I can't hold back my heart

Li Xuan originally thought that Wei Xi would at least argue for a few more words, but Wei Xi didn't, and didn't make things difficult for her as a father. He should have been happy with such a result, but he didn't know why he was panicked.

His chest was also stuffy, as if he had done a "bad thing", but once again, he believed that he would still make exactly the same choice.

"Thank you, Xiao Wei." Li Xuan's deep voice trembled with gratitude.

After doing such a cruel thing, he was embarrassed to stay any longer, and couldn't sit still. He stood up and patted Wei Xi on the shoulder heavily, "Uncle has to go to work in the afternoon, so let's go first."

"Okay, uncle, go slowly."

This kind of scene is always a mess in TV dramas, but Wei Xi still helped him maintain his dignity.

Li Xuan's hand was still on Wei Xi's shoulder, from this angle, he couldn't see Wei Xi's expression clearly, he could only judge from her sad tone that she was sad.

Removing the hand on Wei Xi's shoulder, Li Xuan took a few steps back, looked at Wei Xi sitting in the brown wicker chair in the coffee shop for two seconds, and then went to the front desk to check out and leave.

Wei Xi didn't know how long she had been sitting in the seat since then. When she came back to her senses, she only felt that the angle of the bright light coming in from the window had changed. The coffee in front of her hadn't touched yet. She lowered her head and took a sip lightly. , She took another sip, and it was even more bitter. There was a small bag of sugar in her hand, but she didn't add it when she saw it, and just savored the inexplicably extra bitterness one mouthful at a time.

She didn't get up to pay the bill until she finished drinking a cup of coffee and wiped her mouth with a paper towel. The clerk said that someone had already paid the bill, so she didn't say anything. When she walked out of the coffee shop, a blue taxi happened to be parked by the side of the road. , asked where she was going.

Wei Xi opened the door and sat in the back seat, saying, "Big C."

She leaned on the back seat, feeling motion sickness suddenly for some reason, and the coffee she just drank had a bitter taste. The driver was an aunt who seemed to be very experienced in motion sickness. Plastic bag, she tore off one, and stretched her hand back to Wei Xi, "Spit it out."

Wei Xi reached out to take it, unfolded the plastic bag with both hands, and spat it out before he could say thank you.

"Thank you." Wei Xi finished spitting, wiped the corners of his mouth clean, and did not forget to thank him.

"Are you going to drink? It's not safe for girls to drink less." The driver's aunt's voice was very gentle, and Wei Xi thought of her mother when she heard it. Mom really does look a bit like that.

"I didn't drink, I just drank coffee." Wei Xi explained, "I never got motion sickness before."

"That may be because you are in a bad mood, and you will get motion sickness if you are in a bad mood."

It was the first time Wei Xi heard this kind of statement. She was not a talkative person, but at this moment she somehow wanted to say a few more words to this aunt and listen to her voice more.

"Why?" she asked.

The driver's aunt smiled very gently, "It's not just motion sickness. Many times, physical problems are related to inner discomfort. When encountering anything, you have to think about it. If you live a simple and happy life, you won't be plagued by diseases."

"You are so young, the biggest worry should be falling out of love, there are so many good men in the world, don't worry about it..."

Wei Xi couldn't hear what the driver's aunt said later.

Why can't most people in this world regard same-sex love as a normal existence?

The mother who fully supported her is gone. Even if the voice of the driver's aunt is a bit similar, if you talk a few more words and listen carefully, it will not sound like it at all.

Mom is gone, really gone.

Wei Xi didn't speak anymore, the car stopped at the school gate, she scanned the code to pay, and only said "thank you" when she got off the car.

When entering the school gate, someone behind her suddenly called her, "Wei Xi."

Wei Xi couldn't realize whose voice it was for a while, turned around and found that it was Ruan Qing, and there was a girl standing beside her, the two of them were carrying a big bag of things together, and one was holding a plastic bag on one ear, as if just now Go shopping and come back.

"Long time no see." Ruan Qing walked towards her, greeted her generously, and introduced the girls around her, "This is my roommate, Lu Shuangshuang."

"Hello." Lu Shuangshuang often heard Wei Xi's name, and knew that Wei Xi was Ruan Qing's rival in love, but it was the first time to talk to Wei Xi face to face.

"Hello."

Then, the three of them took the school bus back to the dormitory together, and the three of them sat in the last row.

Ruan Qing actually wanted to ask where Wei Xi had been these days, because she often saw Li Li either alone or with Ruoxuan and Ling Lan, but she felt that she had no position to ask, fearing that she would be misunderstood. Open your mouth.

When we arrived at the dormitory, we took the elevator upstairs together. Wei Xi's floor was relatively low, so he went out first, and said "goodbye" to each other dryly, so we couldn't see each other.

During dinner, Ruan Qing suddenly saw Li Li, Ruoxuan, and Ling Lan after finishing the meal. She stood there holding the plate for a while, making sure that Wei Xi did not come with them, and then walked over, " Is anyone sitting here?" she asked.

Seeing that it was Ruan Qing, Li Li waved his hands and said, "No, sit casually, didn't Shuang Shuang come with you?"

When meeting Ruan Qing recently, Li Li found that Ruan Qing was often accompanied by a cute girl, so she couldn't help gossiping.

"No, she's not feeling well and doesn't want to go downstairs. I'll take one back for her after eating."

"Oh." Li Li nodded and continued to cook.

Ruan Qing also lowered her head, and after eating for a while, she asked, "I seldom see Wei Xi recently, is she busy with her graduation project?"

As a senior, she was also busy with her graduation project, but she was not so busy that she didn't have time to eat. When she met Wei Xi in the afternoon, she felt that Wei Xi's expression was not right.

"Sister Wei Xi has something to do at home, she went back, but she hasn't come back yet." Li Li replied to her.

Asked again: "Is the graduation project of your art school difficult to do?"

She didn't get a response, she thought that Ruan Qing was bothering about this matter, so she didn't ask any more, and continued to eat with her head down. She promised that sister Wei Xi would eat properly on time.

Ruan Qing was still surprised by what Li Li said before, didn't Wei Xi tell Li Li when he came back?

Maybe she wanted to surprise Li Li, but Ruan Qing waved her doubts and said nothing.

After the meal, Ling Lan wanted to send Ruoxuan and Li Li back to the dormitory, and Ruan Qing wanted to bring food to both of them. They separated at the entrance of the cafeteria if they had different routes. Li Li and the others planned to take a walk back. Ruan Qing rode a black The electric car goes back.

When she was downstairs in the dormitory, Ruan Qing saw Wei Xi again. Wei Xi's eyes seemed to be out of focus, as if his gaze would go directly through the human body, and he didn't see her.

Ruan Qing hadn't gotten out of the car yet, she propped her long legs on the ground and watched Wei Xi walk away, still feeling that Wei Xi's state was not right, after much deliberation, she decided to send a message to Li Li.

[I just saw Wei Xi, downstairs in the dormitory. ]

Li Li didn't see Ruan Qing's news until she arrived at the dormitory. She had just entered the door, then went out to catch up with Ling Lan, "Sister Ling Lan, sister Wei Xi is back, call and ask where she is."

"How do you know?" Ling Lan was shocked.

Li Li anxiously said: "Someone saw it, sister Ling Lan, please call quickly."

"Why don't you fight?" Ling Lan asked with a smile, she liked to see Li Li anxious.

"Oh, I'm afraid sister Wei Xi knows that I miss her very much. I read that people on the Internet say that you should not be too clingy to each other when you are in love. Don't be too full of love. Things will go against each other."

"Huh?" Ling Lan couldn't help laughing out loud, it really was the little sister who was dating for the first time.

She thought that she couldn't hide Wei Xi's return anyway, so she called Wei Xi.

"Hello?" A very cold voice came from the voice, it was Li Li's missing voice.

Li Li couldn't help getting closer, Ling Lan wanted to give her the phone and let her tell Wei Xi herself, Li Li covered her mouth and refused to say, Ling Lan smiled helplessly again.

"What's the matter? Ling Lan." Wei Xi on the other end of the phone was puzzled, took a sip of the wine in hand, and looked at the sky outside the bar, it was already very dark.

Ling Lan pressed the hands-free button and turned up her voice again, "It's so noisy over there, Wei Xi, where are you?"

"The bar." Wei Xi asked her, "Do you want to come for a drink?"

Ling Lan and Li Li looked at each other, and they both felt something was wrong, they had never seen Wei Xi drinking before.

"It's time for access control, Wei Xi." Ling Lan reminded, but there was still more than an hour left.

"I'll be right back."

Wei Xi hung up the phone and went back to school with an unfinished bottle of wine.

The night wind blowing on her face made her wake up a little more.

Li Li and Ling Lan stood downstairs in the dormitory and waited. The access control of C University does not refer to the access control of the dormitory, but the access control of the school gate. After 12 o'clock, if there is no prior leave, a record will be left. There are too many records. You will be interviewed by a counselor.

"Sister Wei Xi, is anything wrong?" Li Li nervously asked Ling Lan beside her.

"No." Ling Lan replied with certainty, "She can beat five of them, and even hooligans may not be able to beat her."

Li Li was amused, she thought of the scenes where sister Wei Xi was protecting her, she was always handsome and safe, she gave a heavy "hmm" with a little pride in her tone.

After about 20 minutes, Wei Xi finally appeared in their line of sight, holding a bottle of wine in his hand, almost drunk.

Li Li excitedly ran towards Wei Xi, Ling Lan felt that there was no need for her to exist, so she automatically avoided and went back to the dormitory first.

"Sister Wei Xi!" Li Li trotted closer to Wei Xi, and smelled a mild but pleasant smell of alcohol, so she didn't dare to call her name loudly, she whispered and jumped happily.

Wei Xi also saw her little girl.

But when the little girl was about to crash into her arms, she turned around and avoided, who was supposed to greet her with open arms, and the little girl almost fell to the ground.

She couldn't help feeling distressed, but soon her eyes became cold again.

Li Li, who was almost in close contact with the earth, stopped the car and was still in shock. She turned around and called out aggrievedly: "Sister Wei Xi."

Wronged to play only when this is a public place, to keep a distance, she almost counted the distance and approached a little bit, and stopped when the distance was about half a meter.

"Sister Wei Xi, why didn't you tell me when you came back?" She blinked and asked.

Wei Xi didn't answer her, even his eyes were cold, as if they had returned to the time when they just met, and it seemed to be colder than that time, strange and indifferent, Li Li panicked a little.

Most of the girls in the art department care about appearance, pay attention to health preservation, and are used to going to bed early. At this point, few people pass by the dormitory downstairs.

Li Li approached Wei Xi in a panic, but when she entered, Wei Xi retreated.

She took a big step and grabbed Wei Xi's arm, Wei Xi stopped in his footsteps, but looked away and stopped looking at her.

Li Li was even more wronged, and when she spoke again, her voice was crying, "Sister Wei Xi, what's wrong with you?"

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