I can't remember who put forward the theory that it takes 21 days to form a habit.

In her own experience, sometimes a movie is all it takes to form a habit - not because she is a movie lover, but on the contrary, her views on movies, especially the ones with a point at the end It's a pity that the movie may not be the same as most people's.

What was the name of that movie? My memory has long been blurred. The theme may be family affection, or the youthful love. The plot revolves around the feelings that could not be clarified when the other party was alive. It poured out after the other party passed away.

The movie, which was evaluated by many people as a tear-jerking healing department, only sounded the alarm for her.

Perhaps it was a pity that the ending left too deep an impression on her young self. She silently decided in her heart that she would never repeat the mistakes of the protagonist in that movie.

It may sound like a child doing things, given fictional stories, but children are such creatures, and fictional characters resonate more than real-life role models.

Don't leave regrets when you are alive, and speak out loud if you have love in your heart.Every year on Mother's Day, every year when my mother celebrates her birthday, she tries to do this.

At the first time, both of them were very embarrassed, and then it became a practice to say I love you twice a year, and she had to add subsidy modal particles, repeatedly emphasizing that she is really, really, love her very much mother.

Things like words are always light when they are needed most.

The warm feeling in my heart, as long as I think of the other party, it will become full and warm. After expressing it in ordinary words, I always feel that it has lost its original true weight.

No one can predict what will happen in this world. The earth where human beings live is just a speck of dust in the universe, no, it may be infinitely smaller than a speck of dust.

But objectively small things, subjective feelings sometimes trump everything else.

She didn't want to leave regrets, and she didn't want to think with regret after one party passed away, if only she could pass on her feelings back then.

I don't know what to do, so that the other party can understand the indescribable love in my heart.

If spiritual vision is really the ability to touch the hearts of others...

A'Du held King Ma Cang Ye's hand.

"This ability doesn't seem too bad."

Cicadas sing one after another, the shadows of the trees are verdant, and the eternal sunshine in midsummer overflows the window. The eyes of Ma Cang Ye Wang are a warm light brown, like amber formed after the resin has solidified for thousands of years.

In the first month of the third year of Yongyan (989), King Makang Ye was appointed as the guardian of the Izumo Kingdom. Once the news was announced, it immediately caused an uproar among the ruling and opposition parties.

Izumo Kingdom is located in the San'in area in the northwest of Heian-kyo. The mountains are high and the roads are far away. In ancient mythology, it is a country where gods live. If you start from the capital, it will take nearly ten days to arrive.

No matter how undercurrents are turbulent in the court, she obviously has more important things at the moment: it is not easy to travel far in the Heian era, let alone travel in units of years.

As soon as the snow in early spring melted, they were about to leave. What things should be brought and what could be left behind? A'Du had been packing for a long time. When moving the luggage, the familiar box fell off the storage shelf and fell to the ground There was a muffled sound that was not light or heavy.

Light snow fell outside the house, and the charcoal fire was burning in the basin. White snowflakes fell on the dead branches in the courtyard, covered with a thin layer of frost.

After a pause for a while, A'Du stretched out his hand and lifted the barrier covering the box.

She has counted the things in the box many times, even with her eyes closed, she still knows what's inside.

a bank card.

Two ten thousand yen bills.

A 62 yen coin, plus [-] yen in change.

A bus package ticket for a one-day tour in Kyoto.

A hotel key card.

And the key she had picked up later, broken into several pieces.

A smartphone with a dead battery.

The wrapper left over from a piece of chocolate that would expire in over 1000 years.

A bottle of pepper spray that has not come in handy so far.

An emergency sanitary napkin.

A bottle of sunscreen, a light lipstick, a scrunchie that can be worn around the wrist, and a postcard with the hotel address on it.

And the clothes she wore on the day she came to Heian-kyo.

The circulation of the four seasons has never stopped. The two years in the Heian era seemed to be shorter than any period she had experienced, and at the same time longer.

Sometimes, modern life seems so far away, but as long as you open this box, everything that happened that day will blow over your face like a midsummer wind, and even the chirping of cicadas echoing in the sultry air can be clearly heard.

She remembered every detail of that day, from waking up in the morning, leaving the hotel where she was staying, checking the route of the bus in advance, to buying a ticket to enter Nijo Castle, accompanied by the sound of her parents' children chirping.

It seems that among the many ordinary details, as long as she observes carefully, she can always find the clues left by fate.

There was a splash in the charcoal basin, Mars jumped lightly, and the furry brushed against her side, Ku Zong slowly blinked at her, his almond-like cat eyes narrowed into curved slits.

The cat's arched back has magical powers, and its curved tail seems to be a hook that can hook people's hearts.

A'Du put down the things at hand, couldn't help but began to rub the cat, like rubbing soap, rubbing the fur on both sides of the arched back of the cat.

Petting a cat must end with taking a deep breath of the cat. This is basic etiquette.

"How's the packing going?"

Her happy hour of sucking cats was interrupted by the untimely presence of the cat owner at the door.

A'Du sat up again very calmly, Gu Zong was still lying on his side on the ground, flicking his tail from time to time to announce his existence.

"It's almost done."

"Then take this with you."

She froze for a moment.

"But..." A'Du paused, "As long as you see it, you will become homesick."

So even though everything is put in the box, I still can't help but open it from time to time.

However, she later stored all the more important memories in another person.

Why it is so important for the memory of modern times to survive, A'Du also can't say, it feels as if the most important part of her is guaranteed not to disappear in this era.

If she stayed in the Heian era for five years, ten years, or even more... Knowing that the original self would not disappear, this fact itself gave her great comfort and gave her the strength to survive in this era.

She is a modern person from the 21st century, no matter what, this fact will not change.

"Since the feeling of homesickness won't change, it's better to bring it with you."

Whether it is Heian-kyo or Izumo country, it is extremely far away from her hometown.

A'Du: "...don't you mind?"

King Ma Cang Ye said softly, "I know."

The Great Onmyoji, who has the ability to read minds, knew what was going on in her mind.

She wants to go home, and she likes him, there is no emotional conflict between the two.

"But what if one day I have to make a choice?"

This question has been on her mind for a long time.

If you can go back to modern times, what should you do in the Heian period?As long as I think about it, my heart will be so stuffy that I can't breathe.

King Ma Cang Ye: "Then don't make a choice."

He bent his eyes and said with a gentle smile, "Why can you only choose one side?"

A'Du was stunned for a long time.

"...Can that kind of thing be done?"

She didn't expect this question to have such an arrogant answer before.

King Ma Cang Ye stretched out his hand and pulled back the broken hair that fell to the side of her face behind her ears. His movements were delicate and gentle, and his voice was gentle and gentle.

"It might be harder, but you'll never know until you try."

"Since it's what you want, put it all in your hands, why force yourself to make a choice."

The heat suddenly surged up, and she was caught off guard and lowered her head.

"... A'Du?"

"Nothing, just happy."

Even if it was just a momentary dream, she was very happy.

"You'll like Izumo over there."

King Asakura Leaf told her that Izumo has mountains, plains, forests, lakes, and hot springs.

There are ten sub-counties in Izumo country. Shimane County in the northeast is not only a place to set up government offices, but also has abundant hot springs.

After arriving in Izumo, she no longer has to go to Yinyang Liao to work and clock in every day, and she can sleep as late as she wants.

Speaking of which, Izumo is still an area famous for its iron production, and the forging technology is at the forefront of this era. If she feels that the saber she is using now is too ordinary, she can just change it to a more convenient one.

The two of them acted as if they were going on vacation.

Others probably felt the same way. On the day they left the capital, there were very few entourages heading to Izumo. In the not-so-majestic team, King Asakura might have more shikigami than human attendants.

Because it is a team with a majority of shikigami, when crossing the high mountains, the bandits who try to block the road and rob them always end up scared and flee.

Ma Nu arrived at the mansion of Izumo Kingdom earlier than them, and cleaned up the house in advance. A'Du suspected that the local people might have been a little frightened, and they were very respectful when they greeted Ma Cang Ye Wang and his party, and asked God Like sending Buddha, it avoids conflicts with local wealthy families.

The mansions in Izumo Kingdom are much smaller than those in Heian-kyo. There are no spacious courtyards, ponds and arch bridges, and no man-made islands and rockeries.

King Ma Cang Ye asked her if she would like to go to a place with him.

"Where are you going?" A'Du followed curiously.

The two of them left the mansion and walked through a large patch of waist-high weeds, the weeds between withered yellow and new green rustled softly in the wind.

Gradually, the terrain began to slope down, and low shrubs grew on both sides of the hillside, and the shrubs were dotted with unknown wild flowers.

The breath in the air became moist, the whistling wind became louder, and the two of them walked along the path among the bushes to the shimmering white sand, and she suddenly knew why he said before that she would like Izumo.

The everlasting sound of the tide beat against the shore, and the jade-like waves crashed into countless white foam on the jagged rocks.

—It is the sea.

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