I can't hold back my heart

"Wei Xi, why don't you go back to the dormitory first." Ling Lan could feel Wei Xi's worry just by standing aside.

But Wei Xi still stood where he was, looking at Li Li who was learning how to swim in the swimming pool.

Li Li seemed to be a little afraid of the water, she stood in the water for a long time and moved slightly, and she was relieved by holding Yan Yue's arm.

Swimming teaching took a long time to start. Yan Yue's teaching method was to hold Li Li's hand, let Li Li use her strength to float on the water, and kick her legs back.

After trying it for a while, Li Li seemed to have enjoyed it and kicked happily in the water.

Wei Xi's nose was sore, and he unconsciously clenched the hand hanging by his side. It would be great if she was the one who taught Li Li how to swim.

Ling Lan on the side couldn't help sighing again, "Wei Xi, Wei Xi, why are you standing like this, why don't you just go into the water and snatch people?" She recklessly suggested, thinking it was better than standing on the shore and doing nothing .

"No." Zhao Ruoxuan held the opposite opinion, "Sister Wei Xi passes by this time, Li Li will hate you even more."

"No way, Li Li already hates Wei Xi?" Ling Lan's eyes widened.

Zhao Ruoxuan nodded helplessly, Li Li is a person who can distinguish between likes and hates, from Li Li's point of view, it's no wonder that Li Li doesn't hate her for what Sister Wei Xi did.

"I see." Wei Xi narrowed his eyes, hiding his emotions, "Go swimming, and leave me alone." After finishing speaking, she turned to leave.

"Where are you going? Wei Xi." Ling Lan looked at her back and asked.

"I don't know, go and change first." Wei Xi replied while continuing to walk forward.

Yan Yue and Li Li in the swimming pool also heard their conversation.

"Wei Xi is leaving." Yan Yue said to Li Li, "Don't you take a look?"

"Why should I look at her?" Li Li stopped practicing, put her feet on the ground, stood up and broke away from Yan Yue's hand.

Yan Yue spread her hands, "I thought you liked her a little bit."

"I don't like it." Li Li angrily denied.

Zhao Ruoxuan and Ling Lan, who entered the water and came towards Li Li, just heard this sentence, and looked at each other tacitly. It is really difficult for Wei Xi to chase Li Li back.

Wei Xi went to the bathroom cubicle to change her swimsuit, and didn't leave, but sat on a bench where she could rest. She couldn't see any physical contact between Li Li and the new romantic partner, but she had no right to interfere , I can only choose not to see it.

About half an hour later, Li Li and Yan Yue walked into the bathroom together.

"Senior Wei Xi is still here." Yan Yue showed a surprised expression when she saw her.

Wei Xi's attention was all on Li Li next to Yan Yue, Li Li still didn't look at her, and walked to the locker to get her clothes into the compartment to change, as if she didn't exist.

She looked at the compartment that Li Li entered, her sight was blocked by Yan Yue who suddenly appeared in front of her, "Senior Wei Xi, do you regret breaking up with Li Li?"

"It has nothing to do with you." Wei Xi looked at Yan Yue and said quietly.

Although she was dissatisfied with Li Li's contact with Yan Yue, she felt that Li Li was not so easy to empathize with other people, otherwise when Li Li was chasing her before, she avoided her in various ways, and Li Li had been chased away by Ruan Qing long ago. Yes, but Li Li didn't.

Thinking of the past, Wei Xi only felt that he deserved it now.

In the past, it was Li Li who chased her, so now it's her who chased Li Li.

Yan Yue smiled softly, "Why has nothing to do with me, I like Li Li, and I won't cherish it like Senior Sister Wei Xi did."

"How do you know that I was with Li Li?" Wei Xi asked solemnly, apart from Ling Lan, Zhao Ruoxuan and Jiang Mu, no one else should know.

Yan Yue raised her eyebrows slightly, a little proud, "Of course Li Li told me, so I know."

"Let go, Senior Sister Wei Xi, belated affection is cheaper than grass, Li Li will only hate you more if you are like this."

As soon as Yan Yue finished speaking, Li Li came out of the bathroom cubicle after changing her clothes. She walked towards Yan Yue and asked, "Why haven't you gone in to change?"

"I said a few words to Senior Sister Wei Xi."

"Hurry up and change, I'm a bit cold, I want to go back to the dormitory to take a hot shower." Li Li sneezed as she spoke.

Yan Yue took out a clean towel from her bag and handed it to her, "Wipe your hair first, don't catch a cold, I'll change it right away."

"En." Li Li took Yan Yue's towel, watched Yan Yue walk into the cubicle, and then went to the side to wipe her hair, but still didn't give Wei Xi a look.

Wei Xi felt so sad that Li Li ignored her so thoroughly.

Probably because Li Li used to be full of eyes on her, but now the contrast is so strong, and the psychological gap is even more like a cliff.

"I'll help you." Wei Xi ran to Li Li, trying to help her brush her hair.

Li Li avoided her, walked to the bench and sat down, wrapped the wet hair with a towel, and sucked the water inside.

Wei Xi took off her coat again and put it on Li Li. This time, Li Li didn't avoid her and was finally willing to look at her.

It's just that the clear and beautiful eyes are full of confusion, "What do you want to do?"

"I want you to come back to me." Wei Xi said seriously.

Li Li was stunned for a moment after hearing this, but after realizing it, she probably thought it was a bit ridiculous, so she turned her face away.

"I want to start over with you, Li Li, can you give me another chance?" Wei Xi knelt down in front of Li Li, looking up at her sitting on the chair.

Li Li stood up, the coat draped over her shoulders fell down and fell to the ground, "Not good."

"Sorry, I won't turn my back on you." Li Li shook her head lightly, her tone decisive.

Just in time, Yan Yue came out of the cubicle after changing her clothes, and came to help Li Li cut her hair. When she saw the coat on the ground, she didn't say anything, and took another dry towel and put it on Li Li's shoulders, "I'll take you back to the dormitory."

"Okay." Li Li stood up from the chair, "Let's go."

After walking out of the bathroom, Li Li breathed a sigh of relief, she just held on.

Never forgive Wei Xi, she warned herself.

Walking out of the swimming pool, Li Li felt her body tremble when the evening wind blew, and fine and dense pimples appeared on her skin.

Yan Yue felt that she was cold and held her hand. Li Li's mind went blank for a moment, and the temperature transmitted to her palm was warm and real. Although she couldn't make her feel excited, she hesitated for a while and didn't break away.

"What did you tell Wei Xi just now?" Li Li asked, but she wasn't really curious.

Yan Yue told the truth, "I told Senior Sister Wei Xi to ask her not to pester you anymore."

She concealed another swear that she liked Li Li, because she was afraid that Li Li would find it abrupt, and they had only known each other not long ago, so there was no rush.

"Oh..." Li Li responded, thinking that Yan Yue might really be as interested in her as Zhao Ruoxuan said, or maybe she just felt that Wei Xi was a scumbag who was not worth dating from the standpoint of a friend.

But which one is not important anymore, she has made up her mind not to turn back.

"Li Li, you probably don't have nostalgia for Wei Xi, right?" Yan Yue asked nervously.

Li Li looked at the night sky and nodded slightly, "Of course, there are no fragrant grasses anywhere in the world, why should I fall in love with a single flower."

The night sky was pitch black, with only a crescent moon glowing with cold white light, and not a single star could be seen, just like Wei Xi's WeChat avatar, it was dark. She once tried to leave a little light of herself on it, but it ended in failure.

Although Wei Xi came back to find her out of nowhere, she didn't want to make the same mistakes again.

A person who falls twice in the same place is a fool, and she doesn't want to be such a fool.

"Just send it here, I'll go up." Li Li said to Yan Yue when she walked downstairs to the dormitory.

"Okay." Yan Yue looked at her, hesitated to speak, and finally said: "Take a hot bath, rest well, see you tomorrow."

"Well, see you tomorrow, thank you for teaching me how to swim today."

Yan Yue walked backwards, with a star-like smile in her eyes, "You are very talented, maybe you will succeed if you do it twice."

"Look at the road!" With the dazzling light of electric car lights in front of his eyes, Li Li pointed in panic at the back of Yan Yue, and someone was riding over.

The boy rode an electric car with his girlfriend and passed by Yan Yue who was walking backwards, but luckily there was no danger.

"I'm going back, Li Li."

"Remember to look forward."

Yan Yue didn't take the previous dangerous episode to heart, she raised her hands and waved at her.

Then turned and ran into the night.

Li Li stood on the spot and waved to her back, and said softly, "Okay."

She turned around and walked into the dormitory building alone, and climbed the stairs alone. Zhao Ruoxuan liked swimming very much, and said that she would swim with sister Ling Lan for a while and come back later.

The dormitory was empty, and she and Zhao Ruoxuan had piled up some sundries on the two unoccupied beds. She saw a few novels by Zhao Ruoxuan on it, and tiptoed to get one to pass the time.

Suddenly, a hand gently covered her hand, helping her pull out and take down the novel she wanted to hold.

The familiar breath enveloped her, and the touch on the back of her hand was extremely real. She looked up and saw Wei Xi's handsome side face and perfect jaw, quickly retracted her hand, and distanced herself from Wei Xi again.

"How did you get in?" Li Li asked vigilantly and in a panic.

"You didn't close the door." Wei Xi glanced at the thick cover of the novel, which was a foreign book for Lily, took a look and handed it to Li Li.

Li Li took the book and said angrily, "Can you just come in without closing the door?"

Wei Xi lowered her eyes, not daring to say that just now in the swimming pool, Ruoxuan gave her the key to the dormitory in order to assist her, that is to say, even if Li Li closed the door, she could still use the key to open it.

"I'm sorry, I just want to talk to you alone." Wei Xi looked at Li Li and said.

Her eyes were born with a bit of coldness, giving people the impression that they were cold and difficult to touch, but at the moment she looked at Li Li with boundless tenderness, and her tone was pleading.

Li Li turned her face away and didn't look at her, for fear of being sucked in by Wei Xi's deep eyes with a sense of story. She thought it was because of these eyes from the beginning that she was chased after Wei Xi like a bewitch. so long.

"I think we talked about it when we were at the swimming pool just now." Li Li took a deep breath and found that the door of the dormitory was locked by Wei Xi.

Wei Xi approached Li Li, Li Li kept retreating until her butt touched the desk behind her, there was no room for her to retreat, she simply sat on the desk and stretched her hands forward, pushing Wei Xi away, keeping a distance from her.

"Someone else was here just now." Wei Xi continued to press towards her while speaking.

With Li Li's hand resting on her chest, she could feel the rhythm of her heart beating, and even heard the sound of "thump, thump, thump".

"It's still the same if we talk about it again. I said it before, and I won't turn back..."

The word "grass" was sealed by Wei Xi's lips before it could be said, and Li Li's brain froze instantly, and his heart seemed to forget to beat.

But she still instinctively wanted to push Wei Xi away, but she was so weak from Wei Xi's kiss, her strength was soft, far less powerful than Wei Xi's.

Wei Xi propped his hands on the table and kissed her vigorously.

All the thoughts these days have been condensed in this one kiss, which made this kiss extraordinarily strong and domineering, and could not be refused. Li Li tilted her head back, and when she was about to touch the partition of the wooden cabinet, one palm protected her back of the head.

There is really no room for retreat after pinching back and forth.

Tears welled up in the corners of Li Li's eyes. She hated her own body's reaction. Even though she wanted to be close to Wei Xi physically, mentally she could not accept being kissed by Wei Xi after breaking up. She didn't give up resisting, but she couldn't push Wei Xi away with both hands. hope.

Tears rolled down her cheeks, even Wei Xi tasted a little bit of saltiness, she paused slightly in her kissing movements, but she was still reluctant to part with Li Li.

However, Li Li took advantage of this gap and bit Wei Xi's lips hard. Both of them tasted the fishy sweet taste. Wei Xi retreated from the pain and looked at Li Li with a complicated expression.

"We've broken up, you can't just kiss me casually."

"I want to emphasize it again, I don't turn back, so give up."

The author has something to say: I squeezed out so much today, try to write as much as possible tomorrow, and make up for the word count. Thank you to every little angel who has accompanied me until now. Love you all, good night~