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"Fang Xing! Fang Xing!" Little Rapese stumbled towards him, her two braids sticking up high behind her head, and her face and body were covered with dirt.

Fang Xing was paddling by the river, waiting to have lunch.Hearing the little rape called him, he turned his head and saw the yellow sky and the yellow ground, and a little yellow man ran in the middle.He walked towards Little Rapese slowly, "Don't run away!"

Xiao Caicai didn't listen, instead she ran a few steps faster, and when she reached Fang Xing, she gasped desperately, "Fang Xing! Fang Xing!" But she didn't say a word except his name.

"Don't worry, just take a breath."

"Fang Xing!" Xiao Caicai stretched out her hand, grabbed Fang Xing's arm, bent over and panted.

Fang Xing supported her wrist, waiting for her to slowly adjust her breathing.

"Someone...someone said...someone wants...to take...you out..." Xiao Youcai couldn't finish speaking easily, she sat down on the ground, clutched her chest and continued to pant.

Fang Xing felt all the blood rush out of his body in an instant, and he was cold from head to toe.Nightmares swept over him during the day, and all his waking nights came back in one breath.He once struggled to wake up from a nightmare, only to find that the world he woke up from was the real nightmare.In the dream, at least there was Fang Liyang, talking to him non-stop.

"Do you know who it is?" Fang Xing tried to calm down for a long time before asking this sentence.

Xiao Youcai looked up at him with blank eyes, "I don't know. I've never heard of someone taking us out before."

The children in Ling County all grow up to a certain age and go out on their own.Some go to seek refuge with relatives, just like small rapeseed.She often said that she had a cousin far away, and her mother told her before leaving that she could go to her cousin when she was able to work.Therefore, Little Rapese is full of hope that she can grow up early, and she can leave here when she is 15 or 16 years old, and go to work for her cousin.And Fang Xing never dared to ask her why she couldn't go to her mother after leaving Ling County, but went to a distant cousin.Others can only go out on their own.In order to get out of this ghostly place, some people escaped, and it won't be long before you hear about who went to jail, who got involved and died on the street.Fang Xing doesn't know where these news come from, but there will always be such news, and it will always come from all directions.

Fang Xing started to run, and ran to find a discipline.

The correctional office is the only decent brick building here, a few hundred meters from where the children live.Fang Xing could see several figures inside, and he could recognize one of them as a guard, and the other two could only be seen from their backs, but they were wearing uniforms and hats, so they could be identified as policemen at a glance.

He didn't hide, and walked directly to the door, "Disciplinary."

In the room, the guard and the two policemen looked at him together.

The guard is a dirty man, his clothes have never been changed, his teeth are always black, and he always holds a big kettle in his hand, he can drink water and hit people.

"What are you doing here! Who called you?" The guard walked over after saying that, and raised his water bottle high.

"Hey! Put it down!" A policeman stopped the guard, "It's in front of us."

The guard nodded with a sullen expression, and put down the kettle.

"What's your name, boy?"

"It's him, he is Fang Xing." The guard pointed at Fang Xing impatiently.

"Oh? It's you." A policeman walked over and looked at Fang Xing.

Fang Xing wanted to hide, because he was wearing ill-fitting clothes and pants that exposed his ankles and wrists. His hair had not been cut short for several months, and he even forgot when he took a shower last time.There is no way for him to be able to meet people calmly in this way like other children here.He had lived a very decent life after all.But he also didn't want to feel ashamed because of his current appearance. Fang Liyang told him that he should never judge others by his appearance, let alone judge himself by it.Therefore, even though he was conflicted and flustered, he still stood firmly in front of the policeman.

"I'm Fang Xing. Who wants to pick me up?"

"Who did you listen to! Who said they will pick you up!" The guard jumped up from the chair again, pointing at Fang Xing viciously.

I don't know why, but discipline seems to have a grudge against all the children here.In his eyes, he could only see deep disgust, as if he could only be comfortable if these children were dead.

"Sit down!" Another policeman yelled at the guard.

Fang Xing glanced at the guard lightly, and continued to ask the policeman, "Is someone going to pick me up?"

The policeman was a head taller than Fang Xing. He leaned forward slightly, with a smile on his face, "Your uncle."

"I don't have an uncle." Fang Xing didn't believe it.He didn't believe that a person who abandoned him would take him out today.No one will pick up the trash they throw away.

"Why don't you have an uncle? Your uncle's name is Fang Liyang, don't you remember? He..."

Before the police could finish speaking, Fang Xing ran away.

He didn't want to hear the name, it scared him.He had managed to forget the name, and finally blurred the appearance of that person.He finally accepted the nightmare in front of him, why did he suddenly cut through the darkness at this moment.That hand once let go of her and let him fall into the abyss, but now this hand suddenly stretched out in front of her, saying that she wanted to pull him out, how dare Fang Xing touch it, I'm afraid it was just a dream.

However, he couldn't hide. Two police officers found him and said they would pick him up next Monday after completing the formalities.

"I don't have an uncle."

"We have completed all the formalities. He is your uncle and your only living guardian. He asked to pick you up and leave here. We must implement it, and you must go with him."

Fang Xing stood beside an old tree, on which was engraved his mark recording his height.It was Xiao Cai Cai who clamored to remember it for him.She said, "Fang Xing, you grow so fast and so tall. When you leave here, you will know how much you have grown these days." The broken stone made its first mark on the tree above his head.

Later, every six months, they would measure their height together by the tree. Fang Xing turned around and counted. There were six marks in total, and there was a considerable distance between each mark.He knew he was growing fast, because he often woke up at night with knee pain, but no one rubbed his knees with warm palms anymore.

He lowered his head and glanced at his clothes and trousers, as well as his tattered shoes.

"can you help me?"

"Okay, tell me, the policeman will try his best to help you." The policeman smiled and pretended to coax the child.

Fang Xing felt disgusted, but there was nothing he could do, "I want a new suit."

"Okay, that's easy."

"One more thing, I don't want to see him here. Take me out and let me see him again."

The policeman in front of him suddenly became embarrassed, and looked back at the other policeman.The two looked at each other for a while, nodded, and Fang Xing said, "It's not a problem, uncle promises you." He raised his hand to touch Fang Xing's head, but Fang Xing avoided his hand and left.

"Fang Xing! Fang Xing!" Little Rapese ran over from another direction, this time she was not panting so much, she trotted along with Fang Xing, and kept asking, "Is someone really going to pick you up? Who is it?" Ah? Is it your uncle? I heard they said it was your uncle? Why have I never heard you say that you have an uncle? Is it a real uncle? Or a distant relative like my cousin? "

"Rape." Fang Xing stopped and turned to look at Little Rape, "Let me stay by myself for a while?"

Little Rapese had always been afraid of Fang Xing's sudden sullen face, and Fang Xing was particularly scary when he was angry, she had seen it before.

"Oh, I won't follow you anymore." After finishing speaking, he stood still and watched Fang Xing go further and further away.

Not long after, the police brought in new clothes, ugly but new at least. They also cut Fang Xing's hair and cleaned him up.

I saw Fang Liyang in the county's Public Security Bureau.Fang Xing got out of the car and saw that person from a distance outside the room.He was wearing a simple shirt and trousers, and sat on a chair waiting for him without saying a word.

He hasn't changed, even his hairstyle hasn't changed, he still looks thin and weak, and still makes people feel warm, trustworthy and dependable.

However, as for himself, he has grown up a lot compared to before, his bones are clearly visible from under the thin skin, and there are even black and blue stubbles on his chin, and his body has undergone many changes.All this, the person waiting for him in the room did not go through it with him.

Fang Xing didn't know anything when they parted.They were then uncle and nephew, adult and child.When we meet again, is the one who knows nothing about Fang Liyang?He must not know that Fang Xing is no longer the Fang Xing of the past, he has already been completely reborn from his soul to his body.

"Fang Liyang!" The policeman called his name.He raised his head as if frightened, as if it took a lot of effort to focus, he looked in Fang Xing's direction for a long time before standing up uncertainly.

Fang Xing thought, he really didn't recognize me anymore, he really felt that I was so strange now.

Fang Liyang approached him little by little, looked at him, and observed him as if confirming.

Until this moment, Fang Xing was surprised at his calmness.He didn't feel any excitement at all, he obviously envisioned countless scenarios of their reunion on the way here, he thought he would cry, laugh, get nervous, and collapse, but nothing happened, he just stood there, He watched Fang Liyang's every move clearly, his eyes and breath, none of which escaped Fang Xing's eyes.

"Stars?" Fang Liyang's eye circles were red, and the eye sockets were full of water, his nose was also red, and his lips were also bright.He even trembled a little.

He reached out, as if to hug himself.Fang Xing didn't respond, and let him hug him.Only then did Fang Xing realize that the two of them were almost the same height.Fortunately, he changed his clothes and took a shower. There should be no strange smell on his body.The neck is hot and humid, is he crying?why is he cryingFang Xing couldn't think of any reason.

"Star? Is it a star?"

Fang Xing only felt that his words were inexplicable.Why does a big man keep asking himself if he is "Fang Xing" if he hugs himself so tightly and cries like this?If he answered no, would he push himself away immediately?

At some point, Fang Xing's arms had already wrapped around Fang Liyang's body, and he heard a strange voice say, "I am."

Only then did he realize: It turns out that even his voice has changed over the years.