I can't hold back my heart

After Li Li left, Zhao Ruoxuan was very cramped without the support of her little sister.

When Ling Lan reached out to touch her head, she felt as if the oxygen in front of her had been emptied, and she was extremely nervous.

"Why are you blushing again?" Ling Lan smiled and withdrew her hand, grabbed Zhao Ruoxuan's hand holding the ice water and raised it to her face, "Cool down."

Zhao Ruoxuan's hand holding the ice water was extremely cold, but now it is being held by Ling Lan, and it is slowly warming up.

Fortunately, the cooling effect on the face was good, Ling Lan quickly let go of her wrist, and naturally put her hand back into the pocket of the black overalls.

"Let's go, my sister will take you to eat delicious food."

Ling Lan turned her head first and took two steps forward, Zhao Ruoxuan felt that the air in front of her was not so thin.

After adjusting her breathing, she took steps to follow, trying her best to land on the place Ling Lan stepped on with every step.

There is an indescribable joy in my heart.

Ling Lan took her to stop where the school bus was taking, and lined up to get on the school bus.

When queuing, she pulled Zhao Ruoxuan to the front, swiped her card twice, and let Zhao Ruoxuan get on the bus first.

There were only two seats in the last row left in the car, and there were three seats in the first row. There was already a boy with a tinfoil perm on his head sitting in the innermost row, and he was staring at Zhao Ruoxuan when she was queuing.

Zhao Ruoxuan sat down in the middle seat, followed by Ling Lan in the outermost seat, and the driver started off.

Ling Lan introduced the campus to Zhao Ruoxuan along the way. The first thing she introduced was the cafeteria, "C University has 7 cafeterias in total, and each cafeteria has two floors. The second floor of the 3 cafeterias is a Muslim cafeteria..."

Ling Lan was seriously explaining science to the little sister next to her, but suddenly she felt that the little sister was sitting closer and closer, leaning towards her all the time.

She turned her face to look, and saw the little sister pulling down the skirt with a troubled expression on her face, and the boy inside was looking at the little sister's legs without hiding her eyes.

Ling Lan felt annoyed, why didn't she sit in the middle just now?

She slightly narrowed her long, narrow but beautifully shaped phoenix eyes, and she looked particularly fierce when she looked at people seriously, and the boy looked away for a moment.

Moved back soon.

"Shame." Ling Lan snorted lightly.

Zhao Ruoxuan thought that Ling Lan was too timid when she said that she was comfortable facing this kind of thing, so she lowered her head secretly, a little sad, and a little bit missing Li Li.

If Li Li was there, Li Li might reach out and punch the boy next to him, and might scold him loudly: "What are you looking at, and I'll dig out your eyeballs."

Suddenly, Ling Lan's majestic voice sounded again, very intimidating, it seemed to be even scarier than Li Li.

"Talking about you, the boy next to you doesn't use his eyes like this. If he doesn't know how to use them, he can donate them to those in need. You've lost all your face."

It turned out that it wasn't about her.

Zhao Ruoxuan couldn't help but relax the hand that was holding the corner of her skirt.

Suddenly, he felt a pair of hands tightly wrapping around her waist, gently pulling her to the side, and the two exchanged positions.

Ling Lan also carefully helped her hold down the corner of her skirt, waited for her to sit still, and said seriously: "The next time you encounter this kind of thing, tell me. If I'm not here, tell me."

She nodded.

Ling Lan turned to look at the boy again. Many people in the front row were attracted to look back when they heard the movement. Zhao Ruoxuan also took a sneak peek and saw that the boy's face turned pale.

I feel a little better again.

Every second of being stared at by Ling Lan's fierce eyes, the boy was suffering, more tormented than trying to cheat in the exam, but the invigilator kept staring at him.

Until the driver yelled: "The No. [-] canteen at the end point is here."

The car stopped, and the boy thought he was finally going to be liberated.

Ling Lan suddenly took out her mobile phone, and involuntarily tapped several photos on his face.

"The next time you dare to look around, I will expose you on the school forum and let everyone know who you are."

The boy was dumbfounded, and Zhao Ruoxuan was also dumbfounded.

"Let's get out of the car." Ling Lan turned to the right, her complexion and voice softened a lot.

After getting off the car, Ling Lan asked, "Have you relieved your anger?"

"Relieve, but...I'm not very angry."

Zhao Ruoxuan still lowered her head, "Be more afraid."

"Don't be afraid." Ling Lan stretched out her hand to pat her head again, "The more you are afraid of the bad guys, the more rampant they will be, so next time you want to speak out, everyone will help you."

"it is good."

At this moment, Ling Lan's mood was indescribably complicated. Before, she only thought that this little girl was soft-tempered, gentle and cute, but now she felt more worried.

Bad guys like to attack this kind of pretty and obedient girls.

"Have you ever encountered such a situation before?" Before entering the 7 canteen, Ling Lan still couldn't help asking out the worries and doubts in her heart.

Zhao Ruoxuan nodded.

When I was very young, probably in the big class of kindergarten, the boys in the class liked to lift girls' skirts. Except for a few fierce girls who would swear and beat others, the other girls were not spared.

But later, the girl who hit someone told the teacher about the matter, and the teacher dealt with the matter that day, and called a few boys who bullied the girls to the podium. The pointer, which had never been used before, played a role for the first time. It landed on the buttocks of the naughty boys, and said intimidatingly: "Don't make an example, otherwise next time I will take off my pants and beat me."

At that time, the most vicious little girl in the class was Li Li, who was not afraid of anyone.

Li Li didn't remember her, but she always remembered Li Li, and the two of them were not in the same class until junior high school, when they were in the same class again, Li Li didn't look so fierce, but still looked not to be trifled with Do not make friends with the people in the class.

On the first day of school, the teacher gave everyone a chance to choose their own deskmate. Li Li dragged her desk to the last row in the classroom, with her back against the book corner, so that she could read extracurricular books, but no one took the initiative to share her desk with Li Li. Zhao Ruoxuan never dared to approach Li Li, and finally dragged the table towards Li Li when she was alone.

The people in the class were talking all over the place, some chatted on their own, and some waited to see a good show. Everyone felt that it must be difficult to be at the same table with Li Li.

Li Li was leaning back on a pear-yellow chair to read a book, and the light-colored sunset in the evening reflected on her face through the glass window, beautiful and gentle.

Zhao Ruoxuan was very envious of Li Li's habit of ignoring the sounds around her, dragging the heavy desks and chairs full of new books and continuing to move forward.

She will always remember that Li Li suddenly looked away from the extra-curricular books and looked at her with an impatient expression, but he put the books on the desk without saying a word, got up and helped her lift the desk and chair to her side , but there is an obvious slit in the middle.

Unexpectedly, Zhao Ruoxuan and Li Li got along better and better, and the gap in the middle gradually disappeared.

There were girls in the class who couldn't understand Li Li's attitude of not caring about anyone, and didn't dare to do anything to Li Li, so they hugged and bullied her, taking advantage of Li Li's absence.

But Li Li soon found out that the collar of her school uniform was covered with chalk dust, and threw her a pack of pretty small tissues.

Before school was over that day, in the last self-study class, Li Li dragged the head of the girls who bullied her to the open space at the back of the classroom, impatiently ground the chalk into chalk dust, and directly smeared her school uniform, in front of the whole class. face.

The head teacher came to the class soon and asked Li Li why, Li Li only said: "I just can't understand her."

Fight to fame.

After that time, no one in the whole school dared to approach Zhao Ruoxuan, and no one took the initiative to make friends with her.

One day after school, Li Li suddenly stopped her: "Hey, Zhao Ruoxuan, I seem to have made you unable to make friends. If you don't mind, just be friends with me."

Zhao Ruoxuan hugged Li Li, "I don't mind."

In the end, it was Li Li who disliked her for being nasty.

Ling Lan breathed a sigh of relief after hearing this. Fortunately, the little sister has always been protected by good friends.

Ling Lan smiled: "It turns out that Li Li is so domineering at such a young age, it's not surprising that he stood up in the bar that night."

"Well, Li Li is a nice person." Zhao Ruoxuan said excitedly.

"My sister can see it." Ling Lan lowered her head slightly, her eyes were at the same level as hers, "And I can feel that you really like this good friend."

Zhao Ruoxuan quickly lowered her eyelashes, her heart pounding.

I like you very much too, sister Ling Lan, she said silently.

He raised his eyes slowly, summoned up his courage and said, "Sister, you are fine too."

Ling Lan was stunned.

The little sister's eyes were big and bright, shining like black grapes that just came out of the water.

Being watched by these clear eyes, she was defeated for the first time, she nodded her nose unnaturally, and looked away.

Heart skipped half a beat.

Li Li was very disappointed. After Wei Xi heard her say "Sister Wei Xi, why don't you draw me", she just froze for two seconds before leaving.

An aunt in charge of the building came to lock the door of the classroom, so she had no choice but to walk out of the classroom.

He stood in the corridor for a while.

She stared at the old tree whose branches and leaves were swaying gently in the breeze, and concluded a sad fact.

Wei Xi would rather paint this tree than her. In Wei Xi's eyes, painting this tree is better than painting her.

But she didn't want to admit it like this, so she took out her mobile phone and sent Wei Xi a WeChat message:

Sister Wei Xi, I'm free these two days. If you change your mind, please contact me and give me a chance to redeem myself.

On the way back to the dormitory, Wei Xi clicked on the mobile bank to check the balance. It is rare that there are more than 1 in the account, and it is still the case that 5000 has been given to Xu Lingwei this month.

She thought of something and stopped, changed direction, and went to the nearest 7 canteen. There was an ATM machine outside the 7 canteen. She transferred 5000 yuan to her mother.

My mother is not in good health, and she never let her worry about money, and she resists when she has a health problem. I don't know if she has concealed her illness recently.

The security of the school’s ATM machine is very good. It is a separate small space with iron doors and glass doors, which can also isolate external noise. It is very convenient to transfer money by mobile phone. It is noon and no one uses the ATM machine, and there is an empty one next to it.

Wei Xi dialed his mother's phone number in this small independent space.

"Xiao Xi, have you had lunch yet?"

"...have eaten."

"Mom also ate it. I was lucky today. I went to the mountain and picked up a big nest of chicken fir. It costs more than 200 catties in the city. I asked your second aunt to sell it. It sold for almost 1000 yuan. Do you have any money for it? Mom, wait." I'll send you some money later, by the way, are you okay with the two classmates who came to our house to play before?"

"pretty good."

She and Ling Lan are still on good terms, but Xu Lingwei probably won't have a good relationship in this lifetime.

"That's good. You have to get along well with your classmates and friends outside. If they don't dislike us, bring them to play more."

"I'll be a junior next semester, and I'm going to be busy with my internship, Mom."

"Then come back when you have time. You should be busy too. Mom won't tell you. I'll send you money later."

"Mom, don't send it to me. I found a part-time job with a good salary. I just transferred 5000 to you. You can go to the hospital when you find time."

"Hey, you child, if you have money, keep it for yourself, mother's body..."

"But I'm worried. If you don't go, I'll go home right away and take you there."

"Mom, when your second aunt comes back next time, I'll ask your second aunt to accompany me."

"it is good."

"Oh, it's been almost 10 minutes. Mom hung up the phone if there was nothing else to do."

The mother's voice on the phone stopped abruptly.

Wei Xi couldn't help curling her lips. No matter how many times she explained, there is no charge for answering the phone, and the phone call is also free. They are all included in the monthly rent. My mother will always subconsciously feel that she is still the same as when she was a child. very expensive.

She smiled, tasted the salty taste at the corner of her mouth, and wiped it with her hand, it was tears.

I turned on my phone again to take a selfie and looked at it. Fortunately, I only shed two tears and my eyes were not red.

When she opened the door and went out, she heard the notification beeping, and it was from the little girl again.

The little girl seemed very guilty, and asked her for a chance to redeem her sins.

After reading the news, she put away her mobile phone and decided to go to the nearest 7 canteen for dinner.

Looking up, I saw the beautiful but dejected back of the little girl...