Time is like a song

"I don't know what it means." I looked indifferently at the female classmate who was poured orange juice all over me.

The time was a noon at the beginning of the second semester of the first year of the university, and the place was the university cafeteria. The characters were me, a stupid girl, and a bad girl.

"Hira Shinumi!" the bad girl screamed, "You actually poured orange juice on me! Believe it or not, I will sue you for assault/injury/person/body!"

"I'm not corrosive/corrosion/sexual/liquid/body, and I didn't cause serious/injury/harm to your body, so you can't accuse me. If you don't do your homework, go home and study quickly, and don't come out to embarrass yourself again."

"Believe it or not..."

I leaned closer to her and said softly, "Do you believe that I told the whole world how you got those untrue information?"

The bad girl gave me a resentful look, turned her head and rushed away from the crowd of onlookers.

"Ping..." The stupid girl sat on the side and kept crying, "I'm sorry, I let you..."

I cover her mouth.Let her speak out in public, and my help for her will be in vain.I pulled her away and dragged her to the empty college grass.

"Ping... woo..."

I covered my forehead, "Don't cry, you're so annoying."

"But I actually let people misunderstand that you are helping/assisting/communicating/interacting! Ugh... that person is obviously me..."

"It's okay, she doesn't dare to talk nonsense anymore." After sending away Benben, I rubbed my sore right arm and sat under the tree to read.There is a quiz tomorrow, I don't want to lose to Yagyu.

When the sun was setting, Sanada who was passing by came over, "Masumi." He sat next to me.

I closed the book and looked at him, "If you want to ask, just ask, hesitating, sissy."

He folded his arms and said, "I heard about the canteen at noon. The person doing the aid/dating is Kobayashi Misora ​​who is crying beside me, right?"

I glanced at him, "I really don't know when you became so troublesome."

"They're talking about you, I can't take it anymore."

I leaned against the tree trunk, "Misora ​​Kobayashi is not one of those girls who are greedy for money. She did /aid/dating in the beginning to buy designer bags, but it didn't take long for her to think it was wrong and she wanted to withdraw. But you know , the world is dangerous, for a high-quality female college student like her, the people who have been helping her with / business / business will not let her go easily. It is very difficult for her to get rid of these things. She is stupid, but it is not necessary Let those boring people ruin her."

"But I never understood why things got on you."

"When I was in middle school, I was dubbed the goddess Lihai on the Internet. Kobayashi Misora's code name was also a goddess when she was an aid/dating. People have two eyes and one nose. Good-looking girls have big eyes and pointed chins. Kobayashi Misora ​​posted on Aid ／The photos on the handover website are made up and retouched by computer, so they look a bit like me at first glance. The Yoshida Xiaomei in our class has always looked at me disliked. She looked at the website and saw that the other party was Dong/Da ／Law Department, so I thought it was me, so I spread it out. Only afterward did I realize that I was mistaken.”

"Then what are you going to do? It's Kobayashi Misora ​​who can't disclose/aid/handout."

I curled my lips, "Don't worry about me, I will let Yoshida Xiaomei clarify for me."

"...What? Her?"

"Sanada, have you ever been on an aid/dating/site?"

"...Of course not! Mayumi! You're too slack!"

I covered my ears, "Understood, keep your voice down, just asking. People who don't usually go to the aid/dating/website, of course they won't know about those things."

"You mean..."

"Yoshida Xiaomei is doing dating, that's why I saw Kobayashi Misora's dating information when browsing the web. She is really stupid to the point, and I don't know if she entered Dongda through the /back/door/ of."

"Mr. Ping, rumors are not so easy to quell." Yagyu suddenly walked out behind us.

"...the spirit behind it."

"...Ping-san, I showed up purely for the sake of my life and Genichiro's life." Yagyu pushed his glasses, "The latest news, both Genichiro and I have been said to be your customers/customers."

"What!" Sanada yelled.

Liu Sheng and I covered our ears at the same time, and Liu Sheng continued: "Jingshi will be back next month, I'm afraid he will tear us apart when he hears these words."

"If you think I'll let things drag on for a month, you're underestimating me."

"Mr. Ping," Liu Sheng covered his forehead, "Can you learn to deal with things in a gentler way? I can almost foresee that someone will be made to cry by you again."

"Can't."

"why?"

"Because it's cooler."

"..."

It's a pity that before I had time to deal with it, Kobayashi Misora ​​came out and explained the ins and outs of the matter to everyone.That day, because she couldn't stand the classmates talking about me in ugly words, she impulsively ran up to the podium and snatched the professor's Mic Gaofeng, crying and telling everything.

"Student Ping... woo... I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Thank you... woo..." Her pretty little face was almost distorted from crying.

But I think Kobayashi Misora ​​at this moment is very beautiful.

I thought I couldn't attend this class, so I packed my things, bypassed Yoshida Xiaomei, who was flushed and ashamed, and walked out of the lecture hall with a book in her hands.

"Although the tears on your face are ugly, you are beautiful now, Misora." After saying this, I opened the door and walked out.

Everyone makes mistakes, but not everyone has the courage to face them.I regret not being able to help her more, but maybe this is a valuable lesson in her life.She is such a beautiful person, she can continue to be beautiful without my intervention.No, it is getting more and more beautiful.

I looked at the spring flowers that had just bloomed outside the glass window on the aisle, and smiled slightly.Nice to meet you, Kobayashi Misora.

Later, both Kobayashi Misora ​​and Yoshida Komei dropped out of school.But who will go better is also predictable.

On the last day of next semester, I sat in a coffee shop near the university after class and sipped my coffee.

No, no one knows what the future will be like, maybe one day Yoshida Xiaomei can become beautiful, maybe.

Then, Jingshi, what do you think we will become?I haven't seen him for more than half a year. Originally, he planned to come back to Japan when there was no game in March, but the football team asked him to train more, and he couldn't come back.

Ring ring ring!My cell phone rang.I looked down, but it was a British number.The idiot!

"Good afternoon, Mayumi."

"Okay your head, Jingichi," I looked at my watch, "it's about three o'clock in the morning on your side."

He laughed lowly, "Oh, I will call you at your own time, but I will be scolded~"

"Don't pretend to be pitiful, you bastard who doesn't sleep at three o'clock."

"But Makoto hasn't called me for half a month, so I'm the only one to call."

I didn't call you because I was afraid I would miss you too much.I half covered my mouth, tears dripping down my face.When I heard Jingshi's voice, I couldn't bear it any longer.

"Mayumi? Mayumi? Why are you crying? Who bullied you? Are you unhappy in reading?"

"...you." It was you who bullied me, bastard.

He was silent for a while, and then said: "Oh, it feels really bad not to be able to wipe Mayumi's tears."

"……"not talking.You bastard, you made me cry for no reason.

"Masumi, I love you."

"Idiot, go to sleep."

"No, I'll wait until Mayumi stops crying before hanging up."

"Then you don't need to sleep."

"Huh? It turns out that Mayumi also knows that when she cries, she will never stop?"

"..." Bastard, spit on me again.

"Hahahaha~"

"Jingshi, no matter how hard you work there, you still miss me. If you don't want to, I will hit you."

"Masumi, I'm not working hard, really. Don't worry about me, I'm fine. What about you? You didn't suffer any problems in college, did you?"

Entering the career network, how can it not be hard work?I am a person living in reality, how can I not be wronged?

"No, I'm fine too, I'm doing fine."

"Really? That's fine."

"Jingshi."

"yes?"

"I love you."

"I know."

After hanging up the line, I wiped my face, and then I picked up the tennis bag and went to the tennis club to practice.I also need to get the admission ticket to the job network as soon as possible, so I can't fall too far behind Jingshi.I really want to see him, but if I go to see him casually, it will disturb him, so I can only bear it.

But, I really miss him.

When I was washing and sleeping at night, I hid under the quilt in the dormitory, and couldn't help biting the quilt and crying.I really miss Jingshi, I really want to see him, I really miss him.

Ring ring ring!I pick up my phone.

"Maumi?" It was Seiichi's voice.

"Woo..."

"Maumi..."

"Woo... I really want to see you... woo..." It was so hard, so hard, I felt like I couldn't breathe, my chest was burning, "Woo... Jingshi... woo... I, I miss you so much... woo..." I sniffed, "Woo..."

"Masumi," his voice whispered, "I love you, I love you."

"Woo..."

"I love you," he repeated patiently for an hour.

Of course, this is also because I cried for an hour into the phone.For the first time, I knew that I could cry so well.Fortunately, because the semester was over and the students in the same dormitory had all checked out, no one knew about my embarrassment.Although I was very tired the next day, I still insisted on getting up for morning training.After the morning training, Sanada and I went to have breakfast. We drank three big bowls of porridge, three big meat buns, and a big cup of soy milk.

I will also be checking out of the dormitory this afternoon, so I asked Sanada to help me carry my things back to Kanagawa.He wanted to go home anyway, so I oppressed him very confidently.The home in Tokyo, since my father remarried, our five siblings have never been back.The grandparents also seemed a little angry and forbade Dad from coming to Kanagawa.Therefore, Kanagawa is the paradise of our five siblings.

The eldest sister went to Europe, and there were occasional emails reporting that she was safe, but we didn't know her actual situation.The second sister became a cartoonist's assistant. Although the salary was very low and she had a lot of quarrels with her father because of not going to university, she seemed to be happy.Anyway, the property has long been in her name, and she is also the lucky one who can pursue her dreams as she pleases.The fourth brother is in high school and is the ace pitcher of the baseball club. He is clamoring to enter Koshien.The fifth younger brother is about to go to high school, and he joined the cooking club very badly.I heard that he is the only boy in the whole society, and I also heard that although the number of girls chasing after him is not as high as Jingshi, they can still compete with Niwang.

It turns out that girls like crooked people.

Although my elder sister and younger brother were smashed and bloody where I couldn't see it, it was good that I could see their smiles.

So even if something like Dad disappears, no one will miss you.

"Dad!" As soon as I got back to my home in Kanagawa, I saw my dad patting on the iron gate, and he was accompanied by a woman and a boy.

The grandparents were sitting quite calmly drinking tea in the small garden in front of the house behind the door.

"Girl," seeing my grandfather take a sip of Chinese tea, raised his voice, "The gate can't be opened, so climb in by yourself."

Dad can't climb walls--I mean literally climb walls--that sort of thing, grandpa, you're ruthless.

I winked at Sanada next to me, and he obediently put down his things, folded his hands by the fence for me to borrow strength, and didn't ask a single extra word.I took off my shoes, supported his shoulders and stepped on his hands, then climbed up the fence with his help, and jumped off the grass opposite.Sanada threw my things in, and I stretched out my hand to follow them precisely.

"Grandpa, the security in our house is too bad." I took another big bag.

"It's enough to guard against your father."

"Yes, you are right, the granddaughter is educated."

"Daddy!" Dad yelled from outside the door.

Call it out, call it out, and no one will take care of you if your throat breaks.Even if he divorced his mother and brought back an illegitimate child who was the same age as his fourth brother, he would be too shameless for his mother.Even if I don't feel anything, but as a mother's child, I still have to look a little angry.Otherwise, the stallion man would become even more unruly—if he brought back all the illegitimate children, it would be troublesome.

I thanked Sanada, who nodded and left.

"Masumi, be good, open the door to daddy, daddy has something very important to tell your grandpa."

Isn't it justifiable because the illegitimate child needs the grandfather to come out to preside over the recognition of the ancestors.Such a shameful and troublesome matter, if your grandfather cares about you, he is not my wise grandfather.I dragged my luggage and walked over to the table, wanting to fill my stomach with a piece of pastry, but my grandmother moved the pastry away.

"Maumi," she glanced at me, "I won't eat until you've got your father settled."

I curled my lips and walked to the gate.

"Masumi, Dad loves you very much, right? Open the door for me."

"No." I folded my arms.

"What?"

"You said you love us very much, but I'm wrong."

"You," the boy pointed at me, "I don't allow you to insult my father!"

"Takumi..." Dad looked at him moved.

I'm sorry, I don't have time to watch ethics dramas, my stomach is very hungry, "Dad, you should understand very well that there is a reason why we treat you with this attitude."

"Your mother and I..."

"I'm not interested in dealing with adults. You just think carefully about what you have given us. To put it bluntly, in the eyes of our five brothers and sisters, Dad, you are a typical example of being so poor that you only have money left. In When we were beaten by an unhappy mother, you never showed up. You may be a good person, but in the eyes of our five siblings, you are not a good father. I didn’t want to speak ill of the elders, but now you The appearance is really ugly. It is your own business to admit that you have an illegitimate child. You are really not a man to drag your grandfather into the water as your shield. Please bear the responsibility for what you have done. Gossip is inevitable, but if you If you make up your mind to recognize him, no one can stop you. Japanese law does not state that a re-recognized illegitimate child cannot have the right of inheritance. Everything is only your business and your responsibility. It is still a man's responsibility. Please leave and don't bother us."

Dad was stunned for a long time, and finally left.

The woman he brought had a distorted face when he heard it—since no one can stop Dad from recognizing them, in other words, Dad has always denied them, and it is Dad's problem.You guys can just quarrel at night, it's better to be so noisy that you forget to bother me.

After talking so much in one breath, I went to the table and poured a large cup of tea.

"Makomi," my grandmother helped me refill another cup, "the blue comes out of the blue."

Grandfather took a bite of the pastry, "Young girl is just in a bad mood. One sentence is more vicious than one sentence, and she is playing tricks viciously."

Grandma brushed back her white hair that was blown in front of her eyes by the breeze, "Masumi is too strict with people, she has been like this since she was a child."

I gnawed on the pastry, "I'm just telling the truth."

Grandma glanced at me, "Do you hate your dad?"

I shook my head, "First, he was my biological father from beginning to end, he didn't abuse me, and he provided me with good food and drink, hating him for no reason is asking for trouble. Second, my father just hasn't grown up yet. He has been immersed in the dream of his rich and noble son, and never woke up. He has a good heart, stupid and mental problems are not sins, I don’t blame him.”

"Not everyone is as thorough as you think." Grandma glanced at the fourth and fifth brothers who were squatting in the corner.

I shrugged, "Grandma, you can't ask everyone to be as smart as me, it's too difficult. Speaking of which, I've been wanting to ask for a long time, is Dad really yours?"

Grandfather shrugged, "Ask your grandmother, I've wanted to ask for a long time."

Grandma patted my hand that was about to take the pastry again, "I didn't climb the wall. Maybe I accidentally switched with someone else in the hospital."

I nodded, "I see."

In the evening, I was gnawing bread while studying.Nibbling and nibbling, tears and snot came out again.I opened the drawer, took out the photos of Jingshi and me, and cried at them.

"Woo... woo... woo..." I cried and gnawed on the bread, but found it hard to swallow, so I went to hug the tissue box, wiped away my tears and nose before saying, "Woo... woo... woo Woo... Jingshi... Woooooo..." I stuck the photo to my chest with one hand, and held the tissue box in the other hand. The tissue box was placed on my bent knees, and I was crying with my mouth open, "Woo... woo... Woooo..." hiccupped, "Woooo... Jingshi... Jingshi... I miss you so much... Woo... Woo..."

When I went to sleep, I fell asleep with Jingshi's photo and tissue box in my arms.

The author has something to say: As a person who grew up in a free city, I really don’t understand why I didn’t add/lock this chapter ==