I can't hold back my heart

After graduation, Li Li entered a large new media company as she wished, and was responsible for copywriting and operations.

The salaries offered by big factories are quite impressive for fresh graduates, with a basic salary of [-] yuan and a commission. The working atmosphere is extremely depressing, and the superiors lead PUA, all kinds of suppression.

Li Li didn't realize this at the beginning, thinking that she had always been protected too well, first by her parents, and then by sister Wei Xi's escort, so she couldn't adapt to the life of a social animal for a while, so she gritted her teeth and persisted for half a year , but Wei Xi could obviously feel that her mental state had changed.

At night, after the incident, Wei Xi put his arms around Li Li to comfort her, and finally said with distress: "If you don't like your current job, you can change it."

"But I'm afraid that if I resign, I won't be able to find such a good job." Li Li said a little unconfidently: "And I don't know what else I can do."

She wasn't like this before, at least not within her abilities.

Wei Xi thought for a few seconds, and said seriously: "I remember that you like writing, you are very talented in writing, and you can win various essays in the university."

"Would you like to try novel creation, and then submit it to the publishing house."

Li Li had thought about this before, but she felt that the career of a writer was too uncertain, and she had to write well to be called a writer, otherwise she would be no different from a jobless vagrant.

But Wei Xi's studio is running very well, and her career can be said to be thriving. The gap between her and Wei Xi seems to be widening. She dare not bet, for fear that if she falls into the mud, the gap will widen even further.

Although Wei Xi always pampered her, she was no longer the Li Li who could do whatever she wanted at the age of seventeen or eighteen without considering reality.

"I'll keep going." Li Li said.

Wei Xi let out a breath of relief next to her ear, bit her earlobe lightly, and said, "Okay."

"But remember not to hold on, you still have a sister."

"Yeah." Li Li bit her lip and agreed, and touched the proposal ring with her fingers, her tense nerves relaxed slightly.

Wei Xi never forced Li Li, but only gave advice when she needed it. Even if Li Li didn't take it, she wouldn't be angry, but she would be very distressed. Her little girl wanted to break free, so she just endured letting her go. Let's go, I hope her little girl won't get hurt too much outside.

Li Li could also feel Wei Xi's cautiousness. She knew that Wei Xi was afraid of hurting her self-esteem, which she thought was ridiculous, so she took good care of her.

She didn't resign immediately, and continued to hold on.

During work breaks, she picked up writing again. At first, she didn’t know what to write. One day, she opened the note on her mobile phone, and she saw the wish she had written two years ago: to create a warm and healing children’s literature.

The light in his heart was ignited at once, and his heart beat fast. After calming down, Li Li began to conceive and formally create.

Writing according to her heart rather than for the benefit of work brought great joy to Li Li, and Wei Xi also found that her little girl has become much more cheerful recently, and her confidence and cunning aura reappeared.

She was very curious, so she took the initiative to ask: "Is there anything happy to share with my sister?"

Li Li was embarrassed to say it at first, but she struggled with it in the next few days. Later, she wrote a super warm and healing plot and couldn't help sharing it with Wei Xi. Only then did Wei Xi know that she had started writing.

"It's great, it's really sweet after reading it." Wei Xi described his true feelings as the first reader, and then gave advice: "However, this place seems a little unreasonable..."

After that, every time Li Li finished writing a chapter, she would ask Wei Xi to read it for her. Wei Xi was very happy and asked her, "Can my sister draw inspiration from it?"

Painting, like writing, is very dependent on inspiration. Li Li nodded without thinking about it: "Of course."

She had no intention of commercializing this work that allowed her to find herself, and it would be best to provide Wei Xi with inspiration.

Seeing the little girl happy every day, Wei Xi felt relieved, and never mentioned the matter of wanting her to resign.

But what happened later made Wei Xi unable to bear it.

It was a beautiful and beautiful day. Li Li was sitting at her work station when she was suddenly summoned to the office by her superiors, saying that she had a chance to upgrade and raise her salary, and she had to prepare for a dinner party in the evening.

Li Li was so happy that she couldn't help sharing the good news with Wei Xi when she went to the bathroom. Wei Xi was drawing a picture book for Li Li's work with her own hands. It was difficult to build a character image at the beginning, and she was not satisfied after drawing for a long time.

After receiving the good news from the little girl, she relaxed her frown.

[Congratulations to my girlfriend. ] She replied, adding a few red roses.

Li Li looked at Wei Xi's enthusiastic reply, and thought to ask her if she was fishing at work when she got home at night, put away her phone and went back to her work station to continue working.

In the evening, when she got into the leader's car, she realized that the dinner party was not the kind of party she imagined, and the place was not in a restaurant, but in a hotel box, the hotel where she had come to audition before, which felt luxurious and luxurious.

The company is a regular company, it's just a dinner party, so there shouldn't be any problem, Li Li comforted herself.

It was only when she got to the box that she realized that she was completely wrong. The people sitting in it seemed to be big bosses, and some of them she recognized were the high-level partners of the partner. The bunny girls with little clothes and uniforms were shuttled between the seats. The first time she saw her, she didn't know her.

Unable to move for a moment, the leader pushed her forward with his fat hands, and introduced her to the big shots, as if he really wanted to give her a promotion and a salary increase.

"Xiao Li, hello." On the opposite side of the Mediterranean Sea, Mr. Wang, who still has a beer belly, stretched out his hand to her, and she held it reluctantly.

"The ring is not bad." Mr. Wang held her hand tightly, raised it to his eyes for a closer look, and Li Li couldn't pull it back.

"Engagement ring?" Mr. Wang asked with narrowed eyes.

Li Li couldn't speak, she nodded sharply, President Wang finally let go of her, and said with a smile: "It's okay to get engaged." The tone was meaningful.

She was completely dumbfounded, and she was pushed to sit in a seat by the leader again. She slowed down, and quickly shared her location with Wei Xi, sent the information of the box on the floor, and said, "Sister Wei Xi, you Come and pick me up, okay?" Before she could type, she was held down by the leader, put away her cell phone, and said to return it to her after the dinner party was over.

The feeling of danger spread in the apex of her heart, Li Li could only pray that Wei Xi's sister was not working overtime, had time to see her news, and came to pick her up.

The official meal was the beginning of Li Li's nightmare, the leader actually asked her to pour wine for the bosses.

"Xiao Li, hurry up and show your face in front of the bosses." The leader smiled kindly, just like his mother.

Everyone at the table looked at her, and the young lady next to the boss gave her a mocking look, as if mocking her for thinking too much.

She must have thought too much, Li Li doubted in her heart.

After persuasion, she took the champagne opened by the waiter and poured wine for the bosses one by one, and it went smoothly. Just when she was about to breathe a sigh of relief, someone grabbed her wrist and wanted to pull her into her arms.

"Do you know what it means to pour wine here?" The boss asked her with a greasy tone.

Li Li couldn't think, but struggled instinctively.

There was laughter all around, it seemed that she was pretending to be reserved and guarded herself like a jade even after she had slept in bed.

At this moment, the door of the box was kicked open by someone from the outside. The man was so strong that the metal door hit the wall deafeningly.

Everyone present trembled in shock, Li Li turned her head and saw Wei Xi striding towards her with cold eyes.

She couldn't help but struggled again, but still couldn't break away from the man's hand.

"Release." Wei Xi said to the man.

The man smiled provocatively. The next second, Wei Xi approached and held his wrist. The man went from laughing to crying, his face twisted.

The rescued Li Li took Wei Xi by the hem of his clothes, and Wei Xi let go of the salty pig's hand in disgust before the man broke his bone, picked up the napkin on the table and wiped his hands, then took the little girl's hand and led her out.

"Xiao Li!" The leader was terrified when he saw this, "Don't be impulsive, you don't want to be promoted, raise your salary, and don't want your job anymore?"

"No more." Wei Xi helped Li Li answer, pulling Li Li to disappear from everyone's sight.

"Sister Wei Xi, I'm about to lose my job." On the way home, Li Li said sadly.

Wei Xi was rarely angry and didn't talk to her all the way.

After entering the house, Li Li hugged Wei Xi, "Sister Wei Xi." She acted like a baby.

Wei Xi couldn't help but soften his heart.

When they reached the second floor, Li Li took the initiative to ask Wei Xi if she was hungry, and wanted to take the initiative to cook to coax her, but Wei Xi pressed her on the sofa.

When love and anger intertwine, it can be overwhelming.

Li Li felt like a dying fish, Wei Xi let her go.

"The situation today is very dangerous."

"...I know." Li Li whispered, with little strength left to raise his hand to hook Wei Xi's neck.

"You don't know." Wei Xi sighed, his movements were much gentler.

After the aftermath of the storm had passed, Wei Xi carried Li Li to the bathroom to take a shower.

"It's time to try writing after resigning." Wei Xi encouraged her while helping her clean her mottled body, "You can become a good writer."

With the encouragement of Wei Xi, Li Li began to experiment. Full-time writing often made her feel very idle. When she was not writing, she began to study recipes.

Probably because she spends more time at home, Wei Xi also starts to go home earlier. After eating together, the two of them will go downstairs for a walk. A large square has been newly opened nearby. It is very lively at night, and many middle-aged aunts Dancing in the square to upbeat music.

There is also a small area for ballroom dancing. There are not many people in it, and the number is far less magnificent than the square dancing aunts.

Li Li leaned on the guardrail and was attracted by a pair of grandparents dancing gracefully in the dance hall.

She cupped her face and said, "When we get old, let's dance here too, Sister Wei Xi."

Wei Xi looked at the pretty side face of the little girl under the warm yellow light, and said, "Okay."

In the third month after resigning from the new media giant, Li Li received a call from a publishing house, saying that she saw a picture book and thought it was good, and wanted to ask if there was any intention to publish pure text.

"Yes... Yes, but the picture book...?" Li Li was amazed, and in the next few minutes, she learned from the other party that Wei Xi's studio had released her children's literature picture book "Elf Garden".

The other party was surprised by her voice, and asked with concern, "Is your copyright infringed?"

Li Li quickly said: "No, I have authorization."

After hanging up the phone, Li Li's excited mood still couldn't calm down for a long time.

When Wei Xi said that she wanted to draw inspiration from her works, she didn't think much about it. It turned out that Wei Xi had done so many for her. The picture book with the same name was marked with her name as the author of the text. Said that the publisher who intends to publish should contact the author himself.

When she came back from get off work, Wei Xi habitually hugged Li Li and kissed her. She didn't know that the publishing house had contacted Li Li.

In the evening, they used the projector to watch a movie together according to the previous agreement. The lights in the room were turned off, and they leaned against the head of the bed together. The little girl's head fell on her shoulder. Instead of watching the movie, she scratched her palm with her fingers.

"Sister Wei Xi, I love you so much." The sweet voice of milk touched her heartstrings.

The movie was still showing, and the music in the background was gentle and romantic. Wei Xi's mind was no longer on the movie. She pressed the little girl under her body and demanded it wantonly.

The little girl was extraordinarily enthusiastic tonight, and she didn't know the good news behind it until afterwards.

"Sister Wei Xi, I really love you!" Li Liwo repeated in her heart.

She felt that she must have saved the Milky Way in her previous life to meet someone as good as Wei Xi.

Wei Xi was short of breath and asked for more.

The publication of the first work gave Li Li a lot of confidence. Next, she worked harder to prepare new works. Wei Xi continued to open her studio, and Wei Xi would personally publish picture books for her for each of her works. Very popular.

Wei Xi hugged her at night and said, "I have mastered the wealth code."

Their lives are really getting better and better, and everything is developing in a good direction.

"Let's get married when Dad comes back." Li Li looked at Wei Xi, blinking her big bright eyes.

Wei Xi's throat twitched slightly, and his heartbeat also accelerated, saying, "Okay."

In the fifth year of Li Li's work, Li Xuan was finally released after serving his eight-year sentence. Li Li and Wei Xi came to pick him up.

"Father!" Li Li hugged her father excitedly, his father lost a lot of weight, his original beer belly disappeared, and his eyes were a little distracted.

"Uncle Li." Wei Xi handed him the newly bought suit, which he had requested during his last prison visit.

After Uncle Li changed into new clothes, Wei Xi drove home.

Because of the special day, Wei Yuwan, who lives in her hometown, also rushed over with Yuanyuan, sitting in the lost and found home and waiting.

The moment Li Xuan entered the door, his wife rushed towards him and hugged him tightly. Li Xuan patted her on the back, and saw a little girl standing not far in front of her, who was very similar to Ali when she was a child.

"Yuanyuan, call Dad quickly." Li Li reminded from the side.

Yuanyuan blinked her big eyes in doubt, and called out strangely, "Dad."

Li Xuan burst into tears immediately after hearing this, and was speechless for a long time.

Finally reunited, Li Li leaned in Wei Xi's arms, moved by the warmth in front of her eyes.

Wei Xi and Li Li finally decided to go to New Zealand to hold their wedding, because gay marriage is legal there and they can still get a certificate.

Not many people attended the wedding, they were all close relatives and good friends, only my aunt came over from Wei Xi's side, Li Li's parents were here, grandma didn't want to go abroad, then Ling Lan, Zhao Ruoxuan and Ruan Qing With Lu Shuangshuang.

Li Li secretly asked Shuangshuang whether she and Ruan Qing were together, and Shuangshuang said not yet, she was still working hard.

Ruan Qing is a very long-lasting person. Although she gave up liking Li Li, it seems that it is difficult to fall in love with another person. She doesn't know what kind of mentality she has for Shuang Shuang.

According to the usual practice, if she knows that the other party likes her and has no feelings for her, she will definitely stay away. But after several years of graduation, Shuangshuang has been around her, and once drunk, Shuangshuang expressed her love to her, but she is not willing to push her away. , but really together, it seems that there is almost something.

After Wei Xi and Ling Lan listened, they said to Ruan Qing: "You may lack courage, the courage to accept love."

The wedding venue was on the green lawn of a manor. Li Li walked with her father on the white carpet, Yuan Yuan and a blond foreign boy followed behind them holding a flower basket and spreading flowers.

The breeze is just right, the tip of the nose is fresh grass and a touch of flowers, everything is beautiful.

Li Xuan's eyes were moist, and he handed his precious daughter's hand to Wei Xi, who was also wearing a white wedding dress, "Take care of Ali." Li Xuan's voice choked up.

"Don't worry, uncle."

"It's time to change your tune! Sister Wei Xi." Li Li reminded her in a low voice but excitedly.

Wei Xi called out respectfully: "Dad."

"Hey." Li Xuan replied, his voice trembling.

After solemnly swearing, they kissed each other under the blue sky and white clouds, and the friends who watched them walk along the way clapped their hands with emotion.

During the flower bouquet throwing session, Li Li specially asked the planner to prepare two bouquets of flowers. She threw them with her back facing each other, and one of them was in Zhao Ruoxuan's hands. She kissed Ling Lan excitedly.

"We will be as happy as Li Li and the others, right?" Zhao Ruoxuan asked.

"I will definitely." Ling Lan promised.

Another bouquet came into Ruan Qing's hands. Shuangshuang wanted to pick it up, but she didn't receive it. Ruan Qing bent over to grab a handful before the bouquet fell to the ground, and caught it before it hit the ground, handed it to Shuangshuang, and both took it Bouquet, also holding her hand.

Ruan Qing's heart moved slightly, but she didn't break free.

Li Li turned her head and smiled reassuringly.

After going through some simple procedures, there is no trouble caused by complicated human relations, and everyone is very happy.

At the dinner party, Li Li got drunk after drinking, and Wei Xi carried Li Li back to her room.

One. Night. Happy. Good.

When she woke up the next day, Li Li was still pestering Wei Xi and didn't want to get up.

Wei Xi coaxed her: "My parents and my aunt must be waiting for us to go out for breakfast. Realizing this, Li Li immediately jumped out of bed in a hurry."

"Slow down, don't be in a hurry." Wei Xi couldn't laugh or cry to keep up.

After the wedding, they stayed in New Zealand for their honeymoon.

Wei Xi took Li Li to a good place to make a wish.

The limestone caves in the north-central North Island of New Zealand are famous for their exquisite stalactites, stalagmites and glowworms.

Wei Xi took Li Li on a boat tour along the underground river in the cave. Li Li was shocked by the scene in front of him. Thousands of fireflies danced in the cave, as bright as stars, and the light emitted made the whole cave shine.

It is said that making a wish here is very spiritual. Of course, Li Li would not let go of any chance to make a wish. She clasped her hands and held them reverently in front of her chest.

I just hope that the happiness and beauty in front of me can last forever, that my parents are in good health, Yuanyuan grows up healthily, and their good friends can also be happy.

Wei Xi looked at the little girl's pretty face that couldn't hide her excitement even if she closed her eyes, and the corners of her lips curled up silently.

Some people call the natural wonder in the cave "the ninth wonder of the world". Wei Xi thinks that the little girl is the only miracle in her life.

After returning to China, Li Xuan and Wei Yuwan did not stay in H City but brought Yuanyuan back to their hometown. Wei Xi learned from his wife that his father-in-law was also interested in literature when he was young, so he spent time in his hometown to choose a location and opened a bookstore. I also recruited good staff, let my father-in-law and mother-in-law be the boss, and read books to pass the time when I have nothing to do.

Wei Xi made the studio bigger and bigger, and his wife's popularity continued to increase.

Some media interviewed Wei Xi and asked her: "Why does Ms. Wei become the boss, can continue to paint and maintain the original intention of creation, the inspiration is endless, and the quality can be guaranteed through continuous output."

Wei Xi tapped his finger on the wedding ring, smiled and responded to the six words: "Inspiration is born of love."

Later, when Li Li's works became popular, she was interviewed by the media and said the same thing, "Inspiration is born of love."

"Want to say one more 'I love you'."

作者有话要说：啊啊啊！完结撒花花~感谢在2021-10-0807:56:21~2021-10-0822:35:12期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottles of warm white;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!