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"I'm sorry, I just..." Fang Liyang wanted to apologize, and wanted to calm down Fang Xing's sudden outburst of anger, but Fang Xing immediately pushed back.

"What are you just? You think you know me well, don't you? You think you're caring about me and trying to be a good parent, don't you?"

Fang Xing was facing Fang Liyang, his whole body tensed up.Fang Liyang was stared at by Fang Xing, he couldn't speak, and he couldn't look away.For a moment, he actually felt that both he and Fang Xing were so pitiful.They tried so hard to get closer to each other, but they were still pushed away by the hard heart knot.No one is able to melt it.

Fang Liyang looked at Fang Xing's forehead with bulging veins, and reached out to touch it.

Fang Xing, who was in a fit of anger and lost most of his rationality, trembled all over as if frightened by his sudden action.Fang Liyang's wrist was too close to him, and he lost focus. He looked over the white wrist and looked at Fang Liyang's misty eyes.Like a frightened deer, but still brave enough to comfort the bowed tiger.He doesn't like him like this.Why didn't he quarrel with him, why didn't he teach him a lesson?He was obviously so irritable and unreasonable, why did Fang Liyang treat him so gently?This made him even angrier.He grabbed Fang Liyang's wrist and shook it away.

Fang Liyang didn't speak, he was silent for a while, and even smiled faintly.

The water in the pool was rushing, washing away the many words that the two of them hesitated to say.It's useless to say it, I'm afraid it will cause more troubles that can't be solved.

"I'm sorry Xingxing, I was wrong. I will never mention these things again."

Fang Liyang turned around and left, leaving Fang Xing with his shoulders drooping.

Fang Xing suddenly lost his strength and sat down on the ground. He beat the cabinet next to him hard, not caring whether Li Yang would hear it.

Of course Fang Liyang heard it, but he couldn't care less.Lying on the bed, he heard the second hand of the clock advance and glanced at the time.He mechanically took out the mobile phone he was communicating with Lang Bin, and there was an encrypted message on it: Pay close attention to Zheng Yu recently, and Lin Shaolian will take action.

Fang Liyang turned off the screen, he didn't want to care about anything except the boy who was making a lot of noise in the kitchen.

The sounds in the kitchen gradually subsided. Fang Liyang heard the sound of running water and the gentle collision of dishes. After a while, the sound stopped and the lights in the direction of the kitchen went out, followed by the sound of light footsteps.

The footsteps lingered, and he couldn't tell where he was going. With the moonlight coming in from the window, Fang Liyang could see a tall, thin, dark shadow, which sometimes stopped and sometimes moved.Finally, it stopped at the door of his room.

Fang Xing was looking at him, but he couldn't see Fang Xing's face, only his shadow cut by the moonlight.

Fang Liyang moved, Fang Xing immediately turned and left.

He thought that Fang Liyang was already asleep, so he was afraid of being seen staring at him so obsessively.

"Xingxing." Fang Liyang called him in a low voice, but of course there was no response.He can no longer lie here and act stupid.He clearly knew all the reasons why they had to reject each other, but he couldn't explain it directly.Let that pimple ferment and swell and become a bomb that explodes at the touch of a button.He wanted to dismantle the bomb, he didn't want to comfort Fang Xing's every emotional breakdown like walking on thin ice, and he didn't want Fang Xing to hurt himself every time in this way of hurting the other party.These two people are really pathetic.

He got up, and walked to the door of Fang Xing's room under the cold blue moonlight at night.The door was not closed, and he could see Fang Xing sitting on the edge of the bed with his head bowed and his chest heaving deeply.

"Star."

Of course Fang Xing knew that he was standing at the door, but he couldn't do anything. He was wrapped in a thick and heavy emotion, which made him unable to stand up or lift his head.

"Xing Xing," Fang Liyang took a step into the room, but Fang Xing still didn't respond.At this time, Fang Liyang also had no way to figure out Fang Xing's mind in various ways as usual, he could only follow his feeling and his own mind, and slowly approach Fang Xing.

"There are some things, let's say them out. I always want to ignore them, but if it makes you painful, I will also be very painful." He squatted at Fang Xing's feet, just like Fang Xing did when he was a child, he squatted , looked up at Fang Xing's face, discussed with him in a moderate voice, and talked to him.Now, Fang Liyang raised his head to look for Fang Xing's eyes in the same posture.But those eyes have already changed their appearance, buried in the night.

Fang Xing's shoulders were illuminated by the moonlight.He only wore a vest, from the chin to the neck to the shoulders, allowing the moonlight to trace the ups and downs of light and shadow, like a sculpture that the moon wanted to peek at, but because it was too beautiful, he didn't dare to look directly at the whole picture, so he had to watch it carefully inch by inch .

The shadow cast by his body covered most of Fang Liyang.Fang Liyang followed the moonlight and looked at Fang Xing's illuminated skin.

"Xing Xing, what kind of feelings do you have for me?" After thinking for so long, I said it, but there was no embarrassment or embarrassment in my imagination.

But the moment Fang Xing heard it, his body began to tremble, and he finally covered his face and cried loudly.He curled up, wishing he could bury his head between his knees, like a beast whose ribs had been stabbed, squeezed his body desperately, and howled loudly.

Fang Liyang tried his best to stretch his arms, trying to hug him all in his arms, but he could only hug his head and half of his shoulders.But he still caressed his hair and rubbed his chin against his cheek as he did to Fang Xing who could be completely embraced by him.

The cry of such a strong young man was shocking.

But Fang Liyang knew that maybe after crying, the heavy haze gathered in Fang Xing's heart might be able to disperse a little.

"I know, I know." Fang Liyang coaxed him in a low voice, telling him that he knew his grievances and everything he couldn't say.

But this time, Fang Xing didn't accept his rhetoric. Even though he was crying indistinctly, Fang Xing still shook his head, "You don't know, you don't know anything." Under the arm is tight like a piece of iron.When the iron plate finally softened a little, Fang Xing raised his head.

With his back to the window, Fang Liyang couldn't see his face clearly, he could only see some watery light winding on his cheeks.Then, a black shadow covered it.Fang Liyang tasted a little bit of warmth, a little bit of softness, and a little bit of saltiness.When he realized that it was a kiss and wanted to escape, he found that the back of his head was held in the palm of his hand, and he couldn't move back.

At first, it was a cautious touch, and then moved slightly, as if tasting a fresh food, and then it became a greedy sucking, as if discovering a special delicacy.

No matter how great his abilities are and how many tricks he can adapt to the situation, Fang Liyang can't use it now.He is just a puppet, he has lost the soul that controls the body, and Fang Xing holds the string in his hand. If Fang Xing doesn't move, he can't move.I don't know how long after being kissed like this, his soul returned to his body.The first thing is to push Fang Xing away.

"Star!"

Fang Xing had already relaxed his vigilance, he even thought for a moment that Fang Liyang had accepted him and his feelings.But it was still pushed away, as if suddenly awakened from a sweet dream.

"I'm your uncle." Fang Liyang rolled and stood up from the ground, "I'm your uncle."

"You are not. You are not at all." Fang Xing was unusually calm, narrating a fact that he had known for a long time.It's just that he never thought that he would suddenly speak out in such a way at such a time.

It's not that Fang Liyang has never thought that Fang Xing will know the truth sooner or later, but he is still not sure whether Fang Xing really knows at this moment, or is he saying willful angry words.

"Xing Xing, what did you say?" Fang Liyang asked again as if to confirm again.

"You are not my uncle. How could you be my uncle. I don't have an uncle." Fang Xing seemed to be saying a spell, repeating the same content over and over again.

Fang Liyang finally woke up from the confusion just now.If Fang Xing knew the truth, how did he know it.If a child could easily know that Fang Liyang was not Fang Xing's uncle or Fang Youlu's younger brother, then there must have been a serious flaw in their undercover plan.Maybe it's too heartless to still think about it at this time, but Fang Liyang has to let himself regain his senses, because once this flaw is discovered by Zheng Yu's people, not only will all previous efforts be wasted, but neither Fang Liyang nor Fang Xing will survive. .

"Xing Xing, why do you say that? Why do you say that I am not your uncle."

At this time, Fang Xing seemed to have calmed down. He wiped his tears with his hand and recovered his cold expression.

"You don't need to coax me anymore. I already knew it when I was in Ling County. My dad was a criminal and was shot dead by the police on the spot. So was my mom, but I don't know how my mom died. How could you be my uncle? With such a brother and sister-in-law, it is too late for normal people to hide, so how could they adopt me? Adopted me once, regretted throwing me to Ling County, I can understand this, but actually adopted me a second time. You It can't be my uncle."

Fang Liyang really doesn't know what Fang Xing experienced in Ling County, he only knows that Ling County has the largest children's welfare home in the province, and there are many homeless orphans there.When he went to pick up Fang Xing, the police also told him that because there are many children in the orphanage, the staff is small, and the conditions are relatively harsh, some of the children will run out of Ling County immediately after completing compulsory education, wanting to be self-reliant.But what happened in the orphanage let Fang Xing know about it.Fang Liyang couldn't imagine what a child who knew that his parents were criminals was suffering in his heart.

He should immediately deny it and tell Fang Xing, no, he is his uncle.But Fang Liyang hesitated, and his abrupt explanation seemed even more suspicious.But with Fang Xing's stubbornness, no matter how he explains it, it will be regarded as sophistry, which will make him appear pale and powerless.

"Why do you say that?" Fang Liyang questioned Fang Xing as if speaking angrily.

Fang Xing didn't seem to expect Fang Liyang to have such a reaction, and was a little stunned, unable to answer for a while.

"Why do you think I won't support you? What do you know?" Fang Liyang tried his best to show the posture of an elder, and asked him a series of questions like reprimanding a junior. "I'm your uncle, and I just want to support you. Apart from me, you have no relatives in this world. I am the same, I only have you as a relative. Why do you say that I will not support you because of your parents?"

"Stop acting!" Fang Xing suddenly became angry loudly, "I still don't know who you are and why you raised me, but you are not my uncle, so stop trying to lie to me! No matter what you say , I won't treat you as an uncle!"

He got close to Fang Liyang, and Fang Liyang could feel the heat from his body.

"Yes." Fang Liyang felt relieved after hearing his words, at least he knew that Fang Xing did not have any hard evidence to prove that he was not his uncle.These are just Fang Xing's guesses, even if the guesses are correct, he can still remain unmoved.

"You don't need to treat me as an uncle, you can think whatever you want. But our relationship will not change. I am your only guardian."

"Next month, no, in ten days or so, I'll be an adult, and I don't need a guardian anymore." Fang Xing raised his chin, as if provocative. "Anyway, you already knew it. You already knew it when you asked me. You are not my uncle, and I am not your nephew, but I will let you accept me with another identity. Fang Liyang."

Fang Liyang looked into Fang Xing's eyes, which were the eyes of a newly grown beast aiming at his first territory.

The author says:

This chapter made me so sad, but also... happy?