with others now, do you have the courage to fall in love?"

One question after another, Wei Xi's heart rate accelerated and he unconsciously closed his eyes.

Where Professor Lin couldn't see, behind the desk, her fingers wrinkled the top of her trousers.

Wei Xi couldn't breathe, as if drowning.

She seemed to have sunk into the bottom of the sea, and she couldn't see anything, and it was pitch black around her.

Her heart was beating wildly, as if when she saw Xu Qiao really jumped into the sea from the bridge, submerged in the dark blue water and night, she was wrapped in intense anxiety and fear.

Professor Lin and the assistant lady at the side saw Wei Xi with his eyes closed and his body shaking like chaff.

Wei Xi's knots were deeper than they imagined. Without being in a professional treatment room and without the assistance of professional equipment, Wei Xi automatically entered a hypnotic state just by asking questions.

"Wake her up." Professor Lin said solemnly to the assistant lady standing beside Wei Xi.

The assistant lady leaned over and whispered in Wei Xi's ear, "I'll pat you on the shoulder three times, and you're about to wake up."

"One, two, three." After taking three shots, Wei Xi suddenly woke up.

"Fortunately, the level of self-hypnosis is not too deep to be uncontrollable." Professor Lin tapped his fingers on the table.

Wei Xi still had the image he saw when he closed his eyes just now in his mind, panting crazily.

"Let's stop here today. I'm basically done. Come back at three o'clock next Sunday afternoon."

Professor Lin stood up, ready to leave work.

Wei Xi also stood up and called him, "Professor Lin."

"If you have any questions, hurry up and ask, I'm going to get off work."

"Is there any way to get rid of the situation I just had?"

She was really fed up with this kind of torture, almost every night before she went to bed, she had to come here once, causing her to always suffer from insomnia, even if she fell asleep, her sleep quality was not good.

"Not yet." Professor Lin turned back and said, "However, you can think about the questions I just asked you. I hope that you will bring the answers when you come next time."

"Also, if you can, try to fall in love, I think it will help you." Professor Lin waved to her with a smile and left the counseling room.

Wei Xi stood where he was, a little confused.

Are you in love?

What does this have to do with her psychological shadow?

When she wanted to ask again, Professor Lin was no longer in sight.

"Professor Lin is off work." The assistant lady smiled.

The assistant sent her to the door, and said goodbye with a smile: "Student Wei Xi, remember to listen to Professor Lin and find someone to have a good relationship with."

It was already past nine o'clock in the evening when Wei Xi came out of the hospital. She was a little hungry before having dinner, so she turned her head and looked around, her eyes fixed on a restaurant of Oden.

It's not because she likes oden cooking, but because she saw a somewhat familiar figure from a distance.

She walked over, and the girl had packed her bags, and when she turned around, she was hugged by the tall man next to her, smiling happily.

She also instantly saw that it wasn't that little girl.

"What would the beauty want?" The enthusiastic voice of the proprietress brought Wei Xi back to reality.

She randomly ordered a few strings of meatballs, added a packet of potato flour, and sat at the only vacant table in the shop waiting for her dinner.

This Oden restaurant is not big, with only four small wooden tables. Wei Xi sat on one table alone, and the other three tables were occupied by couples.

She suddenly remembered what Professor Lin said to her, "If you can, try to fall in love, I think it will help you."

Before leaving the hospital, the assistant lady emphasized it to her again.

Wei Xi shook her head, the word "love" seemed to have settled in her head.

The face of that little girl still appeared in my mind uncontrollably:

When she stood up for her, she looked fierce and fierce,

When hugged by a good friend, he looked disgusted,

Aggrieved look when admitting mistakes,

Kiss her domineeringly, and after the kiss, use the three-year college entrance examination and five-year simulation to divert her eyes with humility,

I also asked her if she hated being sad...

All are beautiful.

Although with the help of Zhao Ruoxuan, Li Li confirmed that Wei Xi didn't hate herself, but she was a little afraid to bother her, at least this summer vacation, let's not go to her.

Maybe within a month, she will be able to completely forget about Wei Xi, Li Li thought optimistically.

June is coming to an end and July is just around the corner, which means Mom's birthday is coming.

Since kindergarten, Li Li has maintained the habit of giving birthday gifts to her mother, but this time, she has some difficulties.

She was worried when she received a call from her father.

"Ali, open the door, Mom and Dad are here to see you."

Li Li got out of bed immediately, ran to open the door, and saw her parents.

Mom's belly seems to be getting bigger, and the skirt on her body is getting looser and looser.

She looked away, not very happy.

"A Li, this time for mom's birthday and your graduation, the three of us will go on a trip together?" Wei Yuwan said gently.

Li Li didn't say a word, if it was before, Li Li might have agreed immediately, but she can't go back to before.

Unable to get a response, Wei Yuwan looked anxiously at her husband, Li Xuan squeezed her hand reassuringly, and began to coax her daughter:

"Ali, didn't you always want to go on a trip with your parents?"

"That's what I said before when I was a child, and now I've grown up." Li Li turned her back and didn't look at them, full of anger.

Li Xuan continued to coax: "The graduation trip is of great significance, and we can also spend it with my mother's birthday. At such a good time, my father has already asked for annual leave with the unit in advance. This time, I must play with you well, let's go together."

Li Li was a little tempted, but she remained silent.

Li Xuan was extremely patient and coaxed non-stop. He knew that although Ah Li was arrogant, her ears were soft.

As he expected, in the end Ali turned her head with a look of disgust and said: "Since I have asked for leave, then I will go, but I will decide where to go."

"Okay, Mom and Dad will accompany you wherever Ari thinks of it."

Li Li glanced at her mother's stomach again, and said silently in her heart: Liar.

How can you go anywhere while pregnant.

Li Li searched the Internet for treatment for a day, and finally found only one place she wanted to go, Mount Putuo in Zhejiang.

She told her father that after the results of the inquiry, his father actually took out the full version of Zhejiang travel strategy, saying that since he went to play, he had to have a good time, and Chapter 1 would go to Mount Putuo.

"It just so happens that your mother wants to go there too." Li Xuan said.

There is a Huiji Temple on the top of Putuo Mountain. It is said that it is the best place to pray for Guanyin to give birth to a child. Although Wei Yuwan is already pregnant, she is still uneasy because of her advanced age. .

And Li Li wanted to go to another temple on Mount Putuo, Puji Temple, which is said to be very effective in seeking marriage.

Li Xuan booked the air ticket that night, and set off with his wife and daughter the next day.

When they arrived at Mount Putuo, it was a working day and there were not many tourists.

A family of three plus an unborn child boarded the tourist bus, Li Li looked at the route map on the wall of the bus, and would pass Puji Temple first.

Seeing that there was only one stop before Puji Temple, and both parents were there, Li Li was too embarrassed to ask the driver.

Li Xuan always remembered that her daughter mentioned to her yesterday that she wanted to go to Puji Temple, so she took the initiative to say: "Let's take a look at Puji Temple earlier. It is said that seeking marriage is very good. A Li is going to college soon, so I need to find a good marriage."

Wei Yu wanly agreed: "It is necessary to ask carefully, and bless A Li to meet a reliable person."

Thinking of Wei Xi, Li Li felt a little shy.

Wei Xi should be considered reliable, but she doesn't seem to like her very much.

She followed her parents, entered the temple, and finally arrived at a place where she asked for a marriage lottery.

Following the strategies she had checked before, she knelt down on the idol with a stick in her hand, silently thinking about her basic situation, and asked if there was any follow-up development with Wei Xi, and if she could achieve a good marriage.

When the lottery was drawn, she closed her eyes, praying in her heart that God would give her a lottery.

After shaking for a while, a lottery finally jumped out of the lottery tube and fell on the ground. She picked up the lottery that fell, and it was marked 77. She went with her parents to the designated place to exchange the lottery and find someone to release the lottery.

The final vernacular conclusion given by the lottery interpreter is: the destined person has appeared, the process will have some twists and turns, but the final result is happiness.

After asking for the signature, Li Li wondered all day, is Wei Xi the destined person mentioned in the signature?

If so, it's a chance for them to be together, and it's a difficult process, but a beautiful one.

Suddenly she had courage again.

Lying on the bed in the hotel at night, Li Li shared with Zhao Ruoxuan about her request for a marriage lottery.

Zhao Ruoxuan asked her: "Li Li, how do you know that the destined person must be Wei Xi?"

Li Li thought that there were not many people who knew and emotionally connected with her.

Suddenly she thought of a person, slapped her off the bed fiercely, and said, "It can't be Gu Cheng'an, can it?"

"Think about it carefully." Zhao Ruoxuan reminded her: "You are new."

"Ling Lan?" Li Li asked outrageously.

Zhao Ruoxuan shook her head to herself, "No." She suddenly felt that Ruan Qing was so pitiful.

"Who else?" Li Li still didn't expect it.

Afraid that she would guess Xu Lingwei next, Zhao Ruoxuan collected all the wrong answers and told her, "It's Ruan Qing."

"The last time you fought with Xu Lingwei, Xu Lingwei splashed watercolor paint on you, do you remember?"

"Of course I remember!" Li Li became angry when she thought of that incident, which made her face allergies, and she took medicines for various taboos, and it took a week for her to heal.

Zhao Ruoxuan sighed, "Li Li, I forgot to tell you, you should remember one more thing, that day after Wei Xi dragged you away first, Ruan Qing vented your anger for you and splashed the remaining paint in the bucket on Xu Lingwei's face up."

"Really, there is still such a thing."

"Yes, hey, but you actually forgot about him."

"No, I didn't forget Ruan Qing, but I didn't think about it. It should be just friendship." Li Li said uncertainly.

When she was with Ruan Qing, she never carefully observed Ruan Qing's emotions.

Zhao Ruoxuan said: "I just said it's possible."

After hanging up the phone, Li Li lay on the bed, closed her eyes and recalled the scene when she and Ruan Qing were together, there seemed to be nothing wrong, just getting along with normal friends.

She didn't want to think too much about it, she felt that it was not easy to make good friends, so she was so loyal and didn't want to make it so complicated.

Clicking on the WeChat interface, she found that she chatted less with Ruan Qing than with Wei Xi, so Ruan Qing probably doesn't like her, Li Li thought.

But she should still thank Ruan Qing, she had to admit that when Zhao Ruoxuan said that Ruan Qing splashed the remaining paint on Xu Lingwei's face, she was very happy.

Immediately edit a thank you message and send it to:

Ruan Qing, thank you for the art gallery last time!

Ruan Qing was playing solo queue and was at the critical moment when she suddenly received a message from Li Li. Although she had already read it without clicking on it, she still clicked on WeChat and replied to her: We are friends, we should.

Li Li patted her thigh in relief, she just said, Ruan Qing just regarded her as a friend.

After Ruan Qing replied, she did not receive any reply from Li Li. After a while, she took the initiative to edit the message and asked: How did you spend your summer vacation? Did you go out to play?

Li Li replied to her: I am playing outside right now.

Ask again: When does C University have a holiday?

Ruan Qing replied: July 7th.

Li Li: Now it's the scariest final exam week in the legend, I won't bother you anymore, bye-

Ruan Qing can only answer her: Bye-

Li Li is actually not very interested in going out to play. She wanted to go home after getting a marriage lottery, but her mother had a lot of places she wanted to play, and she stayed by her side, counting the days when all the trips were over and she could go home. , which happens to be around the same time as the holiday of C University.

The last stop was Yiwu Mall, where all kinds of small commodities dazzled Li Li.

She looked up by chance, and inadvertently saw a string of beautiful red brocade talismans, with different words embroidered with thin yellow thread in the center: peace, happiness, luck, wealth, and gratitude.

Mom and Dad were choosing small hair accessories, and the boss was introducing them. Li Li took a wooden tool beside her to hook the kitty talisman on top of her head.

She picked out some of each and planned to buy them, a safe talisman for her mother, a fortune talisman for her father, a pair of happiness talismans for Zhao Ruoxuan, and asked her to give one to Ling Lan and a gratitude talisman to Ruan Qing.

There is also a lucky charm for Wei Xi.

She remembered that Wei Xi said to her: "Don't come close to me, you will become unlucky."

She is holding a bunch of talismans, so she is not afraid.

Her mother picked out a bunch of beautiful little hair accessories and earrings for her, because Li Li didn't dare to get her ears pierced because she was afraid of the pain.

Dad wanted to pay together, but Li Li refused, and since he paid alone, he gave the safety talisman and the fortune talisman to his parents on the spot.

Mom and Dad were very happy. Dad directly put the fortune talisman through the belt and tightened it. Mom asked Dad to help tie the amulet on his hand.

Baby can't get enough.

Li Li felt that they didn't have to be like this.

The corners of the mouth couldn't help but curl up.

Dad arranged the itinerary, and when planning the itinerary, he considered his mother's body. The itinerary was not much arranged, and most of the places he went were transported by car. Mom had a good time, but Li Li, who was not active by nature, was exhausted.

After returning home and lying dead for a day, she learned from Zhao Ruoxuan that Wei Xi would go back to his hometown during the summer vacation.

She immediately got up from the bed, and made an appointment with Zhao Ruoxuan to go to C University again before Wei Xi left school. She wanted to give her a lucky charm, and also a blessing to Ruan Qing along the way.

On the way to C University by taxi, Li Li handed two happiness charms to Zhao Ruoxuan, "This one is for you and Ling Lan."

Zhao Ruoxuan was startled when she saw the talisman in her hand, because it was totally different from Li Li's previous aesthetics.

Li Li could see the confusion in her eyes, "I bought them for the meaning, not just for their appearance, and isn't it pretty? The more you look at it, the more festive it will be."

"It's pretty."

Zhao Ruoxuan still remembered to speak to Ruan Qing, "Li Li, have you prepared for Ruan Qing?"

"Yes, this." Li Li flashed out the thank you talisman.

Zhao Ruoxuan had nothing to say for a moment, and she didn't know what expression Ruan Qing should show when she received this gift.

Li Li and Zhao Ruoxuan notified Ruan Qing and Ling Lan in advance that they would come, and only kept it a secret from Wei Xi, Li Li wanted to give her a surprise.

When they got off the bus, Ruan Qing and Ling Lan were already waiting at the school gate.

It's just that they are a little far away, and they don't speak, like the door gods on the left and right.

Li Li walked towards Ruan Qing with some embarrassment. She originally said that she would give it to Ruan Qing during lunch, but she didn't expect Ruan Qing to wait for her at the school gate.

It was just a small gift, and she was suddenly a little embarrassed to take it out, so she held it in her hand.

Say seriously to Ruan Qing first: "Thank you."

The fist holding the gratitude talisman was raised, and it remained open for a long time.

Ruan Qing tilted her head in doubt, wondering what Li Li was holding.

"A very small gift, you may be disappointed." Li Li vaccinated her.

Ruan Qing smiled and said, "No."

Li Li went out to play and brought her a gift, and she was very happy, no matter what it was.

"Spread your palms," Li Li said.

Ruan Qing did as she did, and a red kitty thank you talisman with tassels landed in her palm.

She clenched it tightly and said, "I like it very much."

Li Li sent out the talisman for them and went to find Wei Xi alone. Ling Lan said, Wei Xi