Aquaman sends the scumbags to the crematorium
Chapter 62 Let Me Go
Qiao Mochuan drove back from the bakery two blocks away in a hurry, and before he could stop, he saw a familiar figure passing by through the window glass, with a trance-like expression on his face, and he didn't even notice the hurried steps Own.
Why did Lu Wenfeng suddenly appear here?
Is it...
His heart sank immediately, he opened the car door with his seat belt off, hurriedly turned into the tea restaurant with his long legs, and almost rushed into the box at the fastest speed!
There is still a faint aroma in the room, which is the umami taste of meat and the sweetness of fruit, mixed with the fragrance of flowers, all of which are brought to the tip of the nose by the cold air sent by the air conditioner.
Lin Jianxi was still sitting comfortably in her seat, gnawing on the veal steak with pleasure, her mouth was stuffed, there was not much left on the plate, and some of the animal-shaped refreshments on the table were eaten.
The atmosphere was peaceful and quiet, and everything was the same as when he left.
Qiao Mochuan's heart softened, and he couldn't help secretly heaving a sigh of relief, a cynical smile curled up at the corner of his mouth, he was about to say something teasing, when his gaze fell to the table, the smile froze again.
It was a string of small-leaf red sandalwood bracelets full of gold stars in excellent condition. The uncovered ochre-colored wood-carved box lid was placed aside, and a unique mark was engraved on the corner——
As expected, Lu Wenfeng came, and Lin Jianxi accepted his overture!
Qiao Mochuan's heart suddenly burst into flames, and subconsciously wanted to ask the young man if his scars healed and he forgot the pain, but when he raised his eyes to meet those shining clear eyes, he was completely stunned.
Lin Jianxi's eyes were too strange.
He was looking at himself with an extremely strange gaze, or more precisely, looking from top to bottom, as if the two had known each other for the first day.
That beautiful and flawless face was alienated and defensive, and also contained a little cold scrutiny.
Qiao Mochuan should not have understood why the young man's attitude suddenly changed, but he seemed to have a premonition of the reason. A cold chill ran from his back to the back of his head, making his throat tighten unconsciously, and it took him a long time to find his voice. sound.
"What's the matter?" He elongated his tone pretending to be relaxed, and sat down lazily on the copper high chair with his long legs folded, his expression looked very natural.
Lin Jianxi didn't answer.
He opened his mouth to swallow the last piece of steak, chewed and swallowed silently, and then put down the knife and fork leisurely.
The metal products landed on the porcelain white dinner plate, and immediately made a crisp sound, like a thunderbolt crashing into Qiao Mochuan's heart.
"Have you bought the bread?" The tone of the inquiry was very light, like ice cubes floating on the wine.
"Of course." The man's face was always casual, but the fingertips that unsealed the bag were trembling slightly, "You are lucky, these are freshly baked and still warm."
Honey fillet, strawberry ranta, air cake, mango egg tart, all of them are Lin Jianxi's favorite flavors, but he didn't turn his head to take a look, and there was no look of joy and satisfaction on his face.
"But I finished all the steak meat." He used a light narrative tone, but he seemed to be a little bit blamed when he listened carefully, blaming the man for moving too slowly and not catching up with the time.
When we went out, it happened to be raining for a while, the road was very congested, and we had to wait for the bread to be baked when we finally arrived at the store. Qiao Mochuan had already used the fastest speed, but he did not find any reason to shirk, but without hesitation He nodded in recognition.
"It's all my fault for being too slow. I'll order another one and let them make it right away."
But Lin Jianxi grabbed him suddenly, with little force but hard to break free, with an unquestionable firmness.
The young man shook his head slowly, his eyes were sober and indifferent: "The senior came just now."
"Really?" Qiao Mochuan took a sip of his cold coffee and tried his best to show that he didn't care, but when he turned his head and looked at the long mirror hanging on the wall, he realized that there was nowhere to hide the panic in his eyes!
The panic attacks from time to time these days, the insomnia of tossing and turning in the middle of the night, the worrying about gains and losses when waking up in the early morning, and the mistakes that I deliberately ignored, all hit my heart at this moment and turned into a trembling arrow.
Qiao Mochuan suddenly felt as if he was tied by a rope and hung high in the air. The place where he was strangled was very painful, but he didn't dare to break free, because there was a bottomless abyss underneath.
So he resisted almost instinctively, and changed the subject with a forced smile: "Oh, by the way, I also bought ice cream and put it with an ice pack. It hasn't melted at all. You have to try it quickly."
But Lin Jianxi acted as if she didn't hear it, and she just wanted to finish her sentence: "Senior told me some things, such as - why did you notice me at a glance in the first place."
"Of course it's because you are special and different from others." The man's hands froze slightly, but he continued briskly: "I buy ice cream with your favorite flavor, if..."
"Special?" Lin Jianxi seemed to chuckle, and when he interrupted him, there was a bright sarcasm in his eyes, "Is it very similar to Senior Lin Yu?"
Qiao Mochuan's pupils shrank violently.
The next moment, without warning, the young man opened the document that had just been covered and hidden, and the photos were scattered in front of his eyes like a blunt and cruel verdict.
"Do these people look like me, too?"
Qiao Mochuan was stunned for a moment, and after two or three seconds of blankness, he clearly heard a "stab" sound coming from his brain, like a pure white paper being torn from the middle, like clear porcelain being completely broken into two pieces——
Someone cut the rope severely, and he fell into the abyss completely!
Everything around seemed to be paused suddenly. The flowers outside the window stopped falling, the swing stopped shaking, and the chirping of birds could no longer be heard. Even the thermostat seemed to no longer deliver cold air, and the air in the box was stagnant. It was so hot that it was suffocating.
"I thought you approached me because you really wanted to make friends with me, but I didn't expect that to be the case."
The clear voice of the young man revealed obvious disappointment and resentment, as if it came from a far away place, it was ethereal and erratic, and it caused a buzzing as soon as it entered Qiao Mochuan's ears.
His throat seemed to be tightly blocked by broken porcelain, and he was completely speechless, only shaking his head desperately.
"No wonder." But Lin Jianxi suddenly realized, his eyes were full of clarity: "I've been thinking why you are so kind to me, responsive, considerate and caring, so it's because—"
"Because I like it!"
I don't know which sentence stimulated the man, but he stood up abruptly, propped his fist on the corner of the table with his right hand, bit his jaw firmly and declared: "I treat you well because I like it."
"Like it?" Lin Jianxi looked incredulous: "Are you still trying to lie to me? You obviously like senior Lin Yu, but you still—"
"It's you I like!" Qiao Mochuan roared in a low voice, his forehead throbbed wildly, and the expression in his eyes almost collapsed.
"If I didn't like you, I would be crazy to walk two blocks to buy you some bread in this sunny and rainy ghostly weather. If I didn't like you, I would eat dark blue all day long. , in order to give you a holiday, I simply gave all your colleagues a holiday!"
He gritted his teeth, and there was still a hint of hatred in his voice, he hated himself for being worthless, living among thousands of flowers, but he planted firmly on this person and couldn't get up!
"I can't even distinguish the most basic liquid chromatography from gas chromatography. I just read the core journals all night, rotating between Chinese and English, just to have more topics with you. If you don't like the smell of cigarettes, I will quit. Yes, sometimes I don’t let others smoke, that boy Liang Jun laughs at me every day as an ambassador for smoking cessation..."
Gradually, he couldn't speak anymore.
Because the expression of the young man in front of him was very calm, and his expression was calm, making it seem that everything he did was absurd and ridiculous.
In the dead silence, Lin Jianxi spoke suddenly.
"Qiao Mochuan, do you still remember what I told you once?"
The man was startled, and then seemed to think of something, his eyes immediately dimmed.
"As I said, a strawberry cake is a strawberry cake, and a purple rice cake is a purple rice cake. Everyone in this world is unique, so how can you find a substitute?"
"...not a stand-in."
Qiao Mochuan denied it with a dumb smile. He was so tall, but for some reason he looked a little pitiful standing under the lamp.
"If I say something now, you must think I'm quibbling, but I still want to tell you." He had completely calmed down at this time, and his tone was very peaceful. Only the rolling clouds around his eyes revealed his true mood at this time.
"Lin Jianxi, I never used you as a substitute. In fact, I never found a substitute."
Lin Jianxi frowned, isn't this talking nonsense?
"I know you don't believe it. In fact, I didn't even believe it myself at first. I didn't figure it out until recently."
Qiao Mochuan pulled the corner of his mouth weakly, and said softly, "The first time I saw Lin Yu was at a birthday party. At that time, he walked slowly into the hall from outside the door. He was beautiful and cold. I just took a look at him. I felt my heart pounding, and I thought it was love."
"So I'm nice to him, and I'm willing to help him, but you also know that I, a rotten person, have always been playful and casual, so I flaunt my affection while finding other people for entertainment."
He slandered himself unceremoniously, showing a self-deprecating smile like a broken jar, his tone was also very frivolous, but there was a strong sadness in his eyes.
"The people I'm looking for are indeed similar to him, but they're not actually doubles. It's just that I've always liked that kind of appearance and temperament, so no matter if it's Lin Yu, Su Yu or Wang Yu, anyone can do it. Yes , I am such a superficial and lustful person."
"I thought I was going to be like this all my life, spending money to get drunk, everyone getting what they need, but...but you just showed up at this time."
Qiao Mochuan paused, and when he said this, he realized that he was completely choked up. The overwhelming regret completely overwhelmed him. The emotional ups and downs were so great that he almost startled Lin Jianxi who was opposite him. The young man even retreated a little unconsciously. .
He is afraid of me?Or disgust?
Otherwise why hide from me?
Even such a tiny subconscious movement could easily hurt Qiao Mochuan, he couldn't help but take a deep breath, and it took a while before he recovered and continued to speak.
"You make me feel that I have lived in vain for more than 20 years. It turns out that true love is like this. It makes people laugh and hurts, and it is irreplaceable. Only that person can do it, and no one else can, and you can't even see others at all."
Not justifying, but cutting open my heart completely and bloody for the people in front of me to see!
"Lin Jianxi." Qiao Mochuan couldn't help looking at him, calling his name in a low voice across a table, his eyes were full of emotion, like a net, like a sea.
"You are the first and only person I really like."
Hearing this, Lin Jianxi's eyelids twitched, he hesitated to speak, but in the end he didn't speak.
"I was on a business trip in Germany before. During the 96 hours in four days, two-thirds of my time was advancing the project, and the rest time was only one-sixth. In the remaining sixteen hours, the secretary could not contact me. Here, I'm pestering a Danish private collector like a madman."
Qiao Mochuan's Adam's apple rolled up and down for a moment, and suddenly he carefully took out a dark blue delicate jewelry box from his arms. It was made of velvet and inlaid with pearls in a polygonal shape. It was so beautiful that it was indescribable.
"I haven't dabbled much in jewelry, but they told me that this is called the only love."
He opened the box with a snap, and inside was an extremely shining emerald, a little blue in color, crystal clear as if without any impurities, pure and beautiful.
"When I saw this, I thought of you, and I just wanted to get it and give it to you at all costs."
Qiao Mochuan gently pushed the gem over, his face tensed with nervousness, and the long legs under the table were shaking slightly.
Of course Lin Jianxi didn't answer it, but smiled vaguely, and silently put the bunch of small-leaf red sandalwood Lu Wenfeng sent to the side.
"One for bracelets and one for gems, did you agree?"
He let out a long sigh, as if he was extremely tired, and Qiao Mochuan was greatly distressed by his tired look, "I'm just an ordinary person, and I don't have the time and energy to play such emotional games with you young masters, and I can't afford it either."
"I'm not playing—" Qiao Mochuan hurriedly denied, but was interrupted by the young man.
"Even if you really like me, have you ever thought about what will happen to me if you don't like me after deliberately approaching me?"
"Even if you like me now, what about later? What do you use to make me believe you?"
The questioning is sharp, the logic is perfect, and it is simply impossible to refute.
"Qiao Mochuan, I thought you were different from them."
This sentence was very subtle, Lin Jianxi's tone was cold, but also a little sad.
It's like saying, I used to trust you so much, let go of my guard against you bit by bit, and brought you into my encirclement, how could you treat me like this?
As a result, Qiao Mochuan's heart seemed to have a huge opening, and the cold wind was pouring into it, and the blood flowed out unscrupulously, the pain was almost numb.
"I'm sorry to disappoint you, I'm a complete jerk."
He nodded frankly, his tone was a little sloppy, but his eyes were deep and painfully gloomy: "Before I met you, after I met you, I was a bastard who liked you."
It seems like a joke.
So Qiao Mochuan laughed hoarsely, his whole body was shaking, and he was about to burst into tears.
Lin Jianxi didn't smile, but just quietly looked at the man in front of him, gentle and submissive, those eyes seemed to be covered by mist, with a hazy glint of water, so beautiful.
Qiao Mochuan stared in a daze, and even stretched out his hand to touch it in a daze: "Jianxi—"
However, the youth did not give him a chance to speak.
"Then let me go." It was a plea.
"Let's stop here." This is the notice.
Qiao Mochuan felt that his blood was completely frozen for a moment, he couldn't help but walked out of his seat in a daze, and paced around the box inexplicably.
Let me go.
The person who likes so much, the person who is on the top of his heart all day, actually said that he let him go.
Snapped--
The next moment, Lin Jianxi got up suddenly, and prepared to leave without taking anything. When she was leaving, she accidentally bumped into Qiao Mochuan's shoulder, making a slight movement.
This blow was obviously not heavy, but it made the man stare at him unsteadily, and suddenly he sat down on the carved copper chair beside him.
He watched the young man go out without looking back, and even closed the door, but he didn't have the strength to chase after him, he just sat there blankly, not knowing what to do next, nor where he was going.
At this moment, a message popped up on the phone - the assistant reminded him that everything was ready.
Qiao Mochuan's mind turned very slowly at this time, like a destroyed machine, so he thought about what this sentence meant for a long time.
It took me a while to remember.
Oh, it's fireworks.
Fireworks and firecrackers are generally prohibited in Yancheng City. Right now it is neither a big festival nor a national event to be celebrated, so it took a lot of effort to approve it.
The original plan was that after he and Lin Jianxi had dinner, they would go to the top floor of Chelton to watch the light show, but the show only lasted until ten o'clock, so when the light suddenly faded and the stars dimmed, the prepared fireworks would Suddenly it bloomed over the city.
The fireworks are developed with a new technology, and the styles are all modeled after different stages of flower blooming. There are three types in total - Zirouwu, Qingluosi and Meidaihong.
These are Lin Jianxi's favorite flowers, and Qiao Mochuan specially prepared them as a surprise.
He wanted to tell Lin Jianxi that although most of these flowers withered this season, there could still be similar fireworks.
Although you no longer have Lu Wenfeng, you still have me.As long as you need me, I will always be there.
But now, do I still have a chance to say this sentence?
Am I still eligible?
Qiao Mochuan folded his hands to support his forehead, and closed his eyes firmly, as if this way no embarrassing water would flow out.
knock --
knock knock --
I knocked on the door of the box several times, but no one answered, so the waiter had no choice but to push the door in rudely, only to see a tall and handsome man lying in front of the desk, motionless like a statue.
The waiter was startled immediately, his hand shook, and the glass on the tray hit the edge, and the sound of the sound startled the man at once.
He quickly raised his head and looked over with a cold expression.
As a result, the waiter was startled again by this pair of eyes.
He naturally knew Qiao Mochuan. Yancheng was well-known as a romantic young man, young and promising, handsome and wealthy, no matter what the occasion was, he was capable and personable.
So he had never seen this man in such a state of embarrassment, his eyes were so red, and the sharp corners of his eyes were full of pain, and even a little tear was shining, as if he had lost the most important and precious thing.
But the work still needs to be done, so he boldly asked: "Young Master Qiao, is your arrangement now?"
The arrangement he said was actually to rearrange the venue. Today happened to be the Huayuan Festival, so Qiao Mochuan specially greeted the tea restaurant in advance, and it was a small surprise to attend two seats in the afternoon.
Huayuan Festival is actually a festival that few people know. On this day, if couples wish each other a happy holiday, they can be happily entangled for a lifetime.
"Young Master Qiao?" No response was received, so the man asked again.
So Qiao Mochuan was silent for a while.
Then, a little sigh escaped from his lips, and he whispered: "No more."
The waiter was taken aback for a moment, and quickly realized: "Okay, then I will help you..."
"No, forget it." Unexpectedly, the man changed his words quickly, pursing his lips and said lightly: "As usual."
Soon, the private room was refurbished, with beautiful candlesticks on the table, shining with fire, and the tablecloth was dotted with flowers just picked from the garden, and there were rows of exquisite meals beside it.
After all the waiters left, the surroundings became quiet again.
So Qiao Mochuan blinked, then smiled bleakly at the empty seat opposite.
"Happy holiday."
"Xiaoxi."
The author has something to say: Master Qiao: I’m ready to kneel in the crematorium, Xiaoxi, do you think my posture is standard?
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Why did Lu Wenfeng suddenly appear here?
Is it...
His heart sank immediately, he opened the car door with his seat belt off, hurriedly turned into the tea restaurant with his long legs, and almost rushed into the box at the fastest speed!
There is still a faint aroma in the room, which is the umami taste of meat and the sweetness of fruit, mixed with the fragrance of flowers, all of which are brought to the tip of the nose by the cold air sent by the air conditioner.
Lin Jianxi was still sitting comfortably in her seat, gnawing on the veal steak with pleasure, her mouth was stuffed, there was not much left on the plate, and some of the animal-shaped refreshments on the table were eaten.
The atmosphere was peaceful and quiet, and everything was the same as when he left.
Qiao Mochuan's heart softened, and he couldn't help secretly heaving a sigh of relief, a cynical smile curled up at the corner of his mouth, he was about to say something teasing, when his gaze fell to the table, the smile froze again.
It was a string of small-leaf red sandalwood bracelets full of gold stars in excellent condition. The uncovered ochre-colored wood-carved box lid was placed aside, and a unique mark was engraved on the corner——
As expected, Lu Wenfeng came, and Lin Jianxi accepted his overture!
Qiao Mochuan's heart suddenly burst into flames, and subconsciously wanted to ask the young man if his scars healed and he forgot the pain, but when he raised his eyes to meet those shining clear eyes, he was completely stunned.
Lin Jianxi's eyes were too strange.
He was looking at himself with an extremely strange gaze, or more precisely, looking from top to bottom, as if the two had known each other for the first day.
That beautiful and flawless face was alienated and defensive, and also contained a little cold scrutiny.
Qiao Mochuan should not have understood why the young man's attitude suddenly changed, but he seemed to have a premonition of the reason. A cold chill ran from his back to the back of his head, making his throat tighten unconsciously, and it took him a long time to find his voice. sound.
"What's the matter?" He elongated his tone pretending to be relaxed, and sat down lazily on the copper high chair with his long legs folded, his expression looked very natural.
Lin Jianxi didn't answer.
He opened his mouth to swallow the last piece of steak, chewed and swallowed silently, and then put down the knife and fork leisurely.
The metal products landed on the porcelain white dinner plate, and immediately made a crisp sound, like a thunderbolt crashing into Qiao Mochuan's heart.
"Have you bought the bread?" The tone of the inquiry was very light, like ice cubes floating on the wine.
"Of course." The man's face was always casual, but the fingertips that unsealed the bag were trembling slightly, "You are lucky, these are freshly baked and still warm."
Honey fillet, strawberry ranta, air cake, mango egg tart, all of them are Lin Jianxi's favorite flavors, but he didn't turn his head to take a look, and there was no look of joy and satisfaction on his face.
"But I finished all the steak meat." He used a light narrative tone, but he seemed to be a little bit blamed when he listened carefully, blaming the man for moving too slowly and not catching up with the time.
When we went out, it happened to be raining for a while, the road was very congested, and we had to wait for the bread to be baked when we finally arrived at the store. Qiao Mochuan had already used the fastest speed, but he did not find any reason to shirk, but without hesitation He nodded in recognition.
"It's all my fault for being too slow. I'll order another one and let them make it right away."
But Lin Jianxi grabbed him suddenly, with little force but hard to break free, with an unquestionable firmness.
The young man shook his head slowly, his eyes were sober and indifferent: "The senior came just now."
"Really?" Qiao Mochuan took a sip of his cold coffee and tried his best to show that he didn't care, but when he turned his head and looked at the long mirror hanging on the wall, he realized that there was nowhere to hide the panic in his eyes!
The panic attacks from time to time these days, the insomnia of tossing and turning in the middle of the night, the worrying about gains and losses when waking up in the early morning, and the mistakes that I deliberately ignored, all hit my heart at this moment and turned into a trembling arrow.
Qiao Mochuan suddenly felt as if he was tied by a rope and hung high in the air. The place where he was strangled was very painful, but he didn't dare to break free, because there was a bottomless abyss underneath.
So he resisted almost instinctively, and changed the subject with a forced smile: "Oh, by the way, I also bought ice cream and put it with an ice pack. It hasn't melted at all. You have to try it quickly."
But Lin Jianxi acted as if she didn't hear it, and she just wanted to finish her sentence: "Senior told me some things, such as - why did you notice me at a glance in the first place."
"Of course it's because you are special and different from others." The man's hands froze slightly, but he continued briskly: "I buy ice cream with your favorite flavor, if..."
"Special?" Lin Jianxi seemed to chuckle, and when he interrupted him, there was a bright sarcasm in his eyes, "Is it very similar to Senior Lin Yu?"
Qiao Mochuan's pupils shrank violently.
The next moment, without warning, the young man opened the document that had just been covered and hidden, and the photos were scattered in front of his eyes like a blunt and cruel verdict.
"Do these people look like me, too?"
Qiao Mochuan was stunned for a moment, and after two or three seconds of blankness, he clearly heard a "stab" sound coming from his brain, like a pure white paper being torn from the middle, like clear porcelain being completely broken into two pieces——
Someone cut the rope severely, and he fell into the abyss completely!
Everything around seemed to be paused suddenly. The flowers outside the window stopped falling, the swing stopped shaking, and the chirping of birds could no longer be heard. Even the thermostat seemed to no longer deliver cold air, and the air in the box was stagnant. It was so hot that it was suffocating.
"I thought you approached me because you really wanted to make friends with me, but I didn't expect that to be the case."
The clear voice of the young man revealed obvious disappointment and resentment, as if it came from a far away place, it was ethereal and erratic, and it caused a buzzing as soon as it entered Qiao Mochuan's ears.
His throat seemed to be tightly blocked by broken porcelain, and he was completely speechless, only shaking his head desperately.
"No wonder." But Lin Jianxi suddenly realized, his eyes were full of clarity: "I've been thinking why you are so kind to me, responsive, considerate and caring, so it's because—"
"Because I like it!"
I don't know which sentence stimulated the man, but he stood up abruptly, propped his fist on the corner of the table with his right hand, bit his jaw firmly and declared: "I treat you well because I like it."
"Like it?" Lin Jianxi looked incredulous: "Are you still trying to lie to me? You obviously like senior Lin Yu, but you still—"
"It's you I like!" Qiao Mochuan roared in a low voice, his forehead throbbed wildly, and the expression in his eyes almost collapsed.
"If I didn't like you, I would be crazy to walk two blocks to buy you some bread in this sunny and rainy ghostly weather. If I didn't like you, I would eat dark blue all day long. , in order to give you a holiday, I simply gave all your colleagues a holiday!"
He gritted his teeth, and there was still a hint of hatred in his voice, he hated himself for being worthless, living among thousands of flowers, but he planted firmly on this person and couldn't get up!
"I can't even distinguish the most basic liquid chromatography from gas chromatography. I just read the core journals all night, rotating between Chinese and English, just to have more topics with you. If you don't like the smell of cigarettes, I will quit. Yes, sometimes I don’t let others smoke, that boy Liang Jun laughs at me every day as an ambassador for smoking cessation..."
Gradually, he couldn't speak anymore.
Because the expression of the young man in front of him was very calm, and his expression was calm, making it seem that everything he did was absurd and ridiculous.
In the dead silence, Lin Jianxi spoke suddenly.
"Qiao Mochuan, do you still remember what I told you once?"
The man was startled, and then seemed to think of something, his eyes immediately dimmed.
"As I said, a strawberry cake is a strawberry cake, and a purple rice cake is a purple rice cake. Everyone in this world is unique, so how can you find a substitute?"
"...not a stand-in."
Qiao Mochuan denied it with a dumb smile. He was so tall, but for some reason he looked a little pitiful standing under the lamp.
"If I say something now, you must think I'm quibbling, but I still want to tell you." He had completely calmed down at this time, and his tone was very peaceful. Only the rolling clouds around his eyes revealed his true mood at this time.
"Lin Jianxi, I never used you as a substitute. In fact, I never found a substitute."
Lin Jianxi frowned, isn't this talking nonsense?
"I know you don't believe it. In fact, I didn't even believe it myself at first. I didn't figure it out until recently."
Qiao Mochuan pulled the corner of his mouth weakly, and said softly, "The first time I saw Lin Yu was at a birthday party. At that time, he walked slowly into the hall from outside the door. He was beautiful and cold. I just took a look at him. I felt my heart pounding, and I thought it was love."
"So I'm nice to him, and I'm willing to help him, but you also know that I, a rotten person, have always been playful and casual, so I flaunt my affection while finding other people for entertainment."
He slandered himself unceremoniously, showing a self-deprecating smile like a broken jar, his tone was also very frivolous, but there was a strong sadness in his eyes.
"The people I'm looking for are indeed similar to him, but they're not actually doubles. It's just that I've always liked that kind of appearance and temperament, so no matter if it's Lin Yu, Su Yu or Wang Yu, anyone can do it. Yes , I am such a superficial and lustful person."
"I thought I was going to be like this all my life, spending money to get drunk, everyone getting what they need, but...but you just showed up at this time."
Qiao Mochuan paused, and when he said this, he realized that he was completely choked up. The overwhelming regret completely overwhelmed him. The emotional ups and downs were so great that he almost startled Lin Jianxi who was opposite him. The young man even retreated a little unconsciously. .
He is afraid of me?Or disgust?
Otherwise why hide from me?
Even such a tiny subconscious movement could easily hurt Qiao Mochuan, he couldn't help but take a deep breath, and it took a while before he recovered and continued to speak.
"You make me feel that I have lived in vain for more than 20 years. It turns out that true love is like this. It makes people laugh and hurts, and it is irreplaceable. Only that person can do it, and no one else can, and you can't even see others at all."
Not justifying, but cutting open my heart completely and bloody for the people in front of me to see!
"Lin Jianxi." Qiao Mochuan couldn't help looking at him, calling his name in a low voice across a table, his eyes were full of emotion, like a net, like a sea.
"You are the first and only person I really like."
Hearing this, Lin Jianxi's eyelids twitched, he hesitated to speak, but in the end he didn't speak.
"I was on a business trip in Germany before. During the 96 hours in four days, two-thirds of my time was advancing the project, and the rest time was only one-sixth. In the remaining sixteen hours, the secretary could not contact me. Here, I'm pestering a Danish private collector like a madman."
Qiao Mochuan's Adam's apple rolled up and down for a moment, and suddenly he carefully took out a dark blue delicate jewelry box from his arms. It was made of velvet and inlaid with pearls in a polygonal shape. It was so beautiful that it was indescribable.
"I haven't dabbled much in jewelry, but they told me that this is called the only love."
He opened the box with a snap, and inside was an extremely shining emerald, a little blue in color, crystal clear as if without any impurities, pure and beautiful.
"When I saw this, I thought of you, and I just wanted to get it and give it to you at all costs."
Qiao Mochuan gently pushed the gem over, his face tensed with nervousness, and the long legs under the table were shaking slightly.
Of course Lin Jianxi didn't answer it, but smiled vaguely, and silently put the bunch of small-leaf red sandalwood Lu Wenfeng sent to the side.
"One for bracelets and one for gems, did you agree?"
He let out a long sigh, as if he was extremely tired, and Qiao Mochuan was greatly distressed by his tired look, "I'm just an ordinary person, and I don't have the time and energy to play such emotional games with you young masters, and I can't afford it either."
"I'm not playing—" Qiao Mochuan hurriedly denied, but was interrupted by the young man.
"Even if you really like me, have you ever thought about what will happen to me if you don't like me after deliberately approaching me?"
"Even if you like me now, what about later? What do you use to make me believe you?"
The questioning is sharp, the logic is perfect, and it is simply impossible to refute.
"Qiao Mochuan, I thought you were different from them."
This sentence was very subtle, Lin Jianxi's tone was cold, but also a little sad.
It's like saying, I used to trust you so much, let go of my guard against you bit by bit, and brought you into my encirclement, how could you treat me like this?
As a result, Qiao Mochuan's heart seemed to have a huge opening, and the cold wind was pouring into it, and the blood flowed out unscrupulously, the pain was almost numb.
"I'm sorry to disappoint you, I'm a complete jerk."
He nodded frankly, his tone was a little sloppy, but his eyes were deep and painfully gloomy: "Before I met you, after I met you, I was a bastard who liked you."
It seems like a joke.
So Qiao Mochuan laughed hoarsely, his whole body was shaking, and he was about to burst into tears.
Lin Jianxi didn't smile, but just quietly looked at the man in front of him, gentle and submissive, those eyes seemed to be covered by mist, with a hazy glint of water, so beautiful.
Qiao Mochuan stared in a daze, and even stretched out his hand to touch it in a daze: "Jianxi—"
However, the youth did not give him a chance to speak.
"Then let me go." It was a plea.
"Let's stop here." This is the notice.
Qiao Mochuan felt that his blood was completely frozen for a moment, he couldn't help but walked out of his seat in a daze, and paced around the box inexplicably.
Let me go.
The person who likes so much, the person who is on the top of his heart all day, actually said that he let him go.
Snapped--
The next moment, Lin Jianxi got up suddenly, and prepared to leave without taking anything. When she was leaving, she accidentally bumped into Qiao Mochuan's shoulder, making a slight movement.
This blow was obviously not heavy, but it made the man stare at him unsteadily, and suddenly he sat down on the carved copper chair beside him.
He watched the young man go out without looking back, and even closed the door, but he didn't have the strength to chase after him, he just sat there blankly, not knowing what to do next, nor where he was going.
At this moment, a message popped up on the phone - the assistant reminded him that everything was ready.
Qiao Mochuan's mind turned very slowly at this time, like a destroyed machine, so he thought about what this sentence meant for a long time.
It took me a while to remember.
Oh, it's fireworks.
Fireworks and firecrackers are generally prohibited in Yancheng City. Right now it is neither a big festival nor a national event to be celebrated, so it took a lot of effort to approve it.
The original plan was that after he and Lin Jianxi had dinner, they would go to the top floor of Chelton to watch the light show, but the show only lasted until ten o'clock, so when the light suddenly faded and the stars dimmed, the prepared fireworks would Suddenly it bloomed over the city.
The fireworks are developed with a new technology, and the styles are all modeled after different stages of flower blooming. There are three types in total - Zirouwu, Qingluosi and Meidaihong.
These are Lin Jianxi's favorite flowers, and Qiao Mochuan specially prepared them as a surprise.
He wanted to tell Lin Jianxi that although most of these flowers withered this season, there could still be similar fireworks.
Although you no longer have Lu Wenfeng, you still have me.As long as you need me, I will always be there.
But now, do I still have a chance to say this sentence?
Am I still eligible?
Qiao Mochuan folded his hands to support his forehead, and closed his eyes firmly, as if this way no embarrassing water would flow out.
knock --
knock knock --
I knocked on the door of the box several times, but no one answered, so the waiter had no choice but to push the door in rudely, only to see a tall and handsome man lying in front of the desk, motionless like a statue.
The waiter was startled immediately, his hand shook, and the glass on the tray hit the edge, and the sound of the sound startled the man at once.
He quickly raised his head and looked over with a cold expression.
As a result, the waiter was startled again by this pair of eyes.
He naturally knew Qiao Mochuan. Yancheng was well-known as a romantic young man, young and promising, handsome and wealthy, no matter what the occasion was, he was capable and personable.
So he had never seen this man in such a state of embarrassment, his eyes were so red, and the sharp corners of his eyes were full of pain, and even a little tear was shining, as if he had lost the most important and precious thing.
But the work still needs to be done, so he boldly asked: "Young Master Qiao, is your arrangement now?"
The arrangement he said was actually to rearrange the venue. Today happened to be the Huayuan Festival, so Qiao Mochuan specially greeted the tea restaurant in advance, and it was a small surprise to attend two seats in the afternoon.
Huayuan Festival is actually a festival that few people know. On this day, if couples wish each other a happy holiday, they can be happily entangled for a lifetime.
"Young Master Qiao?" No response was received, so the man asked again.
So Qiao Mochuan was silent for a while.
Then, a little sigh escaped from his lips, and he whispered: "No more."
The waiter was taken aback for a moment, and quickly realized: "Okay, then I will help you..."
"No, forget it." Unexpectedly, the man changed his words quickly, pursing his lips and said lightly: "As usual."
Soon, the private room was refurbished, with beautiful candlesticks on the table, shining with fire, and the tablecloth was dotted with flowers just picked from the garden, and there were rows of exquisite meals beside it.
After all the waiters left, the surroundings became quiet again.
So Qiao Mochuan blinked, then smiled bleakly at the empty seat opposite.
"Happy holiday."
"Xiaoxi."
The author has something to say: Master Qiao: I’m ready to kneel in the crematorium, Xiaoxi, do you think my posture is standard?
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 fish boy;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmines: don’t set 2 nesting dolls;
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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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